Chapter 616
Life, Once Again!
-We got an audition scheduled for you, so prepare for that. The reason Iâm telling this to you directly is because I have big expectations from you. Team leader Han will tell you the details, so you can hear that from him. This drama is something heavily marketed by YBS. Youâve made your name known through the sitcom, so donât you think itâs about time you make your face known to more people? You should row while the water is still flowing. If you make your name known to more people with this opportunity, youâll have an easier time later. Your acting is pretty decent, so you have the potential to become big. Also, your heart is really okay, right? Tell me if you have a problem later. Donât suffer by yourself and make other people worried. If necessary, weâll introduce you to a good hospital.
Jiseok reminded himself of the words he just heard as he left the presidentâs office.
âSince heâs caring about me, does he think that Iâm worth it now?â
He did not hide the smile that crept onto his face as he walked. It was well-known that the president of Yellow Star was quite cold to actors without any fame. Jiseok also only talked to him a couple of times when he signed the contract, and never talked to him after that.
âWhat, did something good happen?â
âOh, noona.â
Jiseok waved his hand at Chaerim, who stood in front of him. She was wearing slightly tall shoes, a blue shirt, and beige cotton pants. She also seemed to have become taller, but he did not say that out loud. Anyone in the company knew that Chaerim was sensitive about her height.
âDidnât you go to Japan?â
âThe plan was to have a relaxing rest, but my schedule was leaked on the internet. So I postponed it to next week.â
âPopular people have it hard. What brings you to the company?â
âTo see the unnis.â
âUnnis, you sayâ¦.â
âWhat other unnis are there in this company other than them?â
âI knew it. What is it this time?â
âBlueâs farewell concert.â
âWhat concert?â
âThey want to do a farewell concert. They asked me for my opinions about doing a farewell concert even though itâs been half a year since we officially split up, and gee, I can only say that the president is amazing. Heâs the kind of guy who would dig out a body from a grave before selling it to someone else.â
âHa, haha.â
Seeing Chaerim with a glare on her face, Jiseok couldnât do anything but laugh. Jiseok was there when Blue had a press meeting. Camera flashes baptized the girls, and those girls hugged each other warmly in front of the journalists and cried as they declared the last moment of Blue. As soon as the press meeting finished though, they wiped their eyes off with some tissue, got on their respective vehicles, and split up without saying goodbye.
Seeing the five fairies of Blue, who split up as though they were refreshed, Jiseok and his manager talked about how the entertainment industry was nothing magical. An idol group, who split up with tears in front of the fans - regardless of what was actually happening - is going to hold a farewell concert after half a year.
The more he thought about that, the more flabbergasted he became. Leading a company really wasnât something anyone could do.
âSo, are you going to do it?â
âWould you do it if you were in my shoes? After all that trouble?â
âHow about the others?â
âI wouldnât know. Minji-unni and Dayoon-unni are doing well as actresses, so they have nothing to lose, but the other two arenât. They havenât done any activities ever since Blue split up, and from what I heard, they invested into some franchise and miserably failed.â
âYou donât seem to contact each other, huh?â
âWeâve had enough of each other, so why would I? I just assume that theyâre living their lives well. Honestly, I didnât want to see them today either.â
âYou really donât hold back, huh. Are the other noonas coming now?â
âProbably? Why do you ask?â
âI thought I should watch.â
âWatch if you want to. Itâll be quite interesting.â
âI-I was just joking.â
âRather than that, what happened to you to be coming out of the presidentâs office?â
âHe told me to do an audition for a drama.â
âYou should get yourself together then. Youâre quite soft, so itâs likely that people will push you around. Especially that president. Donât listen to his words fully. Heâs not totally trash, but heâs definitely not someone who can be called good.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
âKeep raising your worth. If you donât want to get backstabbed later, you will have to do that.â
âArenât you being too pessimistic?â
âIâm just saying. I found out that the only things you can trust in the end are money and your own skills. Iâm twenty and Iâve realized that already. Arenât I amazing?â
âYes, you are.â
Charim made a self-loathing smile before sighing. Although she spoke in a relaxed manner, she probably wasnât that comfortable with meeting people from the group she split up with.
