Chapter 25

JAMES POV

"Thank you so much Boss. I owe you a lot." I said

"This is just a small favor James. You don't owe me anything."as he tap my shoulder and smile in response.

Boss had drive us to Gimpo International airport and I was thankful that he had help me a lot.

We both look and wait for Song Rin as he was contemplating if he would go out of the car or not.

After a minute he sighed and got out, as he put on his hoodie and 1

If you're asking when did I suspect that h calle is not Song Rin. It was the very first good back home 7 years ago.

My mother had already told us that he got an amnesia and he couldn't remember anything.

Song Rin then was talking in Thai. I know he could understand Thai language and talk to it, but not fluently. Then he knows how to talk in Korean to, but he couldn't understand some phrases.

At first I was just trying to put that everything aside as I thought maybe that was an effect of the things he went through. Everyone in the family knows that he had jumped on the river to kill himself after he escape and ran away after a month of my mother locking him up and sedating him every time he went wild as he wanted to go out. After he had suicide he had never been seen again.

I was broken and shattered when I found out he died. I can't accept the fact that he's gone to us forever. We still hope that he was alive.

And just after two months of my mother searching Song Rin's body she came back telling us that she found Song Rin and he's alive. I was wondering how could that happened, but then she said someone had saved him and she found him in one of the hospitals and was comatose.

We all thought that he wouldn't wake up anymore but a miracle happened and after a month he woke up and my mother took him home immediately knowing the fact that he had amnesia.

I thought his behaviors of not quite understanding fully of Korean is normal but no it wasn't. He could understand some and talk some. And what's got me is that he could also talk in another language.

But that doesn't convinced me of my thoughts that he wasn't Song Rin. Not until I prove my intuition right. When my mother made him study and talk Korean more that I thought it was normal for my mother to do, but then it was when he started to write with his right hand masterly when in fact Song Rin was left handed.

Yes the real Song Rin is left handed. Song Rin hate. But how can he look exactly like Song Rin.

Then I remember what my grandfather said. That Song Rin had an identical twins. So that question if he is Song Rin's twin was keeping me up all night. Trying to figure out on how did his twin end up in my mother's hand.

So I never said anything about it as I don't want to suspect my mom. I don't have any proof of my bases.

But one year after. I heard my mother and Dr. Choi's conversation that makes me chill.

They were making Song Rin take a drug that prevents him from remembering anything so he won't remember who he really is again.

I thought she was doing it as Song Rin had found out about his identity but what got me was the next thing my mother said.

"We can't let him remember that he's not Song Rin. And found out that he is Song Rin's twin brother."

Her words struck me. Now what I know I was really correct.

And that means my mother had known all along that he wasn't Song Rin. That means she knows from the beginning that he is not. Does she have something to do about it?

Song Rin is my loving brother who I cherish the most and knowing that he was really gone forever, it had tear me apart, and there's nothing I can do to bring him back again.

Now there's another Song Rin. The same face and voice has the exact personality as him. Song Rin's twin brother.

Then on, I had promised myself to protect the Song Rin that's here with us. To take care of him. To make sure that no one can hurt him even my mother. That's the least I could do to make up for all the wrongs I have done to my brother Song Rin. For those times I couldn't even help him.

So I made a plan. For many years that my mother secretly trying make Rin take the medicine he would be the one switching it with vitamin a replica that she thought Rin was really drinking the right medicine. Waiting for the time that he would remember on his own. But he couldn't and I figured that it was because something was preventing him from remembering.

There must be something that he doesn't want to remember.

So I tried everything I can to investigate secretly but my mother had cover her tracks perfectly. I haven't found anything at all. Even on how Rin ends up in Korea my private investigator has found nothing.

And I can't just use what my mother said to prove that Rin is someone else. I need solid evidence.

I thought I could go on investigating until I find something so I could tell Rin about everything and prove him with all the bases I could get and have him out of this place and keep him safe, but my plan changes a month ago, when my mom decided and planned to take him to Germany.

