Chapter 11
Blissful Masquerade: A Dark Why Choose Romance (Ruthless Desires Book 1)
I DONâT want to bring Oliver with me.
Other than what a friend was able to dig up for me, this Adam guy is a mystery to us. He seems harmless, but I could be wrong. And I hate the thought of dragging Oliver into a situation without knowing what weâre walking into.
But when I head downstairs, heâs already waiting by the door, tucking his gun into the waistband of his jeans before shrugging on his black hoodie.
I sigh. Maybe itâs for the best. He wonât sleep until I get back, anyway.
We climb into my truck, but I donât start it. Thereâs something Iâve needed to say all day, but I havenât been able to get him alone.
When he sees my face, he runs a hand through his hair. âPlease tell me you havenât been beating yourself up about this all day. Youâve been doing better, Rhett. It was just one slip-up.â
Of course heâs able to figure it out that quickly. When youâve been with someone for over ten years, you learn them inside and out.
My knuckles turn white as I grip the steering wheel. âI donât want to have slip-ups. You bothâall three of youâdeserve better.â
âFuck,â he mutters. Then he leans over the console and grabs my face in his hands. âYou were trying to protect her, okay? I shouldnâtâve told her Iâd be heartbroken if she decided not to stay. You were right to call me out on my bullshit.â
Not by snapping at you, I almost yell. But that would defeat the purpose of this already-failed attempt at an apology. âI shouldnâtâve done it like that,â I grit out. âAnd Iâm sorry.â
He touches his forehead to mine. âApology accepted. Iâm not holding it against you.â
Part of the knot in my chest unravels, but my skin still feels vulnerable and prickly. I press my lips to his before turning on the truck and pulling out of the garage.
When I pull up a couple of blocks away from Adamâs house, I let out a breath. Almost there.
âYou good?â Oliverâs hand covers mine over the gearshift.
I work my jaw. Tighten my fist and then unclench it. âJust donât let me kill him.â
He nods, and we start moving, hoods up. The snow crunches under our boots, and I keep my breaths even. When we get to his street, I pull on my gloves.
Just stick to your list. Hurt him enough that heâll never dare to touch anyone else again. And then get the fuck out.
His front door is locked, but I kick it down with ease, gun in hand. Heâs in the front room, sitting in an old armchair, an open bottle of whiskey next to him. One of his hands is clutching a gun thatâs pointed straight at my head.
âGet out,â he yells, standing. âOr Iâll shoot!â
Oliver swears behind me, and I hear the shot before itâs even registered in my mind that heâs jumped in front of me.
Panic seizes my chest until I see Adam stumble backward, clutching his arm. Blood soaks his sleeve.
Shit. The neighbors definitely heard that.
âFreddyâs on tonight,â Oliver says, watching as Adamâs knees hit the floor. âThereâs no way he wonât be the one who gets called to the scene.â
âGood.â That gives us more time.
Grabbing Adamâs gun from the floor where he dropped it, I eject the magazine and check the chamber. Both empty. What an idiot.
âIâll watch the door,â Oliver says, grimacing at it. My kicking it down completely ruined it and the doorjamb.
At least it was cathartic.
I grab Adam by his hair and drag him into the back of his house. The kitchen is tiled, so itâll be easier for whoever has to clean up the blood than the wooden floors of the front room.
I haul him up, tossing him onto the counter. Dirty dishes clatter, and I hear a few break, but I donât care. I rip off his belt, tying it around his arm. I didnât drive all the way over here just for him to pass out from blood loss.
âPlease donât hurt me,â Adam sobs. âI have a girlfriend. Her name is Wren. She wonât be able to live without me, sheâll be soââ
I punch him in his stupid mouth, and his head slams into a cabinet. âYou really donât recognize me, do you?â
âNo! I swear, I have no idea who you are or what you want. Iâll do anything. Do you want money? Drugs? Iâve got both upstairs.â
âI want you out of this city.â
âPlease, man. I canât leave. Iâve got family here.â
âDonât care.â I punch him again, my fist connecting with his jaw, and he slumps to the floor.
He lets out a pathetic groan as I hear the first sirens.
I crouch next to him, grabbing his chin and pulling his face to mine. âIâve decided to go easy on you tonight. But if youâre still here by the end of the week, Iâll make your life a living nightmare.â
âThis is going easy?â he sputters. Blood is dripping from his mouth, and he coughs, spraying my face.
âYou have no idea,â I grit out. The things I could do to this punkâbut I canât. Freddyâs power is limited, and he can only help us get away with so much.
âIâll leave,â he croaks. âJust donât hurt me anymore.â
I release him, and his head hits the ground when he doesnât catch himself. With a disgusted glare, I kick him in the stomach once. And then againâfor good measure.
I grab his keys from my pocket and throw them on the floor. I already wiped my prints off them and took Wrenâs key off the ring.
Adam groans. âHow did you get these? Who the fuck are you?â
I ignore both of his questions. âGood luck finding your car. Heard it got towed. Canât remember where to, though.â
With that, I head back out front. Freddy is just stepping inside, the lights of his car flashing red and blue from the street.
âWe were never here,â I tell him, and he nods. Then I grab Oliver, and we disappear out the back door.
WHEN WE GET home, the kitchen light is on. The second I step through the garage door, I see Elliot sitting at the counter and Wren pacing the room in nothing but an oversized T-shirt.
