Chapter 594
Life, Once Again!
âAt heart, we arenât a company that focuses on actors. If we only had actors, we wouldnât need a building this big in the first place.â
She followed Ahyoung down to the lobby on the first floor. Although she had walked past this place when she was heading to the presidentâs office on the 4th floor, she didnât take a closer look because of her nervousness.
âThe lobby is the face of a company. Itâs a place where artists play around, so you know, itâd be somewhat iffy if it looks boring, right?â
The people walking past the lobby greeted Ahyoung. Among them, one even approached her and gave her a hi-five. She was slightly impressed by the fact that the atmosphere wasnât overbearing here. Some people that she encountered while visiting shooting locations were filled with authoritative pride, but none of that could be seen here. The employees didnât have any difficulties greeting the president. She was given a fresh shock.
âOur building has separate facilities from the 1st floor to the 5th floor. The first floor is, as you can see, a space for guests. The restaurant is also on this floor. We have great food, you know? Letâs go eat together later.â
âYes.â
âThe 2nd floor is filled with practice rooms. There are large ones and small ones. The 3rd floor has musical equipment, and itâs where most of the mixing and recording happens at our company. Though, the ones with their personal studios use their own. People who canât afford them come here to do it. The 4th floor is the general office. Itâs quiet and cozy. It might sound strange coming from me, but our company has really good welfare you know? If you feel like itâll be hard to succeed as an actress, then come back as an office worker. Iâll accept you at that time. Oh, the 5th floor is the terrace. Itâs a place to rest. Honestly speaking, most of the building is set aside for musicians. The actors usually come to the 4th floor whenever they have business here, or hold small parties on the roof. Most of the actors and actresses usually stay at home. After all, you know how hard their work is, despite how fancy they look. Thatâs why most of them rest at home or carry themselves out of the country. Wait, is that expression usually with bad connotations?â
She looked at Ahyoung in a daze. Her pronunciation was perfect throughout the whole time. All of her lines were catchy and her gestures were eye-catching.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âYour pronunciation is really good.â
âAre you flattering me?â
âNo. Iâm just telling you my honest opinion. I even want to learn from you.â
âReally? That makes me feel good. I also aspired to be an actress once. You know what this is, right?â
Ahyoung took out a pen from her chest pocket and put it in her mouth. She jokingly said a few lines.
âYes, I do that all the time.â
âI did that to death too. Thanks to that, I got something out of it. An attractive voice is necessary for a businesswoman, you know?â
Ahyoung put the pen back into her pocket.
âBut unfortunately, I donât seem to have any talent in acting, so I quit after a few years of being nameless. I hope you donât become like me. I mean, if youâre going to do it, being a star is better than being dirt poor, isnât it? A shining star.â
Ahyoung raised her hands above her head and spun around her wrist with a smile. She subconsciously imitated her. It was as though she was infected by Ahyoungâs cheerfulness.
After that, she took a tour throughout the building with Ahyoung. Just as she had said, the majority of the facilities here were tailored towards musicians and singers. Sometimes, people that looked like singers greeted Ahyoung. There were some that she
felt like she had seen somewhere before.
After the tour, she was brought to the 5th floor terrace as the last course. There was a field of grass on top of the building. It was quite refreshing to see greenery in the forest of buildings.
âI told you about how our agency is A plus-grade, right?â
âYes.â
âUnfortunately, that is only when we consider actors. If we include actors and singers alike, I guess weâre B-grade? We donât have any power in the singer department. And here I thought I invested quite a lot too. Well then, sit down here for a moment.â
She sat down on a colorful beach chair. She put her feet together on the ground and sat down in a proper manner, but when Ahyoung told her to lie down, she just gave up and lay down on her back. She saw the clear skies. The wind she couldnât feel until just now started blowing.
âWhen you rest, you gotta rest lying down. Feels good, doesnât it?â
âYes, it does.â
âThis space is always open, so many of our workers come up here. Freedom is the motto of the company after all. If we try to roll a stiff rock, weâll only get stiff ideas, right? We canât have that when weâre supposed to be working with entertainment.â
She thought about the things she saw after coming here. The neat-looking interior, the self-proclaimed but still good-sounding welfare, a recording space that was filled with equipment she had never seen before, as well as the overwhelmingly large practice room. However, what she liked the most was the smile from the employee who gave Ahyoung a hi-five. She might have just seen the good side of things, but she really liked the vibes that this company gave off. It flashed in her mind that she wanted to work here.
