Chapter 695
Life, Once Again!
âAre you not going to drink that?â Heewon asked.
Maru handed him the cup ramyun container. Heewon stuck his nose against the container and started drinking the soup.
âDid you not eat anything?â
âI did. Why do you ask?â
âBecause you look like youâve been starving for days.â
âI get that a lot.â
Maru looked at Heewon who was gulping down the soup. Daemyung and Inho went into the opera house together with the shared opinion that they should help their juniors as much as possible. Dowook went back to the truck, saying he wanted to get some sleep.
âMyunghwa High is at 2, right?â Heewon asked as he threw away the empty container in the trash can next to the bench.
It seemed that he had downed the soup which had filled more than half of the container.
âIf it doesnât get delayed, then yeah, 2 oâclock.â
âGaeul is from Myunghwa High, right?â
âYeah.â
âIs she in it?â
âNo, sheâs a staff.â
âThen I guess thereâs nothing to see.â
Heewon lay down on the bench. The bench was quite small, but he looked quite at ease. He looked pretty used to doing that.
âItâs the perfect weather to sleep.â
Heewonâs eyes lost focus quickly. Maru also nodded. The sunlight seeping through the gaps in the leaves was just warm enough, and the wind was just cool enough. He stared at the round roof of the opera house for a while before speaking,
âHowâs Gaeul doing during lessons?â
âSheâs doing too well. Iâm receiving harm because of her. Sheâs way too enthusiastic. She can take it easy, but sheâs practicing like thereâs no tomorrow. I canât really rest in fear of being compared.â
Heewonâs eyes contained resentment. He truly looked rather troubled.
âHelp her out a little. Sheâs someone who likes acting.â
âHell no, too bothersome.â
âSheesh, you are one thing. That personality of yours didnât change after joining a company.â
âYou tell me. I thought Iâd change if I became busy, but it looks like my laziness is on a completely different level. I was running for an entire day because we were shooting an ad, right? Not gonna lie, I wanted to run away. That was way too much for me.â
âIâm surprised you didnât.â
âIf I did, Haewon would find me and scold me.â
âYou should really put a stop to that, you know? Your brother needs his own time. How long are you going to make him look after you?â
âItâs been a while since we met, yet youâre on about that as well? Why are there so many hardworking people around me? Thereâs Haewon, Gaeul, you, and even Inho. There should be just as many lazy people like me to make the balance right.â
âItâs because you are beyond easygoing and more of a sloth.â
âIs that how it is?â
Heewon yawned before standing up.
âTalking to you made the sleepiness run away. I feel like I made a loss.â
âYou should sleep if youâre tired. Once I see that youâre asleep, Iâll just walk away.â
âI donât think I can sleep after that⦠hey, is that school Myunghwa High?â
Heewon pointed with his finger. There were students heading towards the opera house. A hundred or so students wearing black t-shirts moved in unison, which made the spectators around look at them in a daze.
âYep, thatâs Myunghwa High.â
âThatâs a lot. I think thereâs more than a hundred in just the acting club alone.â
âYouâre probably right.â
â20 people was a pain already, yet they have 100? Looks like Gaeul does an incredible job huh, being a seonbae in a club like that.â
âBut youâre the club president of Hwasoo High, arenât you?â Maru asked as he looked at Heewon.
âThatâs because Inho pushed that title onto me so that I can take care of the annoying stuff. I didnât do anything this year as the club president, but I still am. Does that even make sense?â
âLooks like you have everyoneâs trust then. Oh, come to think about it, you didnât participate at all, huh? In the competition, I mean.â
âYou want me to participate in the acting club alongside those lessons? I canât do it. I have to give up on one of the two.â
âGaeul is taking those lessons with you, isnât she? Gaeul applied to be a staff member after saying that she had quite a lot of free time.â
âI pulled myself out early. If I participated in the club as well, I would have no free time for the entire week. Also, what fun is there in a club that relies on one person for everything? I pulled out for the sake of the members.â
âSo you were pretending to be busy?â
âWell⦠I guess you can put it that way. Itâs a white lie?â
âWell done. Thanks to you, we managed to pass the preliminaries easily.â
âDonât say that in front of Inho. He might try to kill me.â
âHe probably knows already, you know? I mean, Haewon has access to your entire schedule.â
Heewon made a shocked expression before muttering âis that why they dragged me here?â by himself. This guy was quite unpredictable. Looking at his acting, he had the skill to gain anyoneâs applause, yet the person himself lacked the will to make use of that. He was the complete opposite of Gaeul who put her best effort into everything she did, so those two might have quarreled with each other quite often.
