chapter 23

Though he has informed Kirti and Amma about his tour to Banglore, But how could he go without informing her. Pallavi is now too angry with him. She recalled when she had returned from tample, he had already left for office .Also came home after she slept and set off early without informing... This is not fair. Hnnn !! If Pallavi knew that he was up to this. She might haven't taken those bitter medicine for which she slept early that night.. without knowing she is going to curse them during this whole trip.And when she knew it's a whole week trip, she felt more sad.. like she has lost something very close to her without knowing what was that actually. She knew she was going to miss him badly but also promised to herself..No..No.. She won't call him. How could he go like this. He needs to call her first. Hn !! So it's decided. But how she made her heart understand this. That crazy fellow..Seems like took another promise. It would made her restless..It would force her to remind him again and again. It would try his best to beat upon his name. Oh Ho..what should she do Now !! Those days were the worst days of her life..as she felt. Everything seems her fade, annoying. The saree design that gives her peace , the old bollywood songs that's feel her dancing, Aai's hand made tasty foods that makes her mouth watering, the fascinating view of garden that's beings smile.. can't made her feel happy. It's not like she didn't try.. but no matter she tried all she felt Raghav in every idea of design, in every small of food, in every line of song and every colour of flower. Amma was noticing.. Something looks uneasy about Pallavi. She remains totally disturb minded now a days. Don't answer while calling even having presence,stops unanimously while walking, thinks for hours sitting on same place, smiles herself....Wherever she was going, whatever she was doing all she could find his sense..or any memories connected to him. She looks at mirror but thinks how he stares her while dressing, she cleans the room but thinks how they had fight for it, she sits near to pool but smiles how he yelled at her for jumping into it , she went near to table tennis or jim area but only her heart beat faster imagining his bare sweat torso engaged in game or workout...Noo.. She couldn't control her more. So only last thing left. She should slept. That's it. (Pallvi.. Tumko Kuch Badda Bimari Ho Geya Hai..Agar Ase Hi Chalta Naa Toh Tu Pakka Pagal Ho Jayegi..Aab Aur Nahi..Lagta Hai Sayad Nind Puri Nehi Hui...Bass Isiliye Tu Ye..Pagaloo Wali Harkate Kar Rehi Hai..Thoda So Jao..Sab Thik Ho Jayega..Samajla)She decided and wrapped up the blanket over her.She opened her eyes with the touch of cold water drops on her face. Got up and turned only to notice Raghav standing beside her with his back facing her. It was a sweet morning and he just came out from shower. She tried her best to control but couldn't. Finally she went closer to him and hugged from back. She could felt him closely.. while her thin wear getting wet along with her inner self..."Ra-g-h-a-v, How can you go like this.. Why so. Are you angry with me then ? Or still now. Couldn't you think about calling for once...You know I had promised to myself not to call you but still... Mujhe Bass Tumhari Yaad Ati Hai..Har Jagah Har Pal..Bas Tumhara Yade Aur Batee, Kyn Raghav ?? Kyn ?? Kya Tumhe Vhi Esha..Yaa Phir Shif Mai Hii.." She wishpered close to his ears.He flipped her in a go and pinned on the blue wall.. With her soft wrists clamped by his up to her head. And their bodies almost glued with eachother. Pallavi became so nervous.. she wasn't be able to look straight.. can't face him with her red blushed face and wet core. Raghav leaned his face close to her..so close that she could feel his hot breath upon her face.."sorry.. But Tum..Tum Jo Mereko Taunt Mara Tha..Uska Kya ?? Mai Bhi Gussa Hai.." Raghav Chuckled with his husky voice making a puppy face. Yes.. These things.. always made her week upon her knees. So how could they fail this time 😃"Achha..Ok ?? Sorry but Tum Dubara Esha Maat Karna..Tum door jate Ho Toh Patanehi Mai Kyn..Ek dum Pagal Ho Jati Hun... Mujhe Nehi Pata Kya Ho Raha Hai Par Mai Tumhare Bina Nahi Rehe Paungi.." There she was crying.. Raghav couldn't control anymore and both ended up hugging each other tightly.. But in middle he parted.. Cupping her soft cheeks