Chapter 32 - I Want You

I played with the sand beside the mat that I was sitting on. Right now we were at one of the famous beach in Sydney.

This beach was beautiful and breathtaking. Many people across the country came here to enjoy the view. And that's why this beach were crowded by people.

I stretched my legs in front of me and straightened my arms behind me. Well I'm not coming here all alone but Jack and Damien were also.

But they were surfing at the sea, I saw they have some skills. I didn't knew how to play that so I just sat here and watching them.

Inhaled deeply, I sighed happily when my nostrils filled with the smelt of the sea and the fresh sand.

My eyes caught Damien did some amazing techniques in surfing before the wave hit him. I smiled at him until my mind wandered about last night.

His confession.

"I Love You."he said again after giving me a passionate kissed.

My heart pounded hard inside my chest as I tried to catch my breath. His eyes stared me straight into my soul and I saw that he was serious.

I didn't knew what should I did right now.

He smiled and caressed my cheek, "Do you love me?"he whispered.

I gulped as my eyes widen when he asked me that. Did I loved him? I still confused with my own feelings.

My mouth opened and closed but nothing came out from my mouth, "I---" I licked my lips when I felt them dried.

Suddenly he chuckled,"It's okay baby doll. I'll wait for it even it's takes for the rest of my life."he smiled weakly at me.

I knew it's hurt him but I wanted to say the three words to him when I'm ready enough and loved him with all my heart.

Sighed,"I'm sorry."I whispered.

"Don't be."he kissed my forehead,"I know deep inside your heart you will love me unconditionally."he whispered.

Insyaallah one day dear husband.

"Well you can't resist from falling hard in love with me because of my gorgeous face."he said playfully making me giggled.

He smiled, pulled me closer to his body then hugged me tightly as if he didn't wanted us to separate from each other.

"Zahra!"I snapped from my reverie when a familiar voice called my name.

I looked to the front and saw he and Jack were walking towards me. But my eyes widen when I saw that there were many eyes staring them especially the girls.

The way they walked to me were liked a runaway model. I covered my mouth with my hand when I wanted to laugh as I saw Jack trying to be cool in front of them while running his fingers to his hair.

Many beautiful girls were looking at them and I saw some of them were drooling. I narrowed my eyes when I realised that many eyes stared more to Damien than Jack.

They were eye raping my shirtless husband sexy body. But who can resisted that. Even myself also drooling over his abs.

Oh my Allah!

What was I thinking?!

I shook my head and played with the sand beside me. Why must he have those gorgeous face and the delicious abs?

I squealed when suddenly a weight on my lap. I looked down and saw that he already laid his head on my lap and smirking with his eyes closed.

Jack was already flirting with a group of woman making me shook my head.

"Jealous huh?"I snapped my head when I heard Damien talked with his still eyes closed.

"Jealous?"I huffed,"Of course No!"I told him.

He chuckled and opened his eyes,"Don't worry my eyes won't betrayed it's love. The only girl that it wants to see is you."he grabbed my hand and kissed my palm.

"I want you only."he whispered making my eyes widen as a blushed appeared on my cheeks.

I'm totally melted right now because of his words. How can women out there can't fell in loved to him?

I was stunned when he said that. He closed his eyes back and turned his face right onto my stomach. He put my hand to his head so I can caressed his hair softly.

He loved it when I did that. My eyes caught to my left hand, on my ring finger where the ring that he gave me.

It's really beautiful. I brought my left hand into the air and looked at the ring. I slipped away the ring from my finger and smiled when I saw there were our ship name inside the ring.

ZAHMIEN.

I felt him wrapped his hands around me and put his face against my stomach causing a small smiled form across my lips.

I slipped the ring back to my finger and sighed. When will I'm going to say that I loved him?

But did I loved him or not?

"Damien?"I asked and caressed his silky jet black hair.

"Hmmm.."he hummed against my stomach.

I grabbed his left wrist and looked at the ring on his ring finger. I slipped it away from his finger making him looked up at me.

