Chapter 40
Alpha Loren Book 4
ELLA
For the rest of the day, Andrea was in a good mood.
As usual, I still did my best to avoid him, but when he came to find me in the garden in the early afternoon, the sinking sensation in my heart wasnât as extreme. Think expensive yacht rather than the ~Titanic~.
âIâm leaving for a few days,â he told me as he sat beside me on the lawn and joined me in staring up at the golden rays of the afternoon sun.
âAm I going to?â I asked, curling my fingers around some blades of grass and plucking them from the earth.
âNot this time, Blanca,â he replied. âYouâve already done your bit to help me with this.â
I furrowed my eyebrows. âWhat?â
He turned to me with a glimmer in his eye before he turned back to the sky.
âDonât you worry,â he said. âIâll see you in two days.â
As promised, two uneventful days later, he returned. Despite moving in the interim, I was in the exact spot in the garden that he left me, lying on the lawn on my back, staring up into the sky.
I didnât look up at him or even move as he approached, and he stood by me for a few moments before speaking.
âCome with me.â
âWhy?â I asked immediately.
âDonât question, just come,â he said, grabbing my wrist and pulling me to my feet.
He led me back into the house, and when we reached the kitchen, I suddenly froze. A sly smile slipped onto Andreaâs face, and he tugged me farther.
âNo,â I whispered, after swallowing the shock lodged in my throat. âWhose scent is that?â
It drifted from his office, its tentacles wrapping slowly around my chest. Squeezing, trapping, seizing.
With every memory it triggered, the tighter it gripped and the less I could breathe until I found myself physically unable to.
âI think you know who,â he replied. âSo come on. Letâs go and have a family reunion.â
***
As we neared the door to the office, I tried my best to free myself from Andrea.
âWhat, Blanca?â he asked. âYouâre afraid of him?â
âAndrea, pleaseââ I began.
âDonât bother,â he said with a short laugh, before opening the door and pushing me in.
I had hoped I was going insane. But my eyes were met with exactly what I had dreaded. Maybe Iâm hallucinating now?
âItâs not possible,â I whispered as I scanned his body. It seemed very real and extremely alive. âYouâre dead.â
The man stifled a laugh and turned the swivel chair he was sitting comfortably in a few degrees to the left. âIs that what your alpha told you?â
âHe killed you,â I said surely.
âYet here I am.â He shrugged, a sly smile tugging at his lips.
He then stood up and stepped forward slowly until he was a mere few centimeters from me. He examined me and picked up a strand of my hair and felt it between his fingers before dropping it back down.
His hand found its way to my chin. Using the tips of his fingers, he lifted my head, so I had no choice but to look him in the eye.
âNice to see you again, my dear little cousin,â he said. âItâs been a while.â
âLuciano,â I said, his name filling me with more hatred and loathing than you could imagine.
He smiled in that cold, emotionless way before turning my head to the side.
âYikes,â he said, running his finger along my cheek, which was still bruised from when Andrea hit me a couple of days prior. âThatâs gotta hurt.â
I couldnât bring myself to give him the satisfaction of a response, so I just kept my mouth shut.
âI see Martinez is finally giving you the treatment you deserve,â he replied. âBecause Alpha dearest is out of the picture? I also hear youâre not quite so brave without the threat of him around?â
I scowled, which only amused him more.
âHow are you still alive?â I asked, my curiosity itching like a nasty rash.
He sat back down and put his hands behind his neck. âDo you want to tell her, or should I?â he said to Andrea.
âThe honor is yours,â Andrea said with a grin.
âYour alpha lied to you, sweetheart,â Luciano said. âHe let me live.â
âAfter everything you did, why would he do that?â I asked, refusing to believe it.
âLooks like you arenât the only one Leonardo has a soft spot for,â Andrea replied.
âEven Alpha Leonardo Loren couldnât bring himself to murder his childhood bestie, so we came to an agreement,â Luciano replied, picking up a pen from the desk and twirling it in his fingers.
âHe let me live so long as I went back to the Italian Mafia, spied on them, fed information back to him, and most importantly, stayed the fuck away from his luna and family.â
âThen what are you doing here?â
âBecause I donât keep my promises. You know that better than most,â he replied. âSo when Andrea Martinez showed up in the doorway to my house offering me a deal that interested me far more, what do you think I did?â
âYou see, Blanca,â Andrea said. âAll that information you gave me on âa dead manâ was all I needed to find the best weapon against your alpha of all time.â
I looked back to Luciano, panic taking hold.
âLeonardo is as good as dead,â Luciano said, his lips curling up at the sides. âAll I have to do is get him to trust me again and then lure him to his death like a puppy on a leash.â
âHe will never trust you again,â I spat.
âWatch your tone, my love,â he warned. âHeâs not here to protect you anymore.â
âHe will not trust you,â I repeated, this time much quieter.
âOh, he will. By now heâs probably so desperate to get you back that heâd recruit the devil himself for help.
