Chapter 21

So I think everyone can admit we need a little break from the whole Dawn-Tony-Lupa drama. I know I do. So . . . Here is a little Felix-Hannah drama . . . not really drama, but I wanted to give you a little insight into there relationship so here you go.

hope you enjoy ;D

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Felix's POV

“Felix, there is something weird going on with Tony,” Hannah hinted as she walked into the library at the wolf house.

I raised my eyebrow not looking up from my Sherlock book, “And?” I asked sounding uninterested. I didn't care about Tony at the moment. He was being irresponsible, ignorant and just plain rude. I tried and tried to help him but he refused to listen me.

Hannah was now standing in front of me with her hands on her hips.

“Well are you going to tell me?” She said annoyed.

I smirked and put my book on the coffee table then grabbed her pulling her onto my lap.

“Hey!” She complained and struggled against me.

I put my lips to her ear and she instantly stopped.

“You think I have any idea what is going on with my brother or even care for that matter?” I whispered in her ear.

She sighed, “Why are you so mean to him?” She looked at me seriously and I sighed in response, rolling my eyes. “No, seriously, Felix.” She demanded d and raise an eyebrow at me.

“What?” I complained when she didn't continue. I sat back against my couch with her still on my lap.

“You and your brother. Explain.”

She said nothing else and I looked into her bright blue eyes. I knew I couldn't lie to her no matter how much I wanted to.

I still didn't know why I asked her to the dance or incited her over to the house or even let her boss me around the way she does. Instead of finding it annoying and useless as I usually did I actually thought it was kind of hot how demanding she was.

She had an air about her that made her remind me of me. She was sweet and innocent on one side but then she had this undertone, this next layer to her that told you she was not going to rake any shit from anyone.

With me I could be charming and relaxed on one side bit once you get to know me you knew I was actually really high strung and rude.

I liked that she wasn't all on the surface. I liked that there was more to her than just a pretty blonde shell and I really liked that about her. I could almost say I loved that about her.

“Felix. Umm, Felix?” Hannah waved her hand in front of my face.

“What?” I said shaking my head to clear my thoughts.

“You were dazing again,” she smiled slightly confused.

“I just . . .” I got lost staring at her smiling lips which slowly faded to a frown.

“Felix? Seriously what's wrong with . . .” Suddenly I grabbed her face in my hands and kissed her.

It shocked me as much as it shocked her, but I quickly got a hold of myself and moved my hand to her hair and the other down her back holding her to me.

For a moment I was ready to move away because she did even react to me at all and then suddenly her hands gripped my shirt and she began to move her lips against mine.

I smirked and nibbled on her lip and she instantly opened for me and pushed her tongue against mine and fought to overpower the kiss. God, this girl is amazing!

Then finally when she couldn't take it anymore, she pulled away breathing hard.

“Wow,” she breathed watching my face.

“Seriously,” I smirked watching her as well.

And then she laughed she just laughed, and I couldn't help but join her.

When her laughing finally ceased she just smiled at me. “Why did it take you so long to do that?” She raised an eyebrow at me.

“Hey you could have kissed me first if you wanted to so damn bad,” I smirked.

“There was no way I was going to give in first. I was just waiting for you to give in,” she smirked.

“I'm stronger than you,” she sang proudly.

“What?” The smirk fell from my face. Damn, she tricked me out. She held out kissing me for so long because she was playing the same game I usually did.

“Oh, don't be hurt by it. It's a stupid game,” she rolled her eyes.

“Yeah, yeah,” I sighed. “It's just . . .” I paused.

“What?” She looked at me seriously.

“I don't usually kiss the girls I am with . . . Especially like that,” I breathed watching her reaction.

“What is that supposed to mean to me, Felix?” She asked more than just a little shocked.

“I don't even know what that is supposed to mean to me, Hannah,” I shrugged.

“I'll tell you what that means to me.” She seemed a little upset. “To me it means that there is something different about you, Felix. Something that is not in most guys and even though you act like some kind of player there is a part of you that is looked for something to connect to and it’s so desperate it will reach out to any girl who sparks your interest and for some reason that’s me.” She finished searching my eyes for something.

That's really all we were trying to do. Just read each other and we were both struggling.

“Why do you seem upset by this fact,” I ask at little confused. Everything she said seemed good to me.

“Because when you realize that tour wrong and that there is nothing that connects us you are going to leave me just like every other girl who failed to meet your expectation. And I don't mind, Felix. I understand your reasoning, bit I was really having fun with you and I am sad to see that end,” she stated reasonably.

“Hmm, okay. Do you want to hear my side now?” I asked raising an eyebrow at her.

“Sure,” she tilted her head to the side.

