𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 44

holaaaa I'm back finally after two months sorry for disappearing like that.

hope you enjoy the chapter 🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎

ignore the typing mistakes 🩷🌸🩷🌸🩷🌸

aurhor pov

abhimaan:what happened you look extra happy today butterfly

he asked to advika who was looking extra happy

advika: nothing

she replied,he comes forward keeping his hand on her cheeks

abhimaan:well your pink cheeks are telling me a whole different butterfly

she smiled at him and pecked his cheek

advika:nothing I'm just really happy

he stared at her with a smile knowing that she is happy and well,she closed her eyes when he pecked her forhead.he stared at her and said

abhimaan:butterfly

she hums looking at him

abhimaan:I love you

he said in a soft tone with a smile making her heart flutter,her cheeks got slightly red,she puts her head on his chest.

advika:I love you too

she said making him chuckle and hug her tightly.

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Spy : here are the pics ma'am , he handed her the pics of Advika in which  she was out & alone . Jeevika smirks and hands him the money . The spy took the money and left quickly . Jeevika smirked again looking at the pictures

Jeevika: I just need to get them edited & then I'll live happily after getting her kicked out . She laughed like a psycho as the thought of kicking out Advika excited her. But only if she knew how much she would regret it

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Jenifer's pov :

I was going through my call recordings for something that was related to my work , when I came across an old call recordong of James & i . I played it thinking it must be of before we got married as it was really old .

James : hello princess ~

I smiled hearing his soft tone but my smile turned into a frown hearing the next words .

Jenifer: James please doo something pleaseee

James : princess tell me what happened , is everything alright?

Jennifer : I'm getting married , they're forcing me to get married

James : congratulations on your wedding ms.jennifer

My frown turned into confusion hearing him

I'm married to him so how could I get married to someone else when we were talking he never mentioned this , I went through one more recordings & found more of them

James : hello Clara what happened ? It's midnight

Clara : sir ms.jennifer is heavily drunk she came and straight went to her room and i heard glass breaking sound from her room  and she Locked herself into her room

My heart sank in fear

James : ok see I will be there

James : ok see I will be there

Jen : (sob) hello

James : WHAT IN THE WORLD DID U SAID TO ADVIKABBHABHI THAT MADE HER SO MUCH JENNIFER HUH WHAT DID YOU DID THIS TIME A-

Jen - I did it , i revealed the truth she was crying alot please take care of her she was broken

She cutted him in the middle while crying hard

James : ofcourse, but are you okay jen ?  U didn't hurt yourself ryt ?

Jen brokedown after hearing his soft tone

Jen : I'm sorry please forgive me for everything I have ever done I'm really sorry please don't hate me

POV END

this part is written by my sister as I don't have that much experience in writing angst so till this star ☆and the next star part is written by my sister

Her phone slipped thru her grasp , her hands trembling in pure rage memories starting to fill up her head memories? Memories of their arguments , the bad ones

Rage betrayal and utter sadness binded her eyes as she stood up from her bed with wobbly legs  all of the memories started to rush in one byy onee

Keeping the feelings such as rage & betrayal in one's body and not letting them out would destroy their soul unable to hold her emotions anyy longer , she grabbed the pastel coloured vase & threw it against the wall smashing it into a million pieces, the case which was previously resting on her nightstand  was now resting on the floor  , broken , beyond repair, just like her heart

She diverted her gaze onto the glass which was right beside the vase a few moments agoo

What happened? What went wrong ? Everything was alright? Right ?

Nothing could goo wrong ? right ?

Everything was great a few moments agoo ? But now ?

Everything was falling apart in her eyes

The memories they made .

Was it a lie ?

Was their relationship based upon a lie ?

Unable to contain her undying rage

She picked up the empty glass of water & with no thoughts in her mind except betrayal  , the woman swung the glass towards the mirror resulting the said mirror to crash down in a billion pieces on the floor

The mirror was Too messed up to clean , too messed up to take care of   that's exactly what she was feeling too messed up

To fuvking messed up

Her eyes scanned through the room , looking for something to break , to crush , anything that could help her to not feel these emotions again

Anything ,

Anything that would take her mind off these things ,

To make her believe that all of this was just a mere lie . she hoped and wished to turn this into Nothing but a agonizing lie  but when has every one of our wish came true ?

Somethings are revealed to heal , to heal the broken ones , to provide them justice .

Her trail of thoughts came to halt when the door swung open revealing James

The one she was dying to see & the one she'd dye to not see again

His voice chirped in the room

james: oh helloo sweetheart, how--

his words came to a abrupt halt when he witnessed the state of their room , his eyes narrowed by taking in the image of the broken glass.

with heavy steps James moved forward towards Jennifer  who hasn't uttered a single word since he stepped into the room ,when he looked close all he could see in those eyes was blankness  utter blankness . his hand moved up in the air  reaching out to hold her wrist & before he could reach her she stepped back

jerking away from his reach . His hand hung in the air, eyes moved towards his bare hand before moving to look up in her eyes as to question her ' as to what was all of this but her own eyes only spoke out questions .

James gulped down the hesitation that was piling up in his throat and spoke out

james:Jen ' sweetheart  what is this what happened ? Please tell me ?

