Chapter 8
Blissful Masquerade: A Dark Why Choose Romance (Ruthless Desires Book 1)
SEEING WRENâS eyes red from crying sends a wave of fury through me that Iâm barely able to get under control. I stand behind her while she checks out with Oliver, trying to calm my facial expressions. When the checkout lady gives me a frightened look, I figure Iâm doing a shitty job.
Typical.
Turning away, I take a few deep breaths. Trace my fingers over the seams of my jeans and focus on the feeling of the rough fabric. Crack my knuckles.
Whoever dared to make her feel insecure about herself is going to payâdearly. And Iâm already pretty sure I know who it was.
I feel a soft hand wrap around mine. It sends a wave of calm through me that still feels foreign in my body. I kiss the top of Wrenâs head before giving her what I hope is a convincing smile.
âReady?â
âDefinitely.â
I think lingerie is pretty, and Wren seems happy with what she picked outâafter her breakdown in the dressing room, of course. But being in a lingerie store for an hour? Really not my thing.
Oliver adds the bags to the trunk, and we climb into the SUV again. This time, before Wren can reach for her seatbelt, I pull her into the middle seat and strap her in. I keep my arm around her, and she settles into my side with a sigh. She runs her hand up and down my thigh with soft strokes.
Two days. Technically, one and a half now. Itâs not enough fucking time to get her out of my system. Hell, Iâm beginning to think I never will.
When Elliot pulls into the parking lot of Wrenâs apartment building, her hand freezes on my leg. Her gaze is locked onto a green sedan close to the entrance.
Wrenâs deep, relaxed breaths quickly turn to shallow, panicked ones. Her nails dig into my pants, although I donât think she realizes it.
Shit. Fuck. I can barely handle my emotions, let alone someone elseâs. When I heard her crying in the dressing room earlier, it felt like I couldnât move. And now Iâm the one in the backseat with her while sheâs about to break down again.
âWho?â I grunt out.
Wrong thing to fucking say, you idiot.
âAdam,â she whispers. âMy ex.â
I hear Elliot undoing his seatbelt. âWeâre coming up with you.â
Sheâs about to protest, but she clamps her mouth shut at the look Elliot gives her in the rearview mirror. Itâs for the best. When Elliotâs protective side comes out, itâs smart to stay out of his fucking way.
We head up to her apartment, and I keep her tucked into my side.
In the elevator, she swears under her breath. âHe has a key. I completely forgot.â
âAny idea what he wants?â Elliot says without looking at her. Also for the best. I can feel the anger radiating off of him, and it makes me wonder what exactly he knows about this Adam guy that he hasnât told us.
âProbably just to talk.â Sheâs trying to keep her voice even, but sheâs not doing a great job at it.
When we get to her apartment, she turns to us. âIf you guys donât mind, Iâd like to try to talk to him alone. Just to see why heâs here. I have a feeling heâd be pretty intimidated if I walked in with three guys behind me.â
I grunt at the idea.
âIâll leave the door open,â she says gently. âThat way you can hear everything.â
I hate it, but I nod. When she disappears into her apartment, it feels like sheâs carrying a part of my heart with her.
âAdam,â I hear her say. âWhatâoh, god. What did you do?â
I clench my fists. The tension coming from Oliver and Elliot tells me theyâre struggling to stay put as well.
âYou went home with someone last night,â a male voice yells. âBen was there. He told me. How could you do that?â
âThatâs rich coming from you,â she snaps. âGet out, Adam. Youâve made enough of a mess.â
âIâve been calling you for days.â His speech is slurred. Is he seriously drunk?
When I hear movement, I canât help it. I move closer, peeking through the crack in the open door. Thereâs shit all over the floor, and heâs standing a yard or two away from her.
If he takes one more goddamned step toward her . . .
âI donât have a particularly good reason to talk to you,â she says flatly, looking around the apartment. Itâs a mess.
âYes, you do!â he shouts. Then he grabs a mug from the kitchen counter. The way heâs standing and glaring is all too familiar to me.
Fuck.
