Chapter 36

A couple of days later Can was home, the whole family and close friends were there to welcome him home.

SANEM: "Can, are you tired, do you want to go lay down?"

CAN: I'm fine bebek, come sit next to me, I miss you."

CECE: " Can bey, how do you feel, we all miss you at the Agency."

CAN: "I'm good CeCe, I will back soon. How's Ahan?"

CeCe got all nervous and started walking back and forth. Can and Sanem were laughing.

SANEM: "I guess things are good Can "

Can was happy to be home, and he was happy to see all his friends and family together. He was feeling blessed., lucky to be alive. Sanem noticed Can looked far away.

SANEM: "Can are you okay, are you tired, do you want to go to bed." He grabs her and kisses her.

CAN: "I'm fine, I'm just a little emotional, it's nice to see everyone together."

Sanem scratches his beard and kisses him on the cheek.

SANEM: " how about some food, Mevcabi cooked a lot of food again and she has your favorite."

CAN: " sure I'm getting hungry my love."

It was a nice afternoon, Everyone ate wished Can a speedy recovery and left early to let him get some rest.

SANEM: " why don't you go lay down. You must be exhausted, I'm going to help Leyla and Miriban clean up."

CAN: "okay bebek, don't take too long, I want you with me." And he winks at her and blows her a kiss. And she still turns red when he flirts with her.

SANEM: " I'll be in to tuck you in my love." And she starts giggling.

By the time Sanem cleaned up, Can was already asleep, she went and changed and got ready for bed. Sanem snuggled next to him, he must of felt her, he brought her as close as he could, and kissed the top of her head.

It's been a week that Can has been home, he's ready to get back to work.

CAN: "baba, I'm ready to get back to work, I m getting restless here at home."

AZIZ: "okay son, if you feel up to it, come back Monday, compass is coming in, we're behind with them, they were patient with us, until you got better."

CAN: " okay, sounds good." Sanem runs in

SANEM: "Can, I found a publisher, he wants to publish my book. His office is across the street from the agency." She was so excited she's doing a little happy dance around Can. He grabs her and places her on his lap.

CAN: congratulations bebek, I'm so proud of you."she smiles and gives him a kiss. And he starts tickling her. Bebek, it's late let's go lay down.

SANEM: "you can go I'm not tired yet."

CAN: " no problem, I don't want you to sleep yet.""besides I miss those massages you gave me in the hospital "She starts giggling. " And I love massaging you " He takes her by the hand into his bedroom. She puts her arms around his neck, and they start kissing passionately.

SANEM: "Can, I want you to make love to me. I want to be yours completely."

CAN: " Bebek, there's nothing that I want more than make love to you. but I want us to be in a very private place, just you and me, no interruptions." She smiled and kissed him again and he threw her on the bed and  started kissing her and taking off her clothes , Bebek I missed this so much, he kisses her neck, "you smell so good " she's pressing up against him, she starts to kiss his chest and starts going down to his stomach, he pulls her back up, he has his hand between her legs and he's rubbing himself against her. He feels her starting to tremble and she's slightly moaning, she turns her head and he starts kissing her, and he starts rubbing harder against her and they both come at the same time.  He keeps caressing her body, " bebek, I can make love to you all night. "Can, I feel the same way, I love you" I love you too Bebek"

Sanem was lying in Can's arms, after there love making. she had a huge smile on her face. She turns to look at him, and she just stares at him for a couple of seconds.

SANEM: Can, ( and she caresses his cheek and just stared into his eyes)

CAN: " what is it bebek?" He sees tears forming in her eyes. " Sanem what's wrong."

SANEM: " when you had the accident, I thought I was going to die. I was scared that you weren't going to make it, I wouldn't have survived without you Can.

CAN: " Sanem don't think about it's over. We're together, my love. I was very worried about you, you looked very pale, and very thin. The whole family was worried about you."

SANEM: "I couldn't eat or sleep, food wouldn't go down. I would stay up waiting for you to wake up, I wanted to see your beautiful eyes when you opened them. Plus I was scared, they said because of the swelling on your brain that you might wake up with brain damage maybe amnesia. I was scared you wouldn't remember me."he smiles and kisses her nose.

CAN: "Bebek, that would never happen, even if I had amnesia, as soon as I would have looked into your beautiful big brown eyes I would've known I was in love with you." She hugs him , squeezes him tight and kisses him. She presses herself against him and her face in his neck and starts rubbing her face on his beard. "I love cuddling with you my love"

They fell asleep in each other's arms and held each other all night long.

Monday morning and back to work. Can was feeling good, he was ready to get back to work.

SANEM: " Can, how are you feeling, your not tired are you?"

CAN: "Not at all, I feel like I have a ll this energy bottled up inside me. Here let me show you "

He grabs her and starts kissing her face her neck, and rubbing her back her butt, And then he starts tickling her."she's laughing hard.

SANEM: " Can, someone might see us, you need to stop."and he keeps kissing her.

CAN: "I don't care, everyone knows I love you," he looks at her and smiles, "after all this time you still turn beet red."

SANEM: "I can't help it Can Divit when you're touching me or near me I turn to jello, I have no control over my self."

CAN: "You do the same to me princess, I will do anything for you, your my weakness." He looks at her and smiles and kisses her again. And there's a knock on the door. And it opens. They break apart slightly but their heads are touching each other, they turn and see Ceyda walk in.

Ceyda saw them kissing and off course it made her irritated.  She walks up to Can and tries to hug him and kiss him. But Sanem gets in the way. Ceyda gives her the dirtiest look. Can, just shakes her hand.

