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My Little Sweetheart
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Jo inme mila hai sukoon mujhe
Kahi nahi hai kudha kasam
Zoya pov:
"Youu.." I gritted my teeth in fury, stomping my feet and left from there.
I started walking by huffing and puffing at him, but all my huff's and puff's went away, when I saw Hani arguing with veer Bhai funnily about a dress.
As I was scuttering towards them, I saw a red saree which is wrapped around a mannequin. I stopped their and caressed it with my hands and thought to buy it, however, I ignored it because I don't know how to drape a saree. So I left from there disappointingly and strolled towards Hani.
"Oye...bhai & bhabhi" I said.
They spin around and looked at me and said...
Veer bhai: when did you came choti?
"Just now bhai and why are you both arguing"I asked them.
Hani: I am asking him to buy this lehenga but your bhai is not buying it for me.
"Why bhai...it looks beautiful" I commented.
Veer bhai: I don't like that color choti if she wants she can buy it by herself and I won't pay for it.
He said and left...
Hani: it's not like I don't have money to pay for it...I just wanted him to buy it for me.
"It's ok hani... come we will go home I am so tired" I commented.
Hani: haan...me too waise what did you bought?
"I didn't bought a single dress because of your bhai...that devil...He make me try almost all the dress in the western section and atlast he said he didn't like a single dress" I said gritting my teeth.
Hani: hehe...awww...cutiee...
I was fuming with anger...
Monkey: hey pumpkin..
Huff...I twisted my head to look at him...along with him dristi, jai & bulbul also there with him but I saw bulbul all red raging with anger.
What happened to the ever so calm girl who always says take a chill pill..
Hani: Rahul bhai aapki shopping hogaya..
Monkey: ha... bulbul had choosen the dresses for me and I even got to know that your friend had a huge crush on me..
He said with a smug smile...I glanced at bulbul who is busy in glaring at him.
Yes... it's true that she had a crush on him from childhood but how did this monkey know that..
Bulbul: don't flatter yourself and I didn't said that I have a crush on you.
Rahul: ayye...ayyee..baby...don't lie... dristi had told me when you went to trail to try the dress and I also saw you how you used to ogle at me with your captivating eyes in school when ever we met...
Bulbul is so pissed off and busy in sending daggers to dristi..Haha..nd dristi is busy in avoiding eye contact..
Bulbul: you are not that handsome to stare at you....
She was saying but Abhi interrupted..
Abhi: zoya...we are leaving..
He said in his deep Griff voice and snaked his arms around my small waist possesively..But as I was angry on him so I tried to push his hands from my waist but as he is strong & muscular he didn't budge and in reverse he glared at me and pulled me more closer to him and said...
Abhi: stay still..
I nodded my head like a good girl...
Veer: haan it's already late we should leave now..
We started walking to our respective car with his hand on my waist and when we reached to the car, he removed his hand from my waist and we hop into the car and he started driving the car.
"Abhi...how did you found out about my grandparents" I asked him.
Abhi: I have my own ways...
After w there is a complete silence..
We reached home and saw nanaji & naniji were talking to papa, phuphi, & uncle. All old ladies were arranging dishes on the dining table.
Nanaji: oh you both came...
I smiled at him and went near him, mean while Abhi occupied on the chair..
Phupha: princess we are waiting for you.
"Why phupha" I asked him.
Phuphi: we wanted to know your opinion..
Phuphi said while walking towards me.
"About what phuphi" I queried.
"About haldi ceremony"
Hani, jai, Rahul, dristi & bulbul shouted in union. I looked bewildered at them.
Waise when did they came home..
Phuphi: you wanted your haldi ceremony together with your fiancee or would you like to do it seperate..
Abhi: I am not going to attend to all those things...
He said and left...
Huff ..he is not the person who likes to enjoy applying haldi on him...I know him very well he don't like all these...but it's a tradition and he has to do it..
Maa: choti first make him sit in the haldi ceremony..
" Hmm..." I nodded and went to him who was busy in yelling in his phone.
Poor caller...
He ended the call and glanced at me...
"Abhi... it's just a turmeric paste...and they will only apply a little on your face" I tried to explain.
He didn't say anything and was going.. hoyee...he is going...do something you dumb girl I scolded myself...
"A-Abhi..."I said while running to him.
"Please... please.." I am asking him with my cute puppy eyes but he didn't listen.
