CH 24
Daydreaming About Me
The last exam subject, English, would end at about the same time normal classes would end. Shen Juan and Lin Yujing finished their exams at around the same time. Just as Lin Yujing raised her head, Shen Juanâs pencil stopped moving.
Once Shen Juan had finished, he immediately got up to hand in his papers. Lin Yujing heaved a sigh and handed in her papers as well before retrieving her bag.
The chocolate, jelly, and bread were left pretty much untouched. She merely ate a single piece of bread, drank a single carton of milk and the rest quietly laid in her bag. She took the bag of peanuts out and suddenly wanted to laugh.
Wait, what did he mean by giving her these roasted peanuts?
Was it to have it with alcohol? (1)
(1) The chinese for roasted peanuts is é 鬼è±çç±³, the first two characters mean drunkard, the last three characters mean shelled peanuts.
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Lin Yujing carried her backpack out of school and crossed a road, spotting Old Liâs car in the same parking spot.
She got in the car and greeted Old Li. âHi Uncle Li.â
âSigh, Miss Lin.â Uncle Li quickly said, initiating the car. He then glanced at her from the rearview mirror. âMr. Meng returned home today.â
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When he called her in the afternoon, he didnât sound like he was that angry.
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Lin Yujing cleared her throat. âIâm back.â
Meng Weiguo looked at her, âYou still know how to come back?â
âWerenât you the one who asked me to come back home?â Lin Yujing honestly replied.
Meng Weiguoâs face sank and he got up. âWho signed your slip for you?â
Lin Yujing hesitated, âBrother didâ¦â
âWhy would he sign it for you?â
âHe doesnât want me to stay at home,â Lin Yujing steeled her nerves and said. âWe donât have a good relationship. Weâre always fighting so I told him that I wanted to live on campus and he agreedââ
Meng Weiguo took two steps forward and raised his hand, indicating a slap coming her way.
Lin Yujing had already reacted the instant he raised his hand. She hesitated for a moment but still decided not to evade it, merely shrinking back and turning her head to the side to diminish a big majority of the force.
Just like this, the slap landed on her face, producing a crisp, distinct sound.
Lin Yujing didnât feel much pain, but a burning feeling still arose on one side of her face.
Meng Weiguo pointed at her, his voice lowering slightly. âFu Mingxiu signed for you? I gave him a call earlier and asked, but he said he doesnât know anything about this at all. Lin Yujing, am I too lax on you? You now dare tell lies? You dare deceive your father?â
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Lin Yujing cursed Fu Mingxiu 180 times in her heart.
She simply didnât think that Meng Weiguo would actually go and ask him. The reason why she had dared to say such was because she assumed that Meng Weiguo wouldnât confirm it with him.
He was someone who didnât like losing face so he definitely wouldnât want to let Guan Xiangmei know that he couldnât even manage his own blood-related daughter. And now, the reason why he was so angry wasnât because she was living on campus. He felt that he was someone who couldnât be opposed, yet it turns out that not only were his words equivalent to air and ineffective, she even dared to deceive him.
Meng Weiguo felt as if his dignity as a parent was being challenged.
This was so ridiculous. This man who had never fulfilled his fatherly duties or obligations, wanted to maintain absolute power and strength over his daughter.
The corner of Lin Yujingâs lips twitched. âHow could I dare to?â She raised her head, staring straight at him. âWhy would I deceive you?â
âWhat kind of attitude is this? You think youâre still justified in lying to me?â
Lin Yujing didnât speak, standing quietly in place.
A servant came out from the kitchen and glanced in their direction. Meng Weiguo tried his best to suppress his voice but to no avail, sounding like booming thunder. âWhat? Are you unwilling to admit your mistakes? Look at you, speaking back to your elders, lying, doing things without permission. Did your mom teach you to be this way? I am your father. Is hitting you not my right?â
âMy mom didnât teach me.â Lin Yujing said.
âWhat?â
âMy mom didnât teach me this. Nobody taught me.â She looked at him. âYou finally now remember that youâre a father, donât you think itâs a bit too late?â
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Meng Weiguo was quiet for 3 seconds before looking like a lion whose fur was plucked off its rear, instantly growing hopping mad.
His face turned tomato red, his anger boiling.
Lin Yujing predicted she was going to have to suffer another slap and paid close attention to Meng Weiguoâs movements, conflicted as to whether she should avoid it or not.
He stood on the side of the sofa, the chaise longue restricting him from making full use of his strength. Otherwise, if he reached his arm over, she should be able to give him a shoulder throw.
This thought flashed through her head but only stayed for 0.5 seconds before Lin Yujing decided to give the thought up.
It was most likely because she had gone through an entire day of examinations so she was both mentally and physically exhausted. She didnât even have the energy to resist or squabble.
At worst, she would just have to endure another slap. In any case, it didnât hurt that much.
