Chapter 481
Life, Once Again!
âI know that personâ was a play about the interactions between a normal person, who was hospitalized due to a mistake, and the patients. At first, the man distanced himself from the rest and told everyone else that he was different. He eventually found out that the people living there are just people just like him, and the story ended after the man talked about his escape plans from the hospital.
âDonât come close to me. Iâm different from you people. You know? I'm normal, not a freak.â
Daemyung pushed his hands out in wariness. The club members around him stared at him for a moment before laughing all at once.
âHe says heâs normal.â
âEveryone says that at first when they come here.â
âI never get tired of it.â
âFine, normal guy. Youâre the best, okay? So you came here because your head was normal?â
Everyone stood in a circle around Daemyung, held each otherâs hands, and started spinning around Daemyung. Daemyung got angry and waved his hand outwards, but Aram quickly dodged while Daemyung just fell over like that.
âHeâs a crazy guy just from a glance.â
âRight.â
The four people that teased him snorted before going back to their respective places. Daemyung sat down on the spot and sighed.
This was going well. Maru coughed and pretended to open an imaginary door. When he did, Daemyung immediately ran up to him.
âD-doctor! Iâm not crazy!â
âYes, yes, Mr. Patient. You are not crazy. Youâre just a little sick. But donât worry, Iâll make you better soon.â
âDoctor!â
Maru walked between the four people, who were lying down neatly on their beds while Daemyung followed him on his knees. When Maru pretended to watch over Dowook, Aram abruptly stood up and started tickling Daemyung. Maru turned around after hearing Daemyungâs laughter.
âMr. Patient. Something good happen?â
âN-no. That woman just!â
âYes, yes, I know. You must be seeing women from time to time. Iâll give you some medicine so donât worry.â
âItâs not that, that woman tickled me.â
âIs that right? Well, then. Princess Choi.â
Aram stood up and answered âyesâ like a child.
âDid you tickle this person?â
âNo.â
She replied brightly like a preschooler before lying down again. Daemyung jumped around in frustration.
âMr. Patient. If you keep acting like that, Iâll move you from the group ward to the solitary ward. Okay?â
âBut Iâm saying Iâm normal.â
âEveryone here says that at first.â
Maru smiled and left the ward.
âSee that? I knew he was a crazy guy.â
âHe looks young too. Such a pity.â
Dowook and Jiyoon commented. At that moment, Bangjoo, who had been still this whole time, started laughing in a loud voice while grabbing his stomach. After rolling around sideways for a while, he turned serious and stood up before glaring at Daemyung.
âAm I funny to you?â
After saying that, Daemyung lied on the floor again, where the bed was supposed to be. After that was Daemyungâs monodrama. He utilized the stage to the fullest and talked about the events that happened to him. Maru held the script in front of him and compared Daemyungâs acting to the script. At the same time, he looked at the other members who brought out the characteristics of each character.
âWhy do I need to come here? Huh? Huh? What did I do wrong? Just who reported me? My wife? Sheâs been looking at me suspiciously these days. No, wait, was it my son? Did he send me in here because I didnât pay his tuition? No, thereâs no way thatâs true. Then is it mom? Ah, wait, she passed away.â
Maru subconsciously snapped his fingers as he looked at Daemyung who blankly stared into the sky as he said âpassed awayâ. The rather dazed expression was a laughing point here, and Daemyung brought it out really well. Bangjoo, who had to start laughing out of nowhere while lying down, was doing so at the right time - when Daemyungâs lines had a break.
âUhm, wait,â Maru said as he entered the stage. Daemyung, who just finished his acting, spat out a short breath.
âWhat is it? Is something awkward?â
âItâs good, but, Jiyoon.â
Jiyoon, who was crouching down with her knees together, raised her head.
âI think you should exaggerate your actions more. I canât tell what youâre doing even when Iâm right next to you, because your actions are too small.â
âShould I do it like this then?â
Jiyoon then pretended to wipe her tears off with the handkerchief she was holding.