"Please...no one will apply on you expect our elders and that too they will apply only too little"I said.
"And I promise you that I won't allow anyone to apply on you. please agree I will do whatever you want me to do" I added and he stopped in his tracks.
Abhi: oh really... think twice before you utter sweetheart.
Hmm..I said by nodding my head horizontally.
Abhi(smirking): okay then come and kiss me...รฐยยย
"W-w-what..." รฐยยยฎ
Abhi: come on do it...you agreed that you will do anything..
I didn't expect that from him...
"Vo...mein..."I quickly ran from there while he was chuckling at me.
Maa: choti...did you make him agreed to do it.
I was shooking & nodding my head...
Phuphi: either shook or nod but don't do both at a time...
" He agreed" I blurted out.
Aunty: I told you all that he will agree to her..
I quickly went to my room with out listening to them...
Oh...my...Huff..
Now...I escaped from him but zoya you can't escape all the time from him..
Huff...zoya...stop thinking about it..
I took a bath and wore my night dress and tied my hair in messy bun and walked to dining table for dinner. We all settled for dinner. While having...
Phuphi: you didn't answer to my question choti...
"Vo phuphi...we will do it together as when we are going to be together for our whole life...and we are preparing for it then why not doing haldi ceremony together. When we all will be together then only we will have fun"I answered.
Dristi: I told you guys that she will choose this option only..
All smiled at me nd we all had on our dinner and this whole time Abhi was gesturing me to kiss him..รฐยยย
Huff...oh..my...he won't leave me till I give him what he wants but I am feeling so shy...
Hoyee...รฐยยย
After completion of dinner I slowly escaped from him and was successfully going to my room... Suddenly someone hold my wrist and I turned around....
Dristi: where are you going babe..
"Noodles baby I am feeling so sleepy so please let me go" I begged with my puppy eyes.
Dristi: we came here for you and you are telling that you are sleepy now...no way..you are going to play with us for sometime...
"No.." I was saying but bulbul interrupted..
Bulbul: chal na cutiee it's been so long that we didn't have Fun...come with us all were waiting for you in the hall..
They both literally dragged me to the living room and saw that jai, monkey, Kunal bhai ,Veer bhai, misti bhabhi, hani were sitting on a fluffy blanket placed on the floor...and Abhi was sitting on the bean bag with a laptop on his lap...
Ufff...
Bhabhi: so what have you guys decided to play?
Hani: truth & dare...
"Ok" I muttered under my breath.
We all settled in circular like dristi, hani,Kunal bhai, bhabhi, jai, bulbul, monkey and me...nd started the game...
Dristi spinned the bottle and it stopped at Kunal bhai & dristi and bottle head is pointing towards dristi...
Kunal bhai: truth or dare...
Dristi: dare...
Kunal bhai: ok...call the fifteenth person in your phone contacts and sing colour me badd's "I wanna sex you up"
Hehe...we all giggled at her..
Dristi(pouting): bhai...tik hai..
I took her phone and checked it and the person is nonother than jai..
"Hehe...It's jai" I shouted while chuckling at her.
Her face was priceless...hehe..
Kunal bhai: you don't need to call him because he is here only so you can sing now...
She nodded her head and sang the song shyly while jai was looking at everywhere but not at her.
After that they again spinned again... and the game went on but I am not concentrating on it due to my devil. I am fidgeting in my place because of him. His constant gaze is lingering on my whole body making me feel hot.
"Cutiee..." someone shooked me..
"Huu.." I said looking perplexed.
Bulbul: truth or dare..
" Truth" I blurted out.
Bulbul: I wanted to ask you this question a long time ago but didn't get a chance to ask. Ten years ago...on the day before Abhi bhai and veer bhai leaving india I saw you wailing and sobbing in your room. What's the reason that made you cry.
By hearing her question I got stilled to my place and my eyes landed on Abhi who was already looking into my eyes nd our eyes locked.
It was a dreadful day to me. It's the day I don't want to remember and that night where my devil made me cry for the first time in my life because he never made me cry in my childhood but day he did it..
Flashback:
Like every year my school had planned a picnic. As usual I went to picnic nd enjoyed a lot the whole day with my friends and came home late because of late, dristi & bulbul also stayed in my home. And the next day Abhi was busy in packing his stuff as he was going to NY tomorrow. The whole day he was busy and I was sad that he was going to NY..