âAre you getting along well with Gaeul?â
âThereâs nothing to say about that, really. Sheâs like a bull who can only charge forward. If I want to be friends with her, I need to be working hard towards something as well, but I donât wanna do that.â
âYouâre taking those lessons anyway, so try to get some fun out of them. And help Gaeul out when you can. If itâs your acting, she might feel a lot of things after looking at you.â
âFeel things?â
Heewon made a bored expression after yawning.
âNow, I wonder about that.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat youâre telling me is that my acting will be helpful for improving her own skills, right?â
âYeah, and?â
âMy acting will not be helpful to her. No, she doesnât need my help at all. When I first saw her, I didnât feel much about her, but she has changed a lot recently. The teacher is telling her off a lot less too. Itâs somewhat strange to say this, but she seems like a changed person.â
Heewon stared at Maru.
âFor example, when I first saw your acting, the feel you gave off was a thick blue.â
âI think I said this before, but only you can understand that color theory in this world.â
Heewon scratched his head.
âTo put it in a different way, youâre stuck-up. Your acting style is like a rock. Itâs hard and heavy. If people keep watching, they might get a sense that itâs tiring, but itâs fundamentally flawless, so itâs something you can keep watching.â
âSorry for being tiring.â
âItâs just a form of expression. Itâs quite peculiar. I had to explain what thick blue is in words. In any case, when I first met Gaeul, she was yellow. She was shining beautifully. But, that was it. There was no fun in her acting. I can feel her intention of showing something, but that didnât influence her acting. It was to the point that when I blinked, I would forget what she was doing just moments ago.â
The criticism was rather severe. Maru couldnât entirely agree with him, but he did nod when he heard that her acting was no fun. Gaeul had splendid skill in interpreting the script, but she lacked character. This was something that Ganghwan pointed out in the amateur acting class 2 years ago.
âBut itâs different these days. Itâs quite curious. Sheâs a rainbow. One moment, she would be red, but then she would leap to blue the next moment, followed by green. It's a chaotic and unsettling type of acting, but she draws attention until the very end. If you tell me to do that, I canât do that. Thatâs something like having bipolar disorder. Her emotional mood swings are way too extreme. And yet, she looks natural.â
âIâm surprised you managed to understand all that.â
âItâs just a gut feeling. Anyway, the type of acting she does these days is like skipping back and forth between ages from a newborn to a granny. Itâs unpredictable. Thatâs why the teacher is having so much fun these days. And thanks to that, itâs more tiring for me.â
Maru looked at the opera house. Gaeulâs acting had changed, huh. He couldnât get a feel of what that would be like. He had never seen her act recently after all.
âIn any case, I get that sheâs doing well.â
âSheâs doing too well. I want her to be a little lazier, but I donât see that happening anytime soon.â
âWhy donât you learn from her and change your habits? Who knows? You might change that lazy nature of yours.â
âYou want me to live a busy life like her? If I start making money in the future, I might have no choice but to do that, but no, I donât want to do that now. Iâm going to embrace this leisure as much as possible. What do you have left if you live a busy life when youâre a student? Dying after working your entire life sounds way too sad.â
âIf you become a workaholic, even working should change into something fun, you know?â
âWhatâs a workaholic? Sounds like a magic spell from a game to me.â
Maru stared at Heewon before chuckling.
âAnyway, look after her for me, will you? I think Iâll be more at ease knowing that you are taking care of her since youâre by her side every day.â
âEven if I donât do it, Haewon is doing it as well, so donât worry about it. Geez, this is the problem with couples.â
Heewon stood up from his seat and checked the time. Maru also took out his phone to have a look. It was nearing 2 oâclock, the time he was supposed to meet up with the others.
