Emotional attachment

"Emotional attachment."

Emotional attachment started when we met again,after some years. Like I said,I tried to distract myself from her by doing hard jobs which consumed most of mine time.

But it all failed,when my grandpa or our grandpa became real sick,she told me her problems,I told her mines.

The person who says that people can't fall in love in two days,I seriously advice you to first go and beat the shit out of them,'cause they are liars!.

We bonded in just two days,for her it is probably like telling her favourite cousins some of her secrets. No big deal,

But for me it's much more than that,we bonded so quickly and I became emotionally attached to her,icing on the cake of my f out life.

Soon our little get together came to an end when grandpa became healthy,I wanted him to stay like that for little more days,so that I could bond with her.

Didn't happens though.

The days when she leaves the house,I put a big smile on my face to cheer her up,even though I was exploding from sorrow and sadness,inside. Her leaving me again,was killing me.

I didn't want her to leave,I never want her to leave,I just want us two cuddling all day all night talking about everything and nothing.

I wanted that,but I didn't get that though.

She hugged me then,I didn't wanted her to let go,but I was also scared that she will notice how my heart was beating fast,how my eyes got teary even though I am not an emotional person.

Unfortunately and also fortunately, she let me go,I was upset. Even though I can't hold her again in my arms,even though I can't argue with God for such an unfairness, even though I can't argue with my heart for beating so fast for her.

Nor I can blame Cupid for being so stupid to shot me with arrow of love,for my cousin!.

Thanks for reading

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