At that moment, a person wearing training clothes appeared behind Chaerim. From the figure, it seemed to be a woman. She was covering her face with a hood and was yawning as she walked over. She stopped after seeing Jiseok.
âWhat are you two doing?â
âOh, it was you, seonbae-nim. I was wondering who it was,â Jiseok said as he looked at Joohyun, who took off her hood. Chaerim turned around.
âU-unni. Hello.â
âHavenât seen you in a while, Chaerim. How have you been?â
âIâm doing okay. How about you, unni?â
âWell, Iâve just been resting ever since The Witness finished. Itâs been a while since I came to the company too.â
âWow, it must be my lucky day today then. Meeting you here and all.â
Jiseok slightly walked over so that he could see Chaerimâs face from the side. The way she chuckled in embarrassment made her look like a completely different person. Chaerim, who was looking at Joohyun with a slightly flushed expression, suddenly turned around.
Arenât you going to get going? - she seemed to say with her eyes. Jiseok smiled awkwardly before moving a step away.
âThen Iâll take my leave. Have a nice talk, you two.â
âJiseok, wait.â
Joohyun stopped him.
âEh?â
âArenât you doing a drama soon?â
âAh, yes. The president just told me to do an audition.â
âI knew it.â
Joohyun smiled.
âAre you perhaps playing the lead character, seonbae?â
âYeah. I was originally planning to take a one-year break, but this one looked interesting. Thatâs why I decided to do it. Plus, I know the writer as well so I have faith in the work.â
âI was just a bundled product then, huh. I did find it strange because I was told to audition for a mini-series on public TV.â
Chaerim interfered after listening to the conversation.
âWhatâs so bad about being a bundled product? Products that donât have value canât even be put in a bundle.â
âChaerim is right about that. Iâm not saying that itâs the right thing to do, but that doesnât mean that itâs not an opportunity. Donât feel disappointed and do your best. Iâm looking forward to it because I think that itâll be quite interesting to do it with you.â
Joohyun waved her hand and walked to the presidentâs room.
âNow thatâs what I call a superstarâs leisure. Itâs amazing that she can meet the president wearing something like that.â
âJoohyun-seonbae will probably wear things like that even if sheâs not a star, though. She has a strong character after all.â
âThatâs true, I guess. You have it good. You get to shoot with Joohyun-unni.â
âItâs a lot of pressure on me. Everyone will probably think that I was cast simply because Iâm in the same agency as Joohyun-seonbae. If I end up doing badly or something.... Urgh, thatâll be terrible.â
âWhatâs not terrible? Everythingâs terrible when you work in this field. Look at me, Iâm going to talk about holding a concert even though Iâve disbanded.â
âYou told me you werenât going to do it though.â
âThatâs what I want to do. However, you know that work doesnât always go the way you want to, right?â
âI just want to live my life while acting the things I want. Using my brain and measuring things out isnât my style.â
âIf you want that kind of life, the only option is for you to become a famous actor. If you become an actor who gets work prepared for you even if you stay still and have everyone wanting to scout you, then youâll be able to do that. Heck, I want to be like that too.â
âAre you going to quit singing? I quite liked your singing. You know that I have every one of Blueâs CDs, right?â
âThanks for that. As for music, I want to try it again later. I want to do emotional ballads instead of dance music though. I donât want to be a singer who runs around on stage; I want to be one that just stands on the stage with a single microphone and a single light. But I like being an actress for now. I think Iâll remember bad things if I sing now.â
âTell me about it if you ever decide to sing later. Iâll go watch you.â
âAlright. I guess Iâll be eating at the cafeteria until the other unnis come. I should consume company food since itâs been a while. Itâs still terrible, isnât it?â
âItâs not like the terrible taste would go anywhere.â
Chaerim smiled and turned around. Just then, she stopped as though she was reminded of something.
