Pregnant And Rejected By My Alpha Mate By Caroline Above Chapter 97
Pregnant And Rejected
Chapter 97 The Last Thing I Want Sophieâs POV âI donât have the first clue what Iâm doing.â I complain, throwing my hands up in exasperation.
Weâre in the back of Seleneâs cafe. Drake is sitting at the kitchen island watching me fight with a lump of dough on a floured cutting board, and unless Iâm very much mistaken heâs fighting the impulse to laugh.
âIt isnât funny.â I huff, âIâm not a cook. Iâm not a baker I shouldnât be the one to take over this place.â
Drake arches his dark brows, âYou didnât want to move into the Pack House, and you didnât want my money, which means you need a job to make rent.â He reminds me. âThis is a job, and a good one at that.â
âYes,â I confirm, agreeing with his logic, but I canât do this job. I have zero qualifications â amateur or professional.â
Weâve already had this argument about eight times already, but it keeps resurfacing anyway. Drake knows I canât boil water without starting a kitchen fire, so Iâm a little suspicious that he keeps pushing the cafe on me. I think heâs trying to wear me down until I cave and accept his money or move into the Pack House but the last thing I want to do is watch him moping around missing Selene, and I donât want his pity either.
âSophie,â Drake says gently, hopping down from the stool and closing the distance between us. He stops so close to me that have to tilt my head all the way back just to see his face. His lips quirk as he takes in my flushed face, âyou have flour on your nose.
I swipe at my nose in frustration, âIs that what you came over here to tell me?â
âNo,â Drake replies with a wide grin, taking my face between his hands and brushing the white powder from my skin with the pad of his thumb. âI came over here to tell you that you are smart and hardworking, and one of the fastest learners Iâve ever met. You might not be able to cook now, but you just need practice.â
In all fairness, I would love to learn how to cook for basic survival reasons if nothing else, but learning to do it at home and doing it for a living are very different things. But why this job?â I press, âYouâre the Alpha, there must be other businesses where you have sway. Iâd do much better as a pet sitter or maid or something.â
âWell for one thing, this job is open.â Drake still hasnât taken his hands from my face, in fact his thumb is stroking my cheek now. * And for another, this cafe has a knack for helping people get back on their feet.â
âYes but I was never on my feet to begin with.â I mutter. I know Selene took in a lot of strays, in fact everyone who works here now has some sort of tragic past, but most of those people fell on hard times later in life.
âNeither was Selene before she came here.â Drake counters, making all my limbs tense up. Hearing her name on his lips does nothing but remind me that heâll never be mine. He might get over losing Selene one day, but eventually his mate will come along and then where will I be? Stuck watching Drake build a life with yet another beautiful woman to whom I can never compare.
Goddess, what a miserable thought. Somehow Iâve got to find a way to break the spell he has over me.
I donât want to spend my life looking on from the shadows while other people find happiness. I donât want to waste my best years loving someone who can never love me back.
I lurch out of Drakeâs hold, turning back to my bread dough-though I doubt the lumpy mass will ever actually become bread. Itâs somehow tough and soggy at once. âMaybe Selene had the right idea, maybe moving to a different city is the answer.â I breathe. âYou know, a fresh start?â
âNo.â The feral snarl makes me jump out of my skin, dropping my pathetic attempt at sourdough straight onto the floor.
Iâve heard Drake grumble and growl at other shifters before. After all, heâs the Alpha, ferocity is part of the job description. This is different. The sound was guttural and raw, so menacing it vibrated deep in my bones â and it was directed at me! My friend has never so much as raised his voice at me,,et alone show this kind of animal aggression.
My wolf should be cowering, I certainly am, but Rose is cool and calm as the big Alpha bears down on me. My back is flush against the island, and instead of looking guilty or apologetic for startling me, Drake is prowling forward with eyes aglow. He doesnât stop until his powerful hands are gripping the island on either side of my body, caging me in.
âYou are not leaving Asphodel.â Drake commands.
Blinking, completely taken aback and quivering beneath him, I scramble for words. you.. it was just a thought.â
âWell it was a bad one.â He rumbles deeply.
