Chapter 82 - The Person Who Threw It Away Can Also Be Thrown Away
I Won't Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me
[I know it doesnât make sense, but do you think my sisterâs ability might be good luck?]
Despite the huge party in front of him, all he could hear was what Xavier had said.
âLeticiaâs ability is good luck?â
He already knew that Leticia had awakened, but he hadnât found out what the ability was yet. Nevertheless, Levion wasnât in a hurry because it was only a matter of time until he found out.
However, he never imagined that he would find out this way.
âI have to meet Leticia right away.â
Levion quickly went in search of her. Fortunately, or unfortunately, he found her as she entered the banquet hall. She was talking to Enoch, and then he walked away.
He didnât want to miss this chance, so Levion quickly approached Leticia. However, she felt his presence before he could speak and she turned around.
âWhat is it this time?â
She wore an expression that said she was uncomfortable with even looking at him. Levion bit his lip as he became angry at the horrible treatment he was receiving.
Leticia sighed as she quietly watched him.
âIf you donât have anything to say, Iâll be on my way.â
âItâll only take a momentâ¦â
âAre you that desperate for attention?â
As she was about to turn away, Levion tried to talk to her. However, Leticia cut him off, as if she didnât even want to hear them.
âItâs not as hard to ignore you as it used to be.â
ââ¦.â
A calm voice that spoke matter-of-factly, without a hint of doubt.
Levion felt suffocated by her dismissive attitude. He wanted to cling to her just to make her angry.
âI, I meanâ¦â
He had something to say.
As soon as he faced that emotionless gaze, his mind blanked out, and he stammered.
He barely managed to calm down, and get the words out.
âSorry.â
She was the apple of his eyes.
But Leticia just stared at him silently. Levion felt apprehensive about her appearance, and his words gradually increased in speed.
âIâm sorry I ignored you, and made you feel pathetic. I regret what I did and Iâve been doing a lot of self-reflection.â
ââ¦.â
âI wonât make any excuses because itâs all my fault.â
He apologized and hoped that his heart would be conveyed to Leticia.
However, she didnât even pretend to listen to him. Rather, she showed signs of discomfort at his intense gaze.
âI donât think thatâs something you should be saying right now.â
Leticia neither accepted, or refused the apology, and just turned away. As she started to move away, Levion grabbed her wrist to stop her.
âWait!â
âPlease stop.â
Leticia glanced around at the people around them. Then nobles were curious about what the two, whoâve already broken off their engagement, were talking about.
However, Levion was too distracted by Leticia to take notice.
âBe honest. Is your ability really good luck?â
ââ¦.â
He couldnât work up to asking about the main topic, and had to just ask her. Leticia didnât answer this time, and just looked down at the hand holding her wrist.
âThatâs right.â
Leticia smiled bitterly and bit her lip.
As soon as she accepted that her ability was luck, the first thing she realized was how it affected her family.
Everything that Seios had said was true.
Her mother, who was diagnosed as being too weak to conceive again, gave birth to four more children. Her fatherâs business, which was on the edge of ruin, flourished slowly after she was born.
Leticia felt hopeless at the truth she was faced with. In the end, there was no reason for her to have been abandoned by her family. It was highly likely that sheâd awoken before Diana was even born, it was just an ability that was invisible to the eye.
It took her a long time to accept this fact. She felt better after she admitted it to herself, but the bitterness didnât disappear so easily.
âIâm asking, is your ability good luck?â
Leticia couldnât even laugh as his hand squeezed her wrist urgently. Then she suddenly thought of something.
âMaybe itâs because of my ability that he awakened.â
A long time ago, when she thought that neither of them had awakened, Leticia had made a suggestion to Levion.
[Hey, why donât you try working with your body instead? Maybe you should try using a sword or a bow instead.]
Maybe it was just a coincidence, but now that she thought about it, she didnât think it was.
âI reallyâ¦â
Sheâd endlessly given everything she had to the people around her.
That didnât mean she wanted to get back as much as she gave. She was just confused when she thought about her family, who took her for granted and abandoned her as useless.
âBut if they knew what I was capable of.â
She didnât know when the day would come, but she thought it would be best to take measures in advance.
However, there were some things that needed to be sorted out first.
âIs that why youâre apologizing?â
âWhat?â
âBecause you think youâll get something out of me if you apologize?â
âNo, I amâ¦â
âI knew it.â
Thereâs no way that his pride would allow him to apologize.
She didnât even think that his current apology was sincere. When she confronted him with the fact that he really wasnât, he felt his heart sink.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIt doesnât matter if my ability is luck or misfortune.â
âLeticia!â
âNothing changes.â
For her, or for him.
After saying that, Leticia quietly lowered her eyes.
She didnât intend to go back to the beginning, sheâd already gone too far for her to go back.
