Chapter 8 - The Reason Why My Family Avoided Me
I Won't Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me
âTheyâre nice people.â
Dark blue hair and dark gray eyes like the night sea.
When was the last time she felt such a warm gaze? It was so sweet that she wanted to melt into it.
Leticia smiled and entered the mansion. It was the first time in a long time that her footsteps were not heavy, which made her feel even more at ease.
But as soon as she opened the door and saw Marquis Leroy standing there waiting for her, she tensed up.
âWhere have you been?â
âOh, thatâsâ¦â¦â¦.â
The moment their eyes met, Leticia involuntarily averted her gaze. That made Marquis Leroy even angrier.
âWhat in the world were you doing outside?!â
âWhat?â
At the terrifying shouting, Leticia raised her head, and her shoulders trembled.
Marquis Leroy, full of anger, stared fiercely at Leticia.
âIâm sure I warned you, didnât I?â
âFather â¦â¦. â¦.â
âDonât mess with that ill-fated Achilles family!â
ââ¦â
Leticia kept silent, deliberately suppressed her anger. But the Marquis already knew who Leticia had been seeing.
âLast warning, Leticia Leroy.â
ââ¦â
ââ¦If I hear one more time that you hang out with that family again, be prepared to be thrown out.â
When he finished, Marquis Leroy turned around with a huff.
Leticia, who was staring blankly at the Marquis who was walking away, gave a shallow sigh.
âAhâ¦â¦â
They were good people.
It was upsetting that she was not allowed to hang out with people who were so sweet and friendly that she just knew them.
âItâs all nonsense to say that misfortune is contagious.â
Leticia thought as she walked down the empty hallway.
When she was about to enter her room with a heavy heart, she suddenly stopped, but there was someone already in the room.
âWhatâs going on?â
The moment Leticia saw Diana sitting comfortably as if it was her room, she couldnât help but laugh. But Diana was unconcerned, drinking her tea.
âItâs not like I canât come here.â
âDo you have something to say?â
âOf course I do.â
Setting her cup down with a clatter, Diana slowly rose from her seat and approached Leticia.
âYouâve been getting on my nerves lately.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âDonât pretend like you donât know.â
âYou donât meanâ¦.â
There were thoughts passing through her head, but Leticia hoped it was something different.
âYouâre not talking about the Achilles, are you?â
âOf course I am!â
âDiana!â
âWhat are you going to do with people who have no money, no luck, and canât do a single thing?â
ââ¦â
âDonât talk about them like that.â
âThen stop hanging out with them!â
Diana raised her voice and continued to shout again.
âRumors already spread all over the place. The first daughter of the renowned Marquis Leroy, Leticia Leroy, hangs out with the famous Achilles.â
âWhat?â
Leticiaâs face became hardened, but Diana was not done talking.
âDo you know how much our familyâs reputation has been ruined because of you alone?â
âWe only hang out together.â
Diana lowered her eyes gently, but there was a hint of ignorance in them. But Leticia did not avoid her gaze, she looked straight into it.
âItâs fine to ignore me. But donât say anything about them.â
âWhy shouldnât I?â
âBecause they are better people than you who throw away what I gave you without permission.â
They were the only people who warmed up to her. So she couldnât stand by and watch them unnecessarily get insulted.
Diana p, who was frowning unpleasantly at Leticiaâs words, burst into laughter.
âOh, that?â
âSince it came to this, Iâll ask you one thing.â
Leticia exhaled and asked Diana.
âWhy did you throw it away?â
It was something she could have given to someone else as Xavier, or returned to Leticia. However, she threw it away in the garden.
She stared silently and quietly, and Diana gently tilted her head and replied with an expression as if why did Leticia ask for the obvious?
âHow can I eat something that I donât know what you put in it?â
Leticia was speechless after hearing Dianaâs answer as if it was natural.
