Chapter 4
When I Stopped Being Your Shadow
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âWhat the hell are you doing now?â
Ryan asked in an angry voice.
âYour husband returned home, but you didnât even welcome me outside. Do you have responsibility as a wife or not?â
In the past, Ines would have shrunk whenever Ryan was so angry and she would try to please him somehow.
But.
âIsnât it the same for you?â
Ines answered indifferently. Ryan paused at the unexpected response.
âWhat?â
Ines retorted without raising an eyebrow.
âHow many times did someone come to notify you that I was sick?â
It was true. Mary, a maid close to Ines, was worried when Ines fainted. Mary kept sending people to Ryan, but Ines didnât care. Because it wouldnât make any difference if he knew she was sick or not.
âBut you, even though your wife had been sick for days, you didnât even show your face.â
âNo, thatâ¦.â
âIf you had a sense of responsibility as a husband, at least you wouldnât have been so indifferent. Donât you think so?â
Ines returned what Ryan had said. Ryanâs face heated up red. Ryan, who had nothing to say, raised his voice for no reason.
âHa, itâs because I was busy working. You donât understand that?!â
Liar. Ines laughed at her husbandâs disorganized clothes. Perhaps there will be red kiss marks on the collar of that shirt. It was traces that Charlotte left as if she wanted to see her to see it.
In the past, she would just ignore it. And nowâ¦
âIâll have to pretend I donât know again this time.â
Ines gently bit her molars. If Ryan knew she was preparing for divorce, for sure he would try to appease Ines somehow.
But she couldnât help but feel sick to her stomach.
After arranging the expression on her contorted expression, Ines asked a question.
âSo whatâs going on?â
âOh yeah.â
As if it was good to have had the opportunity to change the subject, Ryan quickly opened his mouth.
âDo you know that there is a New Yearâs banquet this time?â
âNew Yearâs banquet?â
Ines knew it too.
It was a party held once a year by the royal family to celebrate the end of the past year and welcome the new year.
The nobles tried to attend with their eyes lit, even to get acquainted with the royal family.
âBut what does that have anything to do with me?â
She was just going to lay the groundwork for Ryan anyway.
At that time, Ines had a rather sullen expression on her face.
âThe Duke of Sussex is also attending.â
For a moment, Ines suddenly raised her head.
âWait, the Duke of Sussex?â
She had been thinking about how to meet the Duke of Sussex, but this was the solution!
Ryan spoke again.
âDo you know how influential the Duke of Sussex is in the world of art?â
âI have to show the Duke well this time. So, Ines, you, too, have to pay attentionâ¦â
Ryan whispered more, but Ines couldnât hear him at all.
âI can meet him.â
Her heart was pounding, and Ines pressed her chest gently with her hand.
âSomeone who can give me a chance to change my destiny.â
To do that, she had to somehow get the Duke of Sussex to be on her side.
Inesâ eyes lit up.
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Click.
The door was closed.
ââ¦something strange.â
Ryan glanced back at the closed door with a questionable face.
Todayâs Ines was a little different from before.
âRyan, I missed you so much!â
If it had been the usual Ines, she would have looked full of affection as soon as she saw him.
âHow are you today?â
She would have plunged into Ryanâs arms, saying she was so happy that she could die.
âHave you eaten? Are you tired? Do you want to wash up?â
She would have asked about his well-being as much as he was tired. But today was different.
âThose eyes.â
There were no emotions left in Inesâ eyes, that gaze that was just indifferent. It was like she was dealing with a rolling stone on the side of the roadâ¦
âNo, Iâm being sensitive for no reason.â
Ryan shook his head.
âEven if thatâs the case, sheâs a woman who will spend her whole life loving him anyway. If I come back tomorrow and comfort her, she will smile with a stupid face that doesnât know anything. Because she is such a woman.â
âThen letâs go see Charlotte.â
Thinking like that, Ryan took a step forward.
The steps were very light.
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A few days later.
Ines met an unwelcome person.