I barrel into the room just as he winds up for the throw. I grab Wren, pulling her back and behind me, but Iâm not fast enough. The mug still catches her shoulder before crashing to the ground.
She lets out a shocked noise as I shove her behind me.
âWho the fuck is this?â Adam shouts. âDid you go home with him? Have you been sleeping with him behind my back the whole fucking time?â
Wren steps out from behind me, pushing my hand away when I try to force her back. âYou cheated on me, Adam. Seriously, whatâs wrong with you?â
She turns when Elliot comes to stand beside her, and I can feel Oliver right behind us.
Adamâs gaze settles on us, his eyes widening. âBabe, whatâs going on? Who the hell are these guys?â
I step forward. âRight now? Your worst fucking nightmare, buddy.â
He takes a step back, tripping over a broken vase on the floor and falling on his ass. But I just grab the collar of his shirt and haul him back up.
âWho the fuck do you think you are, that you can speak to Wren like that?â
He sputters, but I barely notice. All I see is red. I need to get this guy out of here. If I lose it in front of Wrenâ
âRhett.â Elliot places a hand on my arm, and his gaze meets mine. âNot here.â
I let out a string of curses, because heâs right. Even if I get Adam outside, itâs still too public of a place. Too many potential eyewitnesses. Too many security cameras.
With a grunt, I drag Adam out of the apartment. âCar keys.â This kid is in no shape to drive, and he might not care, but Iâm not letting him kill someone in a crash just because he got dumped.
Adam looks at me like Iâm an idiot.
âDo you want to have the shit beat out of you?â I slam him against the wall. âBecause Iâm about to lose my fucking patience.â
He lets out a terrified noise, fumbling in his jacket pocket before pulling them out. I snatch them from his hands. âYouâd better watch your back, kid. Because youâll pay for hurting Wren.â I shove him down the hallway so hard he stumbles and falls. âGet lost,â I snap. âAnd donât ever call her babe again.â I donât move, watching until he flees down the hallway and into an elevator.
When I step back into the apartment, Wren runs into my arms.
âAre you all right?â I pull away from her, tugging off her coat and pushing the sleeve of her shirt up. She winces when I touch her shoulder, and the simple movement solidifies my resolve.
Adam will pay. Tonight.
âIâll be fine,â she says in a failed attempt at a cheerful tone. But her voice is shakingâalong with her hands. âThank you for pulling me out of the way. I think I was too stunned to move.â
I pull her into a hug, pressing my lips to her hairline. He was aiming for her head. An image of Wren crumpled on the floor, bleeding, flashes through my mind, and I hold her tighter.
âRhett,â she wheezes, pushing against me.
Shit. I release her, and she gasps in a breath, clinging to my shirt. âSorry,â I mutter.
But she just shakes her head, giggling, before pressing her lips to mine. I let it ground me, deepening the kiss and cradling her face in my hands.
When she pulls away, itâs with a contented smile. But it disappears the second her eyes leave mine.
Itâs then that I finally get a good look at her apartment. I was wrong earlierâitâs not a mess. That implies a lack of cleaning. This place is trashed.
The cabinets in her kitchen are open and empty, most of the dishes smashed. The same thing is true of her bookshelf, and there are broken picture frames littering the floor.
âOh no,â she says softly, picking up an old book. Half the pages have been ripped out and are scattered over the ground. âIâve had this copy since high school.â
When I get a look at the spine, that uncontrollable anger comes back full-force. Itâs A Tale of Two Cities.
Iâm going to rip that motherfucker to shreds.
âWhereâs your broom, Wren?â Oliver says.
She looks up, glancing between the three of us. Her eyes widen, and she shakes her head. âNo, donât. Itâs my mess to clean up, and itâll take hours. Iâm not destroying your weekend like this.â
I almost tell her that sending us away is the thing that actually would destroy our weekend, but I hold my tongue.
Thankfully, Elliot steps in. He pulls her close, taking the book from her hands and kissing her nose. âIt wonât take that long with all four of us. Let us do this for you, love. And then let us take you home so we can help you forget that this ever happened.â
Her eyes fill with tears, and he wipes them away as they fall. When she nods, the three of us let out a collective sigh of relief.