"What are you doing?"he asked with a frowned when he saw I held the ring.

I smiled,"Since you're already put the ring to mine so now it's my turn."I told him then slipped the ring back to it's place.

He smiled, looking happy with my action.

"By the way since when did you wear the ring because last night I already saw you wearing it."I asked.

He chuckled,"Since our dinner you just don't realise it."he replied making me nodded.

Yeah I didn't realised it because of my battle with Jack.

"Baby doll?"he called my name as I looked down to him.

He grabbed my left hand and intertwined it with his left hand then kissed my ring finger.

"Thank you. I love you."he whispered as he put his right hand to the back of my neck and pulled down my head.

Before his lips touched mine, I closed his lips with my palm making him frowned. I giggled when I felt his lips pouted against my palm.

"Not here. There's a lot of people watching us right now."I told him and glanced from the corner of my eyes.

I was right when I said that because some girls were glaring dagger at me and some of them were drooling over him.

Well he still shirtless right now.

I moved my palm away from his mouth and pulled the towel next to him then covered his naked chest with the towel. I heard him chuckled but I just ignore it.

"I've told you the only girl that I want is you baby doll. Only you."he said and pulled down my head then gave me a lingering kissed on my forehead and both of my cheeks.

My cheeks started to blush when he did that so I slapped his hand away and straightened my body.

He chuckled and wrapped his arms again around me making me smile unconsciously.

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"I've to go somewhere again baby doll."he hugged me from behind.

"Again?"I asked and turned around.

But just now we were having a dinner. Now he wanted to go out again.

"Yeah I'm sorry but before midnight I'll come back okay."he smiled and kissed my forehead before walked out from the room.

Great.

I huffed and sat on the couch. But I can do every in this room. So I decided to take a bath in the big jacuzzi at the bathroom.

I pulled away the pin of my hijab. Opened my hijab, I put it on the table and got up. I walked towards the bathroom then opened the tap to fill water in the jacuzzi.

While waiting for the water to full, I stripped myself from all the clothes and wore a robe.

I felt the water with my fingers first if the water isn't too cold or hot then put some fragrance soap that provided in this bathroom.

When the water were fully, I closed the tap as I tie my hair to a high bun. I shook my hand in the water to make some bubbles.

Then I pulled the robe away from my body then put it on the rack before get inside the tub. I wiggled my body to make myself comfortable as I sighed happily.

Back in home, I always did this after my busy schedule at the hospital. My life totally turns 360 when I married to him.

It's almost five months I'm married with him and almost a year I didn't back home. I closed my eyes and sighed as I rested my head at the head jacuzzi.

Lots of things already happened and I can't went back to my old times .Past was past. And I've to survive whether I liked it or not.

And now I have to move on and tried to accept my life especially my marriage life. I was stunned when he confessed that he loved me.

I Love You.

That words can't got out from my mind. It's always ringing inside my head. He loved me.

Well he isn't so bad as far I've  known him. And I wanted to know more about him and his life since I already got into his world.

My eyes snapped opened when I realised that I've been too long in this bathroom. I got out from the tub and cleaned myself in the shower.

After a few minutes, I tied the robe around me tightly then walked out from the bathroom. I trailed towards the closet to take my night clothes.

My eyes caught at the clock that already 22:45 p.m. and I already inside the bathroom for almost one hour. I shook my head and opened the closet.

I searched a modest clothes even all of them were revealing because of Emily. I groaned when I realised that. I picked up the red lingerie with my right hand and the black lingerie with my left hand.

Well both of them were revealed but not too much. The red lingerie was actually a see through cloth and I didn't wanted to use it.

So I just picked the black lingerie even it's a spaghetti straps with a wide collar that can shown my cleavage. The length also came down until my mid thigh.

I growled and slammed the closet closed after took a pair of matching underwear. I wore the clothes then hung the robe.

I opened the towel that wrapped around my hair. I wiped my wet hair using the same towel and bent down a little so I can wiped my hair easily.

