I'm Tired

You're tired

All you want to do

Right now

In this moment

Is to close your eyes

And fall asleep

Sleep

You don't wanna wake up

From this tonight

You're tired

Of the world

Of what people say

Of having to pretend

"I'm ok"

When you're not

Of having to maintain

That image you know

They expect from you

When that's someone you're not

And behind all that

You're falling apart

You're tired

And you're sick of it

Sick of them telling you

"It's for your own good"

"It's nothing, you'll get over it"

"I went through this too, toughen up"

And you just want them

To shut up

And leave you alone

So you can shut yourself in

And cry yourself to sleep

You're tired

Of everything

Of having to study and go to school

Facing the same mundane chores

The same day

Played on repeat

A endless, torturous cycle

When will it ever end?

You're at the end of the line

And you ask yourself

"What am I living for?"

Then you realise you don't know

You don't know why you're here

You just want everything to end

Cease to exist

A blank void

Darkness

Nothingness

You're tired.

So, so, tired...

Author's Note

So, this comes from personal experience and I think a lot of people can relate to this cos this is literally how I feel in the middle of the school year, and school just started again for me today,, and it hasn't been the best day so yea.