Chapter 15
Midnight Secrets
Nothing was a better distraction from my chaotic thoughts than work. The diner was crowded, and I couldnât be happier. Well, that was until Ezra came through the fucking door nearly a half hour after the sun went down and sat in my section. Heâd done so on purpose. It was too much of a coincidence, especially with how he was staring at me with a stupid, amused expression.
With how busy it was, I couldnât pawn him off on somebody else. If Addie had been working tonight, she wouldâve offered to take him off my hands, but unfortunately, she had tonight off. Iâd have to bite the bullet and deal with him even though I didnât want to be in the same vicinity as Ezra.
The bastard smirked at me as I approached, and my stomach twisted in knots. An image flashed through my mind of him saving me, but this time, rather than run away, I jumped into his arms. I nearly bumped into the counter as I ripped myself from that awful thought before it went further.
If my brain could stop being a dick and refrain from conjuring unwanted images, that would be nice.
Ezra was still smirking as I approached, looking amused, almost like he knew my mind was working against me and found it hilarious.
Shaking away the ridiculous thought, I gave him my usual spiel, but I couldnât muster any friendliness in my voice.
âYou ran off last night before we could talk,â Ezra said, his gaze never straying from my face, which didnât help lessen my discomfort. Despite how I kept my distance from him and how potent the smell of food was here, all I could smell was his stupid fucking cologne. My head felt fuzzy for several moments until I realized Iâd taken a step toward him.
Shaking my head again as if that would help clear it, I reclaimed the distance between usâalthough it wasnât near far enough. âSorry, we donât have any drinks by that name,â I retorted, my pen poised over my notepad, waiting for his order.
âThat isnât the âthank youâ I was waiting for.â His voice was light as if he was teasing me, but I didnât think he was joking. I think he was seriously waiting for a thank you, even though I didnât ask for his help.
To anyone else, this may seem like bad manners. There was no way to know for sure whether or not I wouldâve gotten away if it werenât for him, but I couldnât bring myself to be grateful toward him. Not only was there the chance heâd misconstrue my gratitude as interest or possibly take advantage of itâhe seemed like the typeâbut he had terrified me more than my attacker.
âAnd you wonât get it. Look, I donât know what you were doing out there, and I donât care. I didnât want or ask for your help. In fact, Iâd much rather we didnât have any contact from here on out. Now, if you came for the food, Iâll take your order, but if you came here for me, thereâs the door.â For emphasis, I gestured at the door with my notepad. At this point, I no longer cared if he complained about my attitude to my supervisor.
Nothing phased this fucker; he seemed more amused than anything. âIâll have a coffee then.â
I barely reined in my urge to stomp my foot like a toddler throwing a fit.
âIâll be right back with your coffee,â I said in the most monotone, unenthused voice I could manage.
It was tempting to take my time with his coffee so I wouldnât have to deal with him again so soon. But with how I could feel him watching me and more unwelcome thoughts invading my mindâthis time it was just words, thankfullyâI wanted him gone as soon as possible.
It was like an icy claw dragging down my spine, sending shudders through my limbs. The sensation wasnât too dissimilar to what Iâd been feeling since school started, but there was no way the two feelings could be connected. That would suggest I thought Ezra had been the one watching me all those times.
I mean, yes, he was creepy, but that didnât mean he was a stalker. I was nowhere near self-absorbed enough to think he was so attracted to me that heâd stalk me. Hell, I wasnât even sure I was being followed.
Steeling my nerves, I carried the coffee to his table, chanting to myself over and over not to pour it into his lap.
âHave you had a chance to look over the menu?â I asked, sounding like an unenthused bitch, as I placed the mug in front of him, yanking my hand away as fast as I could without being obvious.
He gave me one of his wide smiles that made me want to take several steps back despite what the whispering voices told me. They begged me to move closer and join him in his booth: consequences be damned.
Rubbing my temples, I tried to shove those thoughts aside as I wonderedânot for the first timeâif I was losing my mind.
âSorry, not yet.â Despite his words, he didnât look or sound the least bit apologetic.
Before I could say something that would most likely result in me being fired, I walked away from the table. As I cleared a nearby booth that had recently been vacated, my gaze lifted to the door as it swung open. I didnât know if I should laugh or groan when I spotted Leon.
His focus immediately landed on me, and he gave me a grin as he approached. âOh, would you look at that: youâre already getting a table ready for me.â As he spoke, my gaze darted toward the door, but no one else came through, cementing my suspicion he was there to watch me.
The grin vanished, and his entire body visibly stiffened as his gaze drifted to something behind me. Curiosity had me sneaking a peek over my shoulder and found Ezra giving Leon an amused grin as he waved.
âDo you know each other?â I asked, dropping my voice as I faced Leon again.