Jennifer: youu Tell youu !Noo you tell me James

came a low raspy whisper from Jennifer , her eyes were moist yet blank

james:Tell you whatt jenn I don't get it ?

James Muttered being utterly clueless

jennifer:YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU NOW ?

Jennifer lunged forward at James & held his collar in a fist before bringing their faces close , close enough for James to hear the shakiness of Jennifer's voice .

Before James could mutter anything

Jennifer spoke out again

jennifer: what should I tell you about James ? The games you've been playing with me ? Tell you thatt all of this was a fuvking lie ? A fuvking lie that you are making me live for months that none of it was true ? All of this ? Our relationship was merely a lie how couldd you James HOW COULD YOU ?

Her voice began cracking as if her energy was draining away as if all of her happiness was being sucked away

Her hold on James's collar loosened as her fist now rested on James shirt

jennifer:How,how could you James  How could you do this to us ? To me ?

her eyes which once held galaxies filled with stars for him were now replaced with the barren ones , no ounce of emotions could be seen in Jennifer's eyes except pain , the type of pain which is given by your beloved ones

jennifer:say it James , tell me it was not just a liee , tell me our relationship isn't a fuvking joke to you , tell me that all of it was real and im just being insane right now , go on, tell mee that our love is true ' your love for me is true !. Reassure me . Once just once. I need assurance. please, plz speak upp !. SPEAK UP YOU GODDAMNN ITT WHY CANT YOU FUCKING TELL ME THAT ALL OF IT WAS TRUE FOR GODSAKE !

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he looks at her with sadness guilt and pain filled in his eyes,he tried to hold her only to be jerked away,she glares at him

james:I'm sorry

her last hope broke hearing him,he was lying. lying to her all this time when she trusted him he insulted her called her slùt b!tch and what not.her hands starts tremble her tears brimmed in her eyes as she felt her soul crushing into millions of pieces,he betrayed me. this was the sentence that was roaming in her mind that he betrayed her.

jennifer: YOU PLAYED WITH ME,YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. YOU LIED TO ME

she said to him as tears started to fall from her eyes,james quickly held her and tried to explain himself

James: sweetheart listen to me first,I didn't played with your feeling my love for you was true and pure i-

she cuts him in the middle looking at him with dead eyes she said.

jennifer: if you really loved me then why did you called me a bad omen why did you blamed me for ruining your life, why did you hurt me then james w-why

her voice broke while talking to him she felt herself getting weak she wiped her tears looking at him with eyes that no more held love for him but held HATE AND RAGE

jennifer: I don't want this now let's get divorced

she said and left the room leaving his broken heart alone, he ran behind with fear of her abandoning him

james:SWEETHEART P-PLEASE DON'T LEAVE LISTEN TO ME PLEASE

he screams as he quickly steps down the stairs while she was close to the main door of the mansion, abhimaan who just entered the mansion saw this and held Jennifer's hand when she was leaving,he saw her red eyes filled with pain and tears

vidyut:what's going on here

vidyut asked to abhimaan looking at the atmosphere

advika:abhi jen is everything alright

she asked him being concerned as she came forward with vidyut

jennifer looks at abhimaan and said

jennifer: your brother has hurted me alot abhi let me go

abhimaan understood the situation and looked at james who was running torwards them

jennifer: do not let him follow me if you ever cared for me as a brother abhimaan singh rathore

abhimaan nods and let her go,she quickly ran and left the mansion

abhimaan:CLOSE THE GATES DO NOT LET HIM STEP OUTSIDE OF THIS MANSION

he yells at the guards seeing james run after her, james bangs of the gate yelling at the guards to opean the gate

james:OPEN THE DAMÑ GATE ITS MY ORDER OPEN IT

abhimaan looks at him and then at advika and vidyut

abhimaan:vidyut take her to my room i will handle him

he said to vidyut who nods and looked at advika

vidyut: bacha let's go

advika:what is happening my my sister what happened why did she left what's happening

vidyut: bacha stop crying you are pregnant it can be harmful please stop crying

he whispers to her who was crying after seeing her sister leave the mansion like that

abhimaan:butterfly go to our room right NOW

he said to her in a stern tone as he walked torwards james,vidyut hurriedly took advika to her room leaving just abhimaan and james whose hand has started to bleed because of the sharp edges of the gate

abhimaan:stop it james stop it

he tried to stop james who was banging the gate like a maniac

abhimaan:I SAID STOP IT SHE IS NOT GONNA COME BACK

James suddenly stops,he fell on the ground realizing that she will never come back that she is gone his love his sweetheart she is gone and it happened because of him he destroyed himself

he crys his heart out as the rain started to pour heavily,abhimaan stared at his little brother who was breaking down in tears in the heavy rain,he kneeled as james spoke

james: I loved her, I loved her more than anything

abhimaan pulled him in a hug feeling bad for his brother but what could he do it was all the karma,karma for hurting her karma for insulting her using her past against her.

James: Tell her t-to come back please I can't live without her bhai please I need her please I love her,i-I'll do anything to gain her forgiveness bhai please ,please please

he mumbled before fainting in abhimaan's arms in the heavily rain after all.

mohabbat kee judaee mot se zaada dard de tee hai

~separation from love hurts more than anything~

to be continued

so is this the end of their relationship 🤔

and how was Jennifer's realizing and being in rage part