Chapter 1
Blissful Masquerade: A Dark Why Choose Romance (Ruthless Desires Book 1)
IâM DESPERATE.
And a little crazy.
Thatâs the only explanation for the giddy feeling in my stomach when a familiar black SUV pulls into the parking lot. Why else would Fridays become my favorite day just because I get to see them?
Not that Iâd ever do anything about it. Thatâs a little too out of my comfort zone.
âHere they come.â Ava elbows me, and I almost spill the coffee Iâm making. âOhhh, book boy looks especially nice today.â
Groaning, I throw a lid onto the coffee cup, setting it on the pickup counter. âOrder for Brooke,â I call out.
Iâm about to turn away, but just then, he steps through the front door. Tall, well-built, and with eyes that pierce the soul. And heâs looking right at me.
Butterflies fill my stomach. Elliot is one of the three men who meets here every Friday morning for coffee. Theyâre always dressed in sharp suits, almost too perfect to be real.
Over the months, Ava and I have caught them staring at me on more than one occasion. But Elliot is the one I talk to the most.
He approaches the counter, his friendsâor coworkers, or whateverâbehind him. âGood morning, Wren. Ava. Have a good week?â
I canât help but blush under his gaze. Heâs looking at me expectantly, like he wants a real answer, not a fake, âOh, it was fine.â
Still, thatâs exactly what I tell him. Itâs a lieâmy week was filled with too many encounters with my ex-boyfriend from hell. But that seems a little too deep and messy to explain to Elliot.
So I take their orders, noticing the way he narrows his eyes at my lie.
Was I really that obvious?
But he doesnât say anything about it. Instead, he leans against the counter while I start working on their drinks. âReading anything interesting?â
I pause as my smile fades. Every week, he asks me that exact question, and I always have an enthusiastic answer for him. Reading is my favorite pastime, and I usually average one or two books a week.
âI . . . well, I didnât really have time to read this week.â
He frowns, but not in a disappointed way. If Iâm not mistaken, thereâs concern etched into his features. âToo busy?â
âSomething like that.â I avoid his gaze. Normally, reading is my escape. And I had plenty of time to read this weekâI just didnât have the mental energy.
Instead, I binged a new fantasy show every night until I fell asleep on the couch. Not the healthiest coping mechanism to deal with Adamâs constant texts and calls, but itâs not like itâll last forever.
And if it doesâor if he puts me in even the mildest of reading slumps, Iâll fucking kill him.
I just wish the asshole would take a fucking hint. You donât cheat on me and get away with it. I swear, good men only exist in books. Specifically, books written by women.
One of the other guysâOliver, the only one who doesnât take his coffee blackâcomes up beside Elliot. âWell, this guy had plenty of time to read. Whatâs that book you recommended to him? A Story of Two Cities? A Tale of Two Towns?â
As Oliver claps him on the back, Elliot grunts. âHow do you not know one of Dickensâ most popular books? We literally read it in high school.â With a grateful smile, he says, âWorth the reread.â
Grinning, Oliver says, âI know itâs A Tale of Two Cities, you fuckwit.â Then he turns to me and winks. âIâm just pulling his leg. Heâs too book smart for his own good.â
âSame with this one.â Ava steps up to the counter next to me, jabbing my arm before handing Oliver his coffee. âShe can recite historical facts in her sleep, but try to make a joke around her? Itâll go right over her head.â
âOh, shut up,â I mutter. That blush from earlier reappears, creeping over my cheeks. I turn away, finishing the two black coffees Iâm working on before handing them to Elliot.
He just gives me a soft smile. âI hope you find some time to read this week, Wren. I know it makes you happy.â
I open my mouth, searching for any words, but they all stay trapped in my throat. Itâs too overwhelmingâthe way heâs looking at me, the sincerity in his tone and his gaze. Like he actually cares.
Ava snorts, reaching up to close my jaw. âShe means thank you. Enjoy your drinks.â Then she pulls me into the back, shaking me. âHow did you ever manage to get a boyfriend?â
Blinking a few times, I glance back out front. Elliot is still standing at the counter, an amused smile playing across his face. God, it suits him well.
It takes me a few seconds before Iâm able to tear my gaze away from his. âI mean, none of the guys Iâve dated have actually been that great.â
Shaking her head, Ava sighs. âStill. Do you even know how to flirt?â
âUh . . . kinda?â
As she lets out a frustrated sound, she throws her hands up in the air. âHopeless. Youâre completely and utterly hopeless, Wren. Yet, somehow, it seems like all three of them have a crush on you.â
My eyes go wide. The amount of embarrassment I feel as Ava waggles her eyebrows at me is impossible to put into words. For a moment, I wish I could dissolve into the floor.
Is Elliot still watching? I hope not.
âI donât know about all of them. Rhett seems a bit standoffish.â
Ava frowns. âWhich one is he? Because the two we just talked to were perfectly friendly.â
âThe third one. Kinda brooding? You were offended last week when he didnât laugh at your joke.â
âOh, yeah, he is a little standoffish.â She taps her chin for a moment before shrugging. âWhatever. I still think you should invite book boy to the ball tonight. Iâll happily give up my ticket if it means you getting laid.â
âShut up,â I grit out, glancing at the three men. Theyâre at their usual table in front of the windows. Thankfully, that should mean theyâre out of earshot.
Originally, I was supposed to be going to the Valentineâs Day masquerade ball with Adam. But when I broke up with him a few weeks ago, he gave me his ticket back.
But of course, he couldnât just give it back. He had to throw in something about how he thought the thing was âstupidâ and he âdidnât even want to go in the first place.â
Still, Ava happily volunteered to fill his spot as my date, and sheâs been talking about it every day for weeks. Iâm not taking this night away from her.
âNo,â I say. âItâs Valentineâs Day. And Iâm not letting you sit at home alone. You need to find a pretty girl to take home.â
She only glares at me for a second before relenting. âFine.â
My eyes wander back to the three men lounging in leather chairs and sipping their coffees. Rhettâs cool gaze meets mine, and I freeze. He may be across the shop, but it feels like heâs stolen the air straight from my lungs.
A faint smile crosses his lipsâso faint Iâm sure Iâm imagining itâbefore I turn back to Ava.
I take a deep breath. Maybe Ava is right. If I canât even handle a man looking at me, I must really need some action in the sex department.
âJust promise me youâll try to find someone tonight. I donât want you to go home alone. That would be so sad.â She gives me one of her signature I-know-whatâs-best-for-you looks.
Inwardly, I wince. Because that was exactly my planâhave fun tonight, go home alone, and fall into bed. The idea of going home with a stranger isnât appealing to me, especially since thatâs how I ended up with Adam.
And I canât have a repeat of our relationship. I just canât.
Ava shoves me. âPromise me, Wren.â
Rolling my eyes, I say, âFine. I promise Iâll try.â