Chapter 1
When I Stopped Being Your Shadow
Ines looked at the scene in front of her with a blank face.
âLie.â
A studio that Ines obtained by selling her own works to help her husband with his work. In the studio, her husband, whom she loved deeply, was standing with a woman other than her. To be more precise, he was holding her crushedly and kissing her passionately.
Was that all?
The woman who smiled sweetly as she kissed her husband was Inesâ close friend, Charlotte. The crater lying nearby fell down by the twoâs fierce movements.
But the two didnât care.
On the contrary, their breath only grew hotter.
âHa, haâ¦â¦ ⦠â
âAh⦠Wait, thereâ¦â
Her husbandâs hand stroking Charlotteâs curvaceous body was lewd.
âMy love is only you.â
At Ryanâs affirmation, Charlotte whispered in a sweet voice.
âOh, Ryan. Me too.â
The air heated up.
Ryan left a deep kiss on Charlotteâs neck.
âUgh, I want to get a divorce right awayâ¦.â
With his lips pressed against her neck, Ryan muttered with an excited sigh.
âItâs just that Ines cries and cries so much that she canât do it.â
âReally?â
Charlotte rolled her eyes and wrapped her arms around Ryanâs neck. Ryan smiled and hugged Charlotteâs waist.
âYes.â
The hem of the dress tumbled down, revealing her white, smooth legs.
Ryanâs hand groped her leg and climbed up like a spider.
At the same time, the power drained from Inesâ hands.
The basket she was holding in her hand fell to the floor.
Clink!!
A sharp crack sounded.
The items in the basket were scattered all over the floor. Red wine spread from the broken wine bottle. The two people, startled by the sound, turned around.
These were the snacks that Ines prepared and brought with her for her husband, who was struggling with his work.
âInes?â
âHey, Ryan.â
Her voice trembled uncomfortably.
Even after calling Ryan like that, Ines remained silent for a long time.
It was difficult for her to accept this situation now.
The husband she loved with all her heart, Ryan.
And Charlotte, a friend she had been close with since childhood.
âHow, how could they do this to meâ¦â¦ â Tears streamed down her cheeks.
Ines bit her lip until it bled.
â⦠⦠What the hell are you doing here?â Ryan asked, displeased.
In spite of that, Ines prayed for a miracle to happen.
âItâs nothing, you misunderstood.â
âPlease tell me so.â
But.
âWhy are you here?â (Ryan)
Rather, Ryan shamelessly asked with his eyes wide open.
âDid you follow me?â (Ryan)
âRyan!â (
âThis is my space, my studio!â (Ryan)
Inesâ eyes trembled violently.
Ryan nervously swept his hair up.
âWere you always such an obsessive woman? Thatâs why I go out!â (Ryan)
Her heart was beating like crazy.
Numerous protests lingered in her mouth, but none of them could be brought out.
After licking her lips over and over again, the words she finally came up with wereâ¦.
â⦠⦠⦠You said it was a slump.â (Ines)
It was an excuse for why she had come to the studio.
â ⦠⦠Thatâs why I came. Because the job isnât going well, you canât even get a proper meal.⦠⦠Iâm afraid it will harm your health.â (Ines)
Ines clenched her fists tightly.
She didnât understand why she was making excuses. Wasnât Ryan whoâs at fault?
But.
âThen you should have called in advance!â (Ryan)
Ryan yelled at Ines. Frightened, Ines reflexively lowered her eyes.
âThe reason I didnât say I was visiting was because I wanted to surprise you.â (Ines)
Ryan and Charlotteâs eyes were stinging as they looked at her.
âWeâve been somewhat estrangedâ¦.â (Ines)
As she spoke those words, Ines felt a pain in her heart as if it were being ripped apart. It felt like even the minimum pride that made up her existence was being shattered.
âItâs miserable.â
Come to think of it, Ryan has been getting annoyed lately.
âHa, inspiration doesnât come, inspiration!â
To the extent that Ines noticed every time.
âHoney, if you put your mind at easeâ¦â
âNoisy, stop nagging! You think Iâm a kid?!â
The back of him leaving the room in great anger kept getting caught in her eyes.
âMadam, are you going to bring your own snack basket? We can do it.â
âNo, I want to.â
Carefully packing snacks and wine in baskets, Ines hoped her husband would relieve the burden of his heart even a little.
