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Chapter 18

A new friend?

A new friend ship or a hidden love {jeff x reader}

Sense James came around i've been in a better mood.I have very little sadness, but I still scratch a little.All of my other friends are happy to see me in a better mood.

What sucks is I have very little memory of my old friends.Mom really doesn't notice, tho it seems like her and Kristin have been into a fight.

I woke up with a text from James.'Morning silly.'I rolled my eyes."Why do you call me this?"

I texted back 'Hi you silly dork'.

'Want to get the gang together to hang out today?'I thought.I want to, but I don't feel up to it.

'Sorry, I can't.'

'Want me to come over for a sec?'

'Only for a sec.'I got up and dressed.Brittani never lightens up.She is always rude.Kristin came up to me and put makeup on my arms to hide the marks.I changed my clothes and put my hair pin in my hair.I put my necklace from.....someone on.I hid my pasta necklace in my shirt.

I put my ring on, and bracelets, that's when there was a knock down stairs.I walked down there and see James."Hey silly."

"Hey.Why do you call me that by the way?"We walked in and went to my room."I actually don't know."We laughed.He looked at my arm.I looked at him weird.

"What?"

"Why is makeup on your arm.I see a big bunch in the middle of your arm."Kristin must have rushed.I thought of a lie real quick.

"Oh I put my arm down by the sink while Kristin was pitting makeup on and I must have got some on me."He nodded.I smiled.Snow ran up to me and jumped into my arms.

"Wow your getting heavy."She's almost full grown.I feel like I want to cry.I put her on the leash."Want to go out for a walk with us?"

"Sure."We walked out and went for a walk to the park.

We got there and I took her leash off, and we sat on the bench talking.I felt like we were being watched, but he didn't feel anything, so I dropped it.

Snow came back to us and I put her on a leash, and we walked back home.While we were heading home, we ran into Maddy.Lucy almost over powered Maddy to get to Snow and me.I giggled as Snow tried picking up the pase.

"Hey Maddy."

"Hey (Y/n).I see Snow's happy to see me, other then you."

"Same for Lucy and you."I loved on Lucy while Maddy loved on Snow.

"Hey Maddy."She looked up at James.He rarely talked to her.I wonder why.

"Hey James.Why are you now talking?"He shrugged his shoulders.I giggled at them.Lucy started to play with Snow.Then Maddy had to go.I told her bye and Lucy to.She sayed bye back.James awkwardly said bye like he said hi and Maddy said bye back and walked off.

"Why are you so awkward around her?"

"I don't know.She gives me a weird vibe."

"She is great.I don't know what you feel, but I think your a dork if you feel weird around her.She's friendly, and everything."He rolled his eyes then we saw someone running down the side walk, if James wouldn't have pulled me, I would have been nocked over.

"Hey buddy, please watch where your going."The guy kept running."I think he had earbuds in James."I pulled his arm and we continued our walk to my house.Once we got home he told me bye and ran home.I waved bye then walked in.

I released the hound once we got inside, and my phone went off from Masky.I went into my room and answered it."What's up Mask?"

"When are you coming, there is a bunch of new pastas."

"I can't get away for right now.Everyone is carefully watching me ever sense I started crying out of no where."He looked at me worriedly.I looked back.

"Alright.We miss you."

"I miss y'all to.I have to go, bye."

"Bye."I got off and went into Kristin's room.Snow stays by my side."Hey sis do you have a minute."

"Yeah."I walked in and shut the door after Snow.I locked the door and started crying.

"I'm horrible."

"Why?"She rapped her arms around me.

"I can't remember my old friends, I forgot their names, everything.I'm horrible.I mean, I remember Sadie, but the others."I cried harder.

"Its not your fault.It's ok, i'm here for you."I hadn't slept well ever sense my memories of those friends started slipping.I sat on the bed with her.She laid us down, me still in her arms and she turned a movie on in her room and I passed out with me in her arms, and Snow's head on my belly.

Kristin's P.O.V

I feel horrible.She is happy, but she's even worst now that mom made her forget.I told her never to do it again.Now she feels like a horrible person for forgetting them all.

I sat her down and watched a movie me and her love.She passed out with her dog and me.I wish mom would of left her alone.If she opens her locket she'll see them all.

I know in my heart they will, or are, pastas.She needs to go and see them.I need to tell Slender.

I thought hard and I connected with him and told him everything.He said he would tell Ben, and any pasta she knew in her actual life, but if they are there and don't know she's the missing pasta, we won't tell her till they meet her.

I need to give her those memories.But, mom won't let me.All I can do is care for her.I got up and walked down there, and let her take a nap.

I got down there and confronted mom."Mom she now thinks shes horrible for forgetting her friends, yes you made her happy, but also worst."

"I didn't do shit Kristin!"

"Girls what's wrong?"

"Dad, mom made (Y/n) worst.Yeah shes happy, but shes even worst.She believes shes the worst person on the planet for forgetting her friends.I feel horrible, and all I can do is comfort her, not tell her the truth, and try to stop her from crying even more.Do you even know she barely gets any sleep because of this.She doesn't sleep, always cries.She hates feeling like this!And i'm blaming you mother!You shouldn't have never made her forget!"

"Let the damn brat feel that way.Look i'm hurt to, but i'm not crying all the time over Randy.Plus, she can't really fight back with my yelling.She just sits there, yeah its funner with her reacting, but sometimes she just sits there."

"Honey, did you really make her forget?"

"Yeah.I wanted our daughter back, I didn't know she was like this."