“Well, I know I would never take a leap like that without being a hundred percent sure it wasn't a mistake. I know I can be reckless, but the one thing I take seriously in my life is relationships. I say relationships because what I have with other girls are just hook ups and that’s that. Whether they be long term or short term they mean nothing to me. With you I find myself doing things I have never done before without reason. Just because I feel it’s right and there is no reason to argue that . . . At least not in my head. Hannah, I care about you and I can't even begin to give you a reason for saying that because I have never said it to another girl before. This sounds stupid and crazy and really cheesy to me so I hope it doesn't annoy you because it is hundred percent true. Honestly, that scares the hell out of me,” I took a breathed and watched her carefully.

She just continued to watch me and I was starting to panic. She thinks I am some kind of mushy, pathetic sap and is not even going to think twice about getting up and walking out.

Then a smirk appeared on her lips.

“Good, cause that means you're serious,” she decided.

“Oh, really?” I smirked at her.

“Yes," She smiled and then leaned in and kissed me again. Leaning further into me. She readjusted herself so that she was straddling me.

I smirked and moved my hands over her back.

I removed my lips from her and kissed down her neck as she caught her breath.

“Felix!” I heard someone gasp.

I pulled away from Hannah, shocked and looked over her shoulder.

“Julie?” I stated confused.

“What are you doing?” She snapped pulling Hannah off of me.

“What the hell?” Hannah complained.

I stood up quickly.

“Julie, what's tour problem?” I glared at her.

She look from me to Hannah and then she stopped, “Oh God,” she gasped and let go of Hannah.

“I'm so sorry. I thought . . .” She looked to me embarrassed.

“You thought I was . . .” I stopped myself looking to Hannah. Of course she didn't know about me yet, and I didn't want her to.  “How low do you think I am?” I growled.

“Felix, I didn't . . .” She shook her head.

“You didn’t think?” I growled annoyed. “I am not as irresponsible as Travis and Tony put me out to be. You believing them so blinding makes you childish,” I shook my head at her. Then I leaned into her, “I will never bite her. You got that?” I growled. She shivered from fear as I leaned away from her still glaring.

“I’m sorry,” She whined.

“Whatever,” I rolled my eyes, “Come on, Hannah,” I grabbed her hand.

She looked from me to Julie then back to Julie as we walked out. “What was that about?” She asked confused.

“I will explain later,” I growled still angry. I had to focus all my attention hand in Hannah’s. The pure rage that was pumping through my veins at the thought of ever even hurting her, let alone drinking from her, had me a little on edge. I knew in a second I could break her hand if I lost focus.

“Felix, will you tell me what’s wrong?” She asked as I pulled her outside.

I had to tell her. It was the only way to make her understand and to prove to her that she was safe with me. I didn’t want her to be scared of me because of one incident with Julie. I could already tell how much she was questioning the situation in her tone and her heartbeat.

“Felix?” She asked again as we walked through the orchard and to the cliff side away from the house.

I didn’t want to be in the house when I told who I really was. I didn’t want her to turn and run to Julie and Dawn. I wasn’t going to let her go that easily. She had to know . . . if anything we to every happen between us and I think I just realized that I really did want something to actually happen.

“Felix, stop and tell me!” She complained stopping.

I stopped and turned back to her pulling her into my chest. “You have to listen to me,” I warned.

“I just want to know what has you in a mood all of a sudden,” She shook her head looking at me seriously.

I ran my fingers through her beautiful blonde hair and sighed. Would she run? Would she cal me a monster and never speak with me again? There was a chance that she would tell someone also. But the most important question was if she did run, was I willing to lose her? No, not so soon. I felt like I was finally really getting to know her and you know what? She was right! It was fun being with her. It was relaxing and I liked it and I did not want it to end either. No way.

“I am going to tell you something, Hannah, and you are going to fight it at all costs. Your brain will refuse to admit it because in all honest things like this just don’t happen in real life, okay? And I am willing to fight back to make you understand, but you have to promise me you will fight to. Try and hear exactly what I am saying and fight to accept it. Do you understand what I am saying?” I offered looking deeply into her eyes looking for any sign of doubt that this was all a waste of my time.

“Try me,” Was all she replied and I couldn’t help but smirk.

“Okay, now, would you like an explanation first or for me to just come right out and say it?” I asked.

“Just say it . . . maybe it will shock me, but I just need to know what is going on,” She nodded.

“Good,” I let go of her and stepped away.

“What are you doing?” She stepped towards me.

“No, when you find out you might not want me near you,” I explained holding my hand up.

“Yeah, right,” She laughed and stepped into my wrapping her arms around my waist.

“Fine,” I wrapped my arms around her. “I’m a vampire.”

"Oh," she sighed looking away from me.

"Oh? I just told you I was a vampire and you say Oh? What the hell is that?" I complained.

"That is denial . . . Come on, Felix. That's a cute joke, but come on . . . What's really wrong with you?" She smirked.