âAnd besides, letâs not forget that time and time again he makes the mistake of thinking he can trust me. Itâs his fatal flaw.â
âI should have requested to kill you myself,â I hissed.
At that, I felt Andrea seize my arm. âElla, thatâs no way to speak to our guest,â he snarled in my ear. âApologize.â
I stared into Lucianoâs eyes, longing to rip the smirk from his lips.
When I didnât reply, Andrea wrapped his hand around my throat and repeated his order, âDo it.â
Despite being unable to breathe, my stubbornness didnât allow me to apologize to such a piece of shit.
âNo,â I croaked.
Andrea let out a short sigh and turned to Luciano. âWould you please give us a moment?â
âTake all the time you need,â Luciano replied in an amused tone before Andrea dragged me out of the office.
The first thing Andrea did was hit meâ¦again.
âDo as you are fucking told,â he hissed.
âHe doesnât deserve an apology,â I replied, trying to get my wrist out of his hand. âI donât see him trying to say sorry for all the shit heâs put me through. I have never done anything wrong to him. He hates me for no reason.â
âI donât give a shit about your little family feud,â Andrea replied. âYou will go in there, and you will apologize for disrespecting him. Your alpha is no longer in charge, I am, and I will not tolerate this.â
âFuck. You,â I replied, pushing him away from me.
âFuck me?â he asked with a sly smile, totally unfazed by my efforts to hurt him. âThat can be arranged for tonight, but first, you are going to make up with your cousin.â
I fought against him as he dragged me back to the office. His ability to manhandle was as good as ever, but this time I had the fuel from a seven-year feud to fight with.
Somehow, I was able to free my leg and kick him hard right where it hurt the most.
His knees buckled, and he collapsed to the floor, grimacing in pain. In doing so, he lost his grip entirely on me, and I was able to race back down the hall.
I was not sure where I was going except for away from him. The kitchen was empty, Chico was nowhere to be seen, and the back door was wide open, leaving the vast jungle in my grasp.
Without hesitation, I legged it out into the backyard and across the terrace. As I sprinted over the grass toward the jungle, I heard Andrea thunder out of the house.
I was sure that if I could get into the dense vegetation, I stood a chance of losing him. I was small and agile, while he was fast but big and would certainly get tangled in the branches and vines.
It was just a matter of getting there before he could stop me. My lungs burned, not really from exercise, the lawn was only about two hundred meters long, but from adrenaline and pure terror.
Andreaâs footsteps were nearing me quicker than the forest fringe was.
I soon felt my feet wipe out from underneath me and my back come into contact with the solid ground. My entire body pounded as the fear shot through me in paralyzing pulses.
âThought you could escape me, huh?â Andrea growled, pinning my arms to the ground as he straddled me.
He was breathing heavily and shaking with fury. His fingers curled around my wrist were cutting off the blood supply, and I struggled to breathe under his weight.
âHuh?â he asked, bringing his lips to my ear.
âNo, but it was worth a try,â I replied. âAnything is worth a try.â
A smile crept onto his lips as he looked down at me struggling.
âOh, Blanca,â he said maliciously, stroking my hair. âYou have no idea. I wasnât even going to let him hurt you. Becoming my wife earned you privileges,â he continued, pulling me to my feet. âPrivileges that you just lost.â
I closed my eyes, preparing for him to hit me, and I wasnât disappointed. I felt a searing pain across my cheek and a warm trickle from my nose.
He then pulled me to my feet and began dragging me back to the house.
âYou have disobeyed my orders, embarrassed me in earshot of our guest, tried to escape from me, and killed my future children. You know that I donât tolerate disrespect, and frankly, this is humiliating.
âOrdinarily, I would kill a person for causing me so much trouble, but unfortunately, I need you alive. However, I am not going to fucking let this slip, Blanca. I will not be shown up by a womanâ¦â
He then suddenly ground to a halt and pulled my ear to his mouth.
âSo as your husband, I see it as my duty to show you the consequences of pulling stunts like this and ensure that you get in line.
âI can assure you that you will think twice next time,â he whispered sinisterly, before continuing to drag me.
I couldnât actually think of anything he could do that he hadnât already done, so I just let him drag me, expecting him to lead me into the office back to Luciano.
But he didnât. He dragged me past and through the door that led to the basement.
He flicked on the light to reveal two figures. Chico, who I had been wondering the location of, was one. He was sitting on a hard stool intently watching another figure that was sitting tied to a chair with a sack over his head.
I recognized the secondâs scent, but I couldnât remember what from. It had been so long since I left this house, and my nose was not in tune.
âNow, I believe you know this man,â Andrea said, forcing me into the cold basement. âChico, remove the hood.â
Chico stood up and briefly made eye contact with me before pulling the sack off the manâs head.
He squinted at the brightness of the light, and his face was sad and drained, but I could still recognize his kind eyes and gentle features. Alessio.
His eyes looked me up and down. At the bruise on my cheek, the cut above my eye, the tears rolling down my cheeks.
