Chapter 65
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
I feel like a completely different person. Like a weights been lifted off my chest. Winter trusted me enough to divulge her story to me and Iâm outraged on her behalf. Her brother was an asshole and so was her father, it was too bad I canât get my hands on the both of them, because if I could, I would be torturing them slowly, listening to their screams with pleasure as their blood splattered all over the dungeon walls and floor. I canât believe Winter has forgiven her brother, despite everything he did to her. Sheâs just so forgiving and kind. So sweet. So beautiful. Sheâs perfect in my mind, absolutely perfect.
Alpha Kai, Alpha Laurence is in your office, requesting to see you. What on earth is he doing here? Iâve no idea sir, do you want me to tell him youâre unavailable? No, I will be down their momentarily. l break the mind link off, feeling highly annoyed. I wanted to spend time with Winter today. I eye her thoughtfully. Maybe she wonât mind coming to the office with me and meeting Alpha Laurence? It couldnât hurt to ask anyway.
âWinter?â I ask gruffly, feeling a bit out of my depth âwould you like to come down to my office and meet another Alpha from a neighbouring pack?â
Her eyes light up and she gives a fervant nod. I wonder if sheâs bored being here, with me constantly hovering over her. Am I being too possessive? I have no clue. But my wolf wants to be near her all the time, and if Iâm honest with myself so doll make a note, to stop being too clingy and make sure she has room to breathe:
I take her hand and walk downstairs with her, feeling the usual sparks as my wolf almost purrs in contentment. Heâs been a lot happier since I accepted Winter as my mate, instead of constantly being irritated at me. It makes a nice change. Usually weâre bickering with each other or blocking each other out of anger. Stormâs become a lovesick puppy at the moment.
We walk through the office where Alpha Laurence is waiting. I stare at him with a grimace. Iâve never liked the man. Heâs probably slightly older than me and has shaggy auburn reddish hair with green eyes. Heâs shorter than me, I notice with a small smile of satisfaction, but still stout and bulky with muscles that fairly bulge from his arms. Winter looks a little hesitant and I give her a small smile, drawing her forward as Alpha Laurence smiles at her.
âAlpha Laurenceâ | say firmly âI would like you to meet Winter, my mate.â
He looks absolutely shocked for a moment, but then recovers and smiles brightly as he gently takes Winterâs hand and gives it a kiss. My wolf and I glare daggers at him, both of us feeling the urge to rip the man to shreds right then and there.
Winter gives a shy smile. âYou are the most beautiful creature Iâve ever seenâ Alpha Laurence tells her and she beams at him. She looks happy. I feel grumpy.
âTo what do I owe the pleasure, Alpha Laurenceâ I say tightly, wanting nothing more than for the man to leave the office so that Winter doesnât have to be in his proximity anymore. Maybe asking her to come down to the office was a mistake. Iâd forgotten how bloody handsome the other Alpha was. Now Iâm irritated and trying hard not to show it.
I motion for Winter to sit down, Alpha Laurence sitting in the chair beside her, while I sit across from them.
âAre you comfortable my dear?â Laurence asks her and she nods and bites her lip, shooting me a helpless look as I scower at the other man.
âWinter is muteâ I tell him âshe cannot speak but she can write down anything you want to know.â
Thand Winter pen and paper, which she accepts looking grateful. âMy apologies sweetheartâ Laurence tells her, sounding remorseful.
glower at him. Nobody gets to call my mate sweetheart but me! f**k this, letâs just rip him a new asshole and be done with it. Storm, we canât do that to another Alpha, no matter how much Iâm tempted. I donât. If he keeps looking at her like that, Iâm going to rip his f*****g head off. Calm down Storm, letâs just see what he wants first. I think itâs fairly obvious what he wants Kai, canât you see him making eyes at her? We just canât attack another Alpha because weâre jealous Storm. Who made that stupid rule?
âI have some news that you might find interesting. There are several people that are travelling throughout the various packs and territories. Two in particular were of interest and now I know why.
They are looking for Winter apparently, one of them claims to be her brother. I didnât know who Winter was, I was informed of this by another pack further away, in case they posed a threat to the woman. Itâs pure luck that I came here first. I wanted to make a personal visit to a friend of mine in the next pack over and stopped here first. Now Iâm glad I did.â
I look over at Winter whoâs eyes are opened wide as she listens intently. She makes a scribbling motion with one hand and I realise what it is she wants, realising the pen I gave her isnât working and hastily grab another one from the desk and hand it to her. She leans against the table as she scribbles, showing Alpha Laurence the paper first and then me.
Do you know if any of the men was called Damien at all? Heâs my brother.
âI believe that might have been one of the namesâ Alpha Laurence said regretfully. âIâm afraid I canât say for certain, but at least now you can be on your guard, should they come to your territory Alpha Kai.â
You bet your ass Iâm going to be on my guard. They step foot on my grounds Iâll kill them. Or torture them. I donât know but I donât care. I want revenge for Winter and what he did to her. But why does she look so excited at the prospect of seeing him again. I know she has told me, well written down, that sheâs forgiven him but that doesnât mean I automatically have to like him.