Lin Yujing had already made mental preparations when Meng Weiguo suddenly paused.
His line of sight went past Lin Yujing, appearing taken aback before he quickly regained his calm. âMingxiu?â
Lin Yujing froze.
She stiffly turned her head and saw Fu Mingxiu coming down the stairs. The soft carpet muffled his footsteps as he quietly walked towards them.
âWhy didnât you let me know you were coming back?â Meng Weiguo smiled at him, âWas there no classes today?â
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Fu Mingxiu: âYeah.â
Lin Yujing expressionlessly looked at him.
Fu Mingxiu cast her a glance and cleared his throat. âI forgot to mention this but I actually did sign her slip.â
Lin Yujing was at a loss for words.
Meng Weiguo wore a flabbergasted look. âYou signed for her? But when I asked you in the afternoonââ
âIt slipped my mind,â Fu Mingxiu cast Lin Yujing another glance, âWe previously got in a fight and our relationship turned sour so she said she wanted to live on campus so I signed her slip for her.â
This turn of events was like a rollercoaster, happening so fast Lin Yujing couldnât react.
Meng Weiguo was probably the same. He withdrew his hand and only let out a sound after a long time. âThen, since you signed for herâ¦â
âSince I signed it for her, the matterâs resolved right? All this disturbance has been making my head hurt,â Fu Mingxiu sounded a bit vexed before he paused and looked at Lin Yujing, âWhere did you buy the lemon pie you got last time?â
Lin Yujing looked at him blankly, âAh?â
âThat lemon pie.â
Lin Yujing: âIâ¦.â
âI canât find it,â Fu Mingxiu interrupted her in annoyance, âTake me to the shop.â
Lin Yujing, who never bought any lemon pie before, followed him out in confusion.
The night air of October was slightly damp and the breeze was cool. Lin Yujing followed Fu Mingxiu, crossing through the back garden and arriving at a car parked in the back doors.
Fu Mingxiu turned his head and frowned at her, âWhatâs going on withâ¦.you and your dad?â
At this moment, Lin Yujing finally reacted. No matter what, Fu Minngxiu had changed sides, suddenly helping her out this time.
She raised her head, âItâs just as you saw it.â
Fu Mingxiu appeared as though he couldnât quite understand. The scene from earlier was something he found difficulty accepting, âIs heâ¦.always like that?â
Lin Yujing looked at him in amusement. âLike that?â
âDoes he often hit you?â Fu Mingxiu asked with much difficulty.
ââ¦.No,â Lin Yujing honestly replied. âThat was the first time. In the past, he never paid me any attention.â
Fu Mingxiu quietly stared at her.
Lin Yujing felt so cold her teeth involuntarily chattered. Just like this, they stared at each other for less than a minute before Fu Mingxiu suddenly awkwardly said. âI wasnât helping you. I just couldnât stand the sight.â
Lin Yujing nearly let out a chuckle. She could see what kind of personality this brother of hers had.
She adjusted her expression and sweetly said. âThank you, brother.â
Fu Mingxiuâs shoulders quivered and he pointed at her, warning. âLin Yujing, donât be disgusting.â
âOh,â Lin Yujing put on an innocent expression, two fingers pressed on the corners of her lips, pushing it upwards, âWhere are you planning to take me?â
âTake you?â Fu Mingxiu snorted, taking out the car keys from his pocket. âI have plans of my own. Go wherever you feel like.â
Lin Yujing raised a brow, âArenât we going to eat lemon pie?â
âWhen did you buy a lemon pie?â
âThen why did you drag me out?â
âIf I didnât do that and he hit you again, what else was I supposed to do?â Fu Mingxiu waved his hand in annoyance, no longer wanting to deal with her. He opened the car doors and climbed inside the sports car, speeding off out of sight.
The lights in the courtyard were quite dim, shining on the lawn and casting a soft circular halo on the wall. As it hadnât reached 7pm, the sky hadnât turned dark, the color a burning purple, however, the saturation rapidly decreased at a rate visible to the eye, completely disappearing in a matter of minutes.
Lin Yujing stood in place, two fingers still planted at the corners of her lips, her fingertips so cool they were a little stiff.
She put down her hands and the arc of her slips slowly dropped, eventually forming a straight line.
Go wherever you feel like but she didnât have anywhere else to go.
She stood there for a while before leaving through the back doors. Since breakfast this morning, sheâs only had a piece of bread and a carton of milk. As a result, her empty stomach was now rumbling for attention.
Lin Yujing then realized that she actually wasnât able to take her bag off in time.
She took out a piece of chocolate from her bag and peeled off the wrapper, eating on the road. The sky gradually turned dark and the street lamps were brightly lit, beaming a warm yellow light on the marble floors. She gnawed on the chocolate with her head lowered, stepping on the ring of light with each step. 30 meters ahead of her was a familiar light, a familiar 7-11 store.
