Farewell Mate
Rejecting Your Rejection
"Before you go, was there something I could've said to make your
heartbeat better?" Lewis Capaldi
Everyone was expected to be at dinner tonight.
Dante has finally won over the territory he's been dreaming of. He
should be overjoyed and party all day yet there was something missing
and he knew at the time what he was missing. He was missing her so
badly, his mate.
Seeing her smile with Kiev gave him another perspective. He doesn't
have to be selfish.
He stood by the pack door when he saw her enter from the safe house,
with Kyle and a bubbly Cora behind her. The ones in the neutral
territory have come to his pack for registration or resignation
Dante's eyes were focused on Daniella who was wearing simple black
jeans with a plain oversized red shirt. Even if she is wearing those
simple clothes Dante finds it hard not to run at her.
They were getting near to him Daniella slowly falls behind Kyle and
Cora who both went straight into the pack house when they pass him.
"Hey," he said hi to her and Daniella just nod her head and try to walk
out again.
Dante's hands were around her arm "can we talk" he whispers. "For?"
"Please just hear me out" she stood there thinking then finally agree in
the end.
They move to his office to talk Daniella sat opposite him while he half
sit on the edge of his desk facing her.
"I know I've said this a lot of times but I wanted to say it. I don't care
how many times you hear it from me-"
Dante almost didn't finish his sentence as his own tear betray him. He
got down on his knees, taking her hands into his.
"I am really sorry Dani for everythingâ
She didn't speak she just sat there looking back at him, she was
expecting him to say more but he didn't.
There were a lot of things they need to talk about but Daniella couldn't
bring herself to do it so she pushes away his handsâ tears slipping from
her eyes.
"I don't understand you Dante" she wipes off her tears and he just stays
there on his knees. "That's the only thing I've been hearing from you for
these past months, sorry, sorry, sorry... I am sick and tired of hearing
that from you"
"don't just say I haven't tried Dani" she shook her head in
disappointment.
"Have you Dante? I mean is that all you have to say... I didn't need to
hear your sorry... What you just have to expect me to do with your sorry
when you haven't asked for my forgiveness yet" she sobs up.
Dante move to her "have you noticed why I never ask for your
forgiveness.â
She walks passes him "nope, and I don't care anymore. Save it for your
chosen mate and future pup"
he grabbed her arm not too tight to hurt her "because it's unforgivable
and I have no excuse for it just so you know I won't ever ask for a
chance again Dani," his voice in a whisper.
She felt him try to breathe behind her, he turns her around gazing into
her eyes filled with regrets
"because I just realized now, after today I finally realized that nothing
could change. It won't change anything, it won't change me rejecting
you five years ago. It won't even change the fact that I lost you
completely to someone else and even if I try I know you."
She felt his pain and at the same time, she felt hurt that he won't even
fight for her, for them again as he did months ago anymore. She was
going to give him a yes answer if he was going to ask for the chance
today. All he needed was a little push yet here he is letting her go
completely.
Gathering up all her courage and pushing away any other thoughts she
held his gaze "Fine" and walk away.
He stood there feeling numb not fighting for her to earn a second
chance is cowardice but when he saw happiness in her when she's with
Kiev who would want to take that away and remind her of the past.
He doesn't want to inflict another pain on her, rejecting her was a
mistake not only he made but also other wolves out there. Letting her
go meaning he truly loves her even though it kills him slowly at least it
would mend with his decision in the past.
Dante stays rooted in his office slowly he broke down sobbing over the
loss of his Mate. He felt his heart rip out of his chest wishing he could
have made things better for her. Dante stays there weeping in his office
beating on his broken heart.
He went to see her already in the car with Cameron to go back home,
after calming himself and his wolf. Who literally blames Dante for losing
their Mate.
"Hey, are you okay?"
Jem stood beside him watching his Alpha with concerns. His beta knew
what his Alpha gone through and what he's been trying to do for the
past months.
"I think you should forget about her, let her go. You! my friend, have
already paid for it. You've done enough if she doesn't see it then it's her
loss," he finally said what has been occupying his mind lately.
"Actually I just did" he turns and walks back towards the packhouse.
When night comes everyone came to dinner but he has never seen her
around that night
"She left," he heard one of the warriors from her new pack murmur to
his other fellow friend
"Yeah, she left with the crazy maniac. I don't know why she chose him
out of all the boys out there. I mean Alpha was interested in her even
though they aren't matesâ
They whisper in low voices and once they saw him standing near them,
he couldn't hear them any longer, as they now mind links instead of
conversing out loud.
Jem again came and stood in front of his friend "you wanna go out?"
he asks "yeah that would be great.â
At the same time on the roguesâ King territory, he was smashing things
in his office over their loss. Cringing in disappointment and murderous
thought filling his mind once he heard the news of her gone with Kiev.
âThe bastard has betrayed him over again, he growls for Zane who got
there immediately
"find them" he growls
"Alpha Kiev is moving to Aaron's territory while she, we don't know
where she went. She's not with him"
The alpha King was satisfied by this piece of information that suddenly
he calms down for a bit smiling to himself.
"Perfect, now we have to watch until we know for sure. We still mobilize
but as for now we rest until then."