Chapter 60
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
Needless to say Iâm still exhausted and drained the next day, Alpha Kai still watching over me. I examined him while he slept, fascinated at how peaceful and innocent he looked as his soft snores filled the air. His scars were just as rugged and stood out against the whiteness of the hospital lights, but to me they made him look even more handsome to me. I still caught him out of the corner of my eyes during the hours he spent by my side, occasionally tracing them when he thought I wasnât looking. I suspect now, that it has nothing to do with being self conscious, but rather that thereâs a whole other story, one that he has yet to tell me, that causes him to do it.
When Iâm discharged, Iâm relieved as is Kai who claims he has important paperwork to get to. I feel bad for disturbing his business but he doesnât seem to be too phased. Iâm wondering how Iâm going to walk back to the pack house, my limbs still quite shaky and to be honest, Iâm that tired, Iâm not sure Iâll actually make the trip, when Kai shocks the hell out of me by picking me up and carrying me bridal style. As we make our way out to the main entrance, I see several nurses stop and stare and Dr James, I swear, winks at me on the way out. I grin. Iâm rather fond of that doctor. Heâs so jolly itâs hard to find anything to dislike about him.
âLetâs get you homeâ Kai mutters, my arms wrapping around his neck tightly. His hair is soft against my hands and I have to resist the urge to tug on it. His grip is so secure, that I have no fears of him dropping me. Not with his muscular body and the protective look in his eyes. I trust him completely and that alone shocks me.
When is the last time I allowed myself to trust anyone? Even someone whoâs family like my brother Damien? Too long. But with a childhood like mind, was that really not to be expected? It feels nice to trust someone, even if itâs slightly.
You know, you could easily kiss him from your position right? Those luscious lips of his, just begging to be touched with oursâ¦.
Sabriel, I donât think nowâs the time. Besides weâre still becoming accustomed to trying this whole mate thing and thatâs if I donât get killed first.
Thatâs the thing with you humans, you always have to take it so damn slow. How do you expect to get laid, if you donât start getting the show on the road?
Iâm not ready for that Sabriel.
Well, at some stage your gonna do the deed. Unless you want me to take over and do it in wolf form with his wolf? Because Iâm totally ready to make that sacrifice for you Winter. Just say the word.
Um no thanks Sabriel. I would rather not have you make that sacrifice.
Sigh. Well if you change your mind woman, Iâll be ready to step in in a heartbeat.
She sends me inappropriate images of her getting it on with his wolf and I fight the urge to block her.
Right now her presence is soothing, even if sheâs frustrating me just a little bit. The day is pleasant at least, the sun shining down and a gentle breeze caressing my skin and hair. The sky is so blue with barely a cloud in the sky and I inhale the scent of pine and dirt coming from the nearby forest as we walk. Itâs a beautiful day, one thatâs meant to be enjoyed.
âIâm going to put you to bedâ Kai mutters, his arms tightening further around me as I look up at him wide eyed.
âYou need to rest Winterâ he adds firmly as I shake my head at him.
I pout, but heâs not dissuaded. âNo, you will do as I sayâ but his voice is teasing and lighthearted. Itâs pleasant to Fine, if he wants to take care of me, then maybe I should let him. Heâs only trying to take care of my wellbeing after all, and being in a relationship is all about compromise, isnât it? I can accede to his wishes for now. But only for now. I can be just as stubborn when I want to be.
The pack members openly stare out on the grounds, several jaws dropping open as they see their big bad Alpha kai, holding a woman in his arms and openly carrying her into the house. I guess even with all the gossip it still shocks them to see Kai with his mate in the open. Hopefully, they see it as a good thing.
Heâs careful to take me up the stairs slowly, my heart thudding wildly in my chest, despite knowing he would never drop me. He takes me into the bedroom and gently places me on the bed, taking my shoes off and placing the bedcovers over me. I want to moan, Iâm in absolute heaven, âIâm going to place a guard on the doorâ he mutters âmake sure no one enters the room while you get some sleep.â
That sounds a bit overprotective but I can see his point. Someone has tried to kill me twice now. Itâs not such a bad idea. It means Iâll sleep a hell of a lot easier.
Then he surprises me even more, giving me a gentle kiss on the forehead as I stare up at him, my eyes shining brightly at him. The last person to ever do that, was my mother when I was little and it brings back a feeling of nostalgia.
âIâll see you laterâ he promises and is out the door before I can so much as nod. I watch the back of him and feel a sense of loss, even though I know heâs only going to be downstairs and in the study. Itâs not like Iâm not going to see him again for christ sake.
