Brutal Obsession: Chapter 41
Brutal Obsession: A Dark Hockey Romance (Hockey Gods)
Something is wrong. I reach for Greyâheâs reverted back to that in my mind, seemingly overnightâbut his side of the bed is cold. Thereâs a dent in his pillow where his head was, but heâs gone.
Instead of just assuming he went to the bathroom, I sit up. My stomach somersaults. I grab one of his t-shirts and slide his sweatpants over my hips, because if Iâm going searching for him, I sure as hell donât want to run into one of his roommates half-naked.
So⦠dressing in his clothes seemed like the better option.
I quickly scrub at my teeth with my finger and toothpaste in the hall bathroom, then follow the sounds to the kitchen. I pause on the last step and try to hear what two voices are saying.
âI think she has a stalker,â Greyson says.
My eyebrows shoot up.
âMaybe youâre blowing this a little out of proportion.â Knox, Iâd guess. Maybe Miles.
The two brothers have similar tones.
âIâm not. Look.â
I really wish I knew what he was showing him and not me . Especially if Iâm the one with a stalker? Really? Itâs ridiculous.
I stride into the kitchen. âThe only one stalking me is you,â I inform him.
Greyâs gaze lands on me. He meets my eyes, then sweeps down my body. Back up.
Miles leans on the kitchen counter, arms crossed. His attention bounces between the two of us. âKissed and made up, then?â
I smile tightly and donât answer.
âYep,â Grey says. âCan you give us a minute?â
Miles rolls his eyes. He grabs the mug that sat next to his elbow and shuffles out of the room. I step aside to let him pass, still feeling that weird, off sensation. Itâs not him, but itâs⦠maybe itâs being here. In this house.
âA stalker?â I question.
He comes to me and takes my hands, easily pulling me into him. My arms automatically wrap around his waist, and he hugs me tightly. I rest my head on his chest. His heart is going crazy, but outwardly he seems calm. His lips touch the top of my head.
âIâve realized something,â he says in my hair.
âPlease, do share.â
âWeâre on the same side.â
Oh.
Oh .
I pull back and meet his gaze again. He seems one hundred percent serious, and I⦠I donât know what to do with that. He just decided that weâre on the same side? After the last few months of hellâ¦
âVi, listen.â He walks me over to the counter and lifts me so Iâm sitting on it. He pours me a cup of coffee and adds a pretty decent amount of hazelnut creamer from the fridge. Just the way I like it. When he brings it back and curls my fingers around the mug, he just smiles. âI pay attention.â
âAnd thatâs how youâve deduced that I have a stalker who isnât you.â
âYep.â He inclines his chin. âBut letâs be honest with each other. For real.â
I swallow at the lump in my throat. âOkay,â I whisper.
âIâm going to tell my father to fuck off the first chance I get.â His palms land on my thighs, spreading them to step even closer. âIâll take care of the therapy. Itâs⦠itâs the least I can do for you.â
My eyes are fucking burning. I set aside the coffee and grip his neck with both hands. I donât know how to convey my gratitude⦠and shame that he has to offer in the first place.
âYouâre going to tell me everything that happened around the accident,â he says. âThe hospital, who visited you, the doctorsâall of it.â
And then heâll know about his father coming and forcing me to sign the NDA. It was right after that article came out. I wanted to sue the Devereuxes for personal injury, since Greyson was allowed to walk away so easily. Instead, I was threatened with a countersuit for defamation.
The senator wouldâve wanted a whole lot more money than my mom or I had. It couldâve bankrupted us. But instead, he offered me a nice little deal⦠sign an NDA, drop the suit, and everyone will go their separate ways.
Needless to say, I dropped it and signed the nondisclosure agreement.
Grey knows I signed one, obviously. Heâs held that over my head since I got to school. But does he realize how far his father went?
Heâs tracing a pattern on my leg, and I realize I havenât given him an answer. I should tell him to clear the air. I should just tell him in general, even if he already knows.
âI will,â I say on a sigh. âBut Iâd like to hear your stalker theory first.â
Diverting. Again.
He nods. âRight. I saved this.â
He pulls out his phone and brings something up on the screen. I peer over it, upside down, and catch the all-too-familiar headline that haunted us for months. He swipes, and I realize they must be screenshots.
Smart.
