Chapter 18
A Beta Before An Alpha
Lauren's Point of ViewI wake again to a knock at my door. I look at my clock, and it says 10:26am. âCome in," I call. Zac opens the door.âMy poor sleepy girl,â he coos.âI came home for some paperwork and this was going off in the living room couch,â he says and hands my phone to me. Isee Peggy just tried to call me.âMmm Thanks, babe. I never sleep this late, it's the shirt," I admit. He looks down to see I'm wearing his shirt.âI didn't know you wanted to wear it. That's hot as f**k,â he says, with a growl.âCome give me a cuddle before you go," I ask sweetly. He pops off his shoes and gets into bed. For the first time ever, hegets under the blankets with me. I'm always properly clothed, and the one time I'm in a t-shirt and nothing else, he getsunder the blankets?âYm not completely decent, just a warning I admit. I'm more than fine with it, but I still think I should warn him.âWhat do you mean? I saw you had shorts on earlier,â he asks.âI took them off.âHe's already under the blankets with me, and he looks at me, with surprise.âAre you joking?"I shake my head and chuckle. He obviously didn't know how to take my answer with a giggle, because his hand moves tomy waist, and he slowly moves down to my hips to feel for shorts but doesn't feel a waistband. He pulls his hand away.âWhy aren't you wearing your shorts anymore?â He asks, breathing a little heavier.âWell this shirt had your warmth and smell on it, and I wanted it to touch every bit of my body, so I took off everything Iwas wearingâ I admit.âEverything?â He asks. I nod, and he lets out a raspy, âF**kâ We were laying on our sides, facing each other, and with thatbit of information, he falls to his back and covers his face.âYou're killing me, baby," he breathes out. I fight the urge to wiggle closer and wrap my arms around him. Instead, I reachan arm out and grab his hand.âSorry, I whisper.âYou give me cuddles all the time, and never come under the blankets. I've always dressed appropriately so you could tobut today with the shirt, I got carried away. Sorry, 1 didn't mean to make you feel like this," I apologize.âI just led a few warrior classes and it was freezing out. I thought I would warm up for a minute. Don't be sorry,â he answewithout looking at me.â50 you're not wearing anything? Like not even panties?â He asks, with a tortured look on his face.âWhy don't 1 just put some on really quickly, and then we can cuddleâ I offer. He groans again and points to his erection.âNo cuddling happening right now,â he adds. I was already turned on. I'm always friggin turned on, but seeing him soturned on by me, without even touching me, and just by the thought of my nakedness is making it worse.âZac... you're turning me on... a lot,â I confess with laboured breathing.Zac looks at me, and when our eyes meet, it's as if there is nothing holding us apart. I'm not sure who was the first persoto move but we find ourselves kissing. I'm moaning and he's groaning. It's hot and fast, and there's an urgency to it. I canfeel how much he needs me, and I'm sure he can feel the same from me. I feel his hand on my outer thigh, and it slowlymoves up, and soon he has a hand grasping my bare a*s. He groans, and squeezes it. I pull him on top of me and, he'slaying in between my legs, his elbows holding himself up. I'm rolling my hips into his erection, and it feels so good. Hestops and pulls back.âF**k... F**k.. Your bare p***y is against me right now. Lauren, if you want to stop this, tell me to leave right now. I donâthave the strength to move away from you on my own,â he says while panting. His dark brown eyes now black.âDon't go," I plead. âI want you so bad. I'm tired of having showers, instead of you," I pant.âF*kI" He hisses. He comes back down and kisses me hard. I start pulling his shirt off, so he breaks away to pull it over hihead. He comes back down to kiss me, and I start unbuckling his belt. He stops kissing my lips and then moves to my necmy weak spot.I forget about the jean buckle, because it requires too much concentration. I can't even think straight so I pull him closer,grinding into him harder. 'm moaning and I'm so wet. I'm probably making a mess of his jeans. Maybe I should care, but Idon't.He pulls away and starts to lift his shirt off of me. When it's off, he takes a second to look me over. He licks his lips, âYou'sf*+++g perfect,â he breathes. He gives me a quick kiss, and then makes his way to my neck. One hand is rubbing one of mbreasts, and he keeps kissing down until heâs kissing my other. Taking my n****e in his mouth, licking, flicking, kissing ancsucking gently.âZAC,â I moan. He kisses his way to the other side and continues his magic. I look down at him, and it's an erotic sight. Iwant him in a way that's so carnal.I want him inside of me now. I need him there.âPlease, I need you, Zac," I pant. âI'm ready," I beg.He lets out a growl, and he starts kissing lower, and lower. Until I feel his soft warm tongue on my core.