Chapter 19: Confessions

Ash's P.O.V

We finally got to my house and Adri was fast asleep. I feel like a douche bag bringing up my dad after we were having such a great time.

I got out if the car and went to the passenger door opening it. I slowly unbuckled Adri and carried her bridal style towards my house opening the door and kicking it shut. She snuggled her head more into mine as we were finally walking up stairs to my bedroom.

I laid her on my bed and began changing into basketball shorts and took of my shirt. I covered her up in the blankets and couldn't help but realize how gorgeous she is. I began walking out because I didn't want to be a creep but then I heard her small sleepy voice.

Who would of thought that we would end up together." She said smiling.

"Together?" I question. What does she mean?

"I mean um, Ash what are we?"

"I'm not sure." I said honestly, I had no clue what we were and I needed to stop it. I don't believe in relationships their stupid and only lead to drama I'm a guy I don't want to be tied down.

"Well what do u want us to be?"

"I want things to stay the same."

"You wouldn't call me your girlfriend?"

"I don't date Adri, why do girls need to label everything?"

"We don't."

"Yes you do! Adri I don't believe in relationships." I said walking out. I could tell by the expression on her face she was hurt but I couldn't let one girl change my mind.

Adrianna's P.O.V

I woke up in the morning with a huge headache but i decided to ignore it. There was also no Ash by my side and I was kind of disappointed but after our conversation last night I can understand why. I can't believe he would never call me his girlfriend, yesterday it felt like we were actually a couple but maybe that's just me. It was six in the morning so I decided to take a shower.

After my shower I put on some rip jeans and a peach tank top with some flip flops. I brushed my hair and walked downstairs. Ash was in the kitchen making eggs. Shirtless. I ripped my eyes away and tried very hard not to look.

"Morning." I said smiling sitting down at the table. He looked at me and turned back to the eggs, he didn't even smile. ouch.

He sat down with the plate of eggs and toast across the table from me.

"I had a good time yesterday." I said trying to make conversation. He nodded his head not even looking at me. He suddenly got up and walked up to his room. I looked at the empty plate and decided to put it in the dishwasher for him.

He came back down stairs dressed and just walked out of the door heading for school. What's wrong with him? We were fine last night. I grab my bag and followed him outside.

"Ash."

"What do you want? God you're so annoying!" I looked down an bit my lip at his tone.

"Nothing." He is acting like such a jerk!

The rest of the walk to school was awkward. He walked faster than me on purpose to get to school.

When I walked in I saw him talking to Danielle and Erica. They were all laughing! What the hell? The bell rung and I walked to class alone with my head down. When chemistry came around I was not looking forward to sitting next to Ash.

When I got there he wasn't to be seen which I was thankful for but a couple seconds later my heart sunk when he walked in with Danielle. He said goodbye to her as she headed towards her class and walked over to me, after what she did to me I can't believe he is still talking to her. He sat down with out saying a word. He didn't even smile at me it was like I was invisible to him.

My headache began to feel even worse then it did when I woke up and I tried my best to ignore it so I just put my head down on my desk and closed my eyes for a little.

Ash's P.O.V

I couldn't even talk to Adri and maybe I didn't want to. She obviously thinks were together or some shit like that and I'm trying my best to get my point across that I can't be tied down just to one girl. Ever since we've started this thing we have together I feel like I can't do anything with any girl I want to and that fucking bugs me! I guess these past weeks we have been acting like a couple but I didn't mean for that to happen I'm just so different when I'm around her and she brings out a part of me I didn't know I had. I really have to stop being a little boy about all of this.

I started to ignore the chemistry teacher as I looked at Adri. She had fallen asleep in class which isn't like her at all. Not gonna lie she looked good sleeping unlike most girls I've waken up next to. Wait I have to stop thinking like this! I need my own room back and I need to get laid already it's been like a century! My plan was to ignore Adri the rest of the day and maybe she would get the clue that I want her gone. Yeah sure in the beginning I wanted her to live with me but that's just because I thought I would get "some" more easily but then I found out she's a fucking virgin! How the fuck is she a virgin with that kind of body!? I have to stop thinking about her if I want her gone.

The bell finally rang and I walked out of class before Adri could even raise her head up. Following me out were a couple of sophomore girls giggling. Adri was a lot more mature then her sophomore piers. Why can't I stop thinking about her?! Yeah I like her but- wait no. I don't like her. I can't like her. Shit.

I like her.

A lot!

I turned around when I heard a bunch of people gasping at something and crowding someone one the floor.