He gets to the end and turns the phone around. I scan the page, and my eyes catch on the second to last paragraph. When I was hurt and angry and scared, I read those words and thought it was a blessing. I also thought, YES, he took away my career. Someone else gives a shit . But now, with suspicionâand a heavy dose of realityâitâs chilling.
Though the world will soon forget Greyson Devereuxâs role as the antagonist of Ms. Reeceâs life, she has supporters who wonât. The ballet community stands behind her.
âWho are these so-called supporters who wonât forget what you did?â I look up. âI was dancing in Crown Point when I got injured. It was a fluke that I was in Rose Hill at all.â
He presses his lips together.
Iâve connected the dots, though. It means whoever is angry enough about thisâwhoever was , I should sayâis in Crown Point. They have to be. Maybe not one of the dancers, because weâre cutthroat about roles. But in the community maybe?
And how did they hear about my accident that happened hours away?
âCPB is ruthless,â I whisper. âIf this person was in it, theyâd know my spot wouldâve been filled in a minute. Mia sought me out because sheâs known me forever and cares about me. Thatâs the only reason Iâm coming back.â
I cover my mouth with my hand.
Obviously, it isnât Mia. Sheâs the artistic director with far too much to loseâand my injury doesnât significantly impact her or the company.
But⦠is she tied to it?
Could she know who wrote that?
âThat article is six months old,â Grey points out. He gently pulls my hand from my face. âMaybe Iâm wrongââ
âSomeone broke into my room,â I blurt out.
He gives me a weird look. âI know.â
âBefore that.â My face heats. âThey trashed my room. I had a wall of photos, and they wrote whore across it in paint. Everything was destroyed.â
He freezes. I see the moment it sinks in, because it hits me, too.
This is happening . What started as a simple break-in and the feeling of being watchedâthat I blamed on Greysonâseems to be exploding.
He pulls me down from the counter. âYou and Willow arenât safe in that apartment,â he declares. He taps a message on his phone, then stows it. âYouâre going to get your things. Right now.â
âAndâ¦?â
âAnd move in with me.â
I shake my head. âAbsolutely not.â
Is he nuts? We literally just made up, and it was rather violent. Iâve still got bruises in a ring around my neck. The cut on my breast is scabbing over slightly. There are more bruises on my wrists, too, from the laces he used to tie me up.
Thereâs still evidence of our anger and hatred clashing togetherâand my body has suffered the consequences.
His phone chimes, and I peek over his shoulder again.
âWhat is he on?â I ask, suspicious.
He just smiles. âDonât worry, Vi. You and Willow can still be roommates.â
I shake my head and stride away from him. âI need a shower. And my own clothes before class.â
This canât be happening.
All of it.
Any of it.
I go back into his room and find my bag on his desk. He tossed it there haphazardly last night, not bothered when it knocked everything askew. I rummage through it for the first time. My pointe shoes are there, the ribbons carefully wrapped so they donât get tangled. I certainly didnât do it, and a warm, gooey feeling swims through me.
Who are we?
We should be enemies.
We were, until he decided that we werenât.
I think, in a way, he knew the outcome of last night before he even arrived at the dance studio. As much as he rolls with the punchesâsometimes literallyâheâs better when he has a plan. Like in hockey, there are plays. A rule book. Sometimes they go off-script, but he shines when he knows where to put his feet.
Thatâs my interpretation anyway.
His father mustâve given himself away.
Somehow .
I donât have many clothes. He stashed my underwear in here, too. I grab them and my jeans. In his closet, I find a folded towel and take it with me.
Hopefully thereâs shampoo and conditioner in the bathroomâbut part of me doesnât want to count on it. Guys can be heathens about taking care of their skin and hair.
I lock the door and immediately flip on the water to hot. There is a small bottle of conditioner under the sink, and I silently cheer at whoever slept with a smart girl. I strip out of Greysonâs clothes and step under the blast.
A minute or several later, the door opens and closes. My eyes, which had been closed as I massaged shampoo through my hair, fly open.
Then the curtain pulls back, and Grey steps in with me. Naked, of course. His abs are out of this world. I reach out and touch them before I can stop myself, then let my hand fall away. His cock is hard, bobbing between us.
Heâs beautiful, and I kind of hate it. His beauty is what lets him get away with almost everything. Maybe anything .