At night phuphi told me give him milk. So I went to his room but I regretted the moment I entered into his room. I looked at him...his eyes are red and bulging out with anger. I forwarded the milk to him with shaky hands.
He throwed the glass of milk on the floor making me jump in my place. He throwed the glass in such a way that it broke into pieces.
"What were you doing yesterday at the lake side" he yelled at me.
"A-Abhi v-vo my f-friends.." I was saying to him stammering while he cut me off in the middle and yelled...
Abhi: why the hell you were kissing that bastard at the lakeside..
He shouted dangerously coming towards me and I am stepping back till my back hit the wall..
"No Abhi...mein..."
Abhi: why...am I not giving you enough kisses for you...that you went to that stupid Arjun and kissed him.
He barked at me while caging me to the wall..
"A-Abhi..I didn't kissed Arjun...I was w-with hani, dristi and bulbul. Y-you can ask them" I said to him while trying to move but he pressed more into me. Now I just want to disappear.
Hey bhagwan...save me.. รฐยยยฉ
"Am I looking like a fool to you?huh...I saw you kissing him with my own eyes" he barked like a animal at me.
"A-Abhi.. it's not me... it's approva she is in class 7 my junior...I think you misunderstood her as me" I said in low voice with fear.
Abhi: damn...zoya don't lie to me.
He roared like a lion looking into my eyes and my lips. Suddenly he smashed his lips on me and started kissing me hard. I tried to move my head but he held my head in his palms and kissing me. I tried to push him by his chest but he was not even moving an inch. It's not the kiss which he used to give me frequently which has gentleness and sweetness instead he was kissing me like a beast.
He asked me for entrance but I denied because he is not in his senses due to anger. Because of my rejection he started biting and chewing my lips but I didn't let him hoping that because of my deny he will leave me but I was wrong. He pinched my waist hardly making me wince in pain and he pushed his tongue and kissed me hard..
Tears brimmed in my eyes. I was trying to push him but he didn't budge and kissing me more and more like a hungry caveman. I am out my breath and if he continues for another few seconds then I will die due to lack of breath. I am feeling dizzy so I gather all my strength and gave him a push by breaking the kiss.
I became voracious for air for a second and I was breathing through my mouth and trying to take as much as I want but again he pinned me to the wall and started kissing my lips harshly and didn't push him this time and gave him entry because he was not going to stop untill what he wants so I stood there bearing the pain he causing me and atlast I can't endure any more...
"A-Abhi... it's paining...Abhi leave me... A-Abhi... please... please" I begged in between the kiss. He stopped kissing and looked into my eyes and said...
Abhi: then what about the pain which you caused me by kissing that bastard...
"Abhi ...I didn't kiss him... it's not me it's approva Abhi" I again said in low tone.
Abhi: don't you dare lie to me zoya...and why would I misunderstood you as her when I saw the red color hair clip on that girl's hair which is yours. So it was you not some approva and stop lieing to me...
"Knowing you very well I never dared to lie to you Abhi....why would I kiss some one when I love you and have you in my life.... trust me Abhi I never kissed Arjun it's approva and yesterday she asked that clip from me so that it would match her dress. So i gave the hair clip to her" I explained in low tone in muffled voice.
He grabbed my wrist harshly...but due to pain I yelled at him..
"It's your wish to believe me or not because it's the truth and you can ask anyone. You were behaving with me like a beast Abhi...you are a bloody beast...I hate you Abhi...I hate you" I yelled while crying and ran to my room.
I looked at the mirror, my eyes were puffy and my kajal got smudged. My lips were swollen and blood was oozing from my lips and my hair is in mess. Tears were flowing from my eyes...he is a beast....He is an animal.... My Abhi is a moster...I hate you Abhi.... I hate you....
I laid on my bed while crying.... after two hours Abhi came into my room I quickly pretended to sleep. He laid on my bed beside me and make me turned his side and pulled me closer to him and kissed my eyes, lips and waist where he caused me pain and embraced me in his arms tightly and wispered..
"Sorry my little sweetheart...for causing you pain but I don't want to lose you to that bastard. You came to my life like a ray of sunshine and I don't want you to go away from me because I can't live without you zoya. I know I caused you pain but I can't control my beast inside me when I saw Arjun kissed you and I don't know that it was some one else. I mistaken that girl as you sweetheart. I am sorry"
That night I slept in his arms placing my head on his chest. I didn't dare to open my eyes and while listening to his words I slowly drifted to sleep.
