17- Quiet as a Mouse

*Picture Reference: I have no words. They're so hot. Bye.*

**[A/N] #1: Hi there! Sorry about the really late update, I recently got like eight teeth taken out of my mouth because my mouth is too small! :( I'm in a lot of pain actually. Hope you like the chapter, read the second author's note at the end please! This is quite the sexual chapter. All the love.**

Elian's POV

After I reluctantly left Zane alone in my realm, I teleported back to the Alphas' pack grounds. Upon entering the pack house, I flew hastily up the stairs in search of the Alphas' bedroom with tears that threatened to spill out of my eyes. I soon entered the room and found the Alphas on the bed. Kasey was on his laptop and Kaspar was on the other side of the bed with a book in his hands. I was embarrassed that they caught sight of me in my weakest state and hurried to the attached bathroom and locked the door behind me.

I sunk down against the door and buried my face in my hands. I couldn't keep this secret within myself, I needed to tell someone. That wasn't the only reason why tears were streaming down my face. I was angry and furious that Stefan had the audacity to behave the way he did towards Zane. They were mates for crying out loud. Unfortunately for me, I tend to cry when I am infuriated with someone or something. My emotions take over my body and the only way I cope, is with tears.

Pretty petty, right?

"Eli, open the door baby! It's okay, whatever is wrong we can fix," Kasey yelled as his hands pounded on the door.

"I c-can't t-tell you," I sobbed out.

"You can trust us with your life, I am sure it is not that big of a deal. We've been through worse," Kaspar promised.

I stood up from my previous position and looked in the mirror. My eyes were bloodshot, a few strands of hair were sticking to my face due to my tears, and exhaustion was extremely evident throughout my face. I reached for a tissue, wiped my face, and gathered my hair into a small bun. I turned to my right and unlocked the door.

On the other side, were the Alphas with small smiles and worried expressions.

I offered a small smile and extended my arms to Kasey, he then scooped me up in his strong arms and held me close to him. The three of us made our way towards the bed. The twins were sitting opposite of me, ready for me to talk.

"What has made you upset?" Kaspar questioned.

I shook my head, "Everything. Everything that has been happening so far, the fires, Stefan's attitude towards Zane's death. And the fact the I have been hiding important things from the two of you. It makes me feel so guilty."

They nodded and waited for my confession.

I inhaled a big breath and exhaled, "Zane is alive."

"What?" They incredulously asked in unison.

"Nikolai came to him and threatened the pack if Zane didn't take his own life."

"What?"

"Stefan has also always been a horrible and abusive mate towards Zane."

"What?"

"What don't you get? I just told you the secrets that have been haunting me for the past week and all you have to say is 'What?'"

"Well, you have to understand that this is a lot to take in at the moment," Kaspar said, trying to reason with me.

"Well, take it in, digest it, and tell me that I am a lying and cheap mate like I deserve!" I demanded, because I deserved those harsh words.

I was supposed to be the mate that could be trusted, and I was exactly the opposite.

"No," they said as they shook their heads.

"No? I need you to be mad at me. Why are you always forgiving? Stop it."

Any other person would be relieved that their mates didn't care that they just lied to them but me. I needed a consequence or else I would never be able to forgive myself.

"Elian, what is wrong with you? Why can't you accept that we forgive you?!" Kasey asked.

"I need a punishment or else I'll never be able to forgive myself," I pleaded to the two of them.

Kaspar had placed his hands underneath my bottom and scooped me up into his arms once more, breathing in my scent from my neck.

"How about we reward you instead, mate?" He asked as he started to trail light kisses and bites down my neck.

"W-what?" I was confused at this point.

Kasey then released my bun so that my hair could flow easily as he ran his hands through it, "We're proud that you didn't hide anything from us, Eli. You could have kept this a secret, but you didn't."

I had wanted to fight back, pointing out that this was not how I planned the rest of the evening to go, but my mind was overclouded by the immense pleasure of having my hair being played with and trailing kisses going down my neck. This alone could have sent me into pure bliss.

When I quietly whimpered, Kaspar decided to pull me off of him and laid me down on the bed.

The twins hovered over me and as Kasey dominated me with his lips, Kaspar removed his clothing. Once everyone was naked and bare, they painfully teased me. Kaspar retreated to pecking and lightly placing love bites on my neck as Kasey played around with my perky buds.

"Stop with the teasing, p-please."

They both smirked and nodded.

"Are you sure, babe?" Kasey asked after he coated his fingers with a substance that was kept in a bottle.

"Yes!" I complained, needing them inside of me already.

Kasey chuckled and started to kiss the inside of my thighs. The lightest and smallest of pecks were pressed onto my body until one long finger entered my hole. It felt strange but I was easily distracted by Kaspar giving me lovebites on my neck.

Soon enough, there were two fingers in and it was a tad bit uncomfortable. I tried to get used to it and then one of the fingers barely grazed over something inside of me that had me gasping and trying to grind down on his fingers again.

"Can you put another in?" I shyly asked in embarrassment of not being experienced and he nodded.

Soon enough, I was rutting down on his four fingers a few seconds later, "Baby, you're doing so good for your Alphas."

"Nngh, I'm so c-close. I'm ready Alphas," I admitted and then I cringed as my hole was empty and cold again.

Kaspar passed Kasey the bottle of lube and Kasey coated his member with lube. He lined up with my hole and glanced at me.

"Ready mate?"

I fervently nodded and he pushed into me with one thrust. The feeling of being full was one that I had never experienced before in my life. It was quite indescribable. He was so big and filled me up, that I closed my eyes shut from the initial pain.

"Are you okay? We don't have to continue, it's okay to try another d-" Kasey rambled on and on.