He smirks. âYou think a lock can stop me?â
I roll my eyes.
He motions for me to turn around. I do carefully, giving him my back. Water pounds into my chest. His fingers massaging my temples is too good. I lean into his hands. He lets it go on for another few minutesâprobably longer than my hair needsâthen gently turns me around. I face him again and keep eye contact as I step back under the water.
Once the soap is out, we trade places. I squirt conditioner into my palm and run it through the strands. He grabs the shampoo and does his own hair, until I stop him. I let out a tsk and inch closer.
Weâre doing this.
I reach up and slide my hands into his hair. He watches me carefully. I drag my nails lightly against his scalp, and he hums.
âI might get used to this,â he murmurs.
âDonât.â
âWhy not?â
âI like to shower alone,â I retort. Iâm already getting cold from being out of the water. Jack was a water hog. I put a quick end to showering with him.
âYou thinking about another guy when Iâm right here?â His eyes are dark.
âNo,â I lie.
He scoffs and tips his head back, rinsing it without comment.
For a moment, I think thatâs the end of it. Heâll get pissed and leaveâwhich shouldâve been my end goal.
But then he guides me back under the hot spray. He reaches over me and turns the shower head, aiming it at the wall. His hands slide down my sides, over my hips, my ass. Then he lifts me without warning, slamming me against the now-warm tile.
He thinks of everything .
I wrap my legs around his hips.
âYou think of anyone else other than me, and Iâve got no choice but to eradicate them.â He raises an eyebrow. âBest decision I made was blocking Jackâs number from your phone.â
I stare at him. âAre youââ
He thrusts inside me, cutting off my ability to speak. âAm I possessive?â He ducks forward and kisses my throat. âAm I not going to let anythingâor anyoneâcome between us?â His teeth graze my skin, followed by his tongue. âAm I serious ?â
I tilt my head, giving him more access. âAny of those.â
âThe answer is yes.â He runs his nose up my throat. âTo all of the above.â
I snort. âOf course Iâm dating a psychopath.â
He goes still.
Hell, I go still. Open mouth, insert foot. âWe, um, I didnât meanââ
âDating is a bit casual,â he finally says.
âCasual? Dating is a big step.â My muscles automatically clench around his cock, still buried inside me.
He smirks. âLetâs see⦠Youâre never getting away from me. What do we call that? Certainly not dating .â His hand cups my jaw, then slides down. Over my breast, down my stomach. He pauses there. âYouâre on birth control.â
My jaw drops. âYouâre just now thinking about that?â
He shrugs. âI saw the pills in your bathroom once. But Iâm not worried.â
âWhy not?â
âIf you get pregnant, thatâs just another thing keeping us together.â
I shove himâit doesnât do much, but itâs the thought that counts. âIf I get pregnant, my dance career goes up in flames. So, no thanks.â
He chuckles. âOkay, okay. Not now, but someday.â
I eye him. Maybe not. He canât win every argument.
âNowâ¦â He resumes moving, sliding out of me almost all the way then thrusting back in. His hand is on my ass, going between my cheeks. His finger pushes into my back entrance.
I gasp.
âDid you like last night, Violent?â He kisses my throat. âDid you like coming with me and a toy inside you?â
He pushes his finger deeper, and I squirm against him.
âOne day Iâll let you in on my biggest fantasy,â he adds.
Iâm panting by the time he finally picks up the pace. I lean forward and kiss him again, keeping my lips on his. Somehow, I come like that. As he fucks me with his cock and finger-fucks my ass. My breasts slide against his chest.
Everything tenses as I come.
He follows a moment later, groaning and spilling into me.
He withdraws slowly, holding my hips until my toes find purchase on the wet floor. Iâve still got conditioner in my hair. The room is full of steam, so thick itâs like a damn sauna.
The door swings open. âHurry the fuck up,â one of the guys says.
Grey growls, and the door slams before he can respond.
I rinse my hair, and he takes the opportunity to squirt bodywash into his hands. He takes his time running his sudsy hands up and down my body, touching everywhere. He cups between my legs, and I automatically widen my stance.
âEager for more, Violent?â
I hum. So what if I am?
âI think Iâm addicted to you.â I slick the water out of my eyes and rotate, rinsing away the soap.
âHereâs a secret.â He winds his arms around me, pulling me against his chest. âIâm addicted to you, too.â