She turns to me, and her eyes go wide. âOh my god.â
Guess I didnât get all the blood off my face.
For a moment, her feet are frozen to the floor, like sheâs holding herself back from something. Then sheâs running toward me, flinging her arms around my neck.
I grunt from the impact, wrapping my arms around her waist. âIâm okay, sweetheart.â
âWait, whereâs Oliver?!â she says in a panicked voice, pulling away and searching behind me. Her fingers grab onto my jacket, fisting the fabric tightly.
I look out into the dark garage. When I got out of the truck, he was on the phone with Freddy, explaining what really happenedâeven though the truth will never appear in the papers tomorrow.
He emerges from the darkness, grinning. âIâm fine, princess. Not even a scratch.â
Wren relaxes into me.
âWhy are you guys still up?â I inhale the sweet scent from her shampoo, and instantly my heart feels calmer.
âSheâs still Adamâs emergency contact in his phone. Got a call saying he was on the way to the hospital, barely conscious.â Elliot runs a hand over his face, trying to rub his tiredness away. âShe put the pieces together pretty easily. Smart girl.â He gives her a proud smile, which she returns.
âHow did the authorities get called so quickly?â Elliot stands with a yawn.
âHe had a gun pointed at Rhett. I shot him.â
Elliot freezes. âWhat?â
Wrenâs arms tighten around me as she lets out a startled noise.
âIt was empty,â I say. âThe dumb fuck probably didnât even know how to load it.â
Elliot grips the counter. âNever again, Rhett. Next time, do the proper fucking recon.â
I donât look at him. Canât. The terror in his voice is too much, and I know itâs written all over his face, too.
âPlease,â he says, and Iâm pretty sure his voice almost breaks.
I swallow. âNever again.â
Wren shoves away from me. I feel empty without her against my chest, but I let her go. She glares up at me, and not in a playful way. My heart fucking stops when I see the tears in her eyes.
No. No, please, not you.
âIf you wouldâve asked, I couldâve told you he has a gun. And that he only got it to brag about it.â She shoves her finger at my chest. âHe doesnât know how to use itâalthough he thinks he does.â
I just watch her, relief flooding my chest. She doesnât hate me. Itâs the opposite. She cares too fucking much, just like I do.
âHey.â Oliver steps forward, pulling her into his arms. âWeâre okay. Heâs safe.â
âBarely,â she murmurs, sniffling.
I reach for her hand, and she lets me hold it. God, sheâs shaking. But she pulls me closer, and I wrap my arms around both of them. In an instant, Elliot is on the other side of them, mirroring my movements. He leans his forehead against Oliverâs with a relieved sigh.
But then Wren tenses, and her breaths turn shallow and panicked. We pull away, giving her some space.
âWhat if you go to prison?â she wails, looking between me and Oliver. Her tears finally spill over. âYou canât go to prison!â
We all bust out laughing. Oh, sheâs cute.
âNot happening, princess. Donât worry about it.â
She frowns, looking between the three of us. âWhat did you guys say you do for work again?â
âWe didnât,â I say firmly. âAnd itâs staying that way. For now.â
She huffs, but when Oliver kisses her, she pulls away with a tired smile.
âYeah, you need sleep.â Elliot scoops her up into his arms, and she laughs. âFor real this time.â
He kisses Oliver, and then me. Wren watches us with a soft expression on her face. Happiness? Contentment? Compersion? I canât quite place it.
She looks at me, stretching upward, and I press my lips to hers. Then, with a whispered, âGoodnight,â from her, Elliot carries her upstairs.
I lean against the counter, closing my eyes. The entire drive home, I was able to listen to Oliverâs voice as he made a series of phone calls. But now itâs silent, and thereâs nothing to distract me from my thoughts.
What wouldâve happened if Adam had known how to work that gun? If Oliver hadnât reacted so quickly? Iâm not conceited, but I know what would happen to Oliver and Elliot if I got killed. And it wouldnât be pretty.
And now, Wren. She looks at me with the same amount of passion I feel toward her, but for some reason, sheâs holding back. It makes my chest feel weird.
I hear the sink turn on.
âCâmere. Iâm getting that blood off your face.â Oliver runs a paper towel under the water.
I move toward him, letting him scrub at my face until heâs satisfied.
âHand, too,â he says, grabbing mine before I can tell him no.
He washes away the blood and cleans the cuts on my knuckles. I hiss when he pours rubbing alcohol over them.
âWhen was the last time you slept?â he asks without looking at me.
Iâve had terrible insomnia for years. Itâs helpful considering the weird hours we end up working, but I do tend to crash at the most inopportune times.
âI donât know.â I rub my face with my free hand. âWednesday night? Thursday morning?â Tuesday afternoon. And only for a couple of hours.
âYou need to sleep.â
âNot tired.â
âWell, youâre laying down with me. Because I donât want to be alone tonight.â
Translation: I panicked when I saw a gun pointed at your head, and I need you close to me.
I nod. He and Elliot are my rock. Have been for years. So when I get a chance to be there for them, I refuse to let them down. Forget that being vulnerable with someone makes my skin prickle and my stomach turn. Theyâre the two most important people in my life, and Iâd do anything for them.
âWhatever you need, O. Whatever you need.â