Cupid is stupid.

"Cupid is stupid."

Dude,cupid you are so stupid.

Serious though you are,you shot me . . . when she turned to back and waved at me and my family,smiling slightly my heart started beating real fast.

Love at first sight!. I wanted to cry when her car went out of sight and I did cry,when I got alone in my room,being in that room only reminded me of hers though.

I couldn't sleep because yesterday,we slept on this same bed only,I could still smell her shampoo,I couldn't put an finger on what it was but it was amazing.

I couldn't eat properly because we ate together yesterday,it was making me remember the memories,though it was my responsibility to feed myself so I had to eat.

When someone says something badly about her, I really lecture them,they call her bad names and I really want to beat the shit out of them,once my cousin went too far and I got too defensive and we started a fight thankfully it was stopped this morning, we both said sorry.

It scared me to no end,that I will never be the same again because she had done some kind of magic on me and I want to come out of my shell and reach out to other people but I am afraid that they will judge me.

Am I wrong for loving my own cousin?. Is this Taboo, disgusting?,weird?.

I just needed someone to support me on this,and maybe I have one.

You know who you are this chapter will be dedicated to you my special crazy friend.

*whistle whistle*

I am so bummed out and it scares me sometimes.

Thank you's for reading!

The End.

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