âIt might be impossible, but my dream is to create a company where I can quit working with a smile.â
âYou sound incredible, president. Also, I feel like youâve achieved your dream to a certain extent.â
âIâm still far from it. If I want people to quit the job with smiles on their faces, the severance pay should be more. If I want to do that, I have to dig deeper into the pockets of the investors. And to do that, we must become an A-grade agency in both aspects. We have really good actors. I wish that I could do something about the singers, but I canât do anything about that. In that aspect, Yellow Star acted really quickly. You know what Yellow Star is, right?â
âYes, I do. One of the three major agencies.â
âIf we went against them with actors alone, we wonât lose that easily. However, once you count the singers, Iâd have a hard time showing them my business card. Honestly speaking, I didnât know that idols would become so big. I thought that traditional singers would never step down from the music market. But what do you know? Who wouldâve thought that those brats could have so much power? NL Company, Jewel - They all have two to three idol teams that represent their companies, but we donât have that. We canât bring in existing groups either since their ties with their current companies are too sturdy. I wish someone like that fell right in front of my eyes. On that note, do you want to try being an idol?â
âI want to become an actress.â
âIt might be better for you to raise your popularity as an idol and switch to acting later. I heard that you appeared in a sitcom before, right? Your face is known already, so it should be easier for you to enter the market. Youâll be an actress as your main image and have being an idol as your sub-image. It will be a fresh change of things.â
Ahyoung stood up and started dancing lightly. It looked like some kind of idol dance, and her movements were very snappy as though she had been practicing for a long time.
âPretty good, arenât I?â
âYou are. Did you practice?â
âI do it in secret when everyone else is practicing. Rather than that, what do you think? I was planning on releasing a girl idol group, and honestly speaking, you donât look that bad. You might be able to stand in the center if you change your character to be more daring.â
Ahyoung came closer to her. She ruffled her hair and nodded.
âLooks like a short haircut should suit you too.â
âUhm, president.â
âWhat?â
âI have no intentions of becoming an idol. I want to start as an actress and end as one.â
âIs it because you donât want the idol tag on you for life?â
âNo, itâs not like that. I know how hard idols have their lives, and how hard they practice. Thereâs one around me.â
âAn idol? Who?â
âA member of Blue. Though, they disbanded.â
âBlue, huh. They were pretty good. It was good to see them because they all had unique characters. You know someone from that team?â
âShe went to the same school as me. Though, she has graduated now.â
âYouâre from Myunghwa High, right? Letâs see Myunghwa High, that means⦠Oh! Lee Chaerim, am I right?â
âYouâre quite knowledgeable.â
âI have basic info on all the people that became big at least once. I should try to buy their goodwill whenever I meet them after all. Iâm the president for a reason.â
Ahyoung sat down at the edge of the beach chair.
âSince weâre at it, letâs talk about her. She started off as an idol, but sheâs growing as an actress too. Before, idols received a lot of hate for shooting movies with their popularity alone instead of with their skill, but how is it now? Weâre in an era where idols arenât sinning by acting. Of course, people around them might not look at them in a good light. Some foreign fish are trying to play in their own waters after all, so the lofty ones donât like that. Do you know why they donât like it? Itâs because those idol actors do better than them. Theyâre snatching away the food from all the traditional bigshots. Now, they canât really blame the popularity of idols, since their acting skills are improving really fast. Once, the realm of actors was really solid and impenetrable. Actors who do not have experience in theater troupes and did not work in Daehak-ro were practically unable to gain the title of âactorâ, especially in Chungmuro. But itâs not like that anymore. Itâs showing signs of reversal. People are saying that the quickest route to becoming an actor is to become an idol first.â
She listened to Ahyoung until the end. She really had an urge to interrupt mid-way, but she couldnât do so when she thought about writer Lee Hanmi who introduced her to this place.
âWow, speak of the devil,â Ahyoung said as she looked at the entrance to the 5th floor.
She also turned her head around. A woman wearing slim-fit white pants, a semi-transparent sky-blue blouse, and a necklace with black beads on it came in, carrying a clutch bag.
âUnni, wait a bit. Iâm in an interview right now.â
âWell, Iâll just sit here for the time being then. Continue with whatever you were doing. Iâm here to get some sun.â
The woman put on the glasses she put in her pocket and smoothly took a beach chair for herself before lying down. Ahyoung laughed when she saw that woman.
âUnni, can you come to places like this when you have your own company to deal with?â
âItâs between you and me. Go on, continue with your interview. Hear out my frustrations after that.â
âAre the kids bothering you again?â
âDonât even start. Those TTO brats, guh, they were cute when they followed me like puppies. Anyways, she has a good face. Do you want to come to my company if you get rejected here? My companyâs much better than this place, you know?â
The woman lying down faintly smiled. She stared at the woman for a while before turning around to look at Ahyoung. She needed an explanation of who this woman was.
âSheâs the president of NL Company, which has been gaining rapid popularity as of late. Her hobby is to come to a competing company and cause havoc on their rooftop. Geez, and you are so calm when you go over to JA.â
NL Company. She widened her eyes and looked at the woman lying down in front of her. She had a hunch when she heard the words âthose TTO bratsâ, but she didnât think that she was the president of their agency. Park Narim - even she, who had little knowledge about management agencies, knew her name. She was just that famous. She was the lady who was at the top of one of the three major agencies in the country and appeared frequently as a model in womenâs magazines. She also saw her name in the chart of â50 most influential people in Koreaâ.