âYou're 50 wet for me Lauren. f**k, you taste good," He groans, and he continues his assault on me. I'm so turned on, it toabout 30 seconds before I'm warning him,âZac... baby, I'm going to come,â I moan, and an 0****m rips through my body. I have my hands in his hair, as I come. It hitme hard, sending shockwaves of pleasure through my body. I take a second to catch my breath, and Zac starts kissing upmy body.When he gets to my face, he gives me a kiss and smiles.âWatching you moan my name, and feeling your p**y clench around my finger like that... was the hottest moment of mylife,â he says. I smile and catch my breath.âJust wait," I say, as I push him off me, and on to his back. I might be a virgin, but I have done this part before. I kneelbetween his legs and finish unbuckling his pants. 1 wiggle them off his muscular thighs. Then 1 start pulling his boxer brieoff.âWow!â is all I can say. I take a second to look over his glorious body. It's perfection. I really love that he has a little chesthair, I find it so sexy.I lean down on top of him, rubbing my hard n*****s against his body as I move up to kiss his lips. He groans, and his hancsoon make their way to them. I start to kiss and lick his neck, and very slowly start to move down, giving little nips whenfeel the urge. By the sounds he's making, he's enjoying every second of it. I keep kissing and licking down, inching closerand closer. I feel him breathing harder, and panting.When 1 hit his hip I see his head come off the bed, looking down at me. I look up, smirking. I pause. Then I lick my lips.before I lick up his shaft. He hisses, and I see his chest rising and falling even quicker now. I grab him, and lick the tip anâMmm,â when I taste his pre-cum.âHoly s**t, Lauren,â he pants. I can't help but smile at him, I tease him a little more before I take him into my mouth.âLauren, you have to stop. I'm going to come,â he says as he puts his hands under my arm and pulls me up.âl wasn't done,â I smile mischievously. He kisses me and rolls me over, so heâs on top.âl wanna f**k you without a condom,â he pants.âI've always been safe before,â he adds and I nod.âI can pull out if you want,â he asks.âI don't care. You can come inside if you want," I say and the thought has me panting.âF**ki The things you do to me woman,â he says. He lowers himself and uses his hand to guide himself to me. Just as the tgrazes my opening, I let out a moan, but then I stop him.âJust, take it easy," I say as I nibble my lower lip.âAre you...2" He asks brows furrowed.âA virgin? Yeah," I answer. He looks at me wide-eyed.âReally? You seemed so confident, I'm glad you told meâ he smiles broadly at me. âI'll be gentle. It'll hurt at first, but we'lltake our time,â he assures me.He starts kissing me, and I can feel him push into me slowly. He's big, and it hurts. It feels like it's burning. I wince at thepain.âTake a deep breath. Don't tense up,â he says. I force myself to breathe, and then he moves in a little more. Finally, hestops.âYou're so tight, and it feels so good,â he groans. He starts kissing me, then my neck. I let him know when he can start tomove again; he's being so gentle and taking it slow. It still hurts but the pain seems to be fading. Soon enough, the pain ireplaced with pleasure. It feels good, so I start rocking my hips with him.âDoes it hurt??â He asks.âNo, it feels good.âHe started going a little faster, and he's groaning and cursing.âYour p***y is so tight and wet," his deep voice groans. Is there anything more erotic than hearing someone talk about yobody like that? I'm panting harder, and his hand moves in between us, and he starts rubbing circles on my clit. I'm so closâIl want to feel your p***y clenching on me. I want you to come,â his husky voice says and I nod.âDon't stop,â I demand.Soon I'm warning him, âI'm going to... Zac! Zac!â I cry out. I get lost in an earth-shattering 0****m, and Zac soon follows m:âf**k, Lauren,â he grunts as he comes undone inside of me. We spend a minute still attached, before he gets off, and laysbeside me.âI can't believe we did that, and I can't believe how good it was," he says through pants.âI didn't know s* could feel like that. 'm addicted to you,â he says, with a smile. I roll to my side and steal a little kiss.âI love you,â he says while holding my gaze.âI love you. I didnât know what to expect exactly, but it blew my expectations,â I smile and he smiles broadly at myconfession.âI don't want this to come out the wrong way, but I didn't think you were a virgin. I thought when we first met that it waspossible, but living together, I saw a different confident, really forward and flirtatious side of you that I thought had tomean you had to have experience. And then in bed, until you told me that you were, I thought you seemed to know exactwhat you were doing, and you seemed so confident,â he confesses.âHave you been thinking about my virtue all this time?â He nods. âWhy didn't you just ask? I wasn't embarrassed about itHe shrugs, âI don't know, it seemed like I would have been crossing a line? There seems to be this expectation within pacthat the she-wolves should be virgins, and it's fine if the men aren't. ll admit, it ate me up a little bit thinking aboutanyone having you like this. 1 also told myself I didn't have the right to feel that though because I wasn't a virgin. I wish Iwould have waited for you though,â he admits.