"She comes to me crying almost every night.She only trusts me.I'm the only woman in this damn house she can talk to.I told you I would be pissed next time you did this to her.Yeah now shes sleeping, but when she wakes up I have to make sure shes ok."Mom was holding her face with a few tears now hearing this about her.

"I thought she was always happy."

"She was."

"Woohoo, go Kristin.Make our mother cry."

"Oh shut it.Non of you tell her anything, if you do I will be even more pissed."I turned and went to leave then dad stopped me in the hallway.

"Kristin, why does she come to you?"

"Dad, she would always come to you and me.She never really trusted mom, or Brittani.Once you started working more, she only has me.She trusts me a lot.So she couldn't tell you.That's why she rarely talks to you about stuff like this.Now dad I need-"

"One more question."

"Yeah."

"Why did she cry so much when they were gone, but when she forgets them she gets worst."

"She loved them dad.With all of her heart, and still does."He nodded and I walked into me room.I smiled then saw her phone go off.It was a text from James.

'Hey, how are you, you seemed off this morning?'I texted back.

'Hey this is her sister, Kristin, shes fine.She's just tired.She's asleep right now.'

'Oh alright, can you tell her I was checking up on her?'

'Yeah.'

'Thanks.'

'Yep.'He stopped texting and I left her phone alone.

Sally's P.O.V

I'm dieing to meet her.But, I heard she isn't doing so well.I don't want her to get really sick.So I guess i'll just have to wait.

It's making me anxious I really don't want to wait.But, I am getting to know some of the other pastas better, like lost silver, and Sadie.Speaking of.

I ran into Sadie's room, but she isn't in there.I hear humming from the pastas room.

I went in there and saw Sadie holding a stuff animal and sitting on her bed.She was humming a song and had a note book open.I saw this room better now.The doors to the balcony was open, flowers there, pictures on the wall.Her room is beautiful.

I looked at Sadie, she had a tear roll down her cheek.I heard her whisper"Please come back soon."I felt bad.I crawled on the bed and laid next to her.She looked at me and wiped the tears."You love her don't you?"

"Very.Shes my best friend.You know, she loves all of us, even if she has met you yet.You know, shes fought Zalgo a few times, yeah she gets hurt, but she insists to fight.She strong, but sometimes I wonder, how strong she can be.I worry about her."

"Wow.She seems tough."I hugged her, and she nodded."Well come on, we need to have a playdate."I smiled and dragged her with me.

Reader's P.O.V

I woke up a little bit after my little nap.Kristin was in the shower, so I walked out.

Snow woke up and followed me, we went to my room and I shut the door, and locked it.I opened my locket and looked at the picture, it was all of us."Why can't I remember?"I looked at the picture, I pulled the other picture out looked at it then put it back up.I closed my locket.

My phone went off again, it was James.'Hey can we meet?I'm worried about you.'

I texted back.'Sure, but honestly i'm fine.'

'Park, nine a clock?'

'Why not.'I rolled over and took a shower.

I got out and put on a shirt that fit me like a glove, shorts, and some boots.I looked at the clock.It was eight thirty.

I looked at myself.Then Snow.I put her in a black dress.

I walked out the back door and started to the park.Snow was off her leash, so she stayed by my side.I got to the park at nine and I didn't see anyone.

"James?"I walked deeper into the park."James this isn't funny!"I was getting mad.I rolled my eyes and started walking out of the park.Snow stayed with me."Stupid guys, always breaking promises."I walked back home and into my room.James texted me as soon as I got home.'Sorry, I got caught up.'

'Your fine.Ttyl.Bye.'

'Wait.Look I am sorry.I mean it.'

'Going to bed, night.'

'Night I guess.'I laid there.Chey called me and I picked up.

"Hello."

"Hey.I was wondering, would you like to have a sleepover?"

"Sure.Where at?"

"Want to come over?"

"Sounds fun."

"See you in a bit."I got of and packed a bag for the sleepover and grabbed Snow.

We went over there and I told her everything."What a jerk."

"He asks me out there, then doesn't show up.Its like he wants me to get in trouble."

"Maybe he's telling the truth."

"Yeah.But, let's say forget boys, and have a girl night."

"Sounds fun.How about we go and get some ice cream."

"Ok."

"And if we see that jerk off a boy, he can suck it.Now let's see."She got up and pulled out a dress that looked like the night sky for the color.It was knee level, and she had a matching one, but red.I kept boots on, and she did the same.

"Alright.It's a simple dress, so now let's go out."I giggled and walked with her.Demon and Snow stayed in the room.

We went to and ice cream place and got some.I got (favorite flavor) on a cone.And she got hers.We joked around and I was having a great time.Then James came in.

"(Y/n), what are you doing here?"

"Hanging out with a friend.Got a problem with that James?Saying you blew me off."

"Believe me, it wasn't my-"

"Oh so now it's her fault.Come on (Y/n), lets go."I grabbed my phone and we left.

He was mad, but he should understand, he kept texting me, and calling.He was making me even more mad.

~~~~~~~~~~The next day~~~~~~~~~~

I read a text.'Yeah, I know I didn't show up, but it isn't your fault.I'm sorry.So sorry, can we just drop this.Please.'

'Sure, but don't think i'll just forget.'

'I know.Thank you.'

'Yeah.'

I showed Chey.She nodded, then we decided to go out again tonight.She said she had a surprise for me.With somewhat peace with James, and a great night, and a surprise with a great day I just can't wait.

Alright guys, the next chapter is going to have a little bit of a year jump.I'm going to make Jeff at least a lottle older, and it'll get better.Anyway this is all I have for now.Find your unicorn on your rainbow, and sending my love to you all.

Xoxo~ SakurasoHana.

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