Chapter 23-Amara
Alpha's Fallen Angel
I wake up to Romanâs alarm, groaning when I realize I have to get up with him too. Today was my first day working in his office, and Gamma Max will be waiting for me to show me what to do. Itâs just scanning and filing, so hopefully he doesnât need to stick around too long. I liked Gamma Max, but I did not want to be around anyone today. I even thought about going back over to my room, but I would just miss Roman anyways, considering I havenât spent a night on this territory without him since the first day.
I was shocked when he told me he was part demon, but it made me feel better about my own possible demon genes. Now that I had time to think about it and accept it, it really wasnât that bad. I donât know who or where in my family the genes came from, but I was relieved to hear it could skip generations, I was worried my mom had cheated on my dad or something. But she wouldnât do that, so it must have just skipped a couple of us.
âYou can come to the office a little later if you want to sleep in, Iâll tell Max to come backâ Roman says in his sexy as hell morning voice. Hmmm, tempting. But Iâm already awake and the sooner I get started the sooner I finish for the day.
âNo, Iâll come. Just donât expect me to be able to hold a conversation. And get me coffee. Lots of coffeeâ I say, willing myself to get out of bed as he chuckles. I havenât heard from Tamisra since I found out what we were, she wasnât upset, I think she was just trying to understand it, like me. She hasnât blocked me off or anything.
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The paperwork is pretty boring, but Iâve at least got Roman to talk to. I didnât realize how much paperwork came with being an Alpha. How the hell does he do all that and then still make it out to socialize with his pack? He offers for me to come when he goes to check on training from time to time, but I decline. I know I should get to know the pack more, but Iâm feeling antisocial. I havenât even mind linked Seth to let him know what we found out, but I know I need to let him and Sophie know. Sighing, I take out my phone and hit facetime on Sophieâs contact. Itâs only 3:00 and I know unless sheâs with the other pack females, sheâs probably alone. She answers on the third ring. I smile when I see her perfect face in the camera, Goddess I miss her! I wish I could hug her.
âAmara! Iâve been dying waiting for you to call! What happened?â she says, I can see her living room wall in the background, showing sheâs home.
âNo one is with you right Soph?â I say hesitantly
âOf course not, Colton wonât be home for another two hours and then Iâm going out with some of the girls. Janice found her mate so weâre celebrating. I wish you were hereâ she says
âYou know I would be miserable going out anyways! I always cling to you like a lost pupâ I say laughing
âYeah yeah whatever, now spill. What did the witch say?â she says, cutting right to the chase
âWell, she couldnât break the barrier or whatever but she and the Alpha think Iâm a demon. I guess my eyes turned black during the ritual and the Alpha said what happened with the rogues sounds like demonâs magic. He also said it can skip a couple of generations so thereâs probably demon blood in my family somewhere. He knows a shit ton of things about all the supernaturalsâ I say and her eyes go wide and her jaw drops
âDamn. Well, I was not expecting that. Did you tell Seth? Maybe heâs had signs of it too. I donât know how that stuff works but I canât believe your parents didnât tell you. Also, why was your Alpha there?â she says quickly, she always talks so quickly when sheâs excited. I smile, she has so many funny quirks about her.
âNo, I havenât told Seth yet. Iâm sure my parents meant to tell me at some point but never got around to it before they died. I donât think Seth has shown any signs, Iâm sure he would have told me as soon as I told him whatâs going on with me but Iâll ask him when I see himâ I avoid her question about Roman.
âAre you sure they didnât leave you any letters or anything? Did you look through their house?â she muses
âActually I found a birthday card when I was camping out there the night I left. Maybe thereâs something in that.â I suddenly remembered. Guess itâs time for me to read that. Soon though, as soon as she said that a feeling of dread settled in the pit of my stomach.
âI bet thatâs it! So how are you liking the pack? And you never answered why your Alpha went with you to that ritual? Is he really that nosy about all his pack members? â³ she asks and when I feel my cheeks tinge pink, I know Iâve given myself away. Her eyes go even wider than when I told her about my possible but likely demon genes
âSHUT THE FRONT DOOR! Amara, are you fucking him? You better speak right the fuck now or I will show up at that border and harrass you until you tell me!â she practically screams
âAhhh god my ears! Simmer down. Fine. Yes Iâm boning himâ I bite my lip and smile, I can feel my cheeks burning even more âSoph, I really like him. Heâs so sweet, and he treats me like a queen. You know last night he bathed me and put all of my lotion on just because I was sad? He said heâs never been in a relationship before and Seth confirmed it. I think Iâm falling hard for him.â
âNo shit?â
âNo shit. I didnât plan on being in a relationship, well, ever. I was just going to wait for my actual mate but I couldnât help it. And heâs actually a really good Alpha too. He knows all of his pack members by name and makes sure heâs involved in their lives. Heâs nothing like the monster the allies portrayed him to be. I mean, at least not with me or with his pack. Heâs kind of a big teddy bear actually. The man loves to snuggle.â I giggle
âHa! The big scary Alpha loves his cuddles. Thatâs hysterical. Could you imagine any of the Alphaâs from the allies being snuggle bugs? Thatâs so weirdâ Sophie says cracking up, she has me laughing too, This is why sheâs my best friend. I just told her I have a whole other identity and here we are laughing about cuddly Alphas.
