Chapter 11
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
Winter POV Iâm sitting in class, listening to the teacher, who Iâll admit was rambling a bit when the door to the classroom crashes open. I donât even have to turn to know itâs the new Alpha everyoneâs been talking about. The teacher thankfully falls silent and everyone begins to talk while I wonder what it is he wants. He smells nice, I think drowsily, like sandalwood and bergamot and I inhale deeply, my eyes suddenly narrowing as I work out why that is. Thereâs only one reason another person would smell this good to me and thatâs if they are my mate. Sure enough, he points at me.
âYouâ he says gruffly and I try not to flinch at the authority oozing from his voice, âcome with me.â
He strides back out and Iâm forced to follow, the class erupting into giggles as I leave. Great. More fodder for the gossip mill.
I canât help but stare at him in awe. His face is just so handsome, his green eyes round and dark, his black hair shaggy and down to his shoulders. Heâs wearing a leather jacket that makes him look tough, as well as accentuates his muscled body. I swallow, feeling incredibly nervous all of a sudden as he turns to speak to me.
Iâm not naive. I knew heâd brought me out here to reject me. After all, what guy would want a girl as broken and tainted as I was? I wasnât the greatest looking and compared to him I must have looked awful. But I squared my shoulders, refusing to let him see how this was affecting me. I needed to get this over and done with, if only so I could get back to class and pretend this never happened. Iâd dreamed of finding a mate since I was a little girl and as Iâd gotten older, Iâd hoped that mine would come along and save me. I should have known better.
âListen, can we hurry this upâ | mutter. âI need to get back to class.â
He looks stunned, almost as though he wasnât expecting me to say something like that, but I meant every word.
The sooner the mate bond is severed, the sooner the pain will be gone. For a moment Iâm grateful that I donât have my wolf yet, which means the pain will be far less than if I had one.
He takes a deep breath and I wait for the inevitable words. âI, Johnathon of the blue moon pack, reject you Winter of the.â
âSilver Crescentâ I supply and he nods and continues, almost forcing the words out.
âreject you Winter of the Silver Crescent packâ he finishes.
I try not to howl at the sharp pain in my heart. I refuse to let him see the pain heâs caused me.
âI Winter of the Silver Crescent Pack accept Johnathonâs of the Blue Moonâs Pack Rejectionâ I say dully and feel like Iâm being ripped in two, trying to keep my breathing even, as I go through the most excruciating pain Iâve ever felt in my life. I force bile down my throat.
For a moment, he looks stunned and I know heâs feeling the mate bond sever completely. As an Alpha, he wonât feel it as much, not with the strength and power he possesses. I give him a tight smile and leave without a backward glance, fighting hard to keep my tears at bay when part of me wanted to scream out my anguish and let my tears flow. Crying wouldnât do me any good. It never did.
My feet feel heavy and rooted to the floor as I went back to the classroom, feeling nothing but dread as I slowly turn the handle with a trembling hand. I forced myself to walk back into the room, casually, as though nothing had ever happened. The teacher looks at me and says nothing as I quietly take a seat and for a moment I think that âLooks like somebody got rejectedâ Jessica drawled from the back corner and I stiffened, accidentally giving away that, that in fact had happened. I can feel her malice and hatred from here.
âJust leave me aloneâ I whisper and she gives a loud snort of laughter. I hope the teacher will step in but they merely look away and I feel deflated. Even the teachers donât care what happens to me.
âDid he hurt your feelingsâ, Jessica mocked, and I remain silent, breathing deeply in and out as I channel my anger, trying to keep myself from exploding. Why was it so hard for them to leave me alone? I was hurting right now and Jessica was taking delight in it.
âWinter got rejectedâ another student shouts and I groan and put a hand over my eyes as students begin to laugh at my misfortune. I should have gone home or pretended to be sick and gone to the nursesâ
station.
âWell, who would want her?â
âLook at her. Sheâs ugly, of course he rejected her.â
âSheâs pathetic, look at her.â âNo way an Alpha would want to be anywhere near her.â
The whispers continued back and forth and I put my head on the desk and stare unseeing at everyone, violently wishing for the bell to ring and signal the end of the day. At this rate, I donât even care that going home will be just as painful, Iâm that depressed from everything thatâs happened. The bell finally rings and I could almost jump for joy.
Finally, I can get away from this dreadful place and the taunts happening. Except that Jessica and her groupies donât leave like the rest of the class do. I look up into her smirking face and gulp as she looks over at her friends.
âYou know what to doâ she tells them and I get up, try to run, only to get pushed to the ground, all of them kicking me over and over as I scream, feeling my ribs crack, my chest becoming tight as I struggle to breathe. I place my hands over my head protectively and wait for what seems like a decade until itâs over.
ver over, âStay away from Johnathon b***hâ, Jessica whispers from the doorway as she and the others leave.
I stay curled up in a fetal position and try to breathe. The pain is horrendous and I know that Iâll be lucky to get up on my own, let alone make it home. I uncurl myself slowly and sob as I get on my hands and knees, the room spinning around me. I barely make it to a standing position before I feel myself becoming lightheaded.
The last thing!
hear, before I fall back to the floor and darkness surrounds me, is his voice yelling at the top of his lungs âGet a doctor here now.â