Knowing the fact that she fakes a medical report just to make us believe that Song Rin had a tumor so she can take him out of the country and never take him back. And I know for a fact that she would lock him up the way he did to Song Rin back then

So I made a decision instead of waiting to find solid evidence to prove the truth before telling it to Rin I decided to just make him run away. I secretly help him to ran away making reason that he would never see Zee again if he wouldn't do.

But when I also plan to take him out of the country I know I need to tell him about it as he would be more confused about everything that's happening to him.

Even if all he knows was lies at least I've got to tell some of the truth that he needs to know.

And right now he looks uncertain. But I was still thankful that he listened to me at least.

As long as he would be out of this place I could keep him safe from my mother's grasp.

I would take him out of this place and help him back to where he supposed to be.

"Hyung if Zee would come back to Korea and find out I wasn't there anymore, would you tell him where I am?" He ask with a look that's pleading to tell that man where he is. But I can't take a risk.

"No dongseang. I won't tell him. Eomma is after him thinking you were with him. If I tell him where you are he would be in danger." Rin look away in a verge of crying but I instantly hold his hands.

"I know you love him Rin. But would you risk his life once eomma finds you with him?" As I try to make him understand. I wasn't against him with Zee but right now he would be a distraction to Rin and worst to that I know mom would track down Zee and that man won't be save. It's just their love was in the wrong timing.

I've known my family for a long time. And if my mother wanted someone dead she would do it in a heartbeat. She's evil in disguise. And I was just playing along with her cuz I still hope that one day every little secret she had would be out.

Song Rin was speechless.

"If he loves you so much Rin. He would wait for you to return. So please try your best to remember your past so you could go back to where you're supposed to be." I said and he just listen as sadness was evidently in his eyes.

Maybe right now he's thinking if Zee would still love him if he finds out that he was not someone who he thinks he is.

"Let's go now dongseang. I can't let eomma's men find you. They're now searching Incheon airport. That's why we're taking the other route and came here to Gimpo airport." I said as Boss pull the luggage out of the car.

Rin look at the luggage first before he look at me.

"You're not coming with me right?" I sigh and nodded. His tears falls down rapidly and I feel hurt for him. I wanted to cry along with him. He is now confused and he needs someone to relay on. But I can't go with him. If mom would know I was the one who help him ran away she won't take it lightly.

"I'll only be coming to you in the plane but I would come back immediately." I tried to explain trying to make him calm

If mom finds out I'm the one behind this. She woud not forgive me and if that happens I can't help Song Rin anymore and mom can do anything she wants with Song Rin.

"I know you're so confused with everything Rin. But I promise you I would do anything to help you find out who you really are. If that time comes we would get the justice you needed." I said trying to make him strong.

"I- I'm scared hyung." He said and I immediately hug him.

"I know. Don't worry when we arrive in Japan there's a friend of mine that's waiting for you outside the airport. He would help you to settle for the time being before you fly to Europe." I said he frown once again.

"Europe? That's far hyung." He said looking scared.

"The farthest you can be the hardest they could find you Rin. Please you should follow what I had plan for you. This is for your safety." I explained again.

I watch him wipe his tears as he was clutching his fist. He maybe confused and doesn't know what to do, but I had known for these years that he is brave to.

"If that would be good for me then I might just trust you on that." He said and nodded at me before he looked at Boss.

"Thank you for helping me Boss." He said to him as Boss nodded and smile.

"Be safe Song Rin." Boss said and he give the luggage to Rin.

"Let's go." I said, and we both walk inside the airport.

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After an hour of flight we arrive at Japan. And just as I plan I only sent him off and I would go back immediately to Korea like I never fly on the plane.