âWhat did you sayâ¦..?â
She finally managed to speak, but her voice trembled slightly. But Diana raised her chin and crossed her arms.
âIâm sure everyone else thinks the same as me.â
âYouâ¦â¦..â
âWhy do you look like that? You didnât really think I was going to eat it, did you?â
When Diana saw Leticia looked miserable, she looked at her with a pitiful expression.
âI feel sorry for you.â
ââ¦â
âAnyway, the next time I hear you hang out with the Achilles family again, Iâll tell father right away.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦if you donât want to be kicked out, be careful.â
Having finished all she had to say, Diana walked past Leticia, deliberately tapping her lightly on the shoulder. Leticia, who stood in shock, sank down the chair roughly. She heard the door close behind her, but she still couldnât move her fingers.
She couldnât help but laugh in sheer dismay.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Did Diana really think she would put poison in the tart?
âAhâ¦â
A trembling voice escaped her lips. She couldnât even breathe properly, it was suffocatingly painful, she wanted to disappear into thin air.
She squeezed the hem of her dress as her eyes grew hot and her hands trembled. She bit her lips hard, but she could only cry.
***
âMissâ¦..â
A few days had passed since then, and Leticia didnât leave the room even once. She locked herself in the room.
âYou should eat something. You havenât eaten properly for the past few days.â
Mary, who was standing by Leticiaâs side, said with a worried look on her face. But Leticia just only looked out the window endlessly.
She thought Diana was so cruel. In addition, she couldnât believe the others threw away the tart for the same reason as Diana.
She felt like everything she believed in was shattered into pieces.
âYouâll collapse at this rate.â
ââ¦.â
âMiss â¦â¦â
âIâm sorry. But I have no appetiteâ¦â
She tried to eat it once, but she couldnât quite get it down her throat.
Looking at Leticia, who was sitting without strength, Mary slowly opened her mouth.
âCome to think of it, the entrance exam is just around the corner.â
âWhat exam?â
âItâs an entrance exam for the knights.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Leticia leaned her head against the window and let out a shallow sigh.
Levion, who became a candidate for the imperial knight, now has only the entrance exam to officially become an imperial knight.
Perhaps it was because she was locked up in her room, she didnât feel the passage of time.
Leticia slowly got up and opened the drawer of the vanity table and took out a box she cherished.
âWhatâs that, Miss?â
âItâs something I made a while back.â
Leticia answered calmly and opened the box.
âWow! Miss, itâs a golden thread bracelet!â
There was a superstition that giving a bracelet made of woven gold thread to a person preparing for an important job would bring good results. So they were mainly used for entrance exams. However, gold thread was so expensive and precious that only the upper class could have it.
âShould I give it to himâ¦.?â
Leticia murmured, looking down at the gold thread bracelet.
She made it a long time ago in the hope that Levion would successfully pass the entrance exam. But now she hesitated.
âOf course! Heâs your fiancé!â
ââ¦â
ââ¦?â
At the curious look, Leticia smiled bitterly and put the bracelet into the box.
If she gave it to him when their engagement had already broken off, the story would spread far and wide. Just the thought of it made her feel suffocated.
Mary, who was looking at Leticia, cautiously suggested.
âWhy donât you go for a walk outside, young lady? Many of your favorite flowers are in bloom.â
Leticia nodded lightly, knowing Mary tried to make her feel better.
When she was walking down the corridor, she spotted a familiar face in the distance.
âXavier.â
âSisterâ¦â
However, Xavierâs expression seemed off. But Leticia, who had not noticed, cautiously approached him.
âHowâs your training going these days? Is it hard?â
That was the moment she took a step closer.
âSister!â
ââ¦?â
In response to the loud shout, Leticia opened her eyes wide and looked at Xavier. But Xavier averted his gaze and said,
âIâm busy right now.â
âOhâ¦â¦really?â
âYes, Iâll leave first.â
As soon as he finished his words, Xavier walked away quickly. He turned away from the direction which he was meant to take earlier.
