Chapter 33 - I Hope We Can Reach Each Other Someday
I Won't Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me
âDo you know how surprised I was when you didnât come back?â
Before entering the banquet hall on the second day of the Hunting festival. Leticia tapped Enochâs arm lightly, unable to overcome the emotional surge.
It was getting dark, all the other knights were back, but Enoch wasnât in sight. She was worried there might have been an accident inside the grounds, so she wanted to go into the hunting grounds and find him right away.
âIâm sorry to have worried you. I really wanted to give this to you.â
It was none other than the crown of laurels that Enoch was talking about.
It was a glorious wreath for the winner of the Hunting festival, but Leticia only looked up at Enoch. Far from happy, she looked somewhat dark.
âI appreciate it, but I didnât want this.â
âLeticia.â
âIâm justâ¦â
The small hand, which was lightly tapping, slowly grabbed Enochâs sleeve.
âItâs enough for Lord Achilles to have returned unharmed.â
Leticia also vaguely felt that her feelings for Enoch were changing little by little. However, he just pretended he didnât know and pushed her away.
This very evening, waiting for the late Enoch to return, she gradually came to admit it.
âSo donât push yourself too hard next time.â
Please.
Leticia shook her head at the end of her last remark.
She was glad he came back without getting hurt. She was angry and distressed at Enoch who came back late, so she kept getting emotional.
âIâm sorry, I wonât worry you again.â
She turned her head as if she didnât want to see him, and waved her hand with a puzzled expression.
Leticia then raised her head and faced Enoch straight.
âAre you sure youâre really sorry?â
âYes, I am reflecting on my actions. So please forgive me.
âThenâ¦â
Leticia paused and pulled hard on Enochâs sleeve. As if sheâd made up her mind, she said to him with a grim expression.
âHug me.â
ââ¦.â
Wouldnât this be enough?
Even friends hug each other lightly when greeting each other.
She and Enoch were not friends. They werenât as far away as others, so she expected that he would allow it.
âThink of it as a punishment.â
Looking up with confidence at that moment, Enochâs expression was somehow strange.
It was then that Leticia finally lost her courage.
âDoes it bother you?â
She quickly looked into Enochâs eyes when the thought came to her mind.
Enoch looked down quietly at Leticia with an unfamiliar look on his face. Leticia was suddenly worried by his reaction, and shook her hands quickly while saying.
âIt was a joke, If you were offendedâ¦â
âItâs not like that.â
As soon as she tried to take back her words, Enoch firmly stopped Leticia. Soon he muttered with a grin in his voice.
âI think itâs a prize, not a punishment.â
âWhat?â
Leticia had turned her head away because she was not confident enough to see his face, looked back up with a surprised expression.
âIâm sorry. Itâs a punishment, but I keep laughing.â
Even though he covered his mouth slightly, she could see the corners of his mouth smoothly rising between his fingers.
The smile on his face was so bright that it was hard to believe he had always looked so indifferent, and Leticia was shocked into silence momentarily.
âYou know how to smile so beautifully.â
Sometimes he gave her a friendly smile, but today was the first time sheâd seen such a wonderful smile.
Because of her.
âThen can I be punished now?â
Enoch opened his arms slightly as if he couldnât be happier. He did not give off? the image of a penitent man, but Leticia smiled anyways.
As Leticia stood there for a long time and stared at him.
âMy arms hurt.â
Enoch wiggled his arms to try and urge her to hug him quickly, but Leticia was still waiting.
Rather than being frustrated, Enoch was so cute and lovable that she wanted to approach him.
Leticia grinned shyly and slowly fell into Enochâs arms as she struggled. She asked him to hug her, but she was still feeling shy about it. Maybe thatâs why Leticia pushed further.
âNext time, Iâll give you a terrible punishment.â
âIâm already looking forward to it.â
âItâs a bee.â
Even though she spoke quietly on purpose, Enochâs laughter fell over her head.
âIâd like to get this punishment at least a few times.â
âNext time, it might be a really scary bee.â
âIf itâs Leticiaâs punishment, Iâll take it happily.â
When she couldnât hold back her laughter, Leticia lightly beat on Enochâs chest.
âYou keep saying youâre sorry, but you keep playing games.â
Smiling at the touch that felt like a gentle breeze, he was reminded of what happened the night before.
âSorryâ¦.â
It was an unpleasant meeting.
In addition, his relationship with Leticia was not bad, which naturally brought a smile to his face.
Until Levion showed up.
[What do you mean?]
Last night, after the music ended, he thought heâd take a break. He left Leticiaâs side to get a drink. As if waiting for that moment, Levion approached with a grim face and started to lecture Enoch.
Levion didnât back down and kept talking.
[How is she supposed to live in a mansion without a single servant?]
[Sir El.]
[Itâs for Leticia, please let her go.]
For Leticia.
He almost burst out in laughter at that remark.