âHow have you been Soph? Howâs the pack and Colton?â I say, wiping away my laugh tears after we pull ourselves together. Just then, Roman walks in the room and comes over to kiss me. I know he saw Iâm on facetime but heâs apparently showing off because he makes sure to use some tongue. When he pulls away I know Iâm flushed and he can probably smell me.
âOh my god that was hot! Let me see him, is he hot? Howâs the sex? Oh, everyone else always talks about how well hung Alphas are, is it true?â Sophie fires question after question at me and I glance up at Roman who is smiling at me
âYes, Iâm curious too, Amaraâ he says and I glare at him
âOh his voice is sexy! Girl if you donât let me see this man! Stop being selfish! Let me see!â Sophie yells. I roll my eyes and go sit on his lap, grabbing his face and pulling it into the frame with me
âOh! I canât forget to show you the man bun!â I say as I force his head to turn, showing his bun
âDamn if I wasnât already mated Iâd suggest a three some. Maybe Colton would agree if he could join. Hmmmmâ I gag at the idea of Colton touching me.
âWhat are you gagging at? Don't forget about that time you made out with me on a dare, and then we had to do 7 minutes in Heaven!â she says, acting offended and I feel my face turn bright red as I look at Roman whose jaw is practically sitting on the desk
âOops did he not know that? My bad. Donât worry Mr. Alpha Iâm marked and mated! Although if I wasnât I would definitely steal Amara from you.â Sophie winks
âOKAY! Weâre done here. Youâve officially said too much. Love you bye!â I say
âLove you too, Mara! Iâll call you whenever I can to embarrass you more! Oh I bet he doesnât know the honey mu-â I hang up before she can say more. Ugh now heâs going to ask about that!
âWhat donât I know now?â he says. I can see him trying to hold back laughter. Iâm going to beat her senseless!
âI donât know she didnât finishâ I lie
Roman leans in âLie.â he says
I hop up and go back to my desk, putting my stuff away
âSorry, Alpha, I have things to do! My work day is overâ I say as I run out of the office
Now Iâm going to have to tell him that damn story eventually. When we were 16, we drank way too much and then smoked a little weed. Since we didnât have our wolves yet, it didnât take a lot to get us high and drunk so we walked out to a restaurant and I ordered chicken tenders with like, 8 cups of honey mustard. Then my stoned ass ate all of the honey mustard and I was throwing up pure honey mustard for almost 3 hours. Ugh! I am not telling him that! Iâm gonna get back at Sophie for this!
I guess I should go find Seth and let him know, or I could do that tomorrow. I should really probably try and make friends with my sister in law. Iâve hung out with Violet a couple times since she drug me to the shops, and since me and Gemma are fucking each otherâs brothers I guess it only makes sense that we should be friends.
Talking to Sophie actually put me in a better mood. Feeling a little brave, I go out to training where I know Seth is and I see Gemma and Violet sitting on the bench. Probably waiting for him to be done, Gemma at least is. When Violet sees me, her and Gemma wave me over.
âHey Amara! Come sit. Weâre just waiting for Seth. Heâs taking us out for day drinking if you want to come.â Gemma says smiling at me, I have always liked her.
âIâm in! I need to run away from your brother anyways.â I said facepalming myself
âWhy? What did that big mean bully do to you? Iâll beat him!â Violet says making me laugh but somehow I think she would definitely kick his ass.
âMy best friend started spilling some of my embarrassing stories but I hung up before she could finish. Now he wants to know what happenedâ
âGirl, tell him, for every one you have, thereâs two he has! I lived to make his life miserable. Donât worry, I got your backâ Violet says mischievously.
âNoted. So when are we going out? I want to get ready before we go!â
âWell, Sethâs smelly ass will need to shower, so once heâs done with training in 15 minutes, you can come to Violetâs room! Can we all get ready together?â Gemma suggests
âOkay!â I say, feeling excited. We keep talking while we wait for Seth, just about completely random things. They both scrunch their noses any time I talk about Roman, which I find hysterical. Sophie would love both of them. I wonder if I can get her to visit? It would have to be a long time from now, but I hope it can happen.
Finally Seth walks over and we start to head for Violetâs room. I can tell he wants to ask me about yesterday, but I just send him a mindlink saying Iâll tell him tomorrow. He doesnât seem impressed, but doesnât push me.
âAmara, let me do your makeup pretty please! Iâm dying to get my hands on those brows.â Gemma says when we get to Violetâs room. I pout at this
âHey! Leave my caterpillars alone! I havenât had time to get them threaded since Iâve been here!â I say, pretending to be hurt but yeah she was right. The girls needed to be tamed, badly.
