Chapter 67 - It’s Late, But Is It Too Late
I Won't Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me
Irene thought for a long time. When she decided to drop out of the academy of her own free will, she needed to think about what she could do and should do. Sheâd never thought about it before, so she wanted to ask for help or advice, but no one would answer her.
She realized it only then. Her life, and her goals, she needed to set them for herself. She needed to decide her own path, not anyone else.
âLeticia already knew this.â
Irene was crouching down on her bed and hugged her knees harder. She was desperate to visit Leticia right away. However, she tried hard to hold back and sighed.
Now sheâs decided, itâs late, but itâs not too late. What could be corrected, had to be corrected.
âThereâs no way you donât know that asking for favors is prohibited.â
Irene visited Warner shortly before the announcement of the successful candidates for the Imperial Civil service. As soon as Warner saw Irene, he frowned as if he didnât know who she was.
âIâm not here to ask for a favor, but to snitch.â
âTo snitch?â
âAbout my brother and sister.â
A few days ago, she heard Emil and Xavier secretly talking at the Leroy mansion. She couldnât hear it properly, because they were speaking quietly, but it was clear that he was trying to spread bad rumors about Leticia.
[If youâre able to cut ties with someone who was once your family, would they really be able to understand the feelings of the people?]
Even as she said this, Irene wondered if the rumors that had been spreading about Leticia might have been Emilâs doing.
At Ireneâs words, Warner stood still with a blank look on his face and then gestured for her to go home after saying he understood.
Irene was returning to the Leroyâs mansion. She felt somehow uncomfortable, but had no regrets about what sheâd done. Sheâd already walked an irreversible long path, but she had to make it right even if it was too late.
âWhy did you do that?â
Emil, whoâd been immersed in thought for a while, grabbed Ireneâs shoulder violently.
âAre you doing this because I havenât been paying attention to you lately?â
âBrother.â
âHow are you going to face Father after what youâve done to me?â
ââ¦.â
âAnswer me, Irene Leroy.â
Marquis Leroy was not going to let this go unanswered, since Irene was the main reason why Emil had been rejected. He didnât understand how on earth she did this without knowing how to handle the aftermath.
However, Ireneâs words were very shocking.
âIâm going to leave on my own before Iâm kicked out.â
âWhat?â
âIâm going to stay at Uncleâs mansion.â
As soon as sheâd decided to drop out of the academy, the first thing she did was contact her uncle, the brother of Marquess Leroy. Unlike Marquis Leroy, who was strict and only cared about his reputation as a noble, her uncle was free-spirit without being bound by noble society. In addition, he was a person who cared for Irene and felt sorry for her.
She had already exchanged letters and received permission, so she just had to go to her uncleâs estate. Emil, who was unaware of the situation, smirked at her in amazement.
âWhat about the academy? Itâll be a long distance to commute to school.â
âThatâs none of your business.â
âDid you really drop out?â
Heâd heard that Irene was dropping out, but Emil thought it was a false rumor. Irene, who he knew, was a young sibling who believed and followed Marquis Leroyâs words like they were a divine revelation.
Irene didnât answer him, she just stood there staring at him.
Emil had his answer from her gaze, he raised his voice.
âAre you crazy? Are you out of your mind?â
âHeâs going to excommunicate me, isnât he?â
ââ¦.â
âIf Iâm going to be excommunicated, then so be it.â
She said this calmly, with a smile that was livelier than heâd ever seen.
âI donât want to live the way my father wants anymore. If Iâm not living the way my father wants, I donât want to be relentlessly abandoned.â
In reality, she still hadnât found her path in life. At the very least she didnât intend to live like her family, who criticized and blamed each other.
âIRENE, youâ¦â
âI am the worst for avoiding our sister because I thought she was bad luck, but brother is not without fault either. The father who kicked her out and the brother, who created false rumors about her, are both equally as awful.â
ââ¦.â
âSo brother, youâd better get your act together.â
Even if he canât pull himself together, there was nothing she could do.
Irene shook her head as if she had no answer for Emil, who was staring at her blankly as she left the room.
***
âIâm so proud of you, I canât believe my brother became an Imperial Civil servant!â
As soon as he arrived at the Achilles mansion, Elle hugged Ian, and didnât let go. Ian frowned as if the clingy Elle was a burden, but he didnât push her away and just grumbled.
âItâs disgusting, so get away from me.â
âItâs because Iâm proud of you.â
As long as Ian tried to avoid it, Elle stuck closer and bothered him.
During this time Leticia was smiling gently because it was good to see them complaining, but with eyes full of affection for each other. Ian barely managed to remove Elle, and slowly approached Leticia. She wondered if there was something he wanted to say, but he just stood in front of her and looked at her. Leticia tilted her head and asked.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âCompliments.â
Did he forget that sheâd complimented him on all the hard work heâd done?
Leticia laughed at his cuteness and gently stroked Ianâs hair. She didnât know how many times heâd heard that compliment just today. However, Ian had a slight smile on his face from receiving Leticiaâs touch.
The next target was Enoch, who was standing next to Leticia. Enoch had already noticed Ianâs intention, he ruffled Ianâs hair roughly and congratulated him.
