CH 77
Fakes Don't Want To Be Real
Even the most violent storms have a calm center.
Unlike Silkisia and the other nobles who were in a mess, Lestir was extremely peaceful.
No, it was not only peaceful, strangely too peaceful.
âDance lessons?â
It was one afternoon, less than five days of the Second Princeâs banquet.
Psychke took her eyes off the papers, blinking slowly. She was currently in her small state as she was not using the artifact.
Verndia was sitting leisurely on the sofa then nodded his head with a very serious expression on his face.
âPrincess, you canât dance.â
Psychke felt agitated when he said that. When did he see that?
âYes, I donât dance good.â
âYou mean you donât dance well.â
âDoes the Duke dance well?â
âI think I dance better than you.â
She didnât know anything as she never saw him danced at all.
She seldom attended social gatherings, and she never crossed paths with Verndia.
When she got engaged with him, they had a simple party but was not in the mood to dance.
Well, it didnât matter what he said. Now was not the time for leisurely dancing or practicing.
She flatly refused.
âI know how to dance in moderation. I donât even need lessons.
Using Isolet, Verndia was the one who spread the rumor that â Glorielle will appear at the Second Princeâs coming of age banquetâ.
Therefore, that banquet is where the direct descendant of Silkisia will report her existence and the turning point for the future.
For this, Psychke prepared a lot, and was still preparing.
When she didnât fall for his provocation, Verndia pouted at her.
âItâs still not enough. Itâs your first time standing in front of the people as the âGlorielle Silkisiaâ, hence everything has to be perfect, right?â
That was what Psychke agreed to.
However,
âI donât have to be perfect in dancing since you will lead the dance, in moderation, please.â
âDo you want me to lead without even guessing your level of dancing?â
âI think you can do it just like how you danced with other young ladies, I will match your steps.â
âDo you think Iâve ever danced with another woman?â
Finally, Psychke turned her head to look at him.
She was clearly offended by the word âother young ladyâ.
âWell, the duke isnât the kind of person who would ask someone to be his partner.â
She then wondered if she could kick out the young lady whom he asked to be his partner, if he did.
âItâs usually polite to try to get the partners to agree before attending such an important banquet.â
âWere there any manners like that at banquets other than the debutante? I am hearing it for the first time.â
âIt just happened.â
⦠Iâm not a kid, why are you doing this? Psychke intently stared at him.
She notices everything quickly but this one just isnât.
In his frustration, Verndia finally raised hi forehead and grumbled.
âI just wanted to take a break. To cool off, practice dancing with me.â
Ah. Thatâs what it meant.
She looked at the thing she was holding once and at Verndia afterward.
She then put down what she was looking at.
âYes, I understand.â
A paragraph just came to an end.
Struggling, she moved her feet and headed towards the dollâs bed on one side of her desk.
âIâll get some sleep. The Duke, please go in and rest.â
âDo you want to practice dancing?â
âNo. Rest.â
He pretended to be fine, but she knew that his physical condition was not normal.
The aftereffects of using the blue flame remain.
Not too long ago, when he faced swords in sparring, the strength he felt was different from before. Should I say that there is a crack in the wall that was not even scratched?
âHe seemed to have strained his body because he used more than his limitations. It would be best not to use superpowers for the time being.â
After an unsatisfying sparring, she happened to overheard a conversation between the attending physician and Verndia.
âWhat do you mean by that?â
âItâs nothing.â
âDo not lie.â
Verndia, who did not want to answer, persisted in asking, and at last, she raised the white flag.
âI lost it for a second when I saw the princess get beaten upâ¦.. Well, thatâs what happened, though itâs funny that I missed that woman, Shiona.â
Silkisia and Lestirâs abilities influence each other. Be it suppressing or reinforcing other one.
He replied as if nothing was wrong, but Psychke felt sorry for that.
Even if she hadnât been beaten by Shiona, he wouldnât have used a stronger blue flame than usual.
She didnât want to put a physical strain on Verndia for anything.
So, her swordsmanship training was in the process of being alone these days.
The man who read her mind crossed his arms and grunted lightly.
âIt means you donât even want to dance with me.â
âI meant to take a break because I didnât have to practice.â
âThe princess wonât rest, wonât she?â
âI will rest.â
âWhat are you doing?â
âJust lie still and-â
âYou thought?â
âNo.â
âYouâre bad. You know that I still think of you when you lie down.â
âDo not.â
âThink when you work, think when you eat, think when you walk.â
(TN: Naauurr, Verndia is too expressive when after confessing, my heeeaarttt)
Psychke deftly avoided the manâs gaze as she picked his fingers one by one.
An indescribable feeling of embarrassment crept in.
âIâm going to sleep, so get out.â
âDance lesson with me.â
âI donât want to.â
âThen I wonât go either.â
He know that she will not really go to sleep.
Sheâll close her eyes, pretend to sleep, and go over the paperwork in her head.
That wasnât all. Verndia clung to her tenaciously.
âLooks like youâre going to practice dance.â
âNo.â
âWeâll be the first-time partners donât even work together.â
âGet out. I will be fine.â
âI should sleep here too.â
ââ¦!â
Psychke, who turned her back to him and lay down, was startled.
