Volume 3 - CH 10
My Brother, Who's a Perfect Human Being, Has Stolen My Girlfriend and My Future, so I Went Back to the Past and Redo My Youth
âShiâ¦â¦ Shinobu sanâ¦.!â
âWhoâs that personï½? She doesnât seem to be from the schoolâ¦â¦â
Itâs not good. Itâs a disaster. The shinobu san from this time and the shinobu san from the future have met. Sheâs not a doppelganger, so she wonât disappear, but this situation is very badâ¦â¦!
âC-cousinâ¦..!ãYou see, Iâm living alone right now and sheâs worried about me, so sheâs hoing to live with me for a while !â
âFuuï½ï½ï½ï½nâ¦â¦â
I thought it was a nice excuse for a quick deception, but Shinobu san is clearly suspicious. Thatâs no wonder. She doesnât resemble me at all, I wouldnât go so far to say that she and Shinobu san are identical, but they do look like siblings.
âNice to meet youï½ Iâm Kouki kunâs cousin, Shinobuï½ I hope we get along~â
âWhoa~. Iâm Shinobu too. I didnât know such a coincidence existed.â
In contrast to my impatience, the two Shinobu san greeted each other in a very friendly manner. But thatâs alo no wonderâ¦â¦you wouldnât think that the beautiful woman in front of you is you 10 years from now. No matter how much they look alike, they are undeniably different people. I know. Iâm going to be like Nobu Nobu and treat her normally.
âBut Iâm relievedï½ I canât believe that Kouki kun has such a cute girlfriendï½â
âShinobu san !?â
I thought so, but corrected myself. This thirty-something lady was trying to quickly attach me to her past self.
âG-girlfriend, weâre not like thatâ¦â¦â
âThatâs right ! Iâm Kouki senpaiâs girlfriend !â
âEhï½? But Shinobu chan is more suitable for himï½â
âI-itâs badâ¦â¦. The pace is completely set by the adult Shinobu san. Iâm the same as Hikari. I want to have a normal relationship. Even if I had decided to go out with Shinobu san in the future, sheâs just a friend to me at this point. I donât really see her as a woman. I think that she will gradually become aware of me and like me, but I definitely donât want to skip that process and suddenly become a fiancée.
âAnywayâ¦.Shinobu Nee san. This is a school, so go home quicklyâ¦â¦â
âShinobu Nee san !? Whatâs up with that, so cute ! Hey, Iâd like you to call me Onee chanâ¦.â
âGo home, Onee chan !â
I half forcibly kicked out the adult Shinobu san and sighed once. I was sad when I couldnât see Nobu Nobu anymore, but when I see her again, itâs a pain in the ass. Iâm not sure how I feel about human relationships.
âSo, Shinobu-san,â¦â¦what can I do for you?â
âI just happened to see you, so I called out to you ï½I havenât seen you two much latelyï½â
It is true that I have been busy shooting videos recently and have reduced my shifts. I enjoyed my part-time job so much right after I came back in the past and after I left the hospital, but within a few months, my perception of it had changed to a trivial routine. I know better than anyone that I canât stay in this kind of relationship forever.
âSo Iâm about to take the entrance exam tooï½ Iâm thinking of taking a break from my part-time jobï½â
Thatâs right. In the second semester of my second year high school, Shinobu san quit her part-time job for a while to take exams. It continued for a while after she entered college, and it was just about a year later that she returned. And by that time, I had stopped going to the part-time job to study for the entrance examinations too. We had some private playtime, but it was only once a month. In other words, about two years from now. Me and Shinobu san almost never see each other anymore.
âI seeâ¦â¦ Iâll miss youâ¦â¦.â
Hikari mustâve also recalled that memory. She had tried so hard to stop me and Shinobu from going out, but she honestly missed her.
âWell, it canât be helpedâ¦.. Iâm rooting for you, so do your best. Iâm sure youâll get accepted !â
âI wonder~â¦â¦ Iâm aiming for scholarshipâ¦â¦ so Iâm a little worried~â¦â¦â
I would like to tell her to rest assured that she will be absolutely fine, but I mustnât say that. If my irresponsible remarks could make Shinobu sanâs mind let down her guard, that alone could change her future. Thatâs why I can only give her a conventional kind of support. I really canât do anything about it.
âSoâ¦â¦umâ¦â¦wellâ¦â¦â
When I was thinking on how to encourage her by not interfering the future, for some reason, Shinobu san in front of me was fidgeting her fingers as if she was worried about something. Her cheeks looked redder than usual.
âItâs about time for the cultural festival, right â¦â¦? In my mind, I wanted to start with this and concentrate on my examâ¦I was thinkingâ¦â¦I wanted to enjoy it because it was the last festival of my high schoolâ¦â¦ but umâ¦. I was feeling a little depressed because we wonât be able to see each other for a while,â¦â¦soâ¦umâ¦how can I sayâ¦.â
Shinobu san, who lowered her eyes while muttering something, looked up as if she had made up her mind.
âIf you donât mind, why donât we go around the festival together? Umâ¦..just the two of usâ¦â¦ atâ¦â¦.â
Even 10 years ago, I wouldâve realized the meaning of those words. An event that didnât happen 10 years ago that I know of. Such a big event was about to begin.
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