We get to work, Oliver with the broom and Elliot helping Wren put everything back on her bookshelf. I work on getting all the broken dishes off the counters, careful not to cut myself.
After fifteen minutes, the apartment is already looking much better. Except, I notice, now thereâs blood on the floor by the bookshelf. For a moment, Iâm not sure where itâs from, but then Wren steps into my view.
Sheâs limping, and when she moves forward, she leaves a little pool of blood behind.
âWren.â Iâm moving toward her before I even realize it, sweeping her into my arms. âWhy did you take your shoes off, sweetheart? Thereâs glass everywhere.â
âWhat?â She tries to squirm out of my arms, but I nod to the floor. When she sees the blood, she frowns. âI didnât even realize I was bleeding.â She raises her foot in the air, watching in surprise as blood trickles down her heel.
Both Elliot and Oliver turn at her words, but they get back to work when they see that I have her.
âYour foot was hurting you, and you didnât evenââ I stop before I say something Iâll regret. Her ex just trashed her apartment. Sheâs flustered and exhausted. Donât scold her. âLetâs just get you cleaned up.â
I head down a narrow hallway, assuming the bathroom is at the end. But I only take a half-step in before freezing.
Adam wrecked it in here, too. But even worse than that is the red lipstick he smeared onto her mirror, writing out dum bitch.
The irony of the spelling error isnât lost on me.
âWhat?â Wren tries to get a peek, but I step outside.
âElliot,â I say down the hallway, gesturing with my head to the bathroom.
He stalks inside, swearing under his breath when he sees the mirror.
âWhat?â Wren tries to wiggle free from my arms, but I clamp down on her. With a groan, she gives up, flopping dramatically and letting her head fall back.
âDo you have makeup wipes, love?â Elliot begins searching through all the shit thatâs scattered on the floor, careful not to step on anything.
âYeah, theyâre on the shelf above the toilet. Wellâthey should be, anyway.â
Elliot turns, scratching his head, before leaning down and snatching a package from the floor. âFound them.â
He gets to work wiping at the mirrors. Wren glares impatiently at me, but I ignore her. Iâm too focused on taking deep breaths and too scared that if I look at her, sheâll think the anger strangling my entire body is directed at her.
Elliot steps back from the mirror with a nod. He passes us, giving Wren a quick kiss on her forehead before crossing the hall and switching on the light to the bedroom. As I set Wren on the bathroom counter, I glance inside.
Itâs as much of a wreck as the rest of the apartment, with pretty sundresses strewn everywhere, her lamp knocked over, and her laptop smashed to pieces on the floor.
God, that bastard.
âIs it bad?â She looks up at me, her impatience from earlier gone.
I take a look at her foot, gently wiping away the blood with some toilet paper. Breathing a sigh of relief, I say, âNo. Just a cut. I donât think you even have a piece of glass stuck in there.â I cut her a hard look. âWhich means youâre lucky. It couldâve been worse.â
Her shoulders sag, and she looks down. âIâm sorry. I really donât know what I was thinking.â
Itâs not your fault, I want to say. Because, really, itâs mine. I never shouldâve let her walk in here alone. If I hadnât, Adam wouldnâtâve thrown a mug at her, and she wouldnât be nearly as shaken.
Apparently, my thoughts are displayed right on my face, because Wren shakes her head. âDonât blame yourself, Rhett. Heâs never been violent like that before.â
My heart stutters at her words. âLike that? What do you mean?â
She just shrugs, staring at my chest.
âWren.â My voice is harsh as I grab her chin, forcing her to look at me.
The color drains from her face, and she stops breathing. One look in the mirror tells me that Iâve finally snapped. The anger that should be safely tucked away is on full display, and itâs probably terrifying for her to see.
âFuck,â I mutter, releasing her. I place my hands on either side of her, bowing my head until it hits her shoulder. âBreathe, sweetheart.â
She does, even if itâs a bit shaky. âHe just throws things when heâs angry with me sometimes. But heâs never aimed at me before. Thatâs all.â Her voice is small, almost afraid, and I hate that Iâm the reason why.