"My friend is outside the airport you call him as I already put his number on your international sim. His name is Net Siraphop. You just tell him your name and he would know who you are." I told Rin as he nodded slowly. This is the first time he flies so I know he was scared that he's in another country he's not familiar with.

"I won't be with you outside as my flight would be in a minute." I explained as he nodded. I was about to get to the waiting area when he calls me.

"Hyung.." he calls and I look back. "If Zee would be back there would you please him I said. I love him." He said and I nodded and smile.

I walk towards him and hug him tightly.

"I would tell him that Rin." I pull the hug and hold his face. "Whatever happens please know that I love you Rin. You are my dongseang whatever happens." I said trying to hold back my tears.

"I love you too hyung. Even if I'm confused now and don't know who I am. I know in my heart you're still the big brother to me." He said.

Yes, even if we don't share any blood I know we would still love each other like big brother and younger brother that we he had known we are.

When the flight to Korea was called I hug him once again before I walk inside the terminal.

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SONG RIN'S POV

I saw how my brother blends with the other passengers before he was out of my sight.

The fear that I have felt came back to me. I feel like I was a kid that's lost in the park and never saw his

family again.

Many questions were ask but nothing of that had got an answer. Just like how the heck my brother would think I'm not Song Rin when all the pictures were indicating it was me. Even my ID and all the old high school photo.

Why do I look like someone I am not. If I'm not really him. Who am I really and why do we look exactly the same.

But my brother doesn't answer me on that. Could someone really look exactly the same in this world.

I sigh deeply and pull my luggage and walk out of the airport. I immediately took my phone and call the man that has a name Net Siraphop in the caller. Well, only two numbers were register on the phone. My brother and the guy Net that my brother said his friend.

"Hello?" the guy answer immediately.

"Hi. Is this Net Siraphop?" I ask

"Yes, this is Net." He replied.

"This is Park Song Rin. Park James brother." I said.

"Yeah. I know, I'm outside wearing a black shirt and a white pants. I am on a blue car." He said.

I look around and then I saw him meters away from me. He was leaning on his car while his right hand was on his pocket. He seems familiar but I can't point where I saw him.

"I see you." I said as I walk towards him.

"Hi Mr. Net Siraphop." I greeted him before he put away the phone and look at me.

But I wasn't expecting his reaction. He gasp as his mouth agape. He was shock seeing me. Does he know me. I was expecting for him to say that he knows me cuz I am waiting to ask him to if who would he thinks I was.

But then he frown. "Ohh that's impossible." As he was shaking his head while staring at me intently.

"Do you know me?" I ask.

Hoping that maybe I can find memory right. Cuz he seems familiar to me. Maybe he knows me and can help me. Cuz if I'm not really Song Rin maybe I'm someone he knows.

"No.. I mean you just look someone I know who died many years ago." He said. I lost hope of what he said. I thought he had known someone look like me that missing. Cuz if that someone he knows was dead then it wasn't me. There's a body that they had recoverd.

"What's the reason he died?" I ask curiously.

"In a car accident." He said "ohh let's not talk about that. You just look like him but your not him." He said confirming that I wasn't the one he knows.

"Soo. You're Song Rin?" He ask and I nodded.

"I'm Net. Nice to meet you." As he extended his hand and I took it.

"Nice to meet you too Mr. Net." I reply.

"Just Net is fine" he said and I smile and nodded.

"Okay, Net." I say.

"Come on, let's take you to my house." He said as he open the passenger door for me and help me put my luggage on the back, before he went inside the driver seat.

"Did your brother talk about me." He suddenly ask when we're on the road.

"Not so. He just said I'll be staying for a while with you before I go to Europe." I said, as I don't even know if my brother shared something about me to this man.

"Ohh. Your brother is my ex boyfriend." I gasp and look at him unbelievably. Why I didn't know about that. Oh did they become boyfriend before I came into the Park family?

"I didn't know." I said. That got me shock really. He didn't said the guy is his ex.