âHe is just one of many Stella soldiers in our captivity, all of which are of no use to us. I donât like to compliment him, but your alpha trains them well, they donât give up a single wordâ¦
âNot even the most gruesome of torture,â Andrea said, gripping my arm. âSo in other words, they are very disposable and ideal for teaching disobedient little bitches a lesson.â
âAndrea, no,â I protested, looking at the soldier with a pained expression as I tried to hold back the tears. âDonât do this.â
âSee, Blanca. You should have thought about this before you decided to anger me again. Beating you doesnât seem to do the trick anymore, so you leave me very little choice.â
The soldier looked back at me with eyes that remained sympathetic to me despite his own situation. I hadnât known him well, but it was clear within minutes that he had empathy beyond most.
âIâll do anything, please,â I begged. âIâll apologize to Luciano. Iâll get on my knees and apologize.â
âGive me a good reason why I shouldnât,â Andrea ordered as Chico removed a knife from his pocket.
âHe has a mate and young children,â I said quickly. âA little boy born only a month or so ago.â
Alessio smiled meekly at me and gave me a silent reassuring nod as if to say it was okay. As if to say that he was happy to have done his duty.
Andrea stifled a laugh.
âNot good enough, babes,â he said as Chico brought the knife to Alessioâs throat.
âNo!â I screeched, lurching forward only to be caught by Andreaâs huge hands that brought me back to his side as he laughed as if he was deriving some kind of sadistic pleasure from this.
âLuna, please turn away,â Alessio said in a hoarse but courageous voice.
Chico nodded to me, too, the knife in his hand.
âI am so so sorry,â I sobbed, before Andrea gestured to Chico, and I watched as blood poured from his throat.
I let out a howl of pain as I pressed my head into Andreaâs side, the image still flashing across my mind.
âLook at the consequences of your actions, Blanca,â Andrea said coldly as he seized my hair and lifted my head to look at Alessioâs body.
âA young, healthy life wasted because you didnât feel like cooperating today. Donât think that I will not do this again and again until you learn because I will. Do you understand me?â
I nodded as my eyes brimmed with water.
âSo now you have a choice. Do anything like this again and I will kill another. So are you going to submit to me?â
I looked up, hoping to see even a glint of remorse, but there was nothing. Just hard, cold, emotionless eyes.
âIâll submit.â
âGood decision,â he replied, throwing me over his shoulder and carrying me out of the basement.
I tried not to watch Chico drag Alessioâs body across the floor, and I tried not to heed the puddle of pooling blood, but it was hard to avoid.
He was dead because of me. His mate alone. His children fatherless. All because of me.
I was soon back in the office in front of Luciano, who grinned at my state. I could hardly stop my tears long enough to speak, but I managed to choke out a sorry.
âApology accepted,â he said, wiping my cheek with his thumb. âPerhaps we can put our history behind us.â
I looked up at him and saw that his face was even more insincere than expected. He smirked down at me and raised an eyebrow. âSo?â
I glanced over to Andrea who stood with his arms folded with a pissed-off expression still on his face before I nodded slowly.
âBrilliant,â Luciano chirped. âGive me a hug, cuz.â
His face looked so much like my other cousin, Maxâs. The features were the sameâhis hair, the color of his eyes. Even his height and body.
But his temperament was dark, and as he wrapped his arms around me, instead of comfort, I felt trapped.
He rested his head in the crook of my neck and took in my scent before kissing my cheek and finally letting me go.
âGood girl,â Andrea said with an approving nod. âNow go upstairs while I discuss the finer details of our partnership with your cousin. I will be up in the evening.â
Relieved to get away from Luciano, I headed toward the door immediately. I felt Lucianoâs glare on me until I was out of sight, and only then did I allow myself to crumble.
I ran upstairs, tears streaming again, until I got to the bedroom where I slid down the wall into a crying heap on the floor.
Life had once again thrown more hell at me, just when I thought it couldnât get any worse. Alessio was dead, Luciano was back in my life, and Leo was in danger. What could possibly be next?
A few minutes later, there was a knock at the door. It was quiet and gentle, but I quickly wiped my tears a few seconds before Chico appeared.
âI shouldnât be here,â he said. âBut I wanted to check on you.â
âIâm fine,â I replied, unable to look him in the eye. âJust leave me alone.â
I couldnât blame him for Alessioâs death. He was as much trapped in the situation as I was, and if he had resisted Andreaâs orders, they both probably would have ended up dead.
âEverything is worse alone,â he said.
I tilted my head back and screwed up my eyes as another wave of tears came my way. Without hesitation, Chico slipped next to me and put a gentle hand on my knee.
I looked at him for a moment, taken aback by his action, before I couldnât keep the tears away any longer and rested my head on his shoulder.
He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and simply did what he did best and sat quietly with me. It provided comfort. Comfort in a primitive form but comfort all the same, and I was grateful for at least any attempt.
It was more than what anyone else was doing.