I let go of her and stepped away, "I told you that you would struggle to accept it. I thought you would at least try," I complained annoyed.

Really? This is all I get. A brush off the shoulder and moving on. No she will believe!

"Felix, we are not in some stupid book here. I don't see how the hell you expect me to accept something so foolish and idiotic. Vampires don't exist! Monsters aren't real!" She complained trying to make me understand.

"Oh, so I am a foolish, idiotic monster . . . Good to know you think so highly of me," I scoffed turning away from her.

"Have you killed before?" She seemed slightly serious but she also seemed to be just humoring me.

“What?” I asked shocked and turned around to face her again.

“Well, I think it is a justified question,” She crossed her arms over chest.

“No, I have been closely monitored my whole life, and there is no fun in killing the person,” I shrugged.

“What in the hell is that supposed to mean?” She gasped her arms dropping to her sides.

I rolled my eyes, “Some people like it . . . If you kill them there is nothing to go back to.” I explained.

“How old are you?” She asked seeming to finally accept it.

“Really?” I asked raising an eyebrow at her.

She just stared at me.

“I’m 18,” I replied crossing my arms over my chest.

“That’s it?” She said shocked.

“Not all vampires are over a hundred years old, sweetheart,”  I sighed.

“What did you just turn?” She asked confused.

“No, that is where I need to explain. I am not like normal vampires. I was born, Tony is my real brother Kendra is my actual mom . . . my father is dead though,” I slightly growled the last part.

“But that man . . .”

“Is not my father,” I snapped cutting her off.

“Okay?” She looked at me shocked.

“Sorry, that is more confusing than you know and I can’t get into that. It’s not all my secret to tell,” I sighed.

“Tony isn’t a vampire?” She seemed to get more and more confused.

I chuckled, “Sorry, my family is seriously screwed and there is only so much that is available for me to explain,” I shrugged.

“Maybe I can help,” Julie stepped out of the trees shyly.

“What are you doing here?” Hannah gasped looking from me to her concerned.

“No, it’s okay. She knows,” I explained. “When she pulled you away from me earlier she thought I was drinking from you.” I saw her eyes widened in shocked just now realizing how close I had been, “No, I would never, Hannah. Believe me, it never even entered my head,” I promised.

She just looked to me and nodded, “I believe you. I probably shouldn’t, but I do,”  She breathed.

“Good,” I smiled.

“What are you doing here though? What are you here to explain?” She looked to Julie.

“Tony I not a vampire he’s a . . .” She paused for a second and then looked to me.

“It is completely up to you to tell her,” I put my hands up.

“Okay, wait,” Hannah stepped up looking to me and then Julie. “I am not going to lie. I am still a little shaky on really believing that Felix is a vampire, and it scares the shit out of me. I mean, what does this mean to me? All the things that go bump in the night? All those things that haunted my nightmares . . . Are they are real?” She looked in between us. “But that doesn’t matter. I care for you guys and I am not going to do anything that would ever hurt you,” She then looked to me, “and if that means keeping this insane secret . . . well, that is what I am going to do,” She nodded and smiled.

“I can prove it to you, Hannah. If that is what you really want . . . but I don’t want to scare you,” I breathed stepping closer to me.

“How?” She asked suddenly interested. It seemed she was grabbing at any piece of factual evidence that would tell her she wasn’t insane.

I hesitated . . . I really didn’t want to scare her off.

“Show me,” She took my hand in hers.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and then opened them again. My fangs were lengthened and my eyes were paler than their usual bright green.

“Oh my god!” She gasped gripping my hand tighter. “I . . . I . . . wow,” She breathed.

I blink and my eyes and teeth were back to normal.

“My God!” She breathed.

“Yeah,” I smiled a little bit shy.

“Okay, now tell me,” She turned to Julie still holding my hand.

“Tony is a werewolf,” She explained. “So is Travis. I know this because I am Travis’s mate . . . and also a werewolf,” She let out in one breath.

“Wow,” Hannah breathed and looked up to me.

I nodded to her.

“Girl, there is so much to explain,” Julie breathed shaking her head.

“Well, then explain,” Hannah smiled at her panicking friend.

“Okay,” She slightly smiled at Hannah and then sat in the grass.

I sat pulling Hannah with me.

Julie jumped into it. Explaining the background of wolves finding their wolves and then their mates, packs and I helped explain vampire clans and the whole time Hannah sat there taking it all in. She asked questions and got interested and not once tried to pull away from me or run from us. She took everything we gave and she stayed strong and suddenly it hit me.

I realized something that I thought I would never have and it scared me, but I finally admitted to myself.

I think I am love with this girl.

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So what do you think? If you liked it please express it in your comments. And be honest. If this was pointless and just took away from the plot of Tony and Dawn then I won't do it again, but if you do actually like it then I plan on doing one on Travis and Julie . . . All up to you!