âI know how to thread! Let me at âem!â she says back
âFine, fine. It saves me a trip anyways.â
âThe bar weâre going to is on neutral territory, I hope my mate is there!â Violet says while Gemma sits me down on a chair and starts pulling out thread
âYou donât think heâs from this pack?â I ask her
âI know everyone in the pack, and itâll be her. I like girlsâ Violet says
âI guess you do know everyone. I thought Roman didnât trust any other territory?â I ask
âNormally he doesnât, but I guess heâs been working on a treaty with the Amber Sky pack so he said we can go to the city in the neutral territory, but he hasnât officially announced it to the rest of the pack yet.â
âOh! He didnât tell me.â I say
âStop talking! I need to concentrate on this!â Gemma scolds me and I shut up
âOh! Amara I have the perfect dress for you. Let me go find it.â Violet says and runs into her closet.
Gemma finishes up my eyebrows and I put some music on while we get ready. I let her do the rest of my makeup and I gotta say, I know my way around some makeup but she made me look hot! Iâll have to stop by Romanâs office before we leave to flaunt my pretty little self at him.
When weâre ready to get changed, we all strip and Violet brings me the dress she picked out for me.
âDamn Amara! I can see why my brother is so smitten with you, look at that ass girl! Youâre hot.â Violet says as she smacks my ass and I yelp but start laughing. Iâm already having so much fun and we havenât even hit the club yet. I smile, I donât think Iâve ever had this much fun with anyone other than Sophie, actually.
The dress Violet grabs for me is a red backless bodycon with a deep v-line. It barely holds my boobs in and Iâm sure my labia are hanging out but I have to admit, I look good.
Gemma and Violet arenât dressed any less slutty than I am though. Gemmaâs dirty blonde hair is pulled up with a few hairs framing her face, her dress is light purple and strapless and sheâs got white strappy heels on. Violet let her wavy chestnut hair free, her midnight blue dress is backless like mine but it has one off the shoulder strap and she is wearing a pair of black flats. They both look sexy as hell too!
âSeth is in Romanâs office so letâs walk down. Then you can let him know that weâre stealing you for the nightâ Violet winks at me and I smirk at her. Before we walk out however I make them pause, and I slip my underwear off and throw them in the small purse Violet let me borrow for the night. Violet fakes a gag while Gemma scrunches her nose and I just laugh at them. Wait until they smell the sex weâre about to have all over me!
When we get down to Romanâs office, Violet doesnât even knock on his door. He, Seth, and Aston are all in there and the girls walk in ahead of me. I follow them in and I go to say that Iâm going out, but I donât get the chance because as soon as he sees me he lets out a feral growl that bounces off the walls.
âEveryone out. Now. Sheâll meet you in the carâ he says, an Alpha Command rolling into his words and I hear everyone start laughing as they walk out, but my eyes are locked with his His pupils are dilated almost covering his irises completely and I already feel my core clenching.
I timidly walk up to his desk as he lets out another growl, and when Iâm in arms reach he grabs me by my hips and sets me on the desk, his lips instantly crashing against mine. His hands pull my dress up to my hips, when he realizes Iâm not wearing any underwear he breaks the kiss and looks down at my bare pussy on his desk.
âWho said you could go out dressed like this with no underwear?â he whispers angrily before sucking on my neck
âI donât need anyoneâs permissionâ I say breathlessly, he doesnât need to know I have them in my purse, his possessiveness is thrilling me. He growls at this and unzips his pants, pulling me to the edge of the desk. He wastes no time and thrusts into me in one swift motion. I should be used to this, but it still takes my breath away as I stretch to fit him. I throw my head back and move my hips to meet his thrusts, moaning loudly.
âYouâre mine.â he growls possessively in between leaving hickies on my neck and kissing me
âYes, baby Iâm yours. Oohâ I respond without even thinking about it. My orgasm is already building up as I feel his thrusts get deeper and faster. I dig my nails into his shoulder. He grips my hips painfully tight but I donât even notice as my orgasm rips through me, I can feel him holding back and as soon as I ride it out, he pulls out and cums on my exposed skin.
Without missing a beat, I dip my fingers in it, taking them straight into my chest and then sucking on them. Iâll have his scent all over me, no one will try to get with me. He growls in approval at this, I smirk.
âCan you do anything but growl today?â I tease him as I walk to his bathroom to clean myself up. I also pull out my underwear, when he sees them I watch his shoulders relax. It makes me happy that he wasnât forcing me to wear them like a typical possessive Alpha.
âDonât worry, I only went commando for the trip to your office.â I tell him
âHmmm, you can do that whenever you want if thatâs the caseâ he says back
I walk up to him and give him a long passionate kiss before I tell him Iâll be home later tonight and walk out to the car. I feel his gaze burn into my back until Iâm completely out of view.