Chapter 6

ZEE'S POV

As I knelt in front of him I reached him and wake him up.

"Nunu? wake up" as I shake his shoulder gently.

Then he left up his head and look at me in dazed.

"Why are you here Nu. It's late at night." I said so worried of him. "And you are drenched on the rainwater, you could get sick because of this." As I continue and rub his wet hair.

He only stays silent and just looks at me without batting his lashes. Is he still dreaming cuz he looks like his awake but still sleeping, his groggy

When he didn't respond I stood and opened my door then I gently lifted him up and he just let take him inside the condo and put him down the couch

"Stay here. I'll get you some clothes and a towel okay." I said as I patted his head. He didn't reply again just stay silent and only stare at me.

I went inside my room and got a towel and cleaned clothes for him. It takes me a minutes to get a clothes that would not be too big for him to wear.0

I went back to my living area but I felt worried when I didn't see him sitting on the couch. I was ready to go out as I thought he ran away from me, thinking maybe he is too angry that I didn't come back until now. But I stop when I heard a sound from the kitchen.

I put the towel and the clothes down the couch and walk in the kitchen immediately. At first I didn't see him there but I heard a sobbing at the back part of the kitchen counter so I walked there and saw him huddling while a bottle of wine was on his knees. He might have taken it from my wine cellar. I saw the wine was halfway through. God he is not a drinker at all

He drinks the bottle directly but I instantly snatch it from him.

"God, Nunu what is happening with you" I ask him but he only look away. I sigh and put the bottle in the counter and knelt down in front of him. I hold his knees and gently hold his chin to make him look at me.

"Tell me what happened. I know there's a problem with you" I said looking at him. My heart aches so bad seeing how mesirable he looks as his tears still flowing on his eyes.

"Why do you even care" he said. I felt like I'm pathetic letting him get hurt like this.

"I know you don't care of me anymore. So why are you caring for me now." He continues. The pain is visible in his eyes.

"Nunu, I do care for you. Why are you thinking that I don't?" I wonder.

"You stop calling me 1 month ago." He said sobbing

"You don't want me in your life anymore "

"That's not true Nunu. I just got many things to do there. My schedule was hectic." I said trying to make an excuse. Cuz his right. I didn't call him anymore on purpose, but that's because I want to move forward on from him. I'm trying to prevent my heart from getting hurt even more.

"No.. You just want me out of your life anymore. Don't lie to me." I was speechless. I can't really lie to him.

"Let's get you change your clothes. You're going to get sick if you just let it dry in your body" I said changing the topic.

"What did I do wrong Hia? Are you tired of me being so childish. Are you tired of me being too emotional over things?"

"You didn't do anything wrong. I told you I was just busy with business there." I said again.

Let's forget about this conversation." I said. I don't want to hurt him even more but I guess this is the only way for this all to stop.

"The rain is still on. Stay here and rest, and please change your clothes" I said in a stiff and cold tone that I could make. God I don't really want to do this but I needed to save myself from him.

Then I stand and walk out but I stop when he hugs me from the back.

"Don't leave me Hia, Please. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry." As he cried even more. How could I even think of leaving him if he's like this. I don't know what to do with him anymore. But if I just let my heart win over again

I turn around and push him gently. He look up to me, his eyes were pleading to not leave him. Why was it that he is like this to me. Why it's so hard to let him go. Why it's so hard to move forward.

Why does my love for him is even deeper than anything else.

"I'm sorry Hia. I know I should not say something like that. Don't be angry with me, don't leave me." He says begging for me.

"Nunu, You're right. I am lying to you. I'm not that busy to not even call you." I told tell him the truth, cuz whether I like it or not I am going to leave him forever. "I did it on purpose." I continue as his face look so confused.

"I did it, because I want to be out of your life" as I finally said it.

"Why?" As he ask couldn't believe what I just said.

"Because that's what I think was best for us" he step back and look around as if he's too confused of what is happening.

"So I was right. You don't want me in your life anymore. All this time. You've planned.. you've ...oohh "as he can't continue to talk and went on his knees crying. I want to hold him and make him stop crying, but my mind is telling me not to. Even if it's hurting inside seeing him like this. I need to endure it.

This is the best way to let our friendship end.

"I'm sorry Nunew." I say and walk out of my condo leaving him behind who was still crying nonstop.

When I was outside of the door my knees felt weak . I lean on the wall as I cry the pain that I feel. I just need to do this. I am going to hurt myself even more if I stay.

