𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 58

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Author.pov

so now we know about advika's story.

but what about abhimaan.

what he went through in this past one year.

why he was so rude and distanced with his parents.

let's unfold the past.

a year ago

abhimaan's pov

i was staring at the sky looking at the stars. it has been a month since butterfly and our baby's death.

it was still hard for me to digest the fact that my wife and baby were no more,my heart ached everytime i remember what i did to her.

abhimaan:don't say my name with your disgusting voice and don't even think that I would believe you after what you done.

advika:WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME I AM YOUR WIFE AND YOU STILL DONT TRUST ME YOU BELIEVE IN THEM BUT NOT IN ME

abhimaan:sign these divorce papers and leave I don't need a bad omen in my house

advika:you will never be able to  live happily, meri khushiyo ko barbad karke tum log kabhi khush nahi rahe paoge

a bad omen,a curse. that's what I called her didn't I

If I'm hurt just by remembering what i said to her then what about her,how much it must have hurt her.

she trusted me so much but I broke her trust in one second by not believing her.

how much pain she went through,I can never forgive myself, never.

I was the sole reason of her sorrows,her pain.

Why didn't I die before I spoke so badly about her, why didn't I die that day,aur hamara bacha meri wahjase Mera pyaar aur bacha done muhj se dur hogaye boht dur.

she must have been really excited for our baby,she loved baby's alot....but cause of me..because of me she lost everything,i can't even imagine How much fear she had for our baby that day with the thought of losing it.

"vo chale toh gaya lekin jate jate mere rooh bhi saat legai,mere jeene ki wahja saat legai mere saans lene ki wahja bhi saat legai".

I can never forgive myself,I hate myself for hurting her

rani:tum yaha kya kar rahe ho.

I quickly wipe away my tears hearing her voice.

rani: abhimaan.

she came and sat near me,just as I was about to get up and leave mrs rathore held my hand.

rani: aur kab tak hamse muh pehroge ham maa baap hai tumhara abhimaan.

I scoff inside my head hearing them.maa baap,now they remember that they are my parents.

rani:I am your m-mother abhimaan,meri taraf palat ke dehk bhi nahi sakte tum?.

I jerked my hand from her and turned to face her.

abhimaan:koi Maa aapni aulad ko dard nahi deti mrs rathore, koi bhi maa baap aapne 17 Saal ke bete ko dhamki nahi dete, 13 years ago you and your husband snatched my dream away from me so I can become this,this mafia king.

(No mother hurts her children mrs rathore, no father threatens his 17 year old son)

abhimaan:even if the god forgive you I will never.

I spoke to her clenching my jaw to control my anger.

Vikram: and since when did you started to believe in God abhimaan singh rathore.

my gaze fell on mr rathore who was standing at the door.

abhimaan:since the day my wife and baby were taken away from me,if the god can gives you everything he can also take it away from you,and who would know that more than you mr rathore.

I smirked looking him after taking the position from him I had more power that him I did everything to make them regret I made them suffer for the love of their sons made them suffer for the forgiveness.

Vikram: I can also say that to you,advika i hope that you still remember what she went through and how she died because of you.

Even after so many years this man still have the arrogance.

abhimaan:do not bring my wife in our matter,aapko ko bhi kabhi aapke beton se mafi nahi milegi mr rathore.kabhu bhi nahi

(You too will never get forgiveness from your sons, mr rathore.)

rani:p-please stop fighting with him Vikram beta Hai vo hamra

I look at mrs rathore who was crying? why she is crying now when there is no point.

abhimaan:aab aapko bada yaad araha Hai ki aap ka beta bhi hai terah saal pehle toh yaad nahi tha

(Now you remember very well that you also have a son, you did not remember it a thirteen years ago.)

I said reminding her about her own past when she didn't even care about us.

abhimaan now why is this motherly love of yours is coming out so loudly,you should have shown this love thirty years ago,it's not worthy anymore.

I left from there not being able to hide my tears more. parents love and care something I crave for but will never have.

pov ends.

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thirteen years ago.

author pov.