âIt must have been difficult, but you worked hard Ian.â
âThank you, brother.â
Ianâs head dipped down slightly, as if he was embarrassed by the praise heâd received from Enoch. It was so cute that Leticia secretly laughed. Seeing Ian want to be loved like that, even though he was so mature, it made him seem so young.
At that time, Elle was looking at the three of them standing side-by-side when she quickly interrupted and said.
âIâll compliment you too!â
âYouâve done enough.â
âThis is for you!â
Once again, Leticia wondered if she should stop them from fighting with each other.
âMy lady, thereâs a letter for you.â
âFor me?â
âThatâ¦â
Leticia looked at Mary, who was holding the letter with an unusual expression. As soon as she saw who sent it, her expression stiffened. However, she immediately put on a calm face and asked Mary.
âIf you donât mind, can you put it on my desk?â
âYes, my lady.â
Mary returned to Leticiaâs room with the correspondence. Watching that, she felt a small weight on her shoulder. When she turned her head slightly, Enoch had placed his chin on her shoulder and asked curiously.
âWho is it from?â
âItâs a secret.â
âAre you keeping a secret from me?â
Leticia sighed at his disappointed tone. She reached out and touched Enochâs cheek.
âIâll tell you later.â
He smiled as he leaned into her touch, as if he couldnât get enough of it.
Elle and Ian, who were looking at the two, slipped away when the two began to be affectionate. When Leticia belatedly noticed, she pushed Enoch away, but the twins had already disappeared.
âReally, whenever you have the chance.â
The biggest problem was that she was falling for Enoch, who liked to casually touch her.
âI like it. What should I do?â
Unlike Leticia, who was embarrassed about showing her feelings honestly, Enoch didnât hide it like he used to. It was only recently that he realized that every time he did it, he would be able to enjoy her blushing face.
âYou keep teasing me.â
âOnce again.â
Leticia lightly pressed her lips to Enochâs hateful, yet beautiful smile, and slowly took his large hand in hers.
âItâs been a while since I went outside for a walk.â
Leticia turned around with a coy look, without letting go of Enochâs hand. She didnât even know that Enoch was looking at Leticia in an adorable way.
Leticia didnât notice it because she always came to see it only during the day, but the feeling of the garden at night was also different. The atmosphere was quiet and peaceful, and it felt like walking on an empty lake.
Looking around at the roses in full bloom, Leticia sat on the bench beside Enoch and muttered.
âCome to think of it, the partyâs tomorrow.â
Leticia looked up at the night sky with her hands behind her back. She was nervous and excited about tomorrow. It was clear that after the party, the position of the Achilles family would change and their status would rise.
âI should be able to stand next to you confidently, too.â
She wanted to be a person who suited Enoch. In addition, she wanted to stand in a position where she could be proud of herself.
At that time, she felt Enochâs gaze. As soon as their eyes met, Enoch spoke slowly.
âIs this too fast?â
Leticia looked curiously at the ring box in Enochâs hand. The box contained a ring with blue jewels in them.
âYou said marriage was too early, so I wanted to get engaged first.â
Enochâs ring was obviously an engagement ring. The blue sapphires embedded in the ring were the same color as Leticiaâs eyes. It looked like he intentionally prepared it with blue sapphires.
Black hair slightly blowing in the wind, and serenely sparkling eyes underneath it. She couldnât take her eyes off of him.
His expression was calm, but his ears were red, and Leticia tried to not laugh.
Enoch decided that Leticiaâs silence was consent, so he picked up the ring and tried to place it on her finger.
âNo!â
ââ¦.â
âNo, I mean⦠I meanâ¦â
Enochâs expression instantly froze, as if he had heard it as a rejection, but Leticia wasnât trying to refuse him
âIf weâre going to get engaged, canât you do it in front of people?â
At the moment that she said it, Leticia realized that her repressed desire to own and monopolize him had been revealed.
She wanted to show to everyone that they thought of each other as lovers. She knew it was her own greed, but it grew so big that she couldnât hide it anymore.
[Iâm sure there are aristocrats who are aiming for him.]
[Brother is older, Iâm sure there will be talks of marriage.]
A few days ago, she heard what Elle was vaguely saying. When she remembered her words, she couldnât stand the thought of others eyeing Enoch.
Leticia looked at Enochâs face, worried about how heâd taken what sheâd said.
Soon, a pleasant laugh reached her ears.
âI was not thinking clearly.â
Enoch closed the ring box and gently moved a lock of Leticiaâs hair behind her ear.
âLetâs show them tomorrow what kind of relationship weâre in.â
Leticia couldnât stand the pleasant feeling as Enoch smiled down at her. In the moonlit garden, she wrapped her arms around his neck.
For some reason, she felt overwhelmed because he was allowing her to be greedy.
***
The next morning, on the day of the party, it was more hectic than expected.
However, the letter Mary brought yesterday was on her mind, and Leticia checked the letter on her desk.
ââ¦.â
âSister, you need to change into your dress.â
âOkay, Iâll be right there.â
At Elleâs voice, Leticia quickly put down the letter and stepped away.
âItâs late, but Iâm sorry I hurt you with my bad behaviour. Thank you for taking care of me and loving me.â