"No matter what happens. Please don't leave me" he said.

"Nu.. When did I even leave you?"

"I would never ever leave you Nu. Never. I stay here with you forever"

"You promise?"

"I promise"

I stop when I remember the conversation that we had, that promised that I would never leave him ever.

God, I promise that to him and I'm breaking it just because his getting married. How crazy I am to do this to him. I bow to never break my promise to him but here I am trying to break it.

I'm not Max, who always break his promises and I don't want to. That's the least thing I could do to him.

Even if he's getting married. Our friendship should never end just because I love him. I should stay here with him forever cuz that's what I promise to him.

I turn around and open the door and run back to him.

"Hiaa... Come back please.." I heard him saying, as he was still crying on his knees.

I walk slowly as he didn't notice that I came back and I slowly kneels down on his side and hug him tightlyI felt he was stunned.

"I'm sorry Nunu baby. I'm so sorry."I said crying with him as he look at me and hugs me back.

"Hiaa.." He calls and cry even more.

"I'm sorry for doing that. I'm sorry Nunu.." as I comfort him, and rubbing his back. How could I ever make him cry like this.

"Don't leave me Hia" he said repeatedly while I was still holding him hushing him to calm down.

We've been like it for minutes before he calm down.

I pull from the hug and look at him and I tried to wipe his tears away pushing his hair back in his ears.

"Don't cry anymore. I'm soo sorry " I said

He raised his hand and held my face and wiped the tears that dried in my eyes too, then he stares at me soo long.

We both look at each other as I was wondering what he was thinking right in the moment.

I was shock with what Nunew did next. He close the gap between us and kisses me on the lips. My eyes went wide and I was stunned and didn't know what to do. My heart beats erratically as I can't believe what's happening to the both of us.

God I've always dreamed of kissing him like this and I couldn't believe that it was happening, and he was the one initiating it.

Then I felt his lips move slowly and deeply. I can't think straight anymore. Without anything I respond as I felt the softness of his lips in mine, like it was the softest thing that my lips had touched. He tasted so sweet like his mouth was covered with honey and peach that it's starting to make me feel addicted.My mind went blank and all I could think was just us in the moment.

I now surrender on thinking of any rational thoughts I need to think just to stop the madness we were both doing. We continue to kiss as we both move in a fervor way.

Then I gasp when I feel his hands are slowly slipping inside my shirt. I immediately stop his arm from going further and breathlessly look at him confused by the unbelievable things we did to.

"Nu-" I tried to talk but he kissed me back again and I drowned back with the sensation that was starting to build up inside of me, as his hand went back to touch me again this time going even further than I thought. He takes my shirt off as I let him be unconsciously, then his kiss went down on my neck kissing and nipping it gently making me moan and tremble with pleasure I am feeling as my hand unconsciously hold his arms.

I have never known this kind of sensation before, but this feeling right now is maddening me. His kiss was so addictive that I don't want to let go of this ever again.

Nunew took my hand as he guided me to hold his waist. I gently caresses him making him moan loudly, that I can feel his voice vibrates my neck.

And he went down on to my chest licking and kissing me in there gently making me groan and quiver in his every touch, as I held him in the same intensity.

He stop and look up to me and stared at me in dazed. I know this has to stop but I can't stop now. My body doesn't follow what my mind wants, cuz even my mind doesn't really want this to stop in.

"I want you Hia. Please" Nunew begging above whisper making me gasp as I couldn't believe what I heard from him.

It's like I was awake suddenly when I regain the strength I stand immediately and step back, and he followed after and stand. He step forward as I step back again. I don't know what's happening to me but I got scared all of a sudden.

What he said is something I don't think I wouldn't do. Wanting him is forbidden so how can this be something right for both of us.

"I want you so much." he said again now braver than ever.

"This is wrong." I said still breathless with the after kiss effect.

"What's wrong on wanting each other Hia." He said making me feel stupid of myself cuz really what is wrong on wanting him.

Will, everything cuz he's going to get married and that's were all went wrong.

"Don't you want me?" He ask. "I know you do, your response were enough to tell that you want me to" he continue this time our gap is more closer.

"Stop this. You're just drunk." I said trying to make him stop, cuz I've got and ounce of patients in me and I'm running out of it.

"I drink but I'm not wasted to not tell what's wrong or right." I gasp when he hold my face. Feeling his touch like a fire burning my skin.

Why is he doing this to me, why is he torturing me?