âLooks like I should get going. Inho told me to come inside by at least 2.â
âI also need to go.â
âOkay, see you later.â
Heewon, who walked off while moving his hands back and forth, suddenly stopped and turned around.
âOh, I almost forgot.â
âWhat?â
âThanks. Itâs thanks to you that I joined the agency. If I ever become big later, Iâll treat you to something good.â
âDid Haewon tell you to do that?â
âYou really are quick-witted. As expected of thick blue.â
âAway with your color theory. I donât understand anything.â
âBut donât you get a feel of what it is when I say thick blue? Like âwhamâ or something? Why donât other people get this?â
âWhim or wham, I donât care, so donât go saying that to others. You might get reported to the psychiatric hospital.â
Heewon nodded and turned around.
* * *
âYou did well, you did well.â
Gaeul consoled the crying junior. They were reaching the climax point without any accidents when something happened to one of the first-year juniors. One of the high-heels worn by her to represent a âbold new employeeâ had snapped off right in the middle of the stage. As this was just her second time going up on the stage, that accident was something hard for that junior to bear. In the end, she froze up, and a character that wasnât supposed to be there had to hop out from behind the side curtains and bring her out. Thankfully, nothing happened after that, but the junior who was at the center of the accident was still trembling.
âYou were just unlucky. Donât worry about it. Well then, letâs clean up,â said Choi Seol.
The juniors started moving. The shaking junior also helped the others after calming down a little. It was colleagues who were helpful when people had it hard, so there were many first-year students gathered around her. It should be fine now - Gaeul sighed before helping out with the cleanup.
It was when she was sweeping the sticky notes scattered on stage with a broom. She saw someone wave towards the stage. It was Maru, wearing Woosung Highâs acting club hoodie. Gaeul barely managed to smile and wave back. What happened back at the bus still remained in her heart. Honestly, she didnât have the confidence to face Maru right now.
After that short greeting, Gaeul walked around the stage in a busy manner. She wasnât that busy, so it made her feel pathetic to pretend that she was, but she wanted to avoid Maru even if she had to do that right now.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Her head was filled with the thought that she had to calm her heart and go see him next time. She looked at the exit after a long time. All the students had left. Maru wasnât there either.
Just then, she got an alert from her phone. She got a text message.
-You seemed busy, so I just left. Actually, I wanted to keep waiting, but the instructor was noisy about getting food. Sorry.
Gaeul put her broom between her arm and her waist and quickly sent a reply.
-Donât feel sorry. It was me who was in a bad condition and snapped out. Have a nice dinner and see you next time.
-Alright. Hope you feel better soon. If you get really annoyed or something, call me and vent it on me.
-Not happening.
She felt like she could hear Maruâs plain tone from the text. It was her who had dodged him, yet he was the one apologizing. This made her sigh. It should be fine to look at him straight and to chat with him, but why did that become so hard?
-Itâs because of your guilty conscience and jealousy. Itâs also the difference between a mature kid and a kid pretending to be an adult.
That voice suddenly spoke up. Gaeul ignored it because she couldnât retort. When she didnât retort, the voice faded away as though it had lost interest.
âItâs so hard,â Gaeul uttered to herself on the stage after all the juniors and the audience had left.
She didnât want anything amazing. All she wanted to do was to act alongside Maru on a stage like this. Watching Maruâs acting, which had become so distant, she wondered if that day would ever come.
She stared at the empty stage for a while before turning around.
âToday, youâre a depressing sky blue.â
She suddenly heard a voice from the audience seats. She stared at the dark corner towards the right.
âLee Heewon?â
âYeah, itâs me?â
Heewon looked back at her in a questioning light as though asking why she called him. Gaeul chuckled when she saw that. He was the one who called out to her first, yet he had an expression like that.
âYou laughed, so it means I took care of you, right?â Heewon said from below the stage.
She couldnât understand a word he was saying.
KTLChamber's Thoughts
I feel like Gaeul doesn't understand the level of her own skills anymore...
Editor's Note:
So Heewon did know of the connection between Maru and Gaeul. Interesting. It would low key be kinda interesting if Heewon and Gaeul got together.