âLeticia, youâ¦â
Only then did Levion know that Leticia was done.
He thought that if it was Leticia, who cared and loved the people around her endlessly, she wouldnât throw him away even though heâd abandoned her first, but he was wrong.
âLeticia, wait!â
He believed that if he kept apologizing, she would accept it someday. Even until the moment he apologized, Levion was arrogant.
He felt suffocated by the fact that he didnât exist in Leticiaâs heart anymore.
This time, he tried to apologize seriously, but Leticia just pushed him away.
âItâs uncomfortable that you keep calling out to me like that, Sir El.â
âWhatâ¦?â
The gazes of the nobles, who had been stealing glances at the two of them as they conversed,? turned blatant. However, Leticiaâs wasnât finished.
âI donât want you to cause me any more trouble.â
A calm voice that only spoke the truth, without the intention to humiliate.
Upon hearing the conversation, the nobles began to whisper.
âIsnât their engagement already broken?â
âI know. In addition, Miss Aster is engaged to the Duke of Achilles.â
âOh, my. Then the reason why Master El kept following Miss Aster at the last party was becauseâ¦â
âI guess itâs because he canât let go.â
Levion, who was so shocked that he couldnât even hear the whispering around him, blankly watched Leticiaâs back as she walked away.
She could feel his gaze, but Leticia didnât look back.
Only then did Levion have no choice, but to admit it.
Leticia had put down all the things she loved, step by step. No, she threw them away.
Her family and himself.
***
âI canât believe that Leticia has already awakened⦠What did he mean by luckâ¦â
After he left Emilâs room and returned to his office, Marquis Leroy sat in his chair and tried to calmly grasp the situation.
When he first heard it from Emil, he tried to pass it off as nonsense. At some point, his business started to go poorly, and bad things happened to his family.
Maybe it was a coincidence.
However, everything worked out wonderfully well for Duke Achilles, who used to face misfortune to the point where it was pitiful.
âI need to meet my godfather.â
Come to think of it, Seios was strangely attentive and caring towards Leticia. Maybe he already knew about Leticiaâs ability.
âIf Leticiaâs ability really is luck.â
At that time, he had a headache about how to bring her back.
It wasnât difficult to call back a child that was excommunicated. However, the problem was that Leticia had already been adopted by Count Aster.
âD*mn it, D*mn it, D*mn it.â
Marquis Leroy couldnât stand it and screamed.
He hoped that Leticiaâs ability wouldnât be luck, but the evidence in front of him was clear. He had no choice, but to admit it.
He couldnât believe that it was Leticia, not Diana, who brought good things.
âSomehow⦠We have to bring her back.â
As long as he could bring her back by any means necessary, his business would do well, and good things would happen again.
It bothered him that sheâd been adopted by Count Aster, but they werenât blood related or a real family.
âAll I need to do is get her expelled from that family, and put her back into my family register.â
Then all that was left was how to coax Leticia.
He wasnât very worried though. Leticia was always a kind and gentle child, who was weak when it came to her family.
***
âSister, is there something that youâre worried about?â
Before they knew it, the day was approaching when Ian would officially take up his tenure as an Imperial civil servant. Leticia was making a golden thread bracelet to celebrate. She looked up at Elleâs words and soon shook her head.
âThereâs nothing like that.â
She smiled like it was nothing, and tried to continue working on the bracelet again, but Elle pulled on her hand gently.
âBe honest with me. What happened?â
Leticia couldnât win against the look in her eyes that told her it would be okay and to speak comfortably, and she confided her true feelings.
âJust⦠Itâs because Iâm a little nervous.â
âAbout what?â
âIâm afraid that my family will find out about my ability.â
To be more precise, she was afraid about what her family would do when they found out about her ability.
She couldnât even think of a solution.
âSister.â
As if her frustration had been transferred to her hands, Elle held Leticiaâs hands with her own.
âYou have me, Ian, and my brother next to you. Donât forget about the Count Aster and his wife.â
âElleâ¦â
âDonât worry too much. Weâll always be with you.â
Elle nodded firmly, asking Leticia to trust her. Her appearance was somehow reliable, and this made Leticia smile.
âThank you, Elle.â
As Elle said, there were people next to her who cared about her and loved her. Unlike before, now she had people who she could lean on when she was having a hard time. Her heavy heart began to lighten little by little.
That was when.
âMy lady, you received a letter.â
Mary smiled brightly and handed the letter to Leticia.
Leticia was happy to receive a letter from Count Aster after such a long time, but her expression slowly hardened as she read the letter.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âThatâ¦â
It was difficult for her to say, so Leticia handed over the letter instead of answering. Elle quickly read the letter and began to laugh.
Marquis Leroy had demanded that Count Aster expel Leticia.