CEYDA: Can, dear, how are you, you're looking good, considering everything you went through."

CAN: "I'm doing good, thank you."

CEYDA: "we were all worried about you, it's awful how obsession on one person can make a person go crazy. And other people get hurt in the process.

Don't you think so Sanem?"  And she looks at Sanem. Sanem looks back at her. I know what she's trying to do, she wants Can to blame me for the accident.

SANEM: " yes Ceyda it's very sad, especially for the person who is obsessed with that one person they want but they can't have! Because that person doesn't want them., No matter how much they try.!" Sanem looked at Ceyda and gave her a sarcastic smile . Can was smiling, trying not to laugh, he loves when Sanem gets like this.

CEYDA: " well maybe that person should wake up, maybe moving on with someone else would be his worth while."

SANEM: "I don't think so, I don't think that person would like wrinkled up old prunes!!"

Can was dying but he has to end this before Sanem rips out her ugly faded red hair as sanem would say.

CAN: " okay Ceyda I have another appointment, let's get down to business.  And one more thing before we start, my private life especially when it comes to Sanem is mine, not yours, you have no say in anything. Do you understand?" She looked angry, but she nodded yes, and got down to business. "We will have a slogan by Friday, we will contact you then." They shook hands and she left. He looks over at Sanem and smiles.

"Bebek, you're so cute when you are jealous and angry."

SANEM: "I'm not jealous, just angry. Who does she think she is, really, she still thinks she can get you. I mean what is her problem.  Can walks over to Sanem, hugs and kisses her, I'm glad you're not jealous.  But just so you know my eyes only see you and physically my body only reacts to you." And she looks down and gives him the brightest smile. "It better only react to me "

CAN: "believe me, no one can do to me what you do to me." He starts tickle kissing her neck, and brings her very close to so she can feel him. "Sanem Aydin, there is no other and never will be, I'm a one woman man!"

SANEM: " good answer Can Divit" she kisses him." Love you my life" and "I love you my one and only "

SANEM: "I better get to work, because we're going to need a private room pretty soon " she starts giggling and pulls away from him and runs out of the office.

"Aha Sanem, what you do to me." He smiles and goes sits at his desk to recover.

It was later in the afternoon when a handsome man walked into the agency looking for Sanem.

RECEPTIONIST: hello may I help you?"

" I'm looking for Sanem Aydin, my name is kaan Barak, I'm her publisher."

RECEPTIONIST: she's in Can beys office. Straight ahead in the corner."

He walked back to Can's office and knocks on the door, he opens the door and sees Can and Sanem, sitting close to each other laughing and holding hands. "Of course she has a boyfriend!"

SANEM: " Kaan welcome, this my boyfriend friend Can, Can this is my new publisher Kaan Barak."

Can welcomed him but noticed that he was eyeing Sanem. But he knows Sanem is clueless to guys looking at her. He noticed this man is versus handsome and charismatic.

SANEM: "Kaan did we have a meeting?"

KAAN: " no I just came to tell you that I sent your book to the printers, and by next week you should have your first book signing. And I figured since you work here, we can hire them to advertise your book."

SANEM: " that's a great idea! Can?"

CAN: " absolutely bebek, we will start working on it right away." Sanem was beaming and Can was so proud of him. He took her hand and kissed it."

Kaan was watching the interaction between the two, these two are definitely in love. But who knows maybe they will brake up one day and I can move in.

KAAN: " anyway that's what I came to tell you. We will talk soon." They shook hands and he left.

SANEM: "Can, do you believe it, my first book."

CAN: "of course I believe it, I'm buying your first copy." He takes her and hugs her tightly.

CAN: " so how did you meet this publisher?"

SANEM: " Can Divit are you jealous?"

CAN: "I'm jealous of any man that talks and looks at you." She smiled and kissed him.

SANEM: well actually, it was Kerem he gave me a list, and he had the best reviews so I went with him."

CAN: " I see, but I think he's interested in you."

SANEM: " even if he is I'm already taken "

CAN: " good answer Sanem Aydin, let's go get something to eat."

While eating dinner, Can got phone call from his photo club friends, that they're going white water rafting this Saturday and if he wanted to come.

CAN: " Sanem, are you okay if I go, it's only for the day. I will be back around seven in the evening."

SANEM: " your parents are going to the farm and Leyla and Emre are going away till Monday night, I was hoping we can spend some time together. It would only be us two."Sanem could see, that is something he really wants to do, he always did stuff like this before we met. I don't want to take it away from him, he should be able still enjoy the things he likes to do . I don't want him to feel caged up either. "'You know what go, this is you, you have been through so much go enjoy yourself with your friends." He got up and hugged her and kissed her.

CAN: "Bebek, I love you, it will only be Saturday, and then we will have all night Saturday and Sunday together."  Sanem was ok with it, she just wanted to see him happy.

The rest of the week went fine, Sanem came up with the slogan for compass sport, "find yourself in nature"

Can was so proud of her he was beaming. He just rubbing her hand and kissing it.

Everything was ready for her book launch next week, and he was going to set it up on Monday for her at the bookstore.

CAN: how do you feel Sanem, are you nervous?"

SANEM: "I'm good I think, ask me when I get closer to next Saturday:" he caressed her cheek and kissed her, " your going to be fine bebek, come let's go to the gallery, my dad is doing another fundraiser for the girls home you stayed in and the orphanage, it's Thursday night. We will go set up and then go home."