Then I straightened my body and stretched my body. I sighed with a smiled on my lips. I snapped my head towards the sound of a door opened.

"I'm back."

My eyes met the deep blue eyes as I saw Damien smiling at me but it faded when his eyes looked down at my body but stared longer on my legs and my chest.

I forgot that I'm wearing this sexy lingerie.

Quickly, I covered my front body with the small towel in my hand even it's only covered half of my body and my leg still bare to him.

"You're back."I said with an awkward laughed.

He closed the door behind him and started to walk towards me making me gulped. I saw his eyes darkened causing me looked everywhere but him.

"I-I'm going to put this towel back in the bathroom."I stuttered because I'm trying to avoid him right now.

Before I can made my first stepped, I gasped out loud when my back hit a wall. I looked up and saw that he was already stood in front of me.

He snatched away the towel in my hand then threw it across the room,"Never hide yourself from me."he whispered with husky voice in my ear.

I shivered as he cupped my cheek. He caressed my cheek with his thumb as he put his face at the crooked of my neck.

I bit my lips to restraint a moaned escaped my lips when he started to kiss the curved of my neck towards my ear.

"You're beautiful..."he whispered seductively and nibbled my earlobe,"You smell wonderful..."he added as he pulled my waist to his.

He trailed his kisses to my cheek until the corner of my lips he stopped. He pulled my bottom lips that I didn't realised biting it as he stared to my eyes.

My lips parted slightly when he rubbed my bottom lips,"If I say that I want you.. would you say yes?"he asked me.

He wanted me?

My eyes widen when he said that,"Yes baby doll.."he said again,"I Want You."

My heart beating very wild in my chest when he said that again. This were the third time he wanted me. And I didn't knew should I refused it or said yes.

Why should I did right now?

Oh Allah please helped me.

He was now my husband and he has the right to ask that from me and I have to give him. I closed my eyes and sighed.

If that was the right decision then it will.

"It's okay I wants to take a bath."he said making my eyes snapped opened.

He pulled his hands away from me then moved. Quickly, I wrapped my hands around his neck before he can moved.

I grabbed his wrist and wrapped it again around my waist then put my arm back to his neck. I guessed I should moved on the next stage on our relationship.

And this was my right decision.

"What are you do--"

"Yes."I cut him off and answered his questions.

I stared his eyes,"W-What?"he asked.

I smiled and cupped his cheek before tip toed so I can kissed him on his lips."Yes."I whispered after gave him a kissed right on his lips.

I ignored my cheeks that blushed red. His eyes widen when I said that making me giggled. Then he crashed his lips to mine and pulled my body closer.

My hand gripped his hair as I kissed him back. He groaned and deepened more our passionate kissed.

I have to follow his pace when he tilted his head to make our kissed deeper. Soon his kisses became slow and steady as I felt him smiled against my lips.

He bent down a little and he wrapped his right arm on the back of my knee and another on my back then lifted me.

He pulled away from me then gave me a smiled. I hid my face on his neck as I tried to catch my breath. I heard him chuckled making me smiled against his skin.

After this happened, my life will changed for the rest of my life. I gave him all my own. But the three words my mouth still can't said it.

He put me down on the middle of the bed with him on top of me. He pushed the strands of my hair away from my face then caressed my cheek.

"Are you sure you want to do this?Once I start what I do I'm not going to stop baby doll."he whispered seductively.

My face became hot when he asked me that. But I still nodded at what he said. I think it's time for me to carry on the responsibilities of a wife.

It's time for me to submit myself entirely to him.He's my husband.He's the man that I will loved for the rest of my life.

But I'm afraid. This was my first time and I'm not familiar with it. And I'm sure, I trusted him fully with all my heart.

With that reason I nodded confidently. He smiled and kissed me softly on my forehead.

"Don't worry I'll be gentle."he whispered first before crashed our lips together.

The last words that I heard from him were the three beautiful words before I fell right into his arms and warm embraced.

"I Love You."