ââ¦â
It was obvious that he was avoiding Leticia.
***
At first she thought it was her imagination.
âThe tea smells so good today.â
One day, Mary had some business to attend to, and another maidservant prepared tea for Leticia.
Strangely, however, the expression on that maidservantâs face was dark. It was as if something bad was going to happen soon.
âAnna?â
âYes?â
âIs something wrong?â
âNo, My Ladyâ¦â¦. Whatâs wrong with â¦â¦â¦â¦?â
Anna seemed unaware that she had a strange look on her face.
âI thought something happened to you because you look so pale.
âNo, nothing happenedâ¦..â
She didnât seem to want to talk any more, so Leticia stopped asking.
But in a corner of her mind, she still had a feeling that something was wrong.
âIâd like to be alone, can you give me a minute?â
âYes! I will!â
As if she had been waiting for it, Anna nodded cheerfully and quickly left the room. It was obvious that she lied when she said it was nothing wrong.
âStrange.â
Leticia decided to let the matter go as she looked at the tea that was already cooled down. And the next day, Leticia finally understood why people were avoiding her.
***
âIâm afraid something bad will happen when Iâm with sister!â
One day, Leticia happened to run into her sister Irene, when she was out for a walk on a beautiful day. As soon as she saw Irene, she immediately approached.
However, unlike Leticia, who was happy, Irene was startled and backed away. She looked as if she met a murderer with a knife.
Before Leticia could ask what was going on, Irene spoke and widened the distance between them.
âDonât come any closer!â
âWhat is it?â
âHow can you walk around like this when you have that ability?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYour ability is bad luck.â
ââ¦â
Leticia was so stunned at that moment that she couldnât even laugh. She didnât know where in the world such a rumor started. She just stood there as if frozen, staring blankly at Irene.
But Irene turned her head away, looking annoyed.
âCome to think of it, sister always had bad things happen to you.â
âWhat?â
âAnyway, donât bother people, just stay in your room.â
ââ¦â
Irene talked like Leticia was a contagious disease. Leticia, who was so dumbfounded that she burst out laughing, bit her lips tightly and said.
ââ¦I have said before that I have worse luck than most.â
Leticia said that when she talked to Seos. She was sure that someone overheard it and spread the word.
âBut I never said that bad things would happen if you were with me.â
âAre you sure?â
âWhat do you mean by thatâ¦?â
Leticia asked, hoping it wasnât true. But as always, her expectations were high.
âMaybe you caused all the bad things.â
âIrene!â
âWhatâs all the fuss?â
Leticia couldnât help but shout, and thatâs when she heard Emilâs voice behind her. Then, Irene quickly hid behind him.
âEmilâ¦â
Irene began sobbing and spoke.
âI heard that bad things will happen when sister is close.â
ââ¦â¦ Is that right?â
âYouâve heard the rumors too, havenât you?â
âYes, I have.â
Emilâs calm answer made Leticiaâs heart drop to the floor. At the same time, I felt an ominous sense of foreboding and choked up.
But Leticia asked, believing it to be different.
âDonât tell me that even you believe in false rumors?â
âOf course notâ¦â¦â¦â¦.â
Emil stopped speaking for a moment and looked at Irene who was grabbing his shirt tightly. Irene didnât seem to want to come out from behind Emil, as if she didnât want to face Leticia.
Emil let out a low sigh.
âThat said, donât push Irene too hard, sister.â
âButâ¦â¦â¦!â
âIrene is scared.â
Leticia could see Ireneâs hands trembling as she gripped Emilâs shirt.
âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to scare herâ¦â¦â¦â
Leticia took a step closer to apologize. As the distance narrowed, Emil stepped back, wrapping his arms around Ireneâs shoulders as if protecting her from danger.
Leticiaâs feet stopped at the sight.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦â
A strange silence fell and no one moved.