Where would he sleep?
As if to corroborate what she said, he sat upright on her sofa. He placed her tightly clasped hands on his stomach and closed his eyes.
To her perplexity, Psychke remained still with her mouth slightly open.
Then she came to her senses and gave out a small voice.
âDuke?â
He didnât even budge. Even the irregular breathing sound has changed.
However, Psychke was also a high-ranking player.
âDonât hold me here. I will sleep really well.â
âDo you know what it means to sleep with a man and a woman in the same room?â
â⦠Get out.â
âNope.â
âThen I will leave.â
She was going to go out and grab the papers she was looking at.
However.
âDo you hate dancing with me so much?â
He had approached her before she knew it, pressed her fingers firmly to prevent her from lifting the papers.
âDo you hate dancing, or do you hate me?â
âItâs because youâre feel unwell.â
âI know my body best. There is no need for the princess to care.â
ââ¦â
âYou donât spar with me, you donât want to dance with me, you donât care about me, youâre the same as you were when we were kids, how can I make you see me?â
â⦠All right. I will.â
It came out like that, and she couldnât deny it.
It should be a short practice, Psychke thought as she changed her body size with the brooch he gave her.
But that wasnât it.
* * *
âI heard you dance well?â
âIsnât this enough to dance well?â
Are you serious?
With that meaning in mind, she looked at Verndia. He shamelessly smiled without averting his eyes.
âAs long as you donât step on my feet, you can dance well.â
âIt is natural.â
âYour eyes are too high, princess.â
Soft waltz music rang through the empty space.
Holding hands, the two rotated their bodies half a turn. The wide-open blue skirt hem also drew a round curve.
Psychke, who accepted his jerking gestures without restraint, cut it off.
âI really canât dance.â
âItâs the first time Iâve heard that.â
âGet into the rhythm. This is not swordsmanship.â
âEven though I did my best.â
ââ¦â
It seemed that he was dancing with a machine, not a person.
Her movements were correct, but her stiffness was on another level.
âYouâve never danced in front of people except for practice, have you?â
âDo you think I would have danced?â
âNo.â
It was obvious that he didnât dance because he didnât have a partner, or because she was annoyed.
So it was like this.
âThatâs why he said to practice with him.â
Several times he asked her to follow the rhythm and move smoothly, but she was really stiff.
As she turned three times in a row, he let out a sigh.
The words that had been lingering in his head also came out of his mouth.
âBody.â
âI beg your pardon, princess.â
âBecause you are a sword master, I thought you would be good at anything you do with your body.â
âI canât dance⦠No, isnât this good enough?â
âNo.â
âHow do you make that conclusion? Have you tried dancing with someone else?â
âYes.â
In an instant, the strength in his hand went up. His expression hardened, and he let out a very low voice.
âWith whom?â
âIt is bro⦠ther. this. I danced in the debutante.â
Inadvertently calling Yzhar âBrotherâ, she was startled. Oh my, brother, brother.
âOh, it wasnât another bastard.â
He hated that he wasnât the first to dance with her but it was Yzhar but it couldnât be helped.
The strength in Verndiaâs hands was relaxed. The same was true of the stiff facial muscles.
âStill, you did the debut tantrum.â
âItâs about Silkisiaâs reputation, and she didnât want to say that I was an adopted daughter or heâd be labeled.â
She danced several times without stopping, and then she kept turning around and getting dizzy.
Psychke suggested them to rest.
Verndia escorted her to the couch. He sat down beside her and gently brushed her hair from her flushed cheeks.
âDoes the princess still think of Yzhar as her brother?â
It was a voice that contained questions or concerns thrown in passing by.
He wondered if thereâs anything left of their twenty years together.
Psychke buried herself in the couch and smiled hollowly.
âNo. I think itâs because itâs stuck in my mind.â
âYzhar Silkisia is a worshiper. I donât know if Logan is in the cult too, but heâs associated with forbidden magic.â
âYes, they are.â
Verndia parted her lips.
But instead of speaking outright as usual, he looked at her eyes and raised his voice.
âTell me in advance. Iâm sorry for the princess, but I wonât keep alive the people involved in that cult.â
Psychke stared at him.
There was no expression on her face, but Verndia quickly apologized.
âIâm sorry.â
âNo. Could it be that the sudden death of the predecessor Lestir 20 years ago had something to do with forbidden magic?â
Psychke asked cautiously.
It was natural for ordinary people to hate their worshipers, but it wouldnât just be an ordinary hatred to say that he wouldnât let them live.
I donât know if itâs his enemy.
âUm, yes.â
Verndia laughed bitterly.
âShould I tell you about it?â
âNo, itâs okay.â
She was curious, but she decided to stop because he seemed to be burying the dark past.
She could just ask, said Verndia, leaning slightly against her.
âNo. Now letâs talk about what you needed to.â
While doing so, before going to the banquet hall, he began to explain carefully, saying that he would tell the princess what she must know.
(TN: The leaning of his head to her shoulder, or the sort, the pouts, the cute complaints, how I love them. I need MORE~)