I shook my head in reassurance and cut him off, "I suppose I just need a few moments. But, don't pull out, it's okay."

"So tight, baby. So tight and good for me," he mentioned as I told him to move a few moments later.

He started to thrust into me slowly and pressed against my prostate with every thrust, "H-harder and f-faster!"

I clutched onto the bed sheets beside me, but I still felt unsatisfied. Even with Kasey's large member in me, I still felt empty. I wanted Kaspar. I needed him. I'd truly be bonded with both mates at the same time.

"I need you Kaspar," I begged for him to be inside of me and he looked hesitant.

"Are you positive, Elian? It's going to hurt like a bitch," he cautioned, but I knew that he wanted this more than anything. And I was up for anything when it came to pleasing my mates.

"Y-yes, I'm ready."

He coated his member as well and when Kasey stopped thrusting into me, he slowly entered me as well. My eyes were glossy and I whimpered at how much I was being stretched at the moment. Kasey's four fingers were nothing compared to having both of my Alphas in me. A tear slipped down my cheek and Kaspar kissed it away. He wore a sad smile and was about to pull out when I yelled at him.

"Wait! Just move, please move."

They complied with my order and slowly thrusted in and out of me. I never felt so full in my life, it was pleasurable to the core. The sweat the covered me from head to toe was cold and refreshing when I was pressed against the two hot bodies. The Alphas moved inside of me, pressing against my prostate when the other couldn't.

"I'm c-close," I stuttered out when the Alphas groaned.

They both bent down to either side of my neck and licked a spot. Then, all of a sudden, two pairs of sharp fangs broke the skin of my neck and I arched my back and neck off of the bed. The amount of bliss and peacefulness I received from the bites sent me over the edge.

"Kaspar! Kasey!"

I came hard and long, breathing out heavily and moaning quietly as the Alphas dragged their tongues over their bites and came as well.

Kasey pulled out of me first and Kaspar shortly after. Even though I just wanted to sleep afterwards, I knew that I needed to bite each of them in return to seal the bond. I crawled over to Kaspar first and sat on his lap, ignoring the distinct burn from my bottom.

"It'll come naturally, don't worry," he reassured me and I nodded.

I pecked his neck and licked a small spot for some time. And then when I felt like I was ready, I opened my mouth and my eyes widened when I felt two teeth elongate. I quickly ran my tongue over the sharp points before penetrating his skin. Blood immediately smoothly flowed from his neck to my mouth. As anyone would imagine, I thought that I would be grossed out by this notion, but I couldn't pull back. The warm substance was sweet and salty, more on the saltier side. Kaspar whimpered underneath me as I moaned.

I felt a little tug, "I think that's enough, Eli."

I detached myself from Kaspar and quickly licked up the dripping blood. My eyes met his and he smiled. Embarrassed as I was, I groaned and hid my face in his neck.

He softly laughed, "That good, huh?"

"Oh, shush."

I pecked him on the lips and climbed off of him and onto Kasey, who was smiling and patiently waiting for his turn. I repeated the same actions, although his blood was on the sweeter side instead. It was still addicting like Kaspar and he too had to kindly pull me off.

After all was said and done, we cuddled and dozed off, overly content with everything at the moment.

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The next morning, I woke up with a smile, the happiest I have ever been in quite a long time. The thin bed sheet was wrapped around my torso as I buried my head into the pillow. The Alphas weren't in bed and I wondered what they could possibly be doing at the moment.

"We're bringing food up for you, babe. Unless you'd rather come down and eat here?" Kasey's voice rung through my head and for a minute, I thought I was still dreaming or I'd gone insane.

"Oh, stop being dramatic. This is all part of the completion of the bond." Kaspar said as I imagined him rolling his eyes.

Well, isn't this a nice exclusive feature? Now, how do I talk back?

"You're talking back right now, just think in your mind." Kaspar advised.

Okay, well, I'll be down in a minute.

Then, there was silence in my mind. I didn't know yet if I particularly liked this mind talking.

After convincing myself to get out of bed for food, I freshened up in the bathroom and shrugged on a pair of sweats and one of the Alphas' plain white shirts. I extended my wings and sighed as I made my way towards the kitchen.

The pack members were quite happy and sent knowing smiles my way as I greeted each one that passed by me that morning.

Did they know that the Alphas and I fully mated last night?

No, I was pretty quiet... Right?

When I entered the kitchen, the Alphas were by the counter and sipping on their mugs of coffee. They greeted me with pecks on the lips. I didn't really like coffee, but they offered me hot chocolate and it made me think back to my grandparents and Nikolai.

Nikolai!

I needed to visit him today in Italy to get to the bottom of this twisted reality of things.

Alphas, I will be traveling today.

"Where to? And we still have to talk about what you confessed yesterday." Kaspar mentioned as he eyed me when he sipped some more of his coffee.

Italy.

"Sure, we'll let you get in contact with Nikolai, who is a potential mass murderer. That sounds great." Kasey rolled his eyes as he finished his statement.

True, that was pretty dumb of me to think that that would ever happen.

The Alphas' expressions showed shock that I would back down so easily. But, in reality, I had my own plans that they didn't need to interfere with. Our little conversation was interrupted when Maddox spoke.

"Kaspar! Kasey!" He moaned out and everyone laughed.

I turned a deep shade of red and hid into the chests of my mates as they also laughed it off.

I suppose I was pretty loud after all...

***[A/N] #2: So... how about that smut? *Laughs nervously* Tell me if you want me to continue to go that much into detail or to just not mention it at all. I particularly hate my smut scenes, but I'll continue if you guys seem to like it. See you soon!***