Enochâs anger rose furiously at this absolute rubbish.
[What are you going to do next if I do what Sir El says?]
[Iâll take care of her.]
[What do you think youâll do? Do you think you can bring your ex-fiancée to the El mansion? Do you think Marqui El will give you permission to do that?]
[As I said, itâs none of the Dukeâs business.]
[Youâre the one who doesnât have a plan, so letâs stop now.]
He felt sick of it all.
Unable to bear to listen to him talking without any plans, Enoch cut Levionâs excuses off in the middle.
For Leticiaâs sake.
He didnât see the actions he was taking now as being for Leticiaâs sake. Instead, his pride was hurt and he seemed to be following her around relentlessly.
If this man really cared for Leticia.
âShe wouldnât have decided to stay with me.â
Leticia must have known.
That heâs not someone who would protect and care for her.
[Stop overdoing it, because itâs becoming awkward.]
[Iâve known Leticia for the longest and know her better than anyone else.]
[So.]
What is it that he wants Enoch to do?
Levion stiffened, but still did not back down.
[Then letâs make a bet.]
Before he could ask what he meant, Levion clarified.
[The winner of the Hunting festival will take Leticia.]
[â¦.]
[Are you not confident?]
A childish provocation by anyoneâs standard.
It was funny and absurd to decide the game by only one win. In addition, he was irritated because he couldnât get angry.
âI donât want to deal with him.â
However, he has a bad personality and brushing aside a battle so easily wasnât in his character.
[I donât have confidence in you.]
Itâs because youâre not worth dealing with.
[Then can I ask you for something?]
Enoch started to speak, while looking at Levion, who tilted his head as if saying to go ahead.
[Stop looking at me like Iâm a thief.]
[What?]
[Because I never stole anything that belonged to you.]
[Sir Achilles.]
[Also, fix that attitude of treating Leticia like a thing. Do you think Leticia is an object who can be picked up and given to others?]
So Enoch and Levion stared at each other fiercely, neither wanting to back down.
The next day, Enoch caught a stag as big as a boar and received the crown of laurels given to the winner of the Hunting festival.
âLeticia.â
Enoch was gently stroking her hair, and quietly called out to her.
Leticia, who was wriggling in Enochâs arms, raised her head wondering if it was time to stop.
âCanât you accept the laurel crown that I struggled so hard for?â
Enoch said as he lifted the crown of laurels up.
He looked earnestly at her when he asked if sheâd accept it, but Leticia still hesitated. The time felt so long that Enochâs mouth felt like it was drying up.
Fortunately, Leticia answered quickly.
âThen make me a promise.
âYou can ask me for anything.â
âDonât make me worry like that again.â
At those words, Enoch let out a relieved sigh.
âThis woman isâ¦â
She thinks of me first.
He couldnât stand it any longer because he was choked up by her answer that came out so naturally.
Enoch rested his head on Leticiaâs shoulder. Leticia shrank slightly in surprise, but she didnât try to push him away.
âIâll never make you worry about anything in the future.â
âI believe you.â
âNever.â
He shook his head a little as if begging her to believe him, and he felt Leticia grinning softly against his hair. The corners of Enochâs mouth also rose satisfactorily.
âWhy am I like this?â
Is he being too greedy?
He knew very well that he was greedy for whatever he could get.
It was hard for him to hold back his desire to get closer to her, even though he was already so close. He really didnât want to hold back.
Gently looking up, Enoch rested his chin on Leticiaâs head to satisfy his desire. Thanks to him, it felt natural to Leticia to be held in his arms.
âIf you donât accept, Iâll keep doing this.â
It was nice to feel the light touch of her pink hair against his cheek.
âIs that a threat? Iâm sorry, but this kind of threat doesnât work on me.â
âWhat?â
Enoch unconsciously straightened up and looked down at Leticia.
She smiled brightly as if she had been waiting for this moment.
âI like the threat this time, so Iâll think about it.â
[I especially like the threat this time, so letâs think about it.]
A long time ago, it was his answer when Leticia said she might stay at the Achilles mansion until she died.
Enoch burst into a pleasant laugh, he had never expected to get the answer back like this.
At that time, he felt a strong gaze from somewhere. As he turned his head, his eyes met with Levionâs in the distance. He was clenching his fist and staring at them.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
A fierce look that said he wanted to tear him apart.
At that look, Enoch was happy and even felt a childish pleasure.
He savored the gaze and put the laurel crown on Leticia head. As soon as Levion saw this, his face hardened, he turned around and stormed away.
Enoch stared at Levion until he disappeared, then slowly looked back down at Leticia again.
Leticia, who knew nothing, was smiling up at him.
Looking at Leticia like that, Enoch whispered in his mind.
âJust this much.â
He hoped they could get closer slowly every day.
âWithout stopping.â
Slow was good.
He can wait as long as she needs. Even if itâs slow, he hopes they can reach each other someday.
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