He didnât say anything for several seconds as he watched Ezra, his eyes burning with a barely concealed anger, which was something Iâd yet to see from him. I couldâve sworn I heard him growl, but I mustâve misheard with how loud it was in here. âNo, I just know his type.â
âYou mean the creepy loner type?â I resumed clearing the table, and another shudder rolled through my body. I didnât need to look to know Ezra was watching us; I could feel the heavy weight of his stare on my back.
A frown broke through the barely concealed anger in Leonâs expression as he glanced at Ezra again, connecting the dots. He gave me a look that I took as him asking if Ezra was the one to interfere last night. I gave a subtle nod as I cleared the plates and cups from the table.
âWhatâll you have to drink?â
âIâll just take a water,â Leon said as he slid into the booth, sitting so Ezra was in his line of sight.
I was still annoyed Leon was here babysitting me, but at the same time, I was also glad he was here. In under an hour, I would be getting off work, and should the worst-case scenario of Ezra still being here arise, I could count on Leon to save me from having to talk to him. Because letâs be real, Leon was staying here until the end of my shift and would make sure I got home safe.
After my second time going to Ezraâs table and him saying heâd yet to read the menu, I was ready to hit him over the head with a plate. The next time I headed over, I was less than polite and resolved to get an order this time.
I nearly screamed when he only ordered a pie. A fucking pie. It took him over fifteen minutes to decide he wanted pie.
âIâm going to murder that son of a bitch,â I muttered to Leon as I refilled his water. His lips twitched, but that was the only trace of humor in his expression. That smart-ass guy that gave me shit just this morning was nowhere to be found. His gaze didnât stray from Ezra, and he wasnât subtle about it. I could practically feel the hostility rolling off of him in waves. If Leon had been watching me like this, I wouldâve been shifting around or possibly left, but not Ezra. He was calm and collected.
âThat guy is bad news. You need to stay far away from him.â
I snorted. âI keep trying.â
Not only did Ezra remain the rest of my shift, but he barely touched his food or drink.
âIâm going to have to close off your bill,â I said to Ezra without preamble, placing his bill on the table.
âAre you getting off soon?â He asked, looking a little too interested in the idea of me being free.
The way he phrased the question had my nose scrunching up at the innuendo I hoped he hadnât meant to use on purpose. I had a few guys make âgetting offâ jokes and lines over the years, each as annoying as the last. The prospect that Ezra might make that joke made me feel queasy.
Rather than say anything, I just turned and walked away. Confirming I was getting ready to leave was unappealing. Yes, I had Leon here, and heâd no doubt walk me to my car, but I still wasnât completely reassured. Whatever doubts I had at the prospect of Ezra stalking me were shrinking as time wore on. He had watched me the entire hour, his gaze like a weight that I couldnât ditch. I suspected he only came because he somehow knew I was working tonight since obviously he hadnât come for the food.
It was different from Leon coming here. Leon was here because of the attack last night and to protect me. Even when he was jokingly making passes when I first met him, I never felt uncomfortable around him. Iâd had an actual conversation with him that I willingly entered. Despite how I barely knew him, I trusted him.
My gaze returned to Ezra, and I found himâbig surpriseâlooking at me, this time holding up his bill with some cash in hand. Releasing a low sigh, I gave myself a mental pep talk about how all I had to do was take his money, and Iâd be rid of him.
He acted like a dick and insisted on handing me the money directly, his fingers brushing mine, and I had little doubt heâd done so on purpose. âDo you have any smaller bills? Iâd rather not break a hundred.â I barely restrained my urge to roll my eyes. Not to sound too bratty, but Iâd rather not have to come back to give him change. I wanted to interact with him as little as possible.
When he handed me more bills, I wasnât able to hide my sigh. Heâd given me five twenties. I dropped the four others, and as I went to turn around and head to the register, he said, âI donât think you understand: thatâs your tip.â
âNo, thank you. Thatâs way too much and frankly, makes me feel uncomfortable. Iâll get you your change.â
He scooped up the twenties Iâd discarded as he shook his head. âI donât need change; just keep it.â
I wanted to argue, and yes, I realize how stupid it was to turn down a good tip. You know, the whole cutting off your nose to spite your face and all that, but the thought of taking such a big tip made my skin prickle. There was this strange expectation attachedâor at least in my mind there was. Like if I took his money, Iâd owe him or something. It was a ridiculous thought, but one I couldnât shake.
On the other hand, the prospect of having to spend more time talking to him wasnât appealing, especially when it seemed like he was ready to dig his heels in. So even though I didnât want to accept the tip, I gave him a closed-lip smileâat least, I think it was a smileâand spun around to put the money in the register and grab my stuff.
Leon was already holding the door open for me by the time I made it to the front door. I shot him a grateful look as I exited the diner. I didnât glance back at Ezra to see if heâd follow since I didnât want him to think I was interested in any way.
I was about to thank Leon for his help when I spotted Cassius leaning against the wall beside the front door.
âThank you, Leon,â he murmured, his gaze never leaving mine. âIâll take over from here.â