âDo you think you can show your face a little more? I get that showing your teary sniffing face is something embarrassing, but if youâre too shy about it, the audience wouldnât be able to understand what youâre doing with the handkerchief.â
Jiyoon nodded before distorting her face a lot and stamping down on her eyes with the handkerchief. Since she was at it, she even blew her nose. She really did have the courage to accept and try when someone gave her advice.
âHow cute. Letâs do it just like that. Daemyung, what do you think?â
âI think that she should definitely exaggerate her actions like she is now.â
âNo, I asked if you think sheâs cute.â
âHuh? Uh, yeah.â
Seeing the two laugh shyly at each other, Maru clapped before leaving the imaginary stage again.
âBangjooâs doing really well right now. I canât spot anything off. Dowook, why donât you try expressing your anger in many different ways? This play is supposed to be humorous after all. I think itâs important to make the audience laugh with exaggerated actions.â
âBut I canât really make a sound, you know? Itâll interrupt everyone elseâs lines. Hm, should I try flailing my legs in the air?â
âThat sounds good. Try it.â
âRight now?â
âYou canât exactly do that at home. Okay, try.â
âGod dammit.â
Dowook, who didnât want to do it in front of his juniors, just gave up and lied down before flailing his legs in the air.
âDowook-seonbae. You look like some fish,â Aram said.
Everyone laughed.
âThat looks good. Letâs try that during practice. It should be fine as long as it doesnât look too disorderly. Also, Aram, your sexy eyes are good and all, but you should look at Daemyung, not me. Looking at the audience is good as well, but you should try it with your fellow actors first, donât you think?â
âThatâs because you kept staring at me.â
âThen I wonât. Well, then. Letâs keep that there andâ¦.â
Maru looked at Daemyung. Daemyung looked around before speaking,
âLetâs continue where we left off. We didnât make a mistake until now.â
âAlright. Then letâs start from where your lines end.â
Maru took a step to the side and waited for Daemyung to get into his characterâs emotions.
The play continued along with Daemyungâs slow breathing.
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âSo? What do you suppose we do? Quit? Give everything up just like that?â
âWho said that?â
âHow is it different from giving up when youâre saying that we should switch roles at this point?â
âHey, isnât it your fault in the first place for letting someone bad take that role? Iâm saying that we should set that straight now. Why are you picking on me now? Oho, youâre taking her side because youâre close to her, arenât you?â
âAre you for real?â
Seeing the two girls - juniors - that looked like they were about to start tearing each otherâs hair out, Heewon thought that the mood was seriously hostile.
âArenât they going to get into a fight at this rate?â
He could feel Inho staring at him. Heewon asked âwhatâ in a small voice.
âItâs funny when you say it.â
âWhatâs so funny?â
âAt least they look like theyâre acting at least. Meanwhile, youâre justâ¦.â
Inho closed his mouth and shook his head.
âSeonbae-nim, how was it?â
âI think itâs better than before. But you know what the instructor said. You shouldnât act realistically, be actually real. Of course, I canât really give you any advice on that because I canât do it either, but I think you should make it more realistic.â
Hearing Inhoâs words, the two girls looked at each other and wondered if they should actually get into a fight.
âBut you canât actually get into a fight because of that.â
âThis is hard. I thought it was okay, too.â
âIâm not saying that it was bad. Iâm just saying that thereâs room for improvement. You remember the play we all watched together last time, right?â
The club members sitting in a circle all nodded at once. Heewon wondered for a moment when he heard the word âplayâ. He couldnât exactly remember the contents properly. He nodded and pretended to know about it since everyone else seemed to. However, it seemed that he couldnât fool Inhoâs eyes.
âHey, Lee Heewon. You donât remember it, do you?â
âWhy are you saying that? I do remember. Iâm not a fish.â
âYou are a fish. Then talk us through what it was about.â
âHeâs right, seonbae. Tell us what it was about.â
His juniors and friends looked at him with a sharp stare. Heewon sniffed.
âWhy does everyone hate me?â
Muttering in a small voice, he looked at everyone else. At that moment, a light bulb lit up inside his head and he remembered what it was about.