âDid he scare you?â
I feel her nod.
âThen he shouldnâtâve fucking done it.â I raise my head until Iâm looking into her soft eyes. âIâm sorry, Wren. I shouldnât have been that harsh with you.â
âYouâre not angry with me?â she whispers.
âGod, no.â I kiss her lightly. âI donât think I could ever be angry at you, sweetheart.â
She lets out a sigh, wrapping her arms around my neck, and I let her hold me for a minute. Then, when my back canât take the awkward position any longer, I pull away.
It only takes a minute to clean and bandage her foot. We finish cleaning up, refusing to let Wren stay on her feet and almost tying her down to the couch when she wonât listen. Then, once sheâs packed a bag, we head out.
On our way to the car, I snap a picture of the back of Adamâs car and send it to a friend. Iâve already got one hellish night planned out for that asshole, and I canât wait to get started.
WHEN WE GET back home, itâs almost time to eat again. We order pizza at Wrenâs request, and then we all shower.
I drag her into my bathroom and take my time washing her hair and soaping her up. She does the same to me, giving every part of my body a kiss after she cleans it. Itâs weird being completely naked in front of someone other than Elliot or Oliver, but I shove the feeling aside and try to enjoy myself.
By the time weâre done, Iâm surprised weâve both managed to control ourselves and not go at it in the shower.
While we dry off, she keeps looking like she wants to say something, but she doesnât. She changes into black, lacy panties and a matching bra that does wonders for her form.
âAre you trying to kill me?â I say, pushing her onto the bed. But I kneel down and take her foot in my hand, replacing her bandage.
She opens her mouth, but then she shuts it again.
âWhat?â
âUhhhânothing.â
âSpit it out, sweetheart, or Iâll force it out of you.â
She squirms on the mattress, rubbing her thighs together. âWell, itâs just that thereâs three of you.â She says it like that should explain whatever it is sheâs thinking.
âAnd?â
She bites her lip. Takes a deep breath. Looks anywhere with me. Finally, with her eyes squeezed shut, she blurts, âIâve never had anal sex before.â
I give her an amused look. Thatâs what has her so worked up? God, this woman. âDo you want to?â
âMaybe. Yes? I think so.â
I nod, kissing her inner thighs. âThatâs not exactly something you just jump straight into. It takes some adjusting.â
âIâve done some training.â She squirms again. âAnd I liked the way it felt. But Adam never wanted to . . .â She looks down at her hands. âYou know.â
I smirk. Sheâs so fucking cute when sheâs flustered. âStick it in there?â
She groans, covering her face with her hands. âDonât laugh.â
âOh, Iâm not laughing.â I grab her legs and pull her to the edge of the bed. âLift your hips for me, sweetheart.â
She does, and I slide her panties off, throwing them to the floor. Then I spread her legs and dive in.
âWhat are you doing?â she gasps, grabbing onto my hair.
âGetting you relaxed,â I murmur into her. âAnd getting a better taste of you than what I got this morning.â
She moans, falling back onto her elbows. It doesnât take her long before all sheâs saying is my name, over and over again, with increased intensity. Finally, when I suck her clit into my mouth, she cries out. She tries to buck her hips, but I keep them firmly pinned to the bed.
âHow are you so good at this?â she whispers.
I donât answer, sliding into her as far as I can go. Then I move down to her other hole and circle it with my tongue. She jumps at the new sensation, moaning when I give her a lick.
When I stand, she watches me as I head over to my nightstand and pull something out. When I turn, her eyes are on the butt plug in my hand.
âYouâre going to wear this through dinner,â I tell her. âAnd then while we fuck you senseless afterward.â
She nods enthusiastically, sitting up.
âGet on your hands and knees.â
She does, putting her ass on display for me. I grab some lube, using plenty of it before I slide the plug into her a bit.
âTake deep breaths for me, sweetheart, and relax.â
She obeys, moaning as the plug fills her. I let her adjust for a second, squeezing her ass cheeks.
âHow does it feel?â
âGood,â she whispers.
Perfect.