with his palms he kissed on her forehead.. "Pallavi, Tumhare Aakhen.. Bhahat Sudar Hai.." She could see him drooping slowly upon her eyes and within a second she also closed her eyes in acceptance his lips on them.Her shaking body, nervous mind, hyper beating heart and wet core all demanding same thing, one kiss. A kiss that's so passionate and deep that it take away her soul along with it. A kiss where she could feel her hungry lips perfectly satisfied. Of course she knows how to hide emotions but also knows that the rules always fails in Raghav's case. She remained in same position.. with a strange arouse.. to feel that touch even more passionately.. but just when his lips a inch apart from her to brush against...She got up... grasping and panting heavy imaging that dream she had just. "😦😨Raghavv..Sapna !! Bappa,Aab Ye Kesi Kesi Sapne Ane Lagi Hai.. Mujhe.... Mujhe Bachha lena..Mai..Woh Kiss..Uhh" she stammered looking here and there in confusion.She woke up and washed her face again and again assuring that the dream shouldn't real.After coming out from washroom, when she switched on the FM. to get some peace listening her favourite old bollywood songs .. And the song was playing on it...🎵Chalte Chalte yunhi ruk jaata hoon main,Baithe baithe kahin kho jaata hoon main,Kahte Kahte hi chup ho jaata hoon main.Kya yahi pyar hai, kya yahi pyar haiHaan yahi pyar hai, haan yahi pyar hai................"So..Dosto..Aab Toh AapKo Pata Chal Geya Naa Aapka Rog Ka Naam..Toh. Why to late. Go and pour your heart out to your partner,Samjdaar Ko Ishara Kafi Hai,Varna..Kahi Deer Na Ho Jaye..Kahi...Toh Aap Jaiyee Aur Date Ki Tayari Kiji Yee Till then Bye.." The RJ commented before wrapping up the show.The radio was still on... And She dipped in her thoughts.. And her thoughts traveling in some other direction.. different from laters she had.She stood in front of mirror noticing her blushing shy shade in mirror view. Now Everything is clear to her.. She has got her much awaited answer.. the medicine of this weird disease..When her deo eyes fall upon his photo on the table.. She couldn't resist. Just run and knelt down front to it.(Toh.. Ghamandi Rao...Jeet Jo Geye Akhir..Akhir Vahi Gadhhe Mai Girgeyee Jise Hamesa Se Darti Thi..Tumse Pyar..Pata Hai Mujhe Naa Believe Nehi Ho Raha Ki Mujhe Tum Jeise Insaan Se Pyar Ho Sakta Hai..Par Yehi Saach Hai..Mene Bhahat Kosish Kiya Par Nehi..Hua. I love you ..So much.. Aab Bass Jaldi Wapas Aa Jao..Mai Tumse Bhi Sunaa Chaha Ti Hun.. But..)Her thoughts stopped in middle remembering his words How she forgot he hates her.. and he has announced it Openly. Why ?? Why can't he love her ??A few tear drops hanging upon her eyes collapsed..But What's if his feelings has also changed like her..He also..A hundred of thought running in her mind.. being confused with YES or NO, She finally decided to enjoy her new feeling. To love him is her choice... No one can stop her to do so.. she will think.. imagine and sing and enjoy like Any bollywood movie heroine...Days passing.. and so her feelings increasing day by day. It was not like Raghav didn't call Amma or Kirti but not a single call for Pallavi.In other hand Pallavi is too confused, Weither to angry on him or propose him..And that dream..It had some special effect on her.. She was dreaming it repeatedly but most painful thing was everytime she woke up before kissing.. OhHo.. She got frustrated. Can't even God want it to happen in dreams..so sad.She slept with this incomplete wish.. And again the same dream started playing in her sleep..But this time it Deviating the so called rule,she felt his lips,His harsh lips brushing slowly on her..First she herself surprised but she was confident it's a dream.. then what's problem to feel a whole where as it maybe not possible in real.She also responded, Both of them fighting for dominance..Raggav's palm Cupping her face and her hands entangled around his bare Body pulling closer gradually.. That soft gentle kiss slowly turning into a deep and passionate one..With a reluctance she parted to find some fresh air.. Taking a lung full of his cologne. She tried to got up from bed.. stealing her shy glance from him in dream....BUT..What happened ?? Why can't she got up.. Still standing looking downward..Then she turned her eyes towards bed to notice her sleeping self but..Shit.. The bed was empty.To be continued ⏭️