"Guess he didn't say that. It's been long though. I think it's been 8 years now." He said. Now I get why I didn't know, it's before I came.

"You still stay as a friend?" I ask and he nodded and smile.

"We're good friends now you know." He said and I nodded as I can really see that.

"Why did you break up?" I ask curiously as I look at the outside.

"He broke up with me thinking it was best for him and your family." He said. "And I respect his decision. It's been long though." He continue to said as he also continue to drive and in a minute we arrive on a modern house.

"Welcome to my place. " He said as went outside and open the car door for me. He went to the back and take out my luggage.

"Thank you." As I said to him.

"Welcome. Let's go inside" He said and we walk imto his door. Before he opens it someone had hurriedly open it.

"Babe, you're back." I was stunned when a guy hugs Net tightly as he respond with a hug to.

"Yes, babe I'm back. Sorry I had to pick up James's brother." He said as the guy turned to look at me and smile. Will I didn't expect that this Net guy have already a boyfriend.

"Hi!" He said and walk to extend his hand to introduce himself. "I'm Jj."

"I'm Song Rin." I replied and take his hand for a shake.

"Welcome to our house." He said and I nodded and said thank you.

"This is my boyfriend by the way." Net said as he put his arm into JJ's shoulder.

"Ohh come on babe let's take not talk in here, let's go inside." Jj says jokingly spank Net's hand.

Before Net helped me take the luggage inside as I went along with them.

Throughout all these things happened to me at least these people I encounter has been all so good to me.

Even if I'm now confused about who I am.

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SEO HYUNG'S POV

I am sitting on my swivel chair trying to hold back my anger.

We still couldn't find him and it's making me all anxious.

It's been days and my men couldn't find anything to where my son is. The cctv was been tap and we couldn't get anything in it. We couldn't track anyone that's been doing it.

All I thought he was with Zee but no he wasn't. Zee had already fly to Thailand the day I told him that we're going to Germany.

My men were also watching over him, but they couldn't find Nunew with him. Zee Pruk might not even know that Song Rin ran away from home.

I even though he was with Yim. But he doesn't have any idea at all. But I am not taking out the possibility that he was maybe hiding with someone he knows but we got no clues at all.

The thing that I fear the most is what if he had remember now. I can't accept that kind of news. No that can't happen. After everything I've done.

If he remembers he might have gone back to Thailand. But he wasn't there. It's like he just disappear in a thin air. Someone was helping him behind my back.

Now my men are doing everything they can to find him. Even James my son wasn't sleeping peacefully trying to find where he is.

Now the possibility of him remembering everything but keeping it a secret is what the other options we are thinking as why he was gone.

But I won't take that possibility even if he would remember I would find every way to take him back. I won't let him meet that family. I can't let them have him back.

After everything I went through I can't just let that happen.

The door opens and James comes in.

"Eomma there's still no clues to where Song Rin is." He said sadly. I sigh and stood up in my chair.

"Maybe I should go to Thailand. If he remember, that's the place he would go first." I said.

"What's with Thailand?"he ask curiously.

"That's where my ex-husband lived James." I said before I left him and walk to my room.

"What's your husbands name eomma. Maybe I can help." He asked and I frowned.

"I could search with my other man too. And maybe we can really find Song Rin if he's there." He said. Well maybe he can really help if I tell him more.

I know James had known the truth from the beginning and I don't have to worry as James is more loyal to this family than anyone else.

"His name is Chai Keerati, James." I replied as I think he could really help me find him faster "please tell your men if they find him first tell me immediately." I said and he nodded, before I walked back to my room.

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JAMES

I waited for my mother to get inside her room before I walk back to my room and take the secret phone I hide out of my comforter, and immediately called my private investigator.

"Hello Mr. Park." As he answered.

"I want you to find someone who's named Chai Keerati. He lives in Thailand. I want to know about him and his family. Everything you could know about him and can find about him. And look at what happened with them 7 years ago." I instructed.