Even the smallest smile was fine, so she hoped he would smile for her today.
Because todayâ¦
âRyan, please.â
Ines said with tears in her eyes.
âItâs our wedding anniversary today, huh.â
For a moment, Ryan flinched. He had completely forgotten that fact until now.
Ines faced Ryan with a shocked face.
ââ¦Did you forget that?â
âIf a person is so busy, they can forget about it. Stop being crazy.â
Shameless Ryan hugged Charlotteâs waist.
âLetâs go, Charlotte.â
Charlotte burst out laughing, grabbed Ryanâs arm and walked outside. Alone, Ines stared blankly at the snack basket scattered on the floor. Cheese shards trampled by the shoes, sandwiches spread out, and red wine flowing and messing the floor.
She thought that that sloppy appearance was just like her.
***
When she was still an immature girl.
Ines thought she was the happiest person in the world.
That was, until her parents passed away one day due to an unexpected accident.
âDid you hear about Count Brierton and his wife?â
âYes, there was a big carriage accidentâ¦â¦ â
Thus Ines became the only heiress to the Brierton. A great legacy, and the successor of a renowned Count. Ines immediately emerged as the kingdomâs best bride. Who she would marry was a matter of utmost concern in the social circle.
And when her chosen groom was revealed, the socialites were once again buzzing.
âIs he the second son of Viscount Gott?â
âHe was lucky. If it were the second son, it would be difficult to inherit even a penny of fortune, let alone a title.â
âTo seize the title of Count of Brierton and a fortune in one fell swoop, the marriage alone is astounding.â
Losing her parents when she was young, Ines was vulnerable to loneliness. The person who dug into that loneliness was Ryan Gott.
He was the second son of Viscount Gott.
âI want to be with you for the rest of my life. Lady Brierton.â (Ryan)
Ines foolishly believed that.
So Ines took Ryanâs hand and Ryan became the Count of Brierton.
But Ryan kept complaining she wasnât good enough.
âWhat do you do with the title of Count of Brierton? Itâs just an illusion.â (Ryan)
âHoney, thatâs ⦠â (Ines)
âIf Iâm a man, I should make a name for myself in the world. Donât you think so?â (Ryan)
Ines wanted to see her husband happy.
She wanted to give her husband anything he wanted.
So, Ines made use of the hobby of her unmarried days, and submitted a few paintings in her husbandâs name to an art exhibition. She was just trying to lift her husbandâs spirit a little.
âRising up-and-coming painter, Ryan Brierton!â
âThe gorgeous yet delicate style of painting is absolutely perfectâ¦â
Numerous acclaim and praise.
Before she knew it, Ryan was praised by everyone as a painter with the hands of God.
Though, Ines thought it was okay.
The Empire was a conservative country, and it was almost impossible for a woman to do art under her own name.
She was happy to see her talents shine under her husbandâs name, and to see his happy face.
There was definitely a time when that was the case.
Ironically, the Briertonsâ relationship first turned on red flags when Ryan was gradually settling down as a painter.
âIs Ryan staying outside todayâ¦?â
Ines could not hide her complicated expression and stood in front of the front door.
Not surprisingly, Ryan hasnât returned to the townhouse for three days. He said there was a meeting between artists.
She heard that it was a meeting for a profound discussion about art in general.
But the problem was that the meeting was held almost every day.
Due to attending that meeting, Ryanâs time at the townhouse has been drastically reduced recently.
Ines wanted Ryan to be by her side today.
âRyan, do you have to go today?â
So, while helping Ryan get ready to go out, Ines gathered up all her courage and asked that question. Ryanâs face contorted.
âDo you have some kind of dependent issue?â (Ryan)
âWhat?â (Ines)
At that ferocious voice, Ines froze on the spot without realizing it.
âOtherwise, how can you interrupt a manâs social life like that?â (Ryan)
Ryan shot at Ines with disgust.
âAre you telling me to become a foolish man who lives by his wife? So what about my network management? Social Reputation!â
âOh, no, I didnât mean it like thatâ¦â
âSo what if itâs not what you meant!â
Ryan almost had a seizure.
âBecause youâre too obsessed with me, Iâm starting to hate coming back to this house more and more!â (Ryan)