"Get the nurse!" I heard someone yell. I was about to turn around when I saw brown hair laying on the floor from the corner of my eye and my heart dropped as I got a closer look as to who was on the floor passed out.

"Adri!" I yelled a little louder then I thought it would come out but ignoring my yell and everyone's stares I ran towards her moving her hair away from her face. Her forehead was hot as I touched it with the palm of my hand. The nurse wasn't coming or was taking to long so I picked her up and quickly walked to the nurses office while panicking. Her face looked pale and she wasn't waking up. I finally got to the nurses office and she directed me to the small narrow bed that I cautiously laid Adri on.

"Do you know what happened?" the nurse asked. She was really short and had brown straight hair.

"Not really, I think she just fainted." I said nervously.

"Okay we'll she'll be fine, i'll give her parents a call when she wakes up."

"Um actually she sorta lives with me so i'll let my parents know."

"Oh." she paused. "well okay then."

I stayed in the office and waited for Adri to wake up even though everyone said I should go back to class but I couldn't, I didn't want to leave Adri here by herself. I wonder what caused her to pass out. I should've of been by her side walking out of class and not ignored her. It's been a half hour already and I just wanted her to wake up and have my mom sign us out.

I looked up and saw Adri walking out of the nurses office with the nurse by her side and she was a little wobbly. Her hair was a little messy probably from laying on it but she still looked really good. She looked towards me and I gave her a smile but she didn't return it which didn't surprise me with the way i've treated her today.

I got up and walked up to her placing my hand on her back but she moved away, the nurse asked what had happened while I was calling my mom to pick us up. When I was finished with the phone call the nurse explained to me that she was dehydrated and hasn't been drinking enough water. My mom finally arrived to the school bringing Adri into her arms like she was her own when she saw her. I liked that my mom liked Adri and Adri seemed to like my mom as well.

We got to my house and my mom made us sandwiches before she left for work again.

"Thanks." I heard Adri say in a small voice towards my mother.

"You're welcome sweetie." She said as she hugged Adri goodbye. I guess my mom likes having her around I mean she is the only female in the family.

My mom closed the door and the room fell into silence.

"I'm glad you're okay." I said standing next to Adri in the kitchen.

"Mmhmm." She hummed quickly.

Adrianna's P.O.V

"Wanna watch a movie?" I heard Ash say, so now he wants to talk to me and hang out?

"Why would I wanna watch a movie with you after you've practically been ignoring me all day."

"I wasn't."

"Ash I'm not stupid. you were, what's your problem did I do something?"

"No."

"Then what's your problem? We were fine yesterday." He looked at me before he spoke and it seemed to take forever."

"You're my problem Adri."

"What? Wait did I do something wrong?"

"No. I did."

"And what did you do?"

"Kissed you." So kissing me is wrong? I thought to myself.

"I should of never done it." He said looking down.

"You don't mean that...do you?"

"I mean it Adri." He's lying right?

"So kissing me at the fair, did you mean that? Kissing me by the beach for the first time and every single time that you've kissed me you didn't mean those kisses either? You never thought that maybe we have something?"

"No." he said, he couldn't even look at me.

"You're lying!"

"Adri I'm not lying."

"Then look at me." His eyes shot up to mine.

"I'm not lying Adri, kissing you meant nothing to me! You mean nothing to me." I tried so hard for my tears not to spill but I couldn't do anything to stop them.

"You're lying! If this were true then you would of never came to the nurses office and made sure I was okay!"

"Fuck it!" I heard him say under his breath before he ran up to me and picked me up by my thighs placing me on the kitchen counter. Very smooth.

He brought me out of my thoughts when he placed his soft pink lips on mine and I wrapped my legs around his waist while he was roaming my back with his hands. My hands ran in his hair as he deepened the kiss. It was probably one of the best kisses he gave me so far. He stopped kissing me and we both tried to catch our breath. I was surprise when he began to talk sliding his hands from my waist to my thighs.

"Adri, I can't seem to get you out of my head I have no fucking clue what you're doing to me and to be honest it's scaring the hell out of me! You're so different from any other girl I have ever met! I didn't mean anything I said, I guess I was just afraid to admit it to myself. If you really knew me and the things I have done I'm pretty sure you wouldn't even want to be in the same house as me. I'm also sorry for talking to Danielle especially after everything she did to you, I guess I was lying to myself at the end of the day. I fucking like you Adri, I like you a lot!" He said breathless. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Ash the bad boy actually admitted liking me to my face.

I jumped off the counter and pushed him back a little bit. I didn't say anything I just kissed him.

Authors Note:

Finally another chapter! I'm so sorry it took me forever I've been focusing on school but I hope you guys love this chapter!

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