"How long do you want this to have." He ask.

"I want it as soon as possible." I said to him.

"Got it Mr. Park. With in this week I'll call you." He said before he puts down the call.

Now I got some leads. All I need to do it to wait and hear all the information that I need to know.

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ZEE'S POV

"Do you think I wouldn't know that you're making time to go to Korea back and forth." Tutor cornerd me after the meeting we had with some investor.

I know it will come to a point where he could find out about it. I sigh and look away.

I don't want to be nagged by him. I know if he knows he wouldn't like it at all.

"Who were you finding the time to go to Korea Phi? " He asked.

"No one in particular Nong." I said before I walk away from him.

"Don't lie to me Phi. I know it was that Park Song Rin." He said and I bit my lip. I had been anticipating that he would really know that.

"So?" As I look back at him.

"Phi..what are you doing?" He ask trying to know my reasons.

"What am I doing Tor? I am falling in love again." I said and he gasp loudly.

"Aren't you just confused because he looks like Nunew?" He ask again as a worry written on his face.

"I love him because he's Song Rin. Not because he's Nunew or looks like Nunew, nong." I said.

"How do you know you're not loving him because he looks like Nunew. You're just confused." He insisted. Shit what is his problem. Doesn't he want me to be happy.

"No I'm not Tor. And please can you just be happy for me?" I said, cuz shit I'm frustrated with this nagging. He should be happy that I found someone to love again.

"I wanted to Phi. But how can I when I'm not sure of you really are." He said and I frown. What is he trying to point out again.

"What are saying Nong. I am happy to love again." I said.

"Maybe right now you think you are. What if you find yourself comparing him to Nunew. And him, did he knows about Nunew. Did he ask you why did you like him or love him. What if he thinks you are just seeing him as your past lover that's why you find yourself falling for him." That got me speechless.

Would Rin think like that?

"See. Even you wouldn't know if he would be taking that information lightly. I bet the moment he finds out he would question your feelings. Phi he would think you're still stuck in the past just as I was thinking now. " He said and that really got me.

Am I stuck in the pass?

"Think about it carefully Phi. I want you to be happy but not where I know in some time you'd be questioning and choosing between the past and the present." He said before he walked past me as I was standing there dumbfounded.

"I know you'd be flying to Korea after this." Suddenly he stopped and looked back.

"Think about what I said phi. Don't hurt that guy by choosing to love him in the wrong way." He said

Now that was something I didn't really expect to hear from him. What am I doing really. Am I doing the wrong thing.

I know I love Song Rin. But am I just loving him because he looks like him? What the heck now I am questioning myself too.

No I need to see him now. After a week that I didn't see him I had already planned to see him now.

Without hesitation I walk back to my office and grab my passport and everything I need before I walk out of my company and drive to the airport.

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After an hour of flight I arrived at Seoul international airport.

I took my phone out of my pocket and called Song Rin. I frown when I couldn't reach him. It's like his phone was off.

It was still 7 so I guess he was still in his shop. I immediately walked out of the airport and went to a taxi and drive to his shop.

After a minute, I arrive but I was dumbfounded when the shop was closed but the other shops were open.

I was thinking if something happens to him now. I felt worried immediately as I thought of the worst.

Instead of going out in the taxi I told him to drive directly to Song Rin's place.

When I was there I was even confused that the house parking space was full of black vans. Is there something wrong.

I made the taxi park far from Song Rin's place but still I could see their place clearly when men were going in and out of their house.

"Aren't you going out Sir?" The driver asked annoyingly when I still didn't get out of his car.

I decided to pay him and walk out of the car before he went out of the place.

I was contemplating if I would be going to the house and ask them if Song Rin is there, or I might just stay and wait if he would go out.

I tried to call him again but he's still unattended. Now I feel even more worry. Should I go and ask where he is, maybe something happened to him.

