Closeted Chubby Chasers

Date of entry: 7.6.23

Do you know how it feels

To be embarrassed

Or shamed

By the person you trust

In every step of the game?

The game is the flirting

The prize

Is a date

He wants to hang out

But only when it's late

When your curves

Are hidden

By the darkness of the night

And cuddling up to you

Is out of the public's sight

To his friends

You're just

"Friends"

With no feelings

To defend

You're seen together

He freaks out

Now this can't be for real!

Was any of it true

Does he feel how I feel?

His family

Has no clue

That he's even

Seeing you

He tells you that

They know

But you know it isn't true

He says "that day will come"

But that time's already due

Your presence isn't shown

In pictures

On his phone

You start to think

That maybe you'll be

Better off alone

You are proud of your curves

And you know you're worth

Much more

And yet you only

Let him love you

Behind closed doors

He loves you in the dark

And only then are you

"his girl"

But he doesn't deserve you

If he's not gonna tell the world!