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note:

as promiseddd. ayan totoo na siya, di na napindot😅

i'll try to update again tomo

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Pat

3:41 AM

Patricia:

why aren't you sleeping?

Jian:

sa plane na

Patricia:

bakit kasi babalik ka agad?

Jian:

i only asked for a leave for his birthday, ayaw nga dapat ako payagan kasi sobrang busy pa

Patricia:

😩

how are you feeling?

Jian:

can i be honest pat?

Patricia:

oo naman, kaya nga andito ako

whatever you say in here satin yun and i'll accept you

and guide you if i can

Jian:

I want to be happy for him pat

pero nangingibabaw yung feeling ng unfairness

gusto ko manumbat pero kanino?

sa sarili ko lang don kasi kasalanan ko 'to

pero kasi akala ko hihintayin niya ako e

kasi that's a promise between us

hihintayin ko siya lagi and ganon siya sakin

lagi naman ako nandiyan for him pero pat umalis lang ako saglit kasi nagkaproblema lang ako

Patricia:

continue lang

i'm reading everything

Jian:

but i understand, napagod na siguro siya

antagal din kasi

i was so scared to lose him kaya sobrang careful ko about it

in the end i still lost him

Patricia:

hey hindi naman ganon si andre

he wouldn't just leave you kasi may special someone na

Jian:

i know, pero i should also distance myself

hindi na pwede yung dati i know where to stand

kasi he has her, and i have to respect that

Patricia:

i don't know what to say anymore

i love you

and i'm proud of you kasi kahit anong situation never naclouded ng feelings mo yung decisions mo

Jian:

that's actually nothing to be proud of

that's basic decency but thank you pat

i love you too

Patricia:

i guess back to healing again?

Jian:

yes, keri ko na to

nagawa ko na nga nung una e

ako pa ba