âIgnore the rude lady. Letâs finish what we were talking about before.â
âYouâre talking about being an idol, right?â
âYes. Itâs not a bad idea for you. Itâll be quite hard for you if you want to sign a contract with me as an actress. I told you right? Weâre an A plus grade when it comes to actors. However, if you wish to join the company as an idol Iâm willing to write a contract right now.â
âBut you have never heard me singing before.â
âThe main vocalist is the only one that needs to sing well. Plus, once a singing instructor teaches you, youâll be able to sing the basic harmony without trouble. As for the album, machines will do most of the work, so donât worry about it. What era do you think this is? Thereâs no one who relies solely on their vocal cords to do the recording. Even if you read it like a book, weâll get decent results as long as you get the pitch about right and we touch up the rest.â
âI want to join as an actress.â
âHm.â
Ahyoung crossed her arms and sat down.
âHonestly speaking, I think it will be hard for you.â
âHow can you be so sure without watching me act?â
âActing, huh. Yeah, thatâs important. But the media these days isnât all about acting.â
âThen what is it about?â
âItâs about image, and image consumption. If you want to get treated well based on your acting skill alone, you have to reach the level of those that you think are âfamous actorsâ. Thatâs what it means to live off your acting. However, living off your image is a different story. Even if your acting is terrible, youâll still sell if you look cute and pretty. If you gain a fandom, then youâll be able to go on TV even if you lack acting skills. When you do that, youâll gain skill. In that sense, you look a little lackluster. Iâm not saying that you arenât pretty. Itâs just that youâre âjustâ pretty which isnât anything special.â
âI⦠want to become an actress. I want to continue acting.â
âWhy do you want to walk down the hard path? Iâll let you act all you want. Just allocate some of that time to learn singing. You can act all you want in the remaining time. Support? Iâll give you everything you want. I can tell from your figure. Iâm sure youâre strictly controlling your diet and Iâm sure youâre doing gymnastics or dancing. I can tell from your thighs and calves alone. You arenât simply skinny. With a figure like that, youâll be able to learn to dance in no time. Isnât that good?â
She looked at Ahyoungâs eyes. Ahyoung seemed to be serious here. Her hands tensed. She wanted to shout and stand up. At that moment, Maruâs face appeared in her mind. She calmed down her breathing and started talking.
âDo I not have an opportunity as an actress then?â
âHm, probably?â
âThen I shall take my leave.â
âReally? Youâre going just like that? Donât you feel pity about the recommendation? Do you know how many people knock on our doors to just talk to me?â
âI can guess. This place is a really good company. Youâre a splendid person as well, president. I really wanted to act in a place like this, but it wonât do for me if itâs not acting. Iâm not saying that becoming an idol is a bad thing. Itâs just, I donât want to awkwardly do both of them. Actually, Iâm quite lacking, and you might be correct about me. I know that Iâm lacking. Iâm really thankful for your offer. But I want to continue acting. If I canât do that, thereâs no reason for me to stay here.â
âWriter Lee will be disappointed.â
âI will tell the writer about this myself. Iâll tell her that I was stupid and rejected a really good proposal.â
She bit her lower lip. She wanted to leave this place this instant, but when she thought about the nonchalant smile Maru would have on his face, she thought that it wasnât the right course of action. It was unknown when she would be able to meet such people again. She had to leave behind a good image of her. Youâve gotten better - she felt like she could hear Maruâs words.
âYouâre quite young. In this world, you need to take shortcuts when you can. Only fools choose the hard path.â
âThen Iâll choose to be a fool.â
âWhy are you so hung up on acting like that? I told you Iâll let you do it to your heartâs content later.â
â...Itâs because I feel like I will run away again later if I run away now. Also, thereâs a person I want to stand next to on stage. If I want to chase that person, I have to try my best starting now. I have no time to be singing.â
âWhat a pity.â
âSorry.â
âDonât be.â
Ahyoung reached her hand out. She closed her eyes and opened them again before grabbing her hand. She didnât know how she should apologize to writer Lee Hanmi. Perhaps this was her last opportunity? Should she just take up that offer instead? - she had such thoughts even as she shook Ahyoungâs hands. It was a charming offer after all.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âAre you really not going to regret it?â
âI will come back later once I feel confident in my skills as an actress. I will try my best to reach your standards.â
âSo you like this company?â
âYes! I especially like this chair.â
She forcefully joked around. She felt a lot better now. When she tried to let go of Ahyoungâs hand after a light handshake, Ahyoung did not let go.
âPresident?â
âHm? What is it?â
âCan you let go of my hâ¦.â
âNo.â
âWhat?â
âI have to start explaining to you about the contract, so I canât let go. I have a bad feeling that the bad woman over there is going to take you away from me,â Ahyoung said as she looked at Park Narim next to her.
She stared at Ahyoung in a daze.
âNow, then. Letâs get down to the real stuff, shall we?â
Ahyoungâs smile became a bit thicker.