Aditya was already having a rough time avoiding his little pie, and here his own sister is provoking his nerve.
"You should mind your own business and I'm not avoiding her" Aditya cold voice came ruthless because of not having any sleep from few days.
"Veer ji stop it there is limit, even if I'm your sister that doesn't mean I'll let you hurt anshika she is still a child, a sensitive one, and she is staying here because she knew you only and shivank veer ji send her here that's why otherwise you know how protective shivank veer ji is and thankfully anshu didn't tell anything to shivank veer ji about the accident otherwise she'll be at her home right now not here enduring your avoidance and cold distance behavior"
The thought of her leaving away was a small mere seed that was put in great timing that it was easy to grow his overthinking, his jaw clenched at the mere thought of her leaving and he turned avoiding his sister not wanting to hurt her because no matter how sassy she was she was still his sister and hurting her mentally or physically was the last thing he wanted to do.
Closing his eyes he tried to calm the rage that was brewing in his veins and replied "she can tell it's not like I pushed her" Saying this their was something that broke in his and the shattering voice of it was echoing in his ears.
Hearing her brother she krutika was in daze, she hold Aditya arm and jerk him to face her and slapped him and said "I'm your sister that doesn't mean I'll let you talk nonsense if you love her say it damn why pretended because of your rude cold ass you are hurting an innocent soul, and I'm calling shivank veer ji today so that he can take anshika back because you don't deserve her" She said that with anger because she never thought her brother will be that coward and will hurt his own love.
Aditya was shocked but that didn't reflect on his face and he held krutika arm and yelled at her "she is not my love she is my obsession and no matter what she will always be with me I will make sure of it do you understand she is mine and you are not calling him because she is going to live here with me, in my home, in my bedroom, in my soul, do you understand she is mine to hate, she is mine to hurt, she is mine to love Or obsess" Aditya voice grew high as he expressed his dark truth.
Sleeping with her little pie in his arms made him know that he can't live without her, seeing her brother this ruthless aggressive cold demeanor krutika shook with fear seeing the obsession he held for such sensitive soul made her rethink if she wants to continue her plan or not, no she was not worried for her brother but for anshika.
Seeing the fear in krutika eyes he let her arms go and turn taking a breath he course, "fuck" For scaring his sister and then there was another thought what will happen if his little pie came to know his obsession towards her? She will be scared of him , she will hate him whatever it is I will never let her know about this, I don't care what I have to do but I won't let her leave me.
Krutika turned and left from their angry at her brother.
In night everyone came and join everyone for dinner their was relatives and everyone their was only a single chair left besides Aditya, hesitant she took the chair and slowly sat seeing her Aditya thought went to her his mind was a mess and the thought of her leaving him was constantly playing in hi mind annoyed he stood up and said "I'm not hungry" Saying this he went back without glancing at her.
Anshika throat went tight seeing his behavior as she fought the tears and she stood up to leave before she start crying and have another panic attack krutika saw her and held her wrist and look at her anshika eyes we're glistening but she managed to not fall her tears, smiling she said "I forgot I need to ask for the notes" With difficulties she said and pulling her hand back she walked upstairs krutika sighed as she felt bad.
Anshika went upstairs and then went to rooftop and sat on floor hugging her knees as she looked at moon and said "I'm really bad right?, then why are you always here for me whenever I need someone, I wish you can hug me to Or maybe you can take me away I want to cry in your embrace I feel disgusted by myself how can I be such a person that even in before they made me realise what I'm to anyone yeah I'm nothing they were disgusted by me they bullied me but I can't do this please I don't want to feel this pain I don't want to feel disgusted by my own presence do you think I wanted to stay here no I don't want to I want my brother I want my mumma, my dad they are not with me they didn't abandoned me right?? Or did they?.
Do you think I'm not loveable I think I'm not I always thought maybe, maybe they were wrong that people around me who act's like they love me really love me but why I'm doubting it now were they right, that it's just act nothing else.
I don't know, I really don't know, please take me in your embrace I don't want to live if their is no one who loves me" Saying this she started sobbing hard putting her face in her knees she wanted the night to embrace her in a cold ice fog that will take her pain away and end it i n just a night.
While crying she started having problem in breathing but she didn't mind, she didn't mind that she'll die, she didn't mind anything but she wanted her brother only her brother because she knew shivank was the only person who loves her unconditionally he is her big brother of course he'll love her she is his little sister so what he didn't called her she can do it to maybe he was busy, but what if she cried on call? No she'll control her emotions she was strong right?.
Taking long breathe she held her phone and called her brother in just two rings he picked her call and said "hello laddu".
Hearing his voice anshika throat went tight making it harder to speak Or not cry on call, so she just put her phone pressed to her ear and hear his voice.
Not getting any response he got worried and said " Laddu what happened are you okay?? Don't cry don't cry see you are my strong bacha right tell me what happened are you missing mom dad?" He replied worried and panic.
Hearing him worried she burst out crying and started sobbing and said "bh.... Bhai... ... I.... Do..... Don't want.... Live here.... Please... I don't want to...... Please.. Come back....... I can't breathe.... It's hurting bhai..... I didn't do it..... You love... You really love me na?. You won't leave me?? " Saying this in broken tone she sobbed as she was having trouble saying anything.
Shivank panicked hearing her his heart broke seeing her little sister broke down and having panic attack did something happen that triggered her? He quickly left his office and walk back to the lift to go back hotel and pack his stuff to leave for her and said "anshika you are ny strongest bacha take a deep breath remember I said to you I love my little demon the most right then why do you want someone else to love you if no one love you I will love okay just don't cry I will do anything for you okay you love reading right we will go to book store and I will buy you every book no I will make a library for my little baby sister but don't you dare cry stop crying you know you are breaking you brother heart you know your brother loves you soo much that it hurts hearing you cry I'm coming to take you stop crying okay"
Hearing her brother she took a deep breath and tried to calm and tried to say something but her lips only formed one word "please" She said this with difficulty shivank was worried hell.
"betu let's count to five okay count with me" Shivank said as he remember the psychiatrist giving him some instructions to calm anshika down in case of any panic attack.
Hearing anshika nodded forgetting he can't see her breathing heavily she waited for shivank to continue and repeated behind him.
"Five"
"Fi.. Five"
"Four"
"Fou.r"
"Three"
"Three"
"Two"
"Two"
"One"
"One"
Hearing anshika normal breathing shivank calm down knowing she is safe now sighing he said "very good you are my strongest betu don't worry bhai will come as soon as possible then we will enjoy okay and i will get you everything you want now go and take rest don't think anything else" Shivank said trying to make her stop overthinking.
Sighing anshika wiped her cheeks and said "ji bhaiya" Saying this she hung up and look at moon and laid on ground opening her arms and looked at the ceiling of universe that was filled with star's, uncountable stars.
She sniffed as from crying too much and thought is it possible for s person to hate without any reason?? , can a person change just in few days?, is it fine hating someone without telling them the reason behind their hate?.
Anshika mind was filled with overthinking and the past that was repeating itself in a new way time went by and she didn't knew when she fall asleep.
Other side Aditya shattered his study room in rage, he didn't knew anshika didn't had dinner or she also walked away after seeing his actions his mind was a mess of her thoughts his phone ringed and he groaned with anger and pick up the phone and saw it was
Shivank and after few seconds he picked up with trembling hands this was the first time his hand trembled to pick up his own friend call.
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