When I woke up in the morning he is not there beside me...hoyee...I think I dreamt about him...after causing me pain also why I love him that much .... that made me forgive him quickly...
I heard some noises and went to the window and saw Abhi and bhai were leaving...
I stood at the window staring at him and I quickly croached down when he glanced at the window nd I again slightly raised my head to see him one last time because I don't know when he will return but he caught me nd avert his gaze from me. They left and I went downstairs...
At evening...
Phuphi:choti....Abhi wants to talk with you.
She said and handed me her phone to me... before I was going to say "hello" he started talking about what should I do & don't under his absence...and I just hummed at him.
Flashback ends
Even though he hurt me but I can't stop loving him and my heart always craves for him...hani always asks me that why do I love Abhi that much even he hurts me. For that I don't have an answer. I too don't know why I forgive him easily. He only hurted me twice that is for that kiss and photocopies..
Huff...
He looked away from me with guilt. I know he was feeling sad for hurting me but never shows it. I came out of my thoughts and smiled at her and said...
"I don't want to answer to that question bull" I said.
Bull: it's ok but I want to give you a task for not answering the question.
"Ok but it's should not be dirty like kunal bhai gave to dristi" I commented.
Monkey: no it should be more dirty than that.
I punched him on his arm and yelled at him..
"You waste monkey just shut your stinky mouth"
Bulbul: ok... cutiee...did you remember when we we're in graduation you sang a song on the hotel terrace at night...
Hoyee...that song...uff...no way...that too when abhi is here no way...no...
"Which song" I pretended.
Dristi: cutiee...that song...zara zara behek tha hai...
This noodles...I swear I will kill her one day. I narrowed my eyes at her and she has a wicked smile on her face.
Bulbul:ha that song only...sing that song...
"Vo I forgotten the lyrics" I lied.
Hani: youu...and forgetting the lyrics come on cutiee we all know how well you remember each and every song lyrics which you sang... don't lie..
I don't have a choice but to sing. I slightly peered at Abhi...he is busy in looking at the laptop screen.
I took a breath and closed my eyes... Abhi's face was flashing infront of me like always...
Zara Zara Behekta Hain MehektaHain,
Aaj To Mera Tan Badan
Main Pyaasi Hoon Mujhe Bhar Le Apni Baahon Mein(2)
Hai Meri Kasam Tujhko Sanam Door Kahin Na Jaa
Yeh Doori Kehti Hain Paas Mere Aaja Re
Yuhi Baras Baras Kaali Ghata Barse
Hum Yaar Bheeg Jaaye Is Chaahat Ki Baarish Mein
Meri Khuyli Khuli Lato Ko Suljaaye
Tu Apni Ungliyon Se Main To Hoon Isi Khwaayish Mein
Sardi Ki Raaton Mein Hum Soye Rahe Ek Chaadar Mein
Hum Dono Tanha Ho Na Koi Bhi Rahe Is Ghar Mein
Zara Zara Behekta Hain Mehekta Hain Aaj To Mera Tan Badan
Main Pyaasi Hoon Mujhe Bhar Le Apni Baahon Mein Aaja Re Aa Re...........
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All were clapping....I came out of my trance and I slowly opened my eyes and saw Abhi was staring at me dotingly. My heart was beating violently...I felt like fire was burning inside me and goosebumps arised on my body while our eyes locked...
It's the song which I sang few years back when I was missing my Abhi badly...my life was so miserable in this ten years.
Abhi...my Abhi....my devil...my handsome beast...my charming devil...my love...my Abhi...my life..
Every second, every minute, every day I could only think about my love of my life...my Abhi...my soon to be hubby..
Ten years....ten years... it's been ten years I waited to see him and wanting to look into his cute brown eyes. Ten years I missed his warmth in his arms. I craved for his playfull kisses. I missed his scoldings & teasings....but now.. finally I will be his in three days. And every second I will be in his arms.
Hehe...hoye...I ran from there shyly to my room whith out paying heed to them. I laid on my bed...hayyee....I hided my face with my hands shyly while smiling..รฐยยยรฐยยย
Hoyee....I have to sleep...with that thought of my devil I drifted to sleep.
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