CH 80
When I Stopped Being Your Shadow
âThe Royal Art Association is definitely an association that operates nationwide. The salaries paid to them are made up of the peopleâs taxes, so they should achieve results that are worthy.â
âWell, Your Excellency?â
âThey canât emulate you in a situation where other artists are promoting national prestige, but they are trying to undermine you arbitrarily because youâre holding an individual exhibition overseas.â
Enoch looked really disgusted.
âArenât they too mean?â
ââ¦the Duke must have been extremely unhappy with the Royal Art Association.â
But Ines felt refreshed inside.
Although she was uncomfortable to complain openly to the Royal Art Association, she was also dissatisfied.
How should she say it?
In addition.
âYour Excellency is nowâ¦â¦ telling me not to worry.â
So, the innermost thoughts in those long words were clearly for her sake.
âThe reason heâs so angry is not only because of himself but also because of me.â
âSo donât worry about it for nothing and donât feel guilty.â
ââ¦Isnât he trying to reassure me somehow?â
The moment she noticed him.
Ines suddenly felt excited.
At the same time, Enoch narrowed his brows and looked down at Ines.
ââ¦â¦â¦why are you smiling like that?â
âOh, did I smile?â
Ines smoothed her lips reflexively.
Before she knew it, she could feel her lips drawing a round arc.
âI just thought that you and I could be so similar.â
Since this happened, Ines decided to speak her mind honestly.
âTo be honest, I once wanted to be recognized by people by being part of the Royal Art Association.â
Ryan popped into her head.
On second thought, the source of all Inesâs inferiority complex was Ryan.
Was it because there was a time when Ryan was honored to join that association before her return?
There was a compulsion to belong to the Royal Art Association somehow.
âBut nowâ¦â¦ I donât care about Ryan at all.â
His Majesty and the Queen, the Royal Art Association and the public, ahead of all of them.
The priority was to be recognized by this man in front of her.
If only this man recognized her, the gaze of others was now of no consequence.
âBut after hearing your words, I understand.â
ââ¦â¦â¦Countess.â
âNo matter what others think of me, even if I donât have to join the Royal Art Association.â
Ines smile deepened.
It was a bright smile like the sun.
âIâm already an artist.â
Ines expressed her sincere thanks.
âThank you so much for turning my old inferiority complex into nothing.â
Her smile was spotless.
Her smile was so bright.
âIf I keep facing that smile, I think my heart will be caught shaking.â(Enoch)
ââ¦If you knew, thatâs all right.â
Enoch took a step back, pretending nothing happened.
âBy the way, my Lord.â
Ines glanced sideways at Enoch, as if she had something to say.
Her glistening dark green eyes met his gaze.
âYou didnât want me to feel burdened, so you purposely spoke as long as you did just now, right?â
ââ¦I didnât think youâd notice that.â
Enoch quickened his pace a little instead of answering.
Ines followed closely by him.
âWhat? Why are you walking so fast?â
ââ¦â¦.â
âIs it because I hit the nail on the head?â
âWhat?â
Despite countless questions, Enoch was tight-lipped.
But the silence itself was affirming Inesâ words.
Looking at Enoch like that, she somehow felt unbearably pleasant.
âThatâs what you said was for me, wasnât it?â
Ines couldnât stop laughing.
But then.
âCountess of Brierton.â
Suddenly stopping, Enoch glanced down at Ines.
âYes.â
âThis invitation to Kaldorov.â
His expression was so serious that Ines became a little nervous without realizing it.
âWhy donât you go alone?â
âAl..All of a sudden?â
Ines, who was so surprised, stammered unconsciously.
âStay calm, Ines.â
Ines tried to pull herself together.
Objectively, Enoch and Ines had no relationship.
Work collaboration, nothing more.
âIf I express too much regret here, it may come as a burden to the Duke.â
With that judgment, Ines opened her mouth as carefully as possible.
âI and the Duke were invited together. But if I go alone, wouldnât it be rude to Kaldorov?â
âNever mind that, Iâm going to proceed with a polite refusal with moderate reasons.â
But Enoch was stubborn.
Ines couldnât overcome her regret and bit her lower lip gently.
ââ¦â¦if you say so.â
Ines, who took a deep breath, looked up at Enoch.
âMay I ask why you made that decision and why suddenly change your mind?â
âThatâsâ¦â
Enoch reflected on his earlier conversation with Edward.
[âThe reason why the Countess of Brierton was able to play in this exchange exhibition is because of your help.â]
[âWouldnât it be better for you to step down this time, for your sake and the Countess Briertonâs?â]
To be honest, Enoch was well aware of what Edward was concerned.
And that the concern made sense.
Although, in front of Edward, he had the cheek to say, âIâm right to be selfish.â
âBut⦠when I saw the Countessâs face.â
He didnât want to see the Countess in trouble.
âThis time, there was a backlash in the art world in many ways.â
Enoch carefully chose his words.
âSo Iâm afraid that my accompanying Kaldorov will result in peopleâs jealousy of the Countess.â
âAh.â
Ines blinked with a surprised face.
After that.
The end of her voice soared without knowing that it was high.
âAre you going to turn down Kaldorovâs invitation because of the rumors?â
âThe artistic achievement of the Countess is more important.â
âItâs not that I donât know those rumors either. Just a moment ago, I heard the nobles talk behind my back.â
Ines shook her head and went on quickly.
âBut you stood by me.â
âCountess.â
âYour Excellency told me that the wrong side was not me, but the Royal Art Association. And yet you say you wonât come with me..â¦.â
Dark green eyes shone resolutely.
âIsnât it like giving in to their logic?â
ââ¦â¦.â
At the words, Enoch had a rare face that was caught off guard.
Ines took a big deep breath.
Now that she said this, Ines also needed to be prepared.
âBut itâs okay, Iâll do as you wishâ¦.â
Ines plucked up her courage and looked up at Enoch.
âWill Your Excellency be in a lot of trouble?â
ââ¦â¦.â
Enoch met Inesâs gaze with a mysterious expression.
âOh no, if Iâm asking too muchâ¦â¦.â
Ines grew impatient.
At the same time Enoch grinned.
âNo.â
ââ¦â¦Duke?â
âTo be honest with you, I think I was hoping that Countess would say that.â
Just a moment ago, he looked troubled.
Enoch now had a strangely refreshing face.
âI was a coward. I made the decision without consulting you.â
âDonât say that.â
Ines shook her head firmly.
âRather, Iâm grateful that you asked me for my opinion first.â
She meant it.
Until now, Ines had been surrounded by people who forced her opinion.
So Enoch was very special to her.
The first person to treat her in an equal position, and to listen to her.
âSo when you have such worries in the future, please tell me.â
Ines smiled brightly and shrugged her shoulders.
âDo you happen to know? If we put our heads together, we might have a better solution.â
Enoch, who had been silently looking at Ines for a long time, nodded slowly.
âYes, I will.â
It was a distinctly lighter voice.