Lin Yujing stuffed the last piece of chocolate in her mouth before throwing the wrapper into a trash can. She stepped into the store and bought a box of chicken cutlet curry udon.
She then took the heated noodles and walked towards the long table beside the window, taking off the wrapper. After eating half of it, she lifted her head and watched the endless flow of people on the street, suddenly overcome with sadness.
She was like those young workers venturing into the city from the village and were sacked by their employers, their salaries deducted. They couldnât pay the rent and were then driven away. As such, they could only wander the streets without anywhere to go, bringing with them the only luggage they haveâa bag of roasted peanuts, and she sat in the convenience store eating a boxed meal.
Lin Yujingâs imagination ran wild as she let out a long exhale while grievously stuffing some udon into her mouth with her head lowered.
Ding Dong. The automatic doors of the convenience store opened and the sweet voice of the cashier lady rang out.
Lin Yujing didnât raise her head, catching a person coming in from the corner of her eyes and walking towards her.
Lin Yujing turned her head to the side and lifted it up.
Shen Juan stood beside the table expressionless.
Lin Yujing was in the middle of chewing some noodles
She mulled over how to apologize to Shen Juan. After all, she stood him up for lunch to the point of driving him off so it was normal for him to get angry.
âWhy are you here?â Shen Juan looked at her.
Lin Yujing poked at her curry udon noodles, âEating dinner.â
Shen Juan: âDonât you live on campus?â
Lin Yujing opened her mouth.
She didnât know how to explain it and also didnât want to let Shen Juan learn of the existence of Meng Weiguo.
Before she could even say anything, Shen Juan scrunched his brows and asked again, âWhatâs wrong with your face?â
Ling Yujing hesitated for a moment before saying, âThe matterâs a bit complicated and hard to explainââ
Her words came to an abrupt halt.
Shen Juan suddenly leaned down, his face approaching hers with eyes narrowed slightly, his gaze concentrating on one side of her face.
The young manâs skin was very fair, his eyes slender. His dense lashes drooped down, the tail of his lashes turned up slightly, framing the raised corner of his eyes.
Lin Yujingâs breathing came to a stop for a beat.
The next second, Shen Juan straightened himself, his voice so cold ice could congeal, âWho hit you?â
Lin Yujing licked her lips and quietly looked at him, remaining silent.
Shen Juan coldly gazed at her for a few seconds, his cheek twitching as though he was grinding his teeth.
âFine.â He nodded, no longer probing, turning around to leave the convenience store.
Lin Yujing was struck by a very odd feeling, heaving a breath of relief mixed with bewilderment.
She blinked her eyes, turning her head back and slowly continued eating her noodles.
When she raised her head, she nearly choked on her food.
Shen Juan stood in front of the 7-11 windows, leaning against a wall on his side with a lit cigarette in his mouth and he looked at her with great displeasure.
The two people looked at each other through the glass for five seconds.
Shen Juan then held the cigarette and breathed out, forming a cloud of smoke. His expression was indiscernible under the dim light.
Lin Yujing really wanted to tell him âJust fucking come in and fight me. Itâs so annoying seeing you hold back.â
She had already endured receiving a slap at home and now that she was out of the house, she was being glared at. What the fuck is this? Why is he glaring at me?
Itâs not as if I deliberately stood you up.
Did you think I wanted to do so?
Iâd rather Meng Weiguo never come back for my entire life.
Who the hell did I offend? Did I kill and burn in my previous life or destroy the world to be born with the parents that I currently have? Why am I so unlucky to be born as their daughter?
She took a deep breath, throwing the chopsticks she was holding onto the table and getting up abruptly, walking towards the outside.
A ding dong sounded again and the automatic doors opened. She walked towards Shen Juan with an overbearing aura, wind blowing in her surroundings.
Upon arriving in front of Shen Juan, Lin Yujing stood still and raised her head to look at him. âLetâs go for a round.â
Shen Juan paused.
Lin Yujing pursed her lips, speaking in a quick tone as though she was trying to hide something. âYouâve been stood up so youâre in a bad mood. Iâm also in a bad mood and since weâre both unhappy, this is the perfect opportunity for us to exchange blows and solve everything.â
Shen Juan lowered his eyes and saw the expression on the girlâs face clearly, becoming stunned.
âIâm really fucking annoyed to death right now. Iâm so stressed Iâm tempted to jump off a building.â Lin Yujing breathed heavily and looked at him with red eyes, âAre you going to fight with me or not? If you arenât, Iâll just look for someone else.â
Shen Juan quietly stared at her for a few seconds and sighed, âLetâs do it.â
He lifted a hand, his cool fingertips sweeping the wet corner of her eyes. âIâll fight with you whichever way you want. Just donât cry.â
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The author has something to say:
Shen Juan: Wifey, tell me. Where do you wanna take this? Do you wanna do it on the bed?