I donât know how long Iâve been asleep for, when Iâm rudely awakened by someone shoving me roughly off the bed. I hit the ground with a thud, wincing at the pain as my eyes shoot open and I look up to see an angry, pissed off woman, her arms on her hips as she glares down at me. How the hell did she get past the guard? I know who this woman is, Iâve seen her before, hanging off of Kai and it makes sense that it has to be none other than Candice, that Kai had broken up with recently. What the hell was she doing here, and what the f**k did she want.
Kick her in the nuts Sheâs a woman Sabriel, she doesnât have nuts Kick her in the v****a then, Iâm guessing it will still hurt.
I canât do that, letâs just see what it is she wants.
I donât think sheâs here for a friendly chat somehow Winter. I dontâ like the look on the b***hâs face.
Sheâs Kaiâs ex girlfriend, I canât just hit her.
Sayâs who? Sheâs not even supposed to be in here. Where the f**k is the guard?
I awkwardly scramble to my feet and back away slightly. A quick glance at the doorway shows the guard wasnât there. Thatâs not good. How did she manage to get him to leave his post?
âYou must be Winterâ the woman sneers and I give a small nod, watching her every move tentatively.
Her eyes narrow as she rakes me over with her gaze, a look of contempt in her eyes. I flinch but bravely stand my ground.
âI donât know what he sees in youâ she says heatedly âyouâre nothing but a pathetic omega, Youâre too skinny, youâre dirty and you canât even speak. How on earth are you going to be his mate when you are this weak?â
I just blink. Maybe if I just stand there, sheâll just leave me alone. She strides forward and stares at me, shaking in her anger.
âI deserve to be Lunaâ she hisses ânot you. Do you have any idea how repulsive it was to pretend to love that disgusting man with those horrendous scars? How much effort I put into pleasing him? I was all set to be his chosen Luna and then you had to come alongâ she says shakily and I feel sick to my stomach.
Sheâd led Kai along on a string and the only thing she gave a damn about was the fact she wouldnât get to become Luna? Cold, calculating b***h.
Kai isnât repulsive. How anyone could use someone like that is beyond my comprehension. All sheâd ever wanted was to be Luna, and sheâd been prepared to lie and manipulate in order to get what she was after. She was disgusting, not Kai.
She must have sensed my reaction because she raised her hand and swung it, intending to slap me across the face.
My hand grabs her arm before she can, to my astonishment. My reflexes were quick, it seemed and before I can stop myself I slap her instead, watching in great satisfaction as she clutches her red cheek and howls.
Unfortunately, this time Iâm a little slower and she getâs a good kick to my guts as I double over and clutch at my stomach. f**k that hurt. Sabrielâs ready to shift and tear her to strips, but it turns out not to be necessery.
Just as Iâm straightening back up and sheâs preparing to take another swing at me, a voice speaks from the doorway, causing me to stiffen and her to stop short, her mouth opening in shock.
âCandice, what are you doing to my mate?â
Itâs Kai and his eyes are pitch black as he stares at his ex-girlfriend.
âKaiâ she stammers âI was just coming to meet your mateâ she said, pointing at me âand she attacked meâ she lied. My mouth falls open.
Kai saunters into the room, his eyes never leaving hers. âI put a guard on Winterâs roomâ he said softly, his tone dangerous and ominous. âWhere is he?â
âHe wasnât here when I came to the roomâ Candice muttered but neither I or Kai believed her.
His eyes glaze over and itâs evident heâs mind-linking someone. Several warriors come rushing in.
âTake Candice to the dungeonâ he demands and Candiceâs mouth falls open as she begins to back away, a terrified look on her face now. Did she honestly think there would be no repercussions for this? To be fair, I wasnât sure heâd punish her for this, but he looks determined to. Sabrielâs prancing around like a unicorn in my mind, pleased at our mateâs decision.
âKai, you have to believe meâ she pleads âit was all her.â
Heâs having none of it. âI saw what happened Candiceâ he shoots me a look âand Iâm proud of Winter for standing up for herself.â He adds with a low growl.
The warriors grasp hold of her as she kicks and bucks, screaming obscenities as sheâs dragged roughly away. âYouâll pay for thisâ she screams over and over, but everyone ignores her and before too long sheâs gone, her voice fading away completely. I stare at kai uncertainly. Am I in trouble? But instead he crossed the room and holds me tight against him, his head on my shoulder. âSorryâ he murmurs in my ear âIâll make sure she never troubles you ever again.â