Whatâs happening? I ask Rose desperately, I donât understand, why is he being this way?
I donât know. Rose hedges, maybe he thinks we really canât survive on our own.
âDrake, youâre scaring me.â I finally squeak, though the truth is Iâm less scared than confused. I donât believe my friend will hurt me, but Iâve never seen him this way.
Light flickers in his emerald irises, the raging flames slowly dying down as my words register in his mind. Drakeâs threatening demeanor softens, his white-knuckled fists unclenching and fangs retracting.
Still, he doesnât move away, he doesnât free me from his arms.
âIâm sorry, little lamb.â Drake purrs, dropping his head and nuzzling my neck.
Well thatâs new. Rose remarks.
Is he smelling me? I reply, loving his nearness and hating it all at once. Itâs everything I want and everything I canât have.
I canât bring myself to speak, staying still as a statue until Drake straightens up. âI didnât mean to scare you.â He tells me huskily, âthatâs the last thing I want.â He thinks about that statement for a moment, then amends, âactually itâs the second last.â
âWhatâs the last?â I wonder aloud, my eyes wide as dinner plates.
âYou just said it.â He growls.
Before I can ask what he means, Drakeâs phone chimes in his pocket, and he promptly retrieves it. I might be offended that heâs abandoning our conversation so abruptly, but I immediately know why he prioritizes the call. Iâd recognize that ringtone anywhere: Selene.
While the man I love strides out of the kitchen to speak with his beloved, his voice so full of joy that it breaks my heart, Iâm left reeling against the counter. I donât understand what just happened. And I donât understand what Drake meant by his last comment.
All I can do is sink down to the floor next to my so called dough and cry.
Drakeâs POV When my phone rings, I realize itâs already 4âclock and therefore time for the facetime date I promised Lila. Itâs probably for the best too, because I was completely losing control in that damned kitchen. It happened so fast I didnât even know what I was doing, I just responded out of instinct. My mate mentioned moving away, and my wolf roared to life needing to stop that from happening at all costs.
I route the call through my bluetooth and hit accept a moment before stepping through the door to the main restaurant, greeting the little pup exuberantly, âHello my love!â
Lila appears in Seleneâs lap, both she-wolves visible on the screen though the toddler is taking up most of the frame. âUncle Rake!â She exclaims, âI miss you!â
âI miss you too, angel.â I answer honestly, âItâs not the same here without you. How do you like Elysium.â
Lila apparently loves her new home, and spends a quarter of an hour telling me all the things sheâs seen and done since they arrived, all about her new room and apartment, every detail her little brain can recall. When she finally runs out of information to share, Selene takes over, filling me in on the wedding, their dramatic arrival and her concerns about Bastienâs plans for the Calypso pack.
âNothingâs decided yet, but he says heâs been thinking about a trip there for a few weeks.â She relays with a frown.
âI think heâs right to consider it, and probably heâll be right to go.â I agree. âYouâve got to know what youâre up against.â
âI know, I just wish there was another way.â She sighs.
By this point Lila has gotten bored of the grown up talk and disappeared somewhere into the background, so Selene takes the opportunity to ask me something she clearly didnât want to say in front of the pup.
âListen, Iâve been going through my boxes and I canât find Lilaâs favorite puzzle for the life of me.â She relates in a whisper. âYou know, the rainbow fish one? I know it wasnât in the apartment because we cleared it out, but I remember we had it at the safe house, so Iâm wondering if she left it there. I know itâs a trek but could you check for me the next time youâre out there.â
For a second I think Iâve misheard her, âWait, what?â
âWhen Bastien first turned up, I took some of Lilas toys to the safe house so she wouldnât get bored.
We were distracted when we left so I wouldnât be surprised if we missed something.â The she wolf answers.
âSelene,â I state evenly,â what safe house?â
A flicker of unease enters her expression. âThe one you sent me to, in the hills.â
âI sent you there?â I repeat, baffled.
âYes, you texted me from a burner or something.â She pauses anxiously, âdidnât you?â
âNo.â I sigh, âI couldnât have. Because I donât have a safe house.