âWell, I'm glad that you see the hypocrisy in the expectation. I almost did once, we did other stuff, but it felt wrong Iadmit.âThis felt so right though,â I smile.â50 right... Is that your phone?â Zac asks. I can hear a quiet buzzing, and I start looking through the blankets. I grab it andanswer,Me: âHello!âPeggy: âHey darlinâ, how are you doing? I came up to your place, but you weren't there. I was worried about you.Me: Oh, I'm fine. I'm at Zac's.Peggy: Ah I see. You two are getting pretty close, aren't you?Me: He's actually my second chance mate.Peggy: No! Are you serious? I'm so happy for youtMe: Thanks, Peggy.Peggy: He's a good egg, that one.Me: [I chuckle.] I agree. So why were you looking for me? Everything okay with Leon, your brother?Peggy: Oh yes, he's doing fine. We actually had a pipe burst in the washroom. It should be fixed by dinner time, but theproper clean-up won't be rushed. I wanted to let you know you'd have no water for the day, and also 'm closed for thenight.Me: Geez, well that's too bad about the pipe. I'm glad itll be a quick fix. I'll see you tomorrow then. If you need anything,give me a call.Peggy: Will do darlinâ Ta-Ta for now.âI don't have to work tonight, pipe burst,â I explain.âMmm, I like the sound of that," he says as he pulls me in, and kisses me. I toss my phone and sink into his embrace,smiling.âI need you again,â he says, his eyes black with lust. 1 smile and kiss him back with the same urgency, and it's not longbefore he's buried deep inside of me again.I fall on top of Zac's sweaty body. I rode him until we both found our end. It's almost 1 pm, and we've been going at it sin10:30 since Zac woke me up a few hours ago. This was our 4th or maybe 5th round. We can't keep our hands off of eachother. âI don't ever want to stop being inside of you,â he huffs and I smile.âWe need to stop to refuel though. I'm starving," I admit, as I lift my body off of his, and lay beside him.âMe too, actually. I'll take a quick shower and run down and get us some lunch," he offers. He gives me a kiss, and groanshe gets out of bed, and walks out of my room a*s naked.âI hate to see you go, but I LOVE to see you walk away," I holler, and he lets out a throaty laugh.I hear the shower in his room turn on, and I decide I should wash some of this sweat and s*x off of me too. I jump up andhead to his shower. I open his shower door, he smiles and pulls me in.âI was missing you,â he whispers. âYou were gone for 1 minute I smile.âI don't know how I'll manage to go to work all day... Wait. s**t, I was supposed to be working today, I had classes to lead.s**t. I even closed all mind-linkâ He admits, with a laugh, and then I can tell he's probably mind-linking someone.After a minute, he looks down at me and smiles. âI'm covered for the rest of the day, now."âGood,â I say as I hug him. He hugs me back, and then grabs the shampoo and starts washing my hair. I grab the body soaand start to lather him up. It didn't take long before I was pinned against the shower wall, and we were going at it again.When we get out of the shower, Zac wraps me up in a towel and then wraps himself in one. He grabs another towel andstarts drying off my hair, and his lips find my neck. He's kissing me, and it feels so good! I lean back into him.âStop, before we're at it again, and miss lunch,â I say, with laboured breathing. He pulls away and looks up, and we'relooking at each other through the mirror. He smiles, and gives me a kiss on my head, âI'll go now before I get distractedagain,â he smirks. We leave his bathroom, and when I g0 to leave his bedroom, he stops me.âNo stay in here,â he says and points to his bed.âI donât have clothes in here," I remind him.He pulls me into his closet, âI want to see you in nothing but my clothes today,â he smiles. I chuckle but oblige him. I grabsweatshirt and slip it on. It's so big, it's like a dress on me. He grins while he gets dressed. When Zac leaves I make my waback into my room and bathroom and grab a brush, and brush my hair, and then put a braid in it, so it's out of the way. Ibrush my teeth and put some deodorant on. When I hear the front door, I rush back to his room, and fling myself into bectrying to not laugh. He comes into his room with 2 bags.âWhat'd ya get?" I smile. He sits and starts opening the bags. He's got sandwiches, bananas, apples, cookies, chips,Gatorade and water.While he was eating a banana, I made sure he knew proper banana-eating etiquette. He looked at me like I was crazy wheI said that.âWhen you eat a Banana in front of other people. Never make eye contact with anyone," I laughed.He still didnât get it. I demonstrated how the second you make eye contact, it looks completely s****I, and he was roaringWe're always laughing about something, I love that about us. When we've had our fill, we cuddle up in bed and talk aboutthe smallest of things, but it's fun and perfect. After an hour or so, we made love once more before falling asleep togethewas sore, but I wanted him so much, it didn't matter. The pleasure outweighed the pain.