âAh! The story is about a policeman! I remember it now, I mean it.â
He laughed and scratched the back of his head. The club members booed him before smiling.
âBut seonbae. How was it in your eyes? Were we good?â One of the girls that acted just now asked him.
Heewon just said what was on his mind.
âHm? I liked it though. I almost thought that you were fighting for real.â
âReally?â
âYeah, I mean it.â
Hearing that, another junior spoke,
âI donât get whatâs good and whatâs bad since you say itâs good all the time, Heewon-seonbae.â
âIâm saying itâs good because it is. If you still donât like it⦠you make me want to cry.â
He couldnât say something was bad when it was good, could he? Heewon truly thought that the acting of the people here was really good, each had their own unique traits.
âAlso, I donât have the skills to evaluate someone else.â
âYou? No way. Thatâs not true.â
âWhat do I know?â
Hearing that, one of his friends sitting opposite of him rested his chin on his hands and spoke,
âHonestly, thereâs no one here who knows better than you. Thatâs why weâre asking. The instructor also told us to ask you if weâre stuck on something.â
Heewon made a disinterested face. The instructor definitely said such a thing - to help the others out. However, he didnât know how he could help someone else. He had a headache just thinking about how he should teach others.
âThen just show it to us.â
âShow what?â
âThat scene. Do it in your style and show it to us.â
Inho pushed his back. He almost blurted out not to annoy him, but he had to stand in the middle of everyone else when the juniors dragged him with an evil grin. These people had no respect for him at all.
âYour acting was really good, you know?â
âOkay, we get it so show us yours? Show us how you interpret it.â
âIâm really bad with things like this, you know?â
âWeâll be the ones making that judgement.â
âTell me honestly. You donât consider me a senior, do you? You just consider me some servant that you can use as you wish, donât you?â
He grumbled and tried to sit down, but Inho placed his foot there so he couldnât. He heard that âfriendâ was another name for âenemyâ, and it really seemed to be the case here. Heewon scratched his head and sighed.
âYou wonât get anything out of it even if you do see it. It should be similar to you twoâs. No, I should be worse than you twoâs.â
âWe get it, so get into the mood and try.â
Heewon took a deep breath. Letâs see. It was a fight between friends, was it? He narrowed his eyes and looked at Inho in front of him. How would it be if he fought Inho for real? It would probably make him sad. He would feel depressed at first and lack energy.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Heewon loosened his shoulders. Then, he focused on his breathing and listened to the story he made up. A ticklish feeling welled up inside him. He also felt a lump in his throat, and it was a bit hot. Hot? Hot means red, right?
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âI told you not to do it!â
Heewon waved his hand outward violently before pulling his body back. He then shouted, causing his voice to reverberate in the hall. He stomped on the ground like a grumbling child before flipping his eyes over and saying his lines. His lips were stretched to either side and looked somewhat indescribable. Inho thought that Heewon went through three unjust events just now to be like that.
âItâs quite funny whenever Heewon-seonbae says he canât explain his acting. Heâs so good at it. No, heâs scarily good. I think heâs much better than the actors on TV. Also, I think thatâs way beyond the point where he canât explain things to us, but he always says that he doesnât know.â
Inho smiled bitterly hearing the juniorâs words.
âHe doesnât know.â
âWhat?â
âHe really doesnât know how to explain his own acting rationally. I guess you can say that he canât conceptualize it?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHey. Do you know what it means to see pink light from a smile?â
âWhat do you mean, pink light?â
âThatâs what his acting is like. He says that he can see color from emotions.â
âColor?â
âI asked him once before about how I could bring out a depressed emotion from within me. Do you know what his reply was?â
âWhat did he say?â
âHe said: gather the yellowish stuff and slap it like this.â
Inho tapped on his chest. Seeing that, the junior frowned.
âYou donât get what it is at all, right? I donât either.â
He smiled and shrugged. Inho crossed his arms and looked at Heewon who was in front of him.
âHeâs a little different from all of us.â