âYou were friends with her, werenât you?â
âHer?â
Just as Chaerim was about to say the name, she chuckled before changing what she was going to say.
âGaeul, I meant Gaeul.â
âAhaha, Gaeul, I do.â
âDo you know that calling her Gaeul in front of her makes her really embarrassed? She was so cute. I met her two days ago, and I kept calling her Gaeul for the whole day. Even though it was her who told me to call her that, she was really embarrassed when I did. Sheâs really cute.â
âI havenât seen her face since I only called her, but her voice was a little shaky. It seems like sheâs not used to it.â
âWhat can she do? She can only get used to it. Just like how Iâm Chaerim.â
âAh, right. You changed your name, didnât you?â
âI became more used to being called by this name after all. Itâs a name with a lot of terrible memories attached to it, but thereâs no other name that expresses me as well as this one. Are you going to keep using your real name, Yoo Jiseok?â
âYes. No oneâs using the name, and the name isnât that bad either.â
âI guess itâs fine as long as youâre ok with it.â
Later - Chaerim started walking across the corridor as she said that.
Jiseok stretched out his arms and climbed down the stairs. When he was shooting the sitcom, all he ever wanted was a day of rest, but now that the series finished and there was nothing for him to do other than going to school, he was filled with the desire to shoot. Luckily, he was given some nice work. He was a little disappointed that he was being sold as a bundle, but thanks to Joohyun and Chaerimâs words, he realized that he wasnât in a position to be complaining.
âRather than that, I wonder what heâs doing these days.â
There was a name that came to his mind when he talked about Gaeul. He wondered if he should try calling and took out his phone. Just then, he saw the cleaning lady, who was cleaning the stairs.
âHello, maâam.â
âAh, yes. Itâs been a while.â
âI havenât had any work recently, so I didnât need to come. Give me the mop.â
âOh, no, itâs fine.â
âJust give it to me. I donât have anything to do anyway. I have to come down from the top, right?â
âItâs my work though.â
âWe can finish it earlier if thereâs two of us. Have you eaten yet?â
âNot yet.â
âThen eat with me after finishing this. I have a spare food ticket.â
âOh, no, Iâm okay.â
âI just donât want to eat by myself. I mean it.â
He went up to the 3rd floor with the mop and came down while wiping the stairs. He also cleaned the banisters with a rag. When he put his strength in it, the stairs and the banisters were sparkly. Jiseok looked at his own work with a satisfied expression.
âYouâre doing that again?â
It was Chaerim who said she was going to the cafeteria. She was holding a canned drink and a sandwich in her hands. It seemed that she didnât like the company food after all.
âDo you want to help too, noona?â
âDonât bring me into it. Iâm not that kind. Also, hey, thatâs a bad habit you have.â
âWe should help each other out.â
âLike that, youâll get scammed by a fraudster someday, you know?â
Chaerim glanced downwards before going over to the cleaning lady and handing her the drink. She forced the can into the ladyâs hands even though she tried to decline, before returning.
âThatâs it for me. You can do the cleaning.â
âOkay.â
âGeez, youâre too kind for your own good.â
Chaerim went up the stairs while taking a bite from the sandwich. Jiseok shrugged before finishing the rest of the cleaning.
âMaâam, letâs go eat.â
âThanks every time.â
âDonât say that. Oh, can you go ahead? Iâll make a quick phone call before catching up to you.â
âAlright. Iâll get your portion as well.â
After sending off the cleaning lady first, Jiseok took out his phone and pressed some buttons. After a few signal sounds, the signal suddenly cut off before a ladyâs voice could be heard.
-The number youâre trying to reach is currently unavâ¦.
âOh, is he in a shoot right now?â
Jiseok remembered that the shoots for New Semester were on the weekends. He nodded before putting the phone inside his pocket. They should also eat around 1 p.m. so he decided to call after finishing lunch.
âMaâam! Wait for me!â
Jiseok quickly went down the stairs.