"Let me have you just tonight Hia. Please" he whispered, and that stir something inside of me again. Then in a second he closes our distance and once again kisses me eagerly wanting me to respond. And just like that, i went under his spell again. It's like the room felt so small for us.

I hold him in a heartbeat kissing and tasting him giving in with his every touch as I groan in the overwhelmed pleasure I felt. Heat spread all over my body as he slipped his hand inside my pants that made me gasp. I felt like I held my breath for a longer time when he finally held my shaft as he tried to move it up and down earning a loud groan from me.

I felt him tremble as his hands hold me more tightly making him moan between our kisses.

He stopped kissing me and stared at me. His eyes looked like he was lost in the moment of the sensation he was feeling, then he continued kissing me back again this time eagerly as he was still moving his hand on my cock making me lose my mind.

I know I lost it all longer than I thought. So I don't care anymore. All I care about is him, and this moment that we have.

My hand moves to his body caressing him gently.

As we lead us towards my room in the fastest way we can, while our lips are still on each other never getting enough.

Every touch is like a fire that slowly burns the thin line of hope for these forbidden moments to stop.

I hurriedly opened the button of his shirt taking it off faster, while he moved his hand to the waistband of my pants along with my boxer and pulled faster as it slipped down on my feet leaving me naked. I opened his trouser and it slid down to his ankle leaving him with his underwear.

We went towards the bed as we laid down on the mattress this time kissing his neck eagerly wanting for more and making him moan louder.

His hands were holding my arm and clutching my hair as I continued kissing his neck, then my hand slid inside his underwear and held his hard cock and held it firmly making him gasp as I groan in anticipation. I move from kissing his lips down to his chest as I fondle him and nip him making him squirm of what I did while his hand still clutching my hair.

After a minute I sat knelt on the mattress and stared down at him with deep desire that I've been holding on for the longest. I saw how he gulped looking at me. Then in a one swift move I pull down his last garment now making him naked in all glory just like me.

I went down kissing his belly holding his small waist firmly and slowly went down kissing his thigh making him groan in pleasure. Then I hold his cock pumping it up and down making me gulp as I look at how beautiful he looks like, he was moaning and clutching the mattress. I went down to his cock kissing it and fondling it, then I put it inside my mouth making him moan even more. His hand is clutching my hair.

I went in and out tasting and licking him, and fck he tastes soo good.

"Aahh. Zee. " As he can't help but moan my name with his voice that's making me harder.

I felt soo eager to continue pumping and eating him up as he arches his body with the stirring heat he was feeling in my every move.

"I'm cumming..H-Hia.." He said, then a second he came quivering in my mouth, as I swallowed every bit of his sweet cum.

When he perceived what I did, he looked at me unbelievably.

I pull his thigh closer to mine making him startled.

"Say stop now Nu, and I would stop this instantly." As looking for any hesitation on him, but he stared at me with a brave look on his eyes.

"No, don't stop." He shakes his head fervently and pulls my neck to kiss me.

"Do anything you want with me Hia." He whispered between kisses.

All my doubt and hesitation blown away in the air and I kiss him deeply.

I pulled from the kiss and for a second look at him passionately. Then I pull a lotion on my bedside cabinet.

"I don't have any lube but this could be a substitute. You can't take me fully if we won't use any." I said as he nodded at me and gulped as he looked at my harden cock. Seeing in his eyes how he wants me makes me want to go insane and take him immediately.

I put a great amount of lubricant in my fingers and slowly and teasingly put in his hole as I watch him clutching and trembling. I move my fingers in and out scissoring him slowly making him moan sexily.

When I think he is ready I hold my shaft and put a lubricant around it and spread it all over my cock.

I pull his thigh closer and position myself to his entrance. Looking at him who was quivering in pleasure. I push in slowly clutching his thigh as I went in fully making him gasp for air. Heat inside of him spread all over me making me lost for words of the an indescribable feeling I felt. I groan inwardly when I saw tears streaming on his eyes.

I think I am hurting him so bad as he was breathing hard trying to adjust on my length.

"Am I hurting you so much Nu." He look at me dizzily shaking his head.

"It's painful but there's something stirring inside of me. I don't understand what is this Hia." he said as he couldn't understand what he was feeling in the moment.

"Let me make you feel better and slowly take the pain away Nu." As I feel him adjusted on my length. I pull and pushed slowly making him adjust to the pain he was feeling as he moan louder clutching the mattress.

