Chapter 9: Crossed Lines
In the streets of us
The night felt colder now, the moonlight casting a harsh glow over the city as D and Amir stood on the balcony, their bodies just inches apart. The world outside seemed far away, as if the city had stopped breathing the moment Amir leaned in. D could feel the heat radiating off Amir, and everything inside him screamed to let go, to break every rule they had ever lived by.
But then the reality of their lives came crashing back. The crew. Jordan. The war that was already raging and would only get worse.
D took a step back, running a hand through his hair, trying to clear the fog of desire clouding his mind. He needed to focus. Focus on the mission. Focus on everything but Amir.
But Amir wasn't going anywhere. He stayed there, standing tall, his dark eyes unwavering, like he was waiting for D to make the next move.
"You're not wrong," D said finally, his voice hoarse, like it hadn't been used in a while. "But we can't afford distractions."
Amir's lips curled into a faint smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. "You're not a distraction, D. We're just... something else."
D's chest tightened, and he turned away, stepping toward the edge of the balcony to look at the city below. The weight of their situation, the complexity of it all, felt like a wall pressing down on him. He couldn't make sense of what he felt for Amir. Not here. Not now.
"You're not wrong either," D said softly, though his words carried the weight of a thousand unspoken things. "But if we start something now, it'll ruin everything."
Amir didn't respond immediately. He stepped up beside D, close enough that D could feel the heat of his presence but far enough to keep the tension palpable.
"Maybe everything needs to be ruined," Amir said quietly. "Maybe it's already too late to save what we've built." His voice dropped, becoming almost a whisper. "We can't keep pretending there's nothing between us."
D exhaled sharply, trying to fight the pull, but the desire was undeniable. Every brush of their skin, every moment they were alone, it felt like the world was pulling them closer. And the longer he resisted, the harder it became to keep up the facade.
"I can't do this, Amir," D said, his voice raw with the weight of the truth. "Not now. Not like this."
Amir turned toward him, his gaze intense, darkâso dark that D felt like he could drown in it. "You think I don't know that?" Amir whispered, his breath warm against D's ear. "But that doesn't change what we feel."
Before D could respond, the harsh buzz of D's phone cut through the tension. He reached into his pocket, his fingers trembling slightly, and saw Malik's name flash across the screen.
"Talk to me," D said, his voice steady despite the storm brewing inside him.
"There's a problem," Malik's voice crackled through the phone. "We've got a leak. Someone inside is working with Jordan. We don't know who, but they've been giving him intel on our moves."
D's grip tightened on the phone, the weight of the situation crashing back down. "Damn it," he muttered under his breath, frustration bubbling up. "Who's the rat?"
"I'm not sure yet," Malik replied, his tone urgent. "But we need to move fast. I've already set up a meeting with our contacts. We'll have to hit Jordan before he can retaliate."
D clenched his jaw. "Fine. Get ready. I'll meet you there."
He hung up without another word, his pulse racing from the information. A leak. Inside their own crew. Someone had sold them out, and it could be the end of everything they'd worked for.
Amir stepped closer, his voice low and serious. "You good?"
D didn't look at him. His mind was already racing. "We've got a leak. Someone's working with Jordan."
Amir's eyes hardened. "Who?"
"I don't know yet, but we'll find out." D took a deep breath. "We need to hit Jordan hard before he can strike back."
They both knew what this meant. The mission had just gotten a lot more complicated.
"Let's go," Amir said, his voice low, carrying the weight of the situation. He turned and walked back inside the safe house, D following close behind, his mind consumed by the threat of betrayal that loomed over them.
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**Hours Later:**
The safe house was buzzing with activity as D's crew prepared for the next phase of their plan. Malik had gathered intel on Jordan's whereabouts, but D couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. Every move they made, every step closer to Jordan, felt like it was being watched. And now, with a traitor in their midst, D knew they couldn't afford any more mistakes.
He stepped into the main room, where Amir was talking to one of the other crew members, their conversation quiet but intense. D felt the pull of Amir's presence even before he reached him.
"You ready?" Amir asked, turning as D entered the room.
D didn't hesitate. "Yeah. But we need to keep our guard up. I don't trust anyone right now."
Amir gave him a sharp nod, his jaw tight. "Same. We'll watch each other's backs."
D studied Amir for a moment, taking in the way the light caught his features, the hard set of his jaw, the way he carried himself with such quiet intensity. There was no denying it anymore. There was something between themâsomething that had only grown stronger with time. But they couldn't act on it. Not now. Not in the middle of everything they were about to face.
But as D turned away to grab his gear, Amir stepped up beside him, his hand brushing against D's arm. It was small, barely noticeable, but it was enough to send a jolt through D's body. Their eyes met, and for a moment, the weight of the world seemed to disappear.
The air between them was charged. And for the first time, D didn't look away.
"After this is over," Amir said, his voice quiet but sure, "we'll talk. We'll figure this out."
D swallowed hard, his heart pounding in his chest. "After this is over," he repeated, his voice barely above a whisper.
But deep down, D knew there was no "after." They were already too far gone.
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**End of Chapter 9.**