Reena - Lost Innocence

Warning: Readers be advised this chapter is a sexually explicit - PG18. Read at your own discretion, although I strongly believe anyone under the age of 18 should not.

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I jolt awake to find that Reed is still beside me. I don't know how long I've been out but it feels like I took a long nap. He turns his head to look at me and I shift from beside him and rub my sweaty palms across my burning forehead. "How long was I out?" My voice is but a whisper and I clear my throat.

"About fifteen minutes." He replies and I look at him weirdly.

Fifteen minutes? That felt like hours. "I thought you would've left by now." I say as I stare up at the ceiling.

"I said I'd stay and I meant it." He looks across at me and I try not to turn my head to look at him.

"Mhmm." I say under my breath.

I don't know why but his hand finds mine and I stiffen from the sudden contact. He must notice because he gives me a warm smiles, "I'm not going to hurt you, Reena."

When I look at him, he's staring unashamedly into my eyes and I can't help but move my free hand to touch his face. It's slow at first but when my hand makes contact, he closes his eyes and exhales a slow breath I can feel on my face.

"Reed Max," I say and when his eyes open, I stare at him. "Why are you really here?" I don't know where that question came from but I know I'm damn proud of myself for having the courage to ask.

"Reena Waters." He says almost mockingly, "I'm here because you asked me to stay. If you want me to leave I will. Trust me, the last thing I'd do is hurt you."

I stare at him for a long time before I exhale a long breath and smile, "I know that Reed." And I say this because it's widely known that Reed is one of the best guys at school. That said, although I feel at ease with him and not worried at all, I still want him to be upfront.

"I know what you said but I feel like there's more to it. You can be frank with me, it won't hurt my feelings. I rather people being brutally honest than being deceitful because someone one of your teammates tries that once and I didn't appreciate it."

Reed knows who I'm talking, I don't have to say his name. Almost year ago, Riley Dane strolled up to me in the cafeteria and told me he liked me. Just like that. I was shocked to say the least, because at the time he was the guy all the popular girls had a thing for. I on the other hand just found him to be bland and ordinary.

What confused me even more though was that I wasn't his type because he always went for the outspoken and outgoing girls that had long straight hair that fell to the waist. My best feature was my dark and soft curly hair that bounced off my shoulders when it isn't in a messy bun on top of my head. I had a small breast and very big thighs. Nothing he found normally found to his taste.

At first, I blew him off a couple of times but I think that only made him want me more. So, eventually I gave him my number and he invited me out on a date. Sadly it's the only date that I have ever been on. It was not fun and I had to keep turning him down when he tried kissing me. Eventually he grew annoyed and decided to cut it short, not that it bothered me. He offered me a ride to my house but I declined and called a taxi instead.

The very next day I got to school, my name was written boldly on my locker with slut hyphenated. I didn't know what I had done to deserve that title but eventually, I found out when a girl in the bathroom told me that Riley had told everyone how he had slept with me and I was 'loose'.

I didn't even cry to be honest because at that moment I refused to. As soon as the restroom was empty I threw up everything I had ate for breakfast because I felt disgusted with myself that I hadn't seen that the lie and now people thought I had slept with him. When I washed my mouth and washed my face I emerged from the bathroom I just went about my day like I normally did and ignored the stares and whispers. I didn't even confront him about it because I was never going to give him the power and I hate confrontations.

"Reena" Reed says, bringing me back from the sad memory, "I'm not like Riley. I didn't care about what he said about you then and I definitely don't care now.

My head turns to him. "Even if it's true?"

He replies without hesitation. "Even if it's true which I know wasn't. You're not the first girl who rejected his advances that he said he slept with. By that time we were all used to it. I never liked him before that we only had to get along for the team" He looks at me then and I smile nervously at him, and he smiles back.

Suddenly I'm pulling his face closer to mine and the next thing I know is that my lips are on his and my body is tingling all over. I move closer and when he pulls me into him, I go willingly. I start to kiss him more deeply and my hand is in his hair. Suddenly he stops and takes a deep breath. "We should probably stop."

He sweeps my hair from my face, and stares in my eyes.

"And what if I don't want to stop?"

I pull his head and my mouth is on his once more and I think that's answer enough. He pulls me to him tighter now and then he's on top of me. He runs is hands along my back and I arch up to him, giving more into his mouth because I can't get enough.

I run a hand along his chest until I'm at the buckle of his jeans and he grabs my hand. "No." he says. "You're not ready for this, you're drunk."

He makes to move but I hold on to him. "I am not drunk. I was just tipsy and I slept it off. I am making this decision not under the influence." I pull his face closer to mine and stare at him for a few seconds, "Please Reed," I whisper, "I want you"

He sighs and looks away. "Reena, I don't want you to wake up in the morning and think I took advantage of you."

I open my mouth to say I won't but he cuts me off.

"I don't want you to have any regrets."

"How can you think I would, especially when I'm telling you I want you?" I pull him but he pushes back.

"Because alcohol does that. It causes you to make poor decisions, like you're doing right now." he looks at me with and tries to move again, but I still don't let go.

