After Story 129
Life, Once Again!
After Story 129
He met head manager Choi and director Lim Hwanggeun in the room he was guided to. It seemed they had yet to start drinking as director Lim scanned Maru from top to bottom.
âIt seems Iâm late.â
âNo, not at all. Youâre here just in time. Director, this is Maru.â
Director Lim nodded.
âI can tell from looking. Thereâs no way I donât know the face of someone I called here myself. Dinner?â
âI had a light meal before coming,â he said as he sat down on the chair head manager Choi pointed at.
âThen letâs have a talk over a simple meal. First of all, have a glass from me.â
Maru picked up the glass in front of him and held it out with both hands.
âIâm sure youâre rather taken aback because I decided to see you all of a sudden. Anyway, thank you for coming.â
âNot at all. Iâm thankful that you called me here. Allow me to pour you a glass as well.â
âNo, I can pour mine. To commemorate, letâs toast.â
Director Lim held out his glass. Maru and head manager Choi held out their glasses to toast as well.
âNow that I look at you like this, youâre giving me just the impression I want. You know, Iâm asking just in case, but can you cut your hair short to follow the character? Iâm talking about something nearly a buzz cut.â
âIf necessary, sure.â
Director Lim looked at Maru from side to side.
âDirector, if you do that so suddenly, Maru here will be confused. Youâre good at everything else, but you really arenât good at explaining.â
âThatâs why I like you, head manager Choi. You know whatâs necessary.â
Director Lim put a piece of sushi in his mouth and swallowed it after not chewing that many times. He ate three pieces like that in a row.
âWhat kind of movies do you like?â
That question was aimed at Maru.
âIf youâre talking about genre, then thereâs nothing I tend to avoid.â
âReally? Then what do you dislike?â
âIf I had to pick one, itâd be horror.â
âHorror movies, huh? I donât like stuff like ghosts either.â
Director Lim poured a glass for himself before drinking. From how he was drinking Japanese Sake with a high alcohol content like it was water, he seemed to be quite the alcoholic.
âHey, have you ever seen any of my movies?â
âI have.â
âWhich ones?â
âIâve seen Gawol-dong.â
It was the piece that engraved director Limâs name in the hearts of the public, as well as the work that labeled him as a sneaky man that aimed at festive seasons[1]. People went as far as to call him the godfather and the grim reaper of comedic mafia movies.
âDid you enjoy them?â
âYes, they were enjoyable.â
âIâm glad that they were enjoyable at least. If I couldnât make that happen, how would I have any shame to lift my head in public?â
Director Lim sniffled once before drinking straight. If not for director Choi holding him back, he might have emptied all the sake in the pot.
âHey. Are you going to shoot a mafia movie if youâre told to?â
âIf the work is good, then sure.â
âIf itâs bad, you arenât going to shoot it?â
âIâm not sure. I can only tell whether a scenario is good or not after I see it.â
âHey, young fella. You should learn how to talk sweet lies and make people feel proud, you know? Youâre making me feel embarrassed.â
âI thought you wouldnât like something like that, director.â
The director scoffed.
âIf I can lament while Iâm drunk, I regret every day that I became a film director. I donât know why I have to suffer so much because of this trashy job.â
âSeeing as how you didnât quit, it shouldnât be just all suffering, I see,â Maru said.
Director Lim, who leaned backward with his arms drooping to the floor, gave director Choi a glance before looking at him again. His eyes looked like his interest in this young man had been piqued.
âLet me take a call real quick.â Head manager Choi left the room.
Director Lim leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table. When he sighed, there was a thick sweet smell of alcohol.
âYou know what? When peopleâs wallets become thick, they start wanting something else. Back when I was shooting Gawol-dong, I was more in it for the money than the work itself. Even if it was criticized as being terrible, the money transferred to my bank account was quite a lot. But after I finished that movie, people started looking down on me. They said theyâd rather quit this line of work than earn money like how I did.â
Director Lim reached out to the sake pot. Maru grabbed the pot in director Limâs stead since he was swaying left and right.
âYouâve drunk quite a lot.â
âDrinking alcohol is about getting drunk anyway. Give it to me.â
âThen have just one more glass.â
âAlright, just one more glass.â
Maru filled director Limâs glass about halfway. Director Lim looked at him in dissatisfaction, but he drank without saying anything to him about it.
âDo you think that too? Do you think itâs better to quit than make money off of trashy movies?â
âWho in the world pays money to watch trash? I, at least, havenât seen anyone who does that. People watched Gawol-dong because it has its own unique taste.â
âHey, you can actually be quite a sweet talker, eh?â
âI did sweeten up a little bit, but itâs also my honest opinion. If it were truly trash, no one wouldâve watched it. Do you hate Gawol-dong, director?â
âMe? I like it. Think about what would happen if all movies were serious and heavy. Who would go to the cinema? Itâs because thereâs a choice that itâs worth going. But honestly, I know it too. My film is lower quality compared to the ones that are critiqued as being good.â
He followed up.
âIâm fed up with consoling myself by calling it the limitation of entertainment films. Thatâs why Iâm planning to have a go at it. This Lim Hwanggeun is gonna have a shot at it. Yer think I donât have the desire to do good work? I do. Of course ahâ do. Iâm filled with the desire to shoot a real good noire film rather than some ridiculous comedic stuff.â
âSo youâre having a go at it this time?â
Director Lim nodded. From how his eyes were semi-loose and he kept licking his lips, he seemed to be very drunk. Maru thought he was good with alcohol from the way he drank all that sake, but he turned out to be wrong.