âAny howâ Alpha Laurence says with an easy going grin as he stands back up âI believe that Iâll be going to visit that friend of mine now. Youâll let me know of any further developments?â he asks and despite myself I nod.
He had the courtesy to come and speak to me, and now because of him Iâm aware of a possible threat to Winter. It could be someone posing as her brother and even if not, Iâm suspicious of these two peoples motives. Heâs done me a kindness and I need to remember that, no matter how much Storm hates the man.
âThankyou for speaking to meâ I grunt out.
âWinterâ he says turning to my mate who looks startled âit was a pleasure meeting you my dearâ he adds and gives her a cheeky wink while I stand there fuming.
If looks could kill, Alpha Laurence would be a dead man walking by now. As it is the bastard shoots me a wink and then leaves while I stand there dumbfounded.
You know that unmated males will continue to hit on our mate, donât you? Storm, sheâs not the kind of girl to welcome that sort of attention.
Iâm not saying she is, but donât you think itâs dangerous that she isnât marked yet? At least if she bore our mark, the unmated males would know that sheâs been claimed. What if the other boy looking for her, is that first mate of hers? Johnathon wasnât that his name? The one who rejected her. How long did it take for her to admit to us sheâd been rejected as well? Maybe sheâs not over him, did you consider that?
It better bloody well not be him looking for her.
Itâs a possibility Kai, even you know it could be him, I can feel it. I know itâs him. What if itâs because heâs changed his mind and wants to be her mate now? What if he tries to break you and Winter up?
What then?
Even if it is him, and Iâm not saying itâs going to be, we will deal with that when he gets here. Heâs not going to just waltz in and declare his love for Winter and take her away. At least I donât think he will, damnit Storm, now my stomach is in knots.
Need I remind you of that night when one of the pack members accosted her while she was setting the table as an omega? Do you want that kind of thing to keep happening to her? Especially when she canât scream for help? If she was able to mind-link us, donât you think that would be a lot more reassuring? Not just for us but for her? It would make things a lot safer for her if she had the ability to get help when she needs it. Besides, itâs not like you donât plan on marking her at some stage anyway is it.
Storm, donât you think youâre being a little too overprotective?
Storm is making a valia point, winter nas been in aanger numerous times since sne s arrived at my pack. Part or it was because of me, I recognised that, but someone was still causing trouble for her.
What would happen if I couldnât get to her in time? Sheâd be a goner. Her wolf was too small to stand up to even an average wolf at the moment. She was frail as a human being too. Delicate. I canât be with her every minute of every hour of the day, no matter how hard I try. I could put guards on her, but then what if the guards tried something? Langdon wouldnât babysit her, not anymore. Maybe this was the best option? Iâm so confused but I have to make a decision.
All I want to do is protect her. Stormâs words keep echoing inside my head as I stand up and gently tug on a bewildered Winterâs hand. She looks puzzled but stands, leaning into me as I bend down my head and gather her in for a kiss, my tongue delving into that sweet mouth of hers, caressing her tongue, gripping her hair tightly with one hand amd twining it around my fingers.
Winter will always be in danger while sheâs unmarked.
Stormâs words are insistent and loud in my head. Heâs not wrong. Before I can think it over some more, or hesitate with what Iâm about to do, I find my mouth trailing down her neck, kissing the nape of it softly as her eyes close and she grips my arms tightly with her hands. Sheâs so trusting, I think a little sadly.
Thereâs no hesitation in that girl at all, not when it comes to showing affection and I wonder if itâs because sheâs had so little of it since she was a small child. I would have thought sheâd shy away from it, but instead she eagerly welcomed all of my attentions.
Slowly, I let my canines out, feeling regret and guilt for what Iâm about to do, but Stormâs words wonât stop repeating in my head and itâs making it difficult to change my mind. With one smooth motion, I pierce her delicate skin with my teeth and bite down, eliciting a hoarse gasp from her as she struggles in my grip. I shrink my canines back inside my mouth and slowly pull away, licking over the wound until it seals itself closed. Thereâs a tattoo of a black wolf on her neck, dark and prominent against her pale, ivory skin. Now, no one would touch her, the mark clearly stating that the Alpha, which is me. has marked her as his mate.
Sheâs so pale though and trembling as I look back at her. Thereâs such anger in her face that I flinch, her eyes are swimming with tears. But thereâs something else, that doesnât quite seem right. Her eyes roll up into the back of her head, and I only just get to her in the nick of time, scooping her into my arms as she faints dead away. I wipe the tears away from her eyes, feeling like a right bastard.
âWhat have I done?â I whisper to myself, ashamed at the action Iâve taken and wondering what caused her to faint.
Itâs not the typical reaction of a mate that gets marked, but maybe I frightened her that badly? f**k. God Iâm an asshole.
I carry her all the way to the hospital, making a nuisance of myself until sheâs placed in a room and settle myself into a chair. I will be there when she wakes up, and I will suffer the consequences of what Iâve done. But even as I vow to do that, a small voice in the back of my mind, tells me that Iâve done the right thing, I just hope Winter realises that and forgives me for what Iâve done.