Chapter 44
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
Kaiâs POV Iâm watching the training ring and some of my warriors sparring, correcting their moves every so often.
Itâs boring and sometimes tedious, but I take pride in how good my warriors are, training some of them personally myself. An Alpha needs to keep himself in shape, you know.
âWatch your stanceâ I roared to one in particular, watching with approval as they immediately corrected themselves. They know better than to talk back to me or ignore my instructions.
I see something out of the corner of my eye and turn to see itâs none other than Winter. Whatâs she doing out here, I wondered to myself, feeling highly irritable. Omegaâs hardly stepped foot outside, unless itâs for a good reason. | spot the water bottles and heave a sigh of relief. Thatâs why sheâs come out then. Not because sheâs seeking me out. pause to observe her for a moment. She looks so beautiful, even as pale and delicate looking as she is. I canât help but wonder what her wolf looks like and whether or not she knows how to fight. Well, there was an easy way to find out. I decide, ignoring my wolf whoâs protesting that this is a very, very, bad idea.
VE âI need someone to spar with Winterâ, I asked the crowd, ignoring the pleading look in her eyes. This was for her own good, I tell myself. Esme volunteers to my relief and I order them both into the training ring, Winter looking very hesitant. Donât tell me she doesnât know how to fight at all? Itâs clear when they go at it in human form, that Winter knows absolutely nothing when it comes to defending herself and I notice that she doesnât go on the offensive at all. Clearly, she doesnât like fighting.
I donât like seeing our mate fighting. Sheâs going to get seriously hurt Kai, you should stop this. Sheâll be fine Storm, she just needs more confidence.
I donât think so, Kai. I really think you should stop this.
Iâm not going to Storm, she can start training like everyone else.
I put up a barrier against my wolf and turned to view both of them. I want to see Winterâs wolf and how she handles herself against another wolf. I stopped Esme and her from leaving.
âI want Winter to shift and dodge your attack, Esmeâ I say and Winter looks decidedly nervous. I felt a pang of sympathy towards her, but waved it away. Everyone should learn how to fight. This would be a good lesson for her.
Esme shifts and waits patiently for the signal, Winter shooting me covert looks as though sheâs trying to tell me something. Whatever it is, itâs unimportant. But part of me is suspicious sheâs not going to willingly shift.
âNowâ I boom and Esme straight away leaps towards Winter, who is hesitating. âShiftâ I thunder, using my alpha tone, and watch as her body cracks and adjusts itself until the most beautiful wolf Iâve ever seen is right in front of my eyes.
f**k. Sheâs a runt. If Iâd known that, I never would have insisted on her fighting. Sheâs way too small to be able to fight back against a full-blown wolf. This must be why sheâd sought help on my grounds from the rogues. Damnit Langdon, I grumbled to myself, he could have at least mentioned Wolf was a runt to me. I watch wide-eyed, helpless to stop the inevitable, as Esme tackles poor Winter to the ground, her claws shredding into her skin and blood pouring out of the wounds around her.
Iâm already racing towards her, Esme looking like sheâs in shock, as I bend over and cradle Winter into my arms.
âI didnât knowâ she whispered apologetically.
vas âItâs not your fault, I didnât know eitherâ I told her, looking down at Winter, who was unconscious. I start walking towards the hospital, my heart thumping wildly in my chest, sparks sizzling where our flesh is meeting. No doubt the work of the mate bond.
Thank god the hospital is close by and I raced through the front doors, to be met by a frazzled doctor.
Dr James is one of the best and this is a shifter hospital so I donât have to worry about protecting her identity or anything else.
Heâs discreet as well, always a bonus when your an Alpha in need of keeping something secret.
âWhat happenedâ he asks as he leads me to an empty room. He motions for me to place her on the bed. I place her down gently, feeling immensely guilty, seeing blood on my clothes and arms from her wounds.
âShe was sparringâ I said quietly, avoiding his gaze, âand got injured.â
He looks suspicious. âSparring wouldnât normally cause wounds this deep unless it got out of handâ he says prodding.
| exhaled. âI ordered her to shift and didnât know that she was a runtâ he explained as he harrumphs at me.
âIâm assuming she shifted before falling unconscious/â
I nod. I donât think Winter was even aware sheâd done it. It had taken all of my self-control not to look down at her naked body.
He begins to examine her wounds, frowning in concern. âTheyâre quite deep and will take some time to heal, but she also appears to be malnourished and dehydrated as well. Is she not getting enough food?â
I flush. I would have no idea if she was eating properly or not. I didnât tend to check on the omegas. I would have to ask Maria if Winter had been stopping to have breaks. Now I feel even worse and more of an asshole. Winter didnât deserve this, any of it. It was my cowardice and not wanting a mate that had led to this.
âWell, I can definitely build up her strength while sheâs hereâ Dr James mutters, still examining her and checking her pulse âbut when she goes back, youâll have to ensure that she continues to eat and drink.â
âI willâ I told him firmly, meaning every word of it. He stares at me for a minute and then gives a slow nod.
âHow long will she need to stay here for?â I asked quietly and he thought for a moment, his eyes piercing into mine. Does he know that sheâs my mate? He couldnât could he?
âA few days. The wounds will take a day or so, but I want to keep her and get her eating well before she leavesâ, he tells me calmly. I nod.
âKeep me informed as to her conditionâ âI said, turning around and about to leave.
âAlpha Kaiâ Dr James says, stopping me in my tracks. âItâs plainly obvious for everyone to see that youâre mates. Do you not want to stay with her?â He sounded puzzled.
I flinch. I canât afford to stay with her, not when Candice is still my girlfriend.
âI havenât accepted her as my mateâ I growled. â Please donât tell anyone else.â
He looks mystified but nods his assent, and I leave the building, my thoughts full of Winter and how pale and fragile she looked, lying on the hospital bed.