âLiszen to me. Iâm going to talk about the mafia real properly this time. A fucker good at scheming, a sucker who trusts his punches, a back-stabbing motherfucker, a loyalty-crazed weirdo. Itâs gunna be a movie with lotsa blood in it. Sounds interesting, doeznnit?â
âIâm not sure yet. Iâll have to look at the scenario to be sure.â
âHey, you damn prick. It sounds interesting even from that, doesnât it? Iâve been holding onto this for six yearsh. I kept changing the cast in my brain and edited the story and now I finally put a dot on it. Then I saw you. Damn, man. That was a way to die.â
Maru smiled.
âAs soon as I saw that scene in the drama, I thought this little shit is gonna be the real deal. Thatâs why I called you here. How âbout it? Wanna do it?â
âIf the scenarioâs good, of course Iâd want to do it.â
Director Lim suddenly slapped down on the table. The glass dishes all made spinning sounds before stopping.
âScenario this, scenario that. Hey! You acting expensive in front of me?â
âIâm very cheap. If itâs a minor character, then Iâm willing to play anything. But if you called me all the way here to talk about the movie and even lament in front of me, then it makes me think that the role you want me to play is at least a supporting character. If thatâs the case, Iâll have to look at the story.â
âYou sayinâ you gonna assess my work?â
Maru didnât say anything. If it were a background character or a minor character, he wouldnât hesitate to do it since those characters had less weight in the story and had no influence in the grand scheme of things.
However, if it was about playing a character on the level of a supporting role or higher, he couldnât simply accept everything. When he said he wanted to become a soju-like actor, he meant he would become an actor that could be used for any type of role, not that he would appear in whatever work that came his way.
If the density of the story was high and the plot was interesting, he would take them up on it. Otherwise, he would refuse. This was the part that he placed the most importance on when it came to choosing a scenario. Commercial success came after that.
It wasnât like an individual could predict the commercial success or failure of a movie anyway.
âWhat a petty prick.â
Director Lim pressed his eyes before falling over. Maru called out to him but to no avail.
âThis fella, heâs down like this again,â said head manager Choi when he returned. âWhatâd he say?â
âIâm not entirely sure because he spoke without any context, but I think he wanted to cast me.â
âAre you going to take him up on it if youâre offered to be cast?â
âIâll decide after I have a look. I canât just say yes based on words alone. Also, for a while, any work I do will have to go through the president, so I canât decide anything by myself.â Maru looked at the director. âBut what now? I donât think we can talk anymore, and I think we should bring the director home.â
âDonât worry about that. Iâll take him home.â He carried director LIm along with head manager Choi. After pushing director Lim into the back seat of the taxi, head manager Choi spoke to him,
âGood work. Watch out on your way home.â
âYes.â
He heard the head manager speak as he got in the car â director, I told you to take it easy on the alcohol, you really never listen â they seemed to be on close terms.
Maru walked to the nearby train station. Although it was way past rush hour, it didnât change the fact that it was still crowded.
He put himself on the crowded train. He shrunk himself as much as possible and grabbed a handle. It was around when he arrived at Sadang station in the big crowd that he got a phone call. It was from head manager Choi. He got off the train and picked up.
âYes, head manager.â
-Director Lim says you should come to an audition in two days.
âIn two days?â
-Yes. He says heâll show you the scenario depending on how you do. He mentioned that it was his last pride or whatever. Just what the heck did you two talk about?
âNothing much. Rather than that, has this gone through the president?â
-Why do you think Iâm calling you? The president has already read the scenario that director Lim wrote.
âIt mustâve been okay then.â
-It wasnât okay⦠it was great. Iâll send you the lines you have to practice tomorrow. You should prepare that along with a free skit. Iâll write to you the place you need to go to as well.
âOkay.â
-Itâs an audition where youâll be competing for one role. I think heâll gather veterans and choose from them. Try to do well. It looks like director Lim has set his mind this time.
Head manager Choi then hung up. A work that already went through the screening of the president, huh?
When he arrived at home, he checked his email. The lines for the audition had arrived in his inbox. There were three different scenes. While he printed out the lines, Haneul came over.
âAn audition?â
âYeah.â
âLet me have a look.â
She slowly looked through the lines that were printed.
âIt looks like youâre going to blow away the cultured image that you got through the documentary if you do this properly.â
âHow is it? Do you think itâs a good character?â
âI canât tell from this alone. But I feel like it will suit you, sweetie. But if you want to go with this image, I think youâll have to cut your hair short. An intense impression is better after all.â
âThe director said that to me too.â
âYou look like a thug if you cut your hair short.â
âThatâs just right for this character, then.â
He grabbed the paper and went to the living room. Then he asked the judge with the most accurate eyes above all for some help.
âLook at me and see how I do.â
âYouâre prepared to hear some rough things, right? Iâm ruthless when it comes to looking over your acting, sweetie.â
âDonât just give me the whips though.â
Maru stood in front of his wife who sat down on the sofa. He was only given two days. It was a period of time that allowed him to tell what director Lim was thinking: he was thinking of Maru as someone he looked forward to, but wasnât entirely necessary. Then, there was only one thing to do â to become the man director Lim needed.
âItâs meh,â said his wife.
Maru smiled bitterly. Before he caught director Limâs eyes, he had to get this woman to like it first.
[1] TVs will show âfestive season moviesâ during festive seasons, so you can watch such movies without going to the cinema. Itâs a bit like how Home Alone is aired every single Christmas. Here (and before too), âfestive seasonâ refers to Lunar New Years and Thanksgiving in Korea (Chuseok)