CHAP 45 REALIZATION

Veronica

So gabi na, it's already 8:01pm and the Blaire and Blake decided to sleep here in my room and I said yes, right now they're asking me a lot of questions.

At napunta nga kami kay Harrison.

"Tita, where's your ex wife po?" Blaire asked, talagang kasalanan to ni Harrison.

"I don't know, sweetie. Her family is finding her and they're worrying about her." I said and she suddenly look so sad.

"Tita Nica, Blaire is sad po kasi she likes tita Harrison, she likes her more than tito Eric. Tito Eric is bad tita!" Blake said, mga batang to parang mga 10 years old na kung magsalita. They're actually smart if you just know that."To be honest, tita. I don't like tito Eric like at the party he was calling another girl I guess and he stares at me like he's going to eat." Blake said, Eric is such a motherfucker! Talagang pati bata idinamay niya!

"He did that to you, Blake? He's so bad right? Don't worry, he's already in jail with his cousin because they're a bad person, they did a lot of sin in this world." I said to the both of them. "Blake, I want you to be a gentleman, okay? Treat your mother like a Queen, okay?" I said to him and suddenly Blaire said something too." Me too Blake treat me like a Queen , please!!" She said to Blake.

"I will, tita and Blaire. I'm gonna treat you and mother like a Queen. I will treat all of the women that I love, kasali kana tita!" Blake said, such a sweet boy.

"Thank you, Blake!" I said to him and he kissed my forehead and he also kissed Blaire.

"Where's tita Harrison, tita Nica?? I want to play with her." She sadly said, if you just know how I miss her so much and I also want to play with her char.

"You miss her, Blaire? Are you close with her?" I asked Blaire.

"Not that close tita but she's kind and she e treated us before right?" She said.

"Yes, so why do you like her more? Like more than Eric?" I asked her.

"Simple, because when the first time that tita Harrison carry Blake, she didn't shouted at him. Instead, she asked for help saiyo at kay mama but when tito Eric held him, Blake cried and he scolded Blake for being to loud, tita. Even though she's a woman, I can tell that she's better than tito Eric, tita." She said, her words are so genuine.

"Aww how sweet of you Blaire and also you Blake." I said and kissed their forehead." So now tita has a question for the both of you, okay?" I said to them, they look excited.

"What is it, titaa???" They asked..

"What if me and Harrison will be in a relationship like we're girlfriends without space, would you accept us?" I asked and they answer me directly!

"Yes, tita!" The both of the said.

"Why? Is it because Harrison treated us Jollibee before?" I asked them.

"No, tita. Because mommy can also pansin that tita Harrison likes you since before and she thinks like she's the one for you and we agreed because we can also pansin that." Blake said, my God ate Claire.

"Wow, what can you pansin?" I asked them both.

"First things first, the way tita Harrison looked at you." Blaire said.

"Yes, I agree with that. Also, the way she cares about you." Blake said.

"Of course, Blake. She must take care of me because I'm her boss." I said.

"What you don't notice is there's something on how she cares about you, tita. You're blind kasi and you're such a mean boss to her." Mataray na sabi ni Blaire. This kids talks like my best friends??? Grabe na talaga.

"Bakit may alam kayo sa ganyan? Did Harrison teach you that?" I asked them both. Knowing Harrison kung ano anong tinuturo sa mga bata.

"Hmmm..." They're just staring at me while smiling! I know right! Talagang si Harrison kay kasalanan nito.

"Really??? That woman teach you lot of bad things right?" I asked them both.

"Nope, tita. Mabait naman po talaga si tita Harrison like super."  Blake said.

"She's like mapangasar po but it's sweet cuz she knows her limits." Blaire said.

"Oh really? That's good to know, babies. You know her so well, huh." I said to them.

"Of course tita." Blaire said.

"All right, so now it's already 8:53pm and we need to sleep already, okay?" I said to them and they just nodded.

"Good night, titaa!" Blake and Blaire said.

"Goodnight my babies." I said and they closed their eyes.

Nung pansin ko na mahimbing na tulog nila, lumabas ako to drink some wine because I want to drink.

.... MINI BAR AREA....

I'm currently here sa mini bar namin sa bahay and I'm just minding my own business.

Suddenly I heard someone.

"Can't sleep?" Oh it's my ate Allyssa.

"Yes, ate. You're here pala I thought you were sleeping already." I said to her, tumabi siya saakin and we're currently sitting right now while sipping our drinks.

"I can't also sleep, I keep thinking our dads situation right now." She said.

"Same, ate. Do you know ba na kuya said something? Like someone save him, a group of people I guess but mga tauhan lang yun ni unknown person. I don't know who's that person but I hope he's okay." I said to her.

"Yeah, I know that. I heard she's a woman." Ate Allyssa said.

"Who could that be...hmmm." I said while thinking.

"Anyway, the kids told me na Harrison was your ex wife." Ate Allyssa said.

"Gosh! Do you believe in that, ate?" I asked her, wews she also believed that Harrison is my ex wife.

"Kids don't lie. I know they're lying but I can also say na the two of you is like a lover but not." She said while smiling.

"No, but she confessed to me a lot of times but I don't believe her because I thought she was just joking around but after a lot of years I fount out she was being serious about it but it's too late." I said.

"Minahal mo ba si Eric?" My ate asked.

"I did, but in our marriage life before, the presence of her doesn't go fade away from me. I always feel like she's with me and there are times na while me and Eric is making love there's situation na when I looked at Eric's face I saw Harrison's face instead." I said and this is true. I was really kind of not in the mood that time but when I saw Harrison's face in him, the heat suddenly rise up and it's kind of cheating right? But I didn't pray for it to happen. Maybe my love for Eric was really never been love but infatuation.

"I see" My ate said

"How?" I asked.

"Eyes never lie, Veronica. In Eric's eyes, there's a lust but not love. In your eyes, there's love but not for him because it's for her. You already know who she is." She said, I'm confused, why do I love her? What did she do to me? Ginayuma niya ata ako.

"Aww okay-" I said.

"You were blind, Veronica. You were blinded by Eric's words. From the start, we already doubted that man because his cousin is a psycho but his words also convinced us. I knew, that your relationship with him will never be perfect because nobody's perfect right? I know it'll be full of fights after a long long month na magkasama kayo but I didn't told you those things because I don't want you to get hurt. That time I can see that you were in love with him but everytime Harrison's was there you can't stop looking at her. It's like you can find comfort in her eyes and everything that you have with Eric was infatuation." When I realized those words parang sinuntok ako ni Saitama. I think, all of it was true I mean yung sinabe ni ate Allyssa, she gets me!

"Well... I didn't notice that." I said and nagpalaam nako sakanya na matutulog na ako.

I'm sorry guys kung ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag update! I hope you will enjoy this chapter! Love lots!!