"Ive always wanted you Reed, not just tonight." He looks away from me then. "Please, stop overthinking it. I just need you right now." my voice breaks a little because I've never felt so vulnerable, I'm opening myself to him, something I've never done with anyone before. His face turns to look at me and his eyes burn into mine then I feel him relax, "Are you sure?" he asks and I manage a nod because I'm trembling and I can't speak.

"Okay." he kisses me on my forehead and moves to get off me but I still don't let go. "It's okay," he says, "I'm just going to lock the door."

I let him go then, and as soon as he's gone I miss the feel of his warm body next to mine. As he said, he goes to close the door and moves to comes back stops at the edge of the bed and takes off his shirt then his pants. I can suddenly hear my heart beating through my chest.

He comes to me slowly and when he notices that I'm trembling he kisses me on my forehead. "You're sure about this because we can still stop?"

Instead of answering I ask something entirely off track. "Whose room is this?"

"Mine, why?"

I swallow. "Nothing."

"Just to be clear you're the second girl to be in here." My heart sinks a little at that but at least he's telling the truth. I don't even know why it matters, I know he had a girlfriend before.

"Where is she?" I ask and he shrugs. "She left for Europe with her parents and we called it quits."

"Okay."

"Okay? So you still want us to have sex?"

I blush a little and move my eyes from his. "Yes, I still want to." He places his finger under my chin and lifts my face to meet his then our lips meet. His kisses are slow and gently and heat burns inside of me. He runs his hand under my cami top until and I tremble at his touch. He rolls it down to my waist and his mouth moves from my lips to my neck down to my chest.

I hear him whisper something but the beating in my ears has caused me to momentarily go deaf. I feel his kisses move to my stomach and when his hands start pulling down my jeans my body goes rigid and I shut my eyes.

"I always wondered how you got into these jeans." I open my eyes to look at him and he gives me a wicked grin.

I blush a little, "My thighs are too big."

I fee his hands on my face and I open my eyes to see that he's towering over me, "Your thighs are perfect and I love your breasts." He disappears again and when I feel his hands on my panty I bite my lips and stare right up at the ceiling.

"I am going to take time with this, okay?" He says and I nod. "Reena?" He asks and I look at him and whisper nervously, "Yes. I'm fine."

He finally removes my underwear completely then pulls off my top. Reed then sits back and I watch as his eyes roam all over my body. I grow hot under his gaze and move my hands to cover my chest but he chuckles and gently pulls my hands away.

"I want to see you." He says while as he spreads my legs apart and looks down. "All of you." I'm so hot I pray I don't combust.

He comes back up and lays between my legs. My eyes go wide when I feel the length of him and he smiles. "I won't hurt you."

He starts kissing me and as I feed off his kisses hungrily, he begins grinding between my legs sparking a heat so hot that I feel like I'm going to melt.

With his forehead on mine, he stops and I can hear him breathing more deeply. I feel something at my entrance and I stiffen, then he starts kissing me again and I relax a little. His warm body on mine feels just amazing and I. Any get enough of just how amazing this moment feels, that's until he begins begins pushing at my center and pain. My body goes rigid once more and clamp my eyes shut and I bite my lip, then he finally enters me and I grind my teeth from the pain.

"Shit!" I hear him say hoarsely and his hands are on my face. I open my eyes to see his looking attentively down into mine. "You're still a virgin?"

He moves again and at the same time I whimper he lets out a low curse. "Reena, you sure about this? I can stop if you want me to."

Because he says this, I want him even more. So I shake my head no and look him dead in the eye. "Don't stop, please." He nods and after taking a deep breath continues. His kisses are less gentle and I would have them no other way. I'm going along with him when he makes one final push and I scream in his mouth. He hushes me, telling me it's okay and I nod at every word. When I open my eyes, he's looking down at me, eyes bright.

Then he begins to move at a rhythm that's slow and although it hurts, it doesn't feel painful. He whispers sweet things to me and I just hold on as the pace picks up. Just when I begin to tremble from a sensation that makes my toes curl and my eyes roll back. Then I feel his body on mine as he pulls me into him and his lips come in contact with my ear. "Shit!"

He kisses me roughly and I moan into his mouth as everything inside me becomes undone. Then I feel him tremble and relax unto me. He takes a minute, breathing deeply. Then he looks at me, concern in his expression. "You okay, I didn't hurt you did I?"

"I'm fine," I say breathing deeply. He moves off me and I try to moving as well but I feel sore and I whimper.

"Are you sure Reena?"

I nod again. "I'm just sore." I say reassuring him.

"Oh, right." He gets up and leaves to go to the bathroom, I hear the shower turn on and I see him coming back. He stops next to me and picks me up in his arm.

"What are you doing?"

"Well," he says walking towards the bathroom. "We, are going to take a hot shower. It'll help."

"Shower?" I say gulping, feeling even more nervous. "Together?"

"Yes." He says, stepping in and placing me to stand in front of him. He moves the glass door shut and I look at him. He smiles down at me and kisses me softly on the lips. Then the shower turns on and as the warm waters spray our body, he hugs his body to mine, holding me tight.

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