Feeling his hot insides is swirling an undescribable sensation inside of me I went faster pumping him harder making him shout and moan in pleasure as he was tossing his head left and right trying to find something to hold on..

I stop for a second and take his both hands on my back. "Hold on to me Nu" I said breathless. I groan as he unconsciously move his hips to meet mine as he clutches my back with the unbelievable sensations it brings us both.

I continue moving from slow to faster.

"Aaahh, Zee . Please, ahhh.. this is crazy..aahh Please. Ahh s stop..this is not...nmmmhhh" he clutches my back harder as he was saying stop, but I know that is not what he wants. And I push in and out harder and faster making us both lose our mind.

"Oohh.. Zzz..zee, Hia do something..ooohh God..ahh, No.. you're making.. me..c crazy..aahh" he said as felt his finger nails are going deep in the back of my skin.

"Nunew..aahh baby Just a little..ahh.. more." As I pumping even harder as I was about to cum.

"Ohh good Zee.. so good I think I'm cumming now.. ahh" he suddenly said as he cum and writhing under me and second after I pushed in and out faster l for the last time and I came inside of him harder trembling never wasting any drop of my cum.

After a minute of a blissful moment we did, I heard him say my name before he snoozed off. He slept peacefully as he was still wet with sweat and cum. I slowly pull away and stand up to get some wet towel and cleaned him up, then I came back and cover him with my blanket.

After I finish cleaning him I gather all his clothes and fold it and put it on the bedside table. Then I laid beside him now feeling the drowsiness and tiredness taking over me, then I pulled him closer and hugged him tightly and didn't want to let go of him anymore.

Not now when this had already happened to us.

I need to do something about this tomorrow morning. We need to talk about us.

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NUNEW'S POV

I woke up feeling my body ache everywhere, and I felt someone's hand wrapping on my waist, while hugging me tightly. I look up and saw Zee who was sleeping so soundly beside me.

I raise my hand and slowly touch his handsome face.

My tears started to fall. I know what I did last night wasn't right, but that's the only thing I know in myself that I did right. There's no one I wanted to give myself to other than him.

"I love you so much Hia." I said above whisper. "How I wish to choose you, but I can't. I'm sorry Hia." as I tremble holding his face while he was still sleeping so soundly. I pull my hands away and immediately wipe my tears, then started to take his hands off of me. I heard him moan and instantly look at him and thought he had woke up. I sigh in relief that he was still sleeping.

I continue to take his hands and thigh off of me, and when I finished I stands slowly. I looked at the bedside table and saw it was 2 am, thankful that I woke up earlier before his alarm. I also saw my clothes folded neatly in there.

I immediately change my clothes while still checking if he would wake up suddenly. I don't want him to see me here now. I'm scared of the confrontation I'm sure I would face when he wakes up.

When I finished changing I walked to the door immediately before I opened it I looked back again. I stared at him still sleeping so peacefully.

My eyes roam around on the place thinking it might be the last time I would be coming to his place.

I sigh deeply as my emotions are starting to take over me, then I open the door and walk to the living room. I tried to find my shoes but I couldn't find them so I took Zee's house sleepers and went out of the place.

I arrived home at 3, and auntie Ja was waiting at the big gate as I called the house first that I was heading home. I paid the driver two times the amount before I went out.

Aunt Ja opened the gate for me. I went in and walked to the house. Aunt Ja followed me inside.

"Nu where have you been. Why you only came home just now." She asked but I didn't answer her.

I didn't notice my mom who was there waiting. She was now hugging me so tightly.

"You made me worried" she said and the tears that I'm holding on since I came out from Zee's place falls rapidly.

"Mom.. Zee.." I bawl and cry even harder as she was hushing me and comforting me.

"It's okay son. Everything would be okay" she tries to comfort me, but what she said only makes me cry for more. How can everything be okay now. I missed up, I totally ruined our friendship. The only thing I'm holding on to him for many years. The only relationship that's been holding us both with each other.

"I love him so much that it's hurting me, mom" I said crying in despair. My mom stops rubbing my back and pull from the hug and look at me with understanding. She nodded gently and holds my face.

"Tell me what happened, so I can do something."she ask me.

"I ruined everything mom. How can I mend things when I ruined it forever." I said crying even more.

"I'm sure Zee would understand you son." She said but I don't think he would understand what I did.

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Aunty Ja who was staring at them felt sorry for Nunew's situation. They both know about his secret love for his best friend Zee.

Now even if they don't know what really happened to them. They're hoping that both of them would be okay soon.

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