I sigh and walk towards the house but before I could walk closer someone grabbed my hand and pulled me to his car.

"Get in." I frowned and stared at him unbelievably "faster, before anyone would see you." He said pushing me inside. Then I immediately got in as he went in and drove away from the place.

"Is there something happened to Song Rin?" I can't help but ask but he stays silent.

"Can you explain why are you dragging me in here?" I asked again but he stayed silent.

"Hey! I'm talking to you." I ask but before I could ask more I was almost thrown out the dash board when he suddenly stops the car as I wasn't wearing my seatbelt.

"Are you trying to kill me?" I ask but he hiss and look at me sharply.

"Will you have to thank my brother as that wouldn't be happening." He said annoyingly.

I frowned at what he said. Now I think I really got on his bad side really.

He then sigh deeply before looking away. Silence had field the whole car before he talks.

"I know you want to see my brother but he's not home. No, the truth is that he wouldn't be back home again." He said that make me confused.

"I don't understand." I ask as I am puzzled with his words. What is he talking about Song Rin not coming back home.

"He leaved Korea weeks ago and no one had know when he'll be back." He said and that makes me speechless. "Maybe a long time." He continue

My heart aches with what he said. How can he just leave without telling me. I feel so hurt and frustrated at the same time and I couldn't do anything.

He left home and he doesn't even tell me. If he had been planning to leave why didn't he say anything about it.

"Why didn't he tell me." I ask him.

"Because it was a rush decision Zee." He replied that it made me frown. Why would he rush on leaving. Did something happened?

"What really happened?" I ask

"My family was in a bad shape right now. I can't disclose any information to you on that." He said.

"I'm not forcing you to tell me of your family's problem, but at least tell me where Song Rin is so I can see for myself if he is okay." I said but he shook his head in disagreement.

"No! I can't let you know where he is." He said in convection. I sigh in defeat. I know I cannot get anything from him but right now I just really want to make sure if he's okay.

Cuz if there's a problem I should have been with him.

"I just want to know if he's fine. So please tell me where he is" I said trying to plead.

"I can't. You don't understand what is happening here. This family is way more complicated than what it seems to be." He said and even if I am too confused I just listen as he continue.

"And you, getting in between this family is the reason why it becomes more complicated." Now what did I do to make there family in chaos right now?

Am I the reason he was sent away by his family? Are they that against of me seeing Song Rin.

"Am I the reason he was sent away?" I ask.

"All you need to know is he's okay. There's nothing you could do to help." He said.

Now I am speechless. Am I that useless that I couldn't do anything for Rin?

I am at fault for this but I couldn't do anything to help him.

"You should go back to your country. I'll send you back to the airport." He said before he turned the engine and drive to the airport.

The whole ride was all silent as I never ask again.

I was field with worry and questions, that I can't do anything with this situation.

Am I not gonna see him again. Didn't he say he loves me. Did he give up already?

When we arrived at the airport I was thinking twice if I should ask him more or I should head back now, but then I chose the later.

I sigh and thank him before I weakly went out of his car. I walk the entrance but before I could walk further he called me.

"Zee Pruk Wang." He calls and I turn to look at him.

"Song Rin said he loves you so much." And that makes me want to cry. Hearing that from his brother makes me emotional. Before he went away he never forget to sent me that message.

"Yeah, I know." I smile sadly cuz god if he wanted nothing from me anymore. If his giving up why would he say those words to me?

"I don't want to be selfish Zee, but if you could wait. Could you wait for him please." He said.  I was shocked as I never thought he would say that to me.

"Will you?" He ask and I nodded instantly.

"I will. Even if how long it takes. I will wait. Tell him I will wait." I said assuring him that I would really wait for Song Rin. Whatever it takes.

He smiled and nodded to me. "Keep that promise!" He said lastly before he went inside his car.

I watch as he drives away. Leaving a hope in my heart that I would still be seeing Song Rin again.

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