âMadam, Lady Jason has arrived.â
The maid told Ines with a bright face. It was because Ines had been feeling weak recently, so the maid thought the visit of Inesâ best friend Charlotte would cheer her up.
However, Inesâ reaction was a little different than expected.
âWithout an appointment?â
Rather, Inesâ face had hardened.
âDid Lady Jason tell me in advance that she will be visiting today?â
âUh, no.â
In fact, Inesâs point was valid.
It was a basic courtesy to make an appointment in advance and ask for their understanding before visiting someoneâs house.
Above all, the Brierton was a considerable noble family.
This meant that it was not a place where anyone could come and go easily.
But.
âInes!â
A woman poked her head into the room and called out to Ines with a lively voice.
She was a gorgeous woman with red hair and purple eyes.
Ines faced the woman with a stiff face.
âCharlotte.â
Charlotte Jason.
She was a close friend who had been friends with Ines since childhood.
When Inesâ parents died, it was Charlotte who was by her side and comforted her.
âI heard you had a bad headache. Thatâs why I came to visit you.â
Charlotte sat down next to Ines.
She said that she had to visit a sick person but didnât bring anything as if it was natural.
âItâs always been like that.â
Ines didnât want gifts.
However, whenever Charlotte was sick, Ines would pack all kinds of healthy food and gifts.
It was funny thinking about it now.
âThe way we treat each other is different, but I, alone, believe that it is true friendship⦠â
But then.
âLady Jason is here?â
A voice filled with joy rang out.
Ryan suddenly entered the room.
âHello, Count Brierton. I came to visit Ines because I heard she was sick.â
The two pretended to be casual but they had already met and slept with each other several times before today.
Ryan smiled brightly.
âInes has a really good friend. You came here like this.â
âOh my, itâs no problem.â
The two burst into laughter as if they were very happy.
Ines observed the two of them silently.
âI think I know now.â
Charlotteâs sweet gaze on Ryan. Ryan smiled sweetly at Charlotte. Until now, Ines didnât know it.
âStupid.â
At the same time, Charlotte, who shared meaningful eyes with Ryan, turned to Ines.
âYou know, Ines. Can I ask you a favor?â
Charlotte put her hands on her chest and her eyes twinkled.
âThe New Yearâs ball is coming soon.â
âSo?â
âI donât have a carriage to go to the New Yearâs ballâ¦.â
Charlotte drooped her shoulders as if she was pitiful.
âSo, can I ride in the carriage with you?â
ââ¦â
She looked so delicate that made people want to hug her tightly.
Maybe in the past, Inesâ heart would have already weakened by those moist eyes.
âI donât feel anything surprising.â
Meanwhile, facing the silent Ines, Charlotte felt a strange feeling.
âSomething is strange.â
If it had been the usual Ines, she would have already answered yes to her earnest request. But now, Ines was just looking at Charlotte without saying anything.
âInes, you and I are best friends.â
Impatient, Charlotte sweet-talked Inez.
âBesides, I have a good relationship with Count Brierton. Yes?â
Charlotte, who had acted like that, slowly reached out and placed her hands on Inesâs.
Ines shuddered and stiffened her shoulders.
Charlotte spoke in a dreary voice.
âYou know, Iâm not like you.â
In fact, the Jason family was barony, it was close to a fallen aristocracy. Under normal circumstances, Charlotte couldnât even communicate with the Brierton, one of the most prestigious families in the empire. However, due to an accidental relationship when they were young, Charlotte became Inesâ best friend.
With Ines as a stepping stone, Charlotte made her social debut and had the opportunity to interact with various influential people.
âIf I were in the same carriage as the Brierton, people would be a little less ignorant of meâ¦â¦ â
âLet go of my hand.â
At the same time, a terrifyingly cold voice rang out. Embarrassed, Charlotte opened her eyes wide.
âInes?â
Ines pushed Charlotteâs hand as if brushing off dirt.
âYou should know that touching a personâs body recklessly is an act of disrespect.â