17 year old abhimaan: you can not force me to become the mafia,I have my own dreams dad.

the seventeen year old abhimaan trying his best to convince his parents to not force him to step on the throne of the mafia's,he wanted to follow his dream his passion and become a artist He used to spend all his time in making paintings, painting was his passion,his everything.

rani and vikarm were workaholic.

from home to office

to office to home.

repeatedly ,so busy in work that they forgot that they had their three sons waiting for them at home waiting for them to come and shower them with love.

they left nannies to take care of them thinking that the nannies will take care of them,but what about love ? the love and care parents are supposed to give to their children.

they ran behind money even if they had it already , never satisfied from whatever they did.

abhimaan became mature at a young age and start taking care of his little brother's knowing that his parents will never take care of them,he made sure that they never felt lonely.

he was a shoulder to cry on for them but he himself had nobody to put his head on someones shoulder to cry on.

so he started to express his feelings through colours on a plain canvas,and soon he started to paint every time he was hurt, was in pain and sad, painting became his everything,painting became his way to express his feelings.

his parents were forcing him to  become the next mafia king,forcing him to leave his dreams his passion.

vikarm: and I do not care abhimaan,In the Rathore family, this responsibility has been given to every eldest child so that they can take this responsibility forward and give it to the future ones, and you too will have to take this responsibility.

he said in a cold tone not caring how his son felt.

Vikram: I, your grandfather and great grandfather all have fulfilled this responsibility and now it is your responsibility.

abhimaan looks at his mother, rani who was sitting beside her husband with hope in his eyes for the first time hoping that atleast... atleast his mother would take a stand from him..but instead of supporting her son's dream she says.

rani : and it's not like we are you telling you to become the king right now abhiman. you have to get trained for it which take a few years and when you turn twenty three you can take the responsibility.

rani said like it was nothing shattering his dreams,he stares at his parents with hurt in his eyes.even the nannies the maid had sympathy for him but not his own parents.

Vikram: and if you deny to become the king and carry the responsibility,then forget about james and yuvraj we will send them really far away from here so you can never see them again not even for a second.

Vikram knew that yuvraj and james were the weakest spot of abhimaan,he knew that if he threatens abhimaan with through name of yuvraj and james he would agree.

Vikram: now the choice is yours.your so called dream or your brothers.

abhimaan needed to choose one but how would he his dream and his brothers both were very dear to him.

his tears finally made their way down to his cheeks,gulping the painful lump down his throat he says.

abhimaan:I will take the responsibility to become t-the next king.

he said as tears silently streamed down his face with too much pain in his heart.

he chose his brothers at the end.

Vikram smirks in victory seeing abhimaan choose the throne.

but they didn't knew that yuvraj and james were outside of Vikram's study room listening the entire conversation.

that day abhimaan also made himself a promise to never forgive his parents for making him leave his dreams.

after one year yuvraj and james also decided to step in the mafia world with their brother to be by his side to protect him.

for five years he was trained here in India and at the age of twenty three he went to Russia for some training ,he came back after some months and soon he was announced as the new mafia king.

after the ceremony he left for Russia again and came back after a year,and this time he wasn't the old abhimaan this time he had full power in his fist.

rani was making some dishes for abhimaan as he was coming back after a year after the ceremony he left for Russia without even meeting her or vikarm.

rani was about to add the chili powder when a maid suddenly stopped him.

maid:what are you doing.

she said seeing her add the chili powder.

rani:what's wrong with it I'm making dishes for my son.

maid: ma'am abhimaan sir can't handle spicy food and he don't even like the dishes you are making,aapko malom nahi tha,aap toh maa hai na unki.

the maid said and left,what the maid said was a slap of realization for rani,she doesn't even know what her own kids like,unki pasand na pasand kuch bhi nahi.

the realization was so strong that rani started to question herself.

was she ever a good mom?

she didn't even knew a single thing about her kids.

her entire life she was busy in work that she forgot to love her kids to spend her time with them,she just left them in the care of nannies and maids.

not caring about her kids feelings neglecting her kids.

she felt her tears falling down,she touchs her wet cheek and stares at her finger realizing that she was crying for the first time after so many years. guilt was filled in her heart now for neglecting her kids their entire life

she flinched badly hearing the fireworks it was a signal that abhimaan was home.

she quickly rushed out side to see her son.

she saw abhimaan surrounded by guards and just as she went to hug him all of the guns that the guards had were pointed at her.

rani looks at him in shock she steps back seeing the guns.

Vikram:KYA BATAMIZI HAI YE GUNS NICHE RAKHO.

Vikram orders the guards but none of them even moved a bit.

abhimaan:aab jo unka raja hai vo unhi ki baat sunege na mr rathore.

his deep voice held so much power that everyone in the room felt shivers including Vikram.

abhimaan:put the guns down boys.

on his one order the guards quickly lower the guns down and stood up.

Vikram: YE KYA MAZAK HAI ABHIMAAN AAPNI MAA KE UPAR BANDOOK CHALAOGE  TUM.

abhimaan:awaz niche,awaz niche mr rathore aap bhool rahe hai ki aab aap mafia king nahi hai.

Vikram's anger grew seeing him talk with such a tone.

Vikram steps forward and grabs abhimaan's collar and glared at him,abhimaan smirks before saying.

abhimaan:TAKE POSITIONS.

he yells and soon every guard took their position and pointed their guns at Vikram.

abhimaan:in 3...2..-

rani:stop p-please.

she tried to stop abhimaan as tears fell from her eyes.

abhimaan signals them to lower their guns.

abhimaan jerks Vikram hand away from his collar and said.

abhimaan:think thousand times  even  before raising your voice at me.

he said and left leaving Vikram in shock.rani fell on her knees crying and regretting her behavior with her kids.

"but now it was too late to regret".

present .

Author.pov

it was past 12:00 am, abhimaan was staring at the sealing of his room not being able to sleep.

he looks at the door hearing a knock on his door,at first he ignored it not in a mood to talk with anyone but he soon got up hearing another knock.

he open the door and saw yuvraj, he was about to shut the door but stops after hearing his sorrowful tone.

yuvraj:bhai.

after one month of advika's death he was finally able to face abhimaan

his eyes held regret and hurt in them,he was regretting trusting his ex wife,his one mistake took away the happiness of their life.

abhimaan:what do you want now yuvraj.

he said in a cold tone making yuvraj's heart ache. his brother who always call his name with soft tone was now calling his name with so much hatred.

yuvraj: please don't treat me like a stranger bhai,please i-it hurts.

he pleads to his brother to not treat him like a stranger.

abhimaam:she was also hurt yuvraj.

abhimaqn replied and the pain in his voice could be heard clearly.

abhimaan: she had so much trust in you,you were like her own brother.

he said as tears brimmed in his eyes ,his breath were shaky.

abhimaan:she loved you so much,you know what she said to me once.she said"if you ever hurt me I'll complain to yuvraj bhai he will protect me and beat you up" she trusted you more than anyone else and look were we are now.

he said as yuvraj looks down in shame.

abhimaan:she was accused because of her "yuvraj bhai",she was kicked out of her own house because of "yuvraj bhai",she was beyond hurt because of whom,because of her "YUVRAJ BHAI".

he said with anger pushing his index  finger in yuvraj's chest again and again.

abhimaan:you are no less worse than me ,iss galti mai jitni galti meri hai utni hi tumhare hai, YUVRAJ SINGH RATHORE.

yuvraj's tears fell on the floor as he was looking down,he looks at him and and gulps his painful tears before saying.

yuvraj: I am sorry bhai I really am,j-jeevika trapped me into her manipulation she tricked me into believing t-that advika was a danger to our family that she could h-hurt you,I just wanted to protect you.

abhimaan chuckles in sadness hearing him,his words were like daggers on his heart stabbing his heart deeply.

abhimaan:your protection costed me my l-life,yuvraj.

his broken voice made yuvraj heart more weaker, he quickly hugs abhimaan crying in his embrace, he was guilty of everything that was happening,he should've never trusted his wife so easily, abhimaan loves his brother's but right now he couldn't bring himself to forgive yuvraj for what he did.

abhimaan gently pushed him away and said.

abhimaan:don't try to protect me anymore yuvraj,your protection gave my existence enough wounds and pain.

he said and shuts the door on his face.yuvraj stares at the door tears falling down his face feeling strong pain in his chest, his heart was filled with guilt and pain.

james : yuvraj.

James who saw yuvraj standing alone quickly rushed to him.

james : are you alright.

seeing yuvraj so quite he took him to his room and made him sit on the bed.

james:yuv-

yuvraj: he hates me.

he says as a drop of tear fell from his eye.

yuvraj: my brother hates me james,our brother hate me james, I gave him so much pain.

he turns to him to james,he was trembling as he spoke.

yuvraj: i-i never wanted to hurt him i-i just w-wanted to protect h-him,it was never my i-intention to h-hurt him I s-swear,I swear.

he was stuttering cause of not being able to breath properly.

james quickly bought a glass of water and made yuvraj drink it while carresing his back.

yuvraj: he will never forgive me,never,

he says before breaking down In tears, feeling empathy for him james quietly hug him he cried and cried till he fell unknowingly fell asleep.

james made him lay properly and covered him with duvet properly before leaving.

to be continued.

so this was the past of abhimaan what do you think.

do you think rani and vikarm deserve this kinda treatment